Saturday, October 31, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 11/1/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 11/1/15
We made it to November 1st! Yea! I hope you had fun will all your friends and family over the holiday. Numerologically speaking, today is the number 11. So all that candy may be giving you a hangover and this morning might not feel as great as yesterday. But that is the patterns of life. We always have to grow and expand in ways but then life will contract again reminding us that we have human bodies and that you have to take care of them. With the Moon in Cancer, there is a need for quiet and the feeling of home and family is strong. You feel protective of those you love and are inclined towards a gentle approach to problems. Your intuition is strong so listen to it.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Life is not for the serious; for the serious is the grave. Life is for those who are festive, who know how to celebrate.
~Osho~

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I hope you celebrated in a grand way and had lots of fun. If you blink you might just have life pass over you very quickly and then one day you realize that you have been so focused on work, money, and getting things done that you forgot to have fun. Fun is what makes life worth living. It is those crazy moments that you remember when you are old and reminiscing. Think of it like this, now is the time to make those long term memories otherwise when you get old you will be a boring old person repeating the same story over and over again. Today, make some new long-term memories. Plan the trip of your life, go on a trail that you have never been on, discover some beautiful road that you did not know was there. Volunteer at the zoo. Whatever it is just have some fun and make a great memory that will last you a long time.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Friday, October 30, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 10/31/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 10/31/15
Happy Halloween! October 31st is the number 4. Halloween is a time when we allow our shadow self out and into the world. It is a day to celebrate our alter ego and to allow a part of our darkness have a bit of fun and to play. Learning to have moments when recessive archetypes get to show themselves without judgment is a wonderful way to find internal and external balance. Within each of us we have these dark parts of our being that we are afraid to show others. Halloween is the perfect moment to celebrate our darkness or the darkness that wishes to be seen. Today we celebrate our shadow selves. I love that as this holiday has grown more adults are also getting into the act. They too want to share that playful spirit and embody another personality for a day or night. Take advantage of these moments. These celebrations that have existed for millennium are there for a reason. To have balance you have to learn to play and have fun with all the inner parts, voices, and personalities. You can get your dominant personality to take control any time but giving these others a voice is very healing and balancing. The Moon continues its transit of Gemini until 5:09 AM EDT, when it enters Cancer. Restlessness and curiosity give way to an instinctive need for peace and quiet. Feelings of belonging and safety are what motivate you under this influence. You tend to respond to challenges and stress by retreating or withdrawing under the influence of a protective Cancer Moon, and we are especially concerned with family and close loved ones. The Moon harmonizes with Neptune in Pisces and the Sun in Scorpio this evening, and you are inclined towards gentleness, connecting with others compassionately, and sentimentality. You will feel more deeply intuitive now.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Sensitivity is a sign of life. Better hurt than hardened. I bow to those who keep their hearts open when it is most difficult; those who refuse to keep their armor on any longer than they have to; those who recognize the courage at the heart of vulnerability. After all the malevolent warriors destroy each other, the open-hearted will inherit the earth...
~Jeff Brown~


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I know that life is not easy and for some staying open in the face of very difficult life experiences and circumstances is horribly challenging but I believe deep in my heart that we are all down here dealing with karma and karma is the substance that challenges us. As many of the great teachers have said again and again, “It is not the situations that are the karma but our reaction to them that is our karma. Life will always create upsets and events that force us to adapt quickly in ways that show our deepest karmic wounds. But at the end of the day the real issue is what you are going to tell yourself about that event, where you put this event in your mind, how you carry it in your soul, how it shapes your choices in the future, and what thoughts are created that continue to shape your world as you move forward. I have seen two people with very similar situations respond very differently and shape their world in ways that were unique to their issues and lessons. I have found that my past karmic wounds shape the words and ways that I hold a present challenge. I understand that the internal voices and conversations I have in my head (especially the ones that do not escape my mouth) co-create my life, my world, my lens of perception, and either help me move through karma to transcend the triggers and upsets or contribute to the knots and kinks of my self imposed karmic traps. So today, recognize that life is going to throw you down again and again. How you get up, what you decide about yourself, the world, and how much the universe loves or does not love you it completely up to you. I do know one thing in my core. The divine force of God’s love, loves us all equally. And I mean down to the plants, the animals, the creepy-crawlies, and humanity. That force the germinated us as an idea loves us all. I try to focus on that. I try to find that link and that connection to the bigger picture. I try to recognize that life is unpredictable and that even the greatest teachers of all time have suffered and died. Each of us will suffer in this life but the story we tell ourself about that is again our choice and our karma.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, October 29, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 10/30/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 10/30/15
October 30th is the number 3. Just as the number 3 is about the ups and downs of your normal day with the Moon in curious Gemini (sign of duality) all day. So expect an exaggeration of the normal emotional/mental swing today. There are always normal ups and downs but today you notice where you dreams and the reality are not aligning. Remember that to manifest dreams it takes time. The Moon in Gemini wants to understand right now. Yes, there a time for inspiration and this is one of them just remember that and allow time to mold and shape that reality into its perfect form which will look different than the dream. Usually better.  The Sun forms a trine with Neptune today, and your experiences are colored by your dreams, desires, and wishes. It's a strong time for taking a detour from the usual routine, as well as for imaginative or creative activities. It's also a time when we can be more in touch with your compassionate and charitable side. Your intuition is in strong focus now. You are "tuned in", inspired or seeking out inspiration, and more inclined to listen to your hunches. This can be a good time for self-improvement programs or efforts, marketing ideas, and connecting with others. You are able to see matters, and people, from a different perspective--one that allows for, and even finds beauty in, differences. The Sun is also semi-square Mars, and with the Sun-Neptune trine active, this can either help motivate you to pursue your dreams, or stimulate restlessness - it can go either way.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Life is about Rhythm!
Music is the Art of making contact with the Muses, or sources of Divine inspiration.
One must observe one's Rhythms in life and see them as established energy patterns. It is possible to improve them little by little through the practice of observation and good-will. Right intention changes life.
~Carlos Cardoso Aveline~


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We often want to know the answer to fix ourself, the problem or the issue that is causing us upset. The bigger problem is that we want something different than what we have in this moment. When we want something outside ourself we often forget to look and appreciate what we have right here in the present moment. Yes, dreams and desires are out there enticing us forward but in this moment is perfection also. You are not in the wrong space or time. You are not missing some essential piece of your life that is “out there”.  What is happening right now is exactly what you want to be happening on the deepest level of your being. We each have dominant and recessive parts of our consciousness. The largest, strongest, and most dominant parts have the most juice and energy and they manifest and create the reality. To shift that you have to look at why you still deep down want that to be the reality. It is often about a degree of responsibility that comes with great manifestation power. Own your life. Own your dreams and feed them, give them your energy and focus. Then the most essential part is to enroll your dominant parts into the dream also. I find that then you will really see shifts happen more quickly. You cannot leave any part of yourself behind in the journey. It is not about either having one thing but then not another. Sometimes you can find a way to move with both but are you brave enough to do what it takes to align both side issues and concerns to let that happen. Yes, that is work. But then you will no longer live a life where you are fighting yourself.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, October 28, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 10/29/15
October 29th is the number 11. So seeing the places in your nature that seem to contradict would be very helpful. Find your places of repetitive motion and reaction. Find where you are sounding like a broken record. What are the key phrases that you use over and over again? And why do you do that? What are you telling yourself or what are you trying to remind yourself of? There is mastery in each moment when you allow something within to stand and witness your humanity with a compassionate glance and calm objectivity. Yes, it is hard to do but that is what life is about. To learn how every thought, action, word, deed, desire, beauty, and attraction shapes us in a multitude of ways. The Moon ends its transit of Taurus at 2:25 AM EDT, when it enters Gemini. A Gemini Moon is generally quite good for diversifying, connecting, and communicating. Siblings, relatives, or neighbors and community involvement are especially important to your emotional well-being today. You adapt easily to change, and in fact you crave a bit of a surprise, novelty, and intelligent responses in others. With the Moon's opposition to Saturn and square to Neptune today, you could be dealing with issues of trust. You may feel a stronger need than usual to know the facts, but may need to let go of this in order to enjoy yourself more.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"All that we are looking for in life — all the happiness, contentment, and peace of mind — is right here in the present moment. Our very own awareness is itself fundamentally pure and good. The only problem is that we get so caught up in the ups and downs of life that we don’t take the time to pause and notice what we already have."
 ~Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche ~


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I have to say again how lucky we are as Americans to live in this great country. Regardless of who you are or how much money you think you do or don’t have know that you are blessed and extremely fortunate to live in this country. I love to travel and I love connecting with people and humanity. Over and over again, I see the power and commitment of humanity to survive and somehow manage to thrive in situations that to an American would be completely intolerable. In all of humanity though there is a dark and light side of life that shows itself regardless. It is a process of learning to accept that inevitability and to somehow work with it internally and externally in such a way that growth, awareness, and possibilities emerge. When you think you can’t do something all you need to do is look out into the issues that are in the rest of the world to obviously recognize that anything that you are complaining about right now is miniscule in comparison to most of the rest of humanity. I understand that our problems seem very big for us. But in truth when we learn to see outside our little bubble you will see and become immensely grateful for this life, these problems, and this ease.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, October 27, 2015

Intuitive Patterns for the Month of November 2015


Does it feel as if the world is spinning out of control or more specifically out of “your” control? You are not alone. There are undercurrents and patterns of perception that are breaking down and being destroyed in order for you to find your own center and true energetic power potential.

The repeating theme is the Justice or Judgment card. When we are in the control of the Wheel of Fortune the mechanisms are visible and understandable. Work is rewarded, idleness is not, and there seems to be a clear order to the cause and effect of karma. But now we are in the grasp of the Justice energy and justice sometimes has an invisible and remote way of enforcing karma.

This month there are going to be moments when there is no obvious logic, no apparent cause, yet only the effects are seen. You will feel as if all actions have an equal and opposite reaction. First and foremost you have to recognize that balance requires an understanding of the opposite polarities within us. It is time to find the balance of the conscious and subconscious parts of the mind. You are the sun and the moon. You are the balance of nature and cosmic harmony.

The Egyptian Goddess Ma’at is where we get the archetype and symbol of justice that is universal. She weighed the hearts of men carefully against the feather of truth to test their goodness on earth and their right to eternal life.

This month you will feel tested by the fates of karma. The balances or imbalances in your life will reveal themselves to you. There is a potential debt to pay in order to find where you are in correct action or where you are in a place of guilt because of incorrect action or of omission. Take a look backwards and see how one choice lead to another and how that has arrived you at your present circumstances. For some of you this could feel like a dire warning. For others of you this could feel like a reassurance. And remember, you can take all things and events both ways. It becomes your choice as to how you twist the facts into the perspective of pain or pleasure.

The predator medicine cards of Snake, Owl, and Hawk and in the forefront and this is a reminder that there are forces afoot that require you to have a keen sense of awareness. You are being asked to keep your eyes sharp and looking ahead to the situations that are looming in the distance. Life sometimes requires a strong sense of presence in the moment to be able to move and shift with the changing circumstances. We are moving towards the winter and the direction of reflection and review. It is time to become more in tune with the rhythm of your own inner silences. The Universe is asking for your life to become simple. Simplicity is arduous, because to be simple costs everything that you have. Often you have to lose all to be simple. It is time to find your own heart and to let that heart sing in the voice of connection to the universe.

You are in actuality boundary-less. By its very nature life and existence cannot have a boundary. Look at what you have settled on and recognize where you are not content. Contentment allows you to remain small. But you are bigger than that. Your smallness is how your own mind has imposed a limitation upon your freedom and upon your unlimited potential. But you have to at moments be brave and do what seems opposite to being small. You have to be still. Sometimes stillness feels small but it is not. Stillness allows you to go deeper; it allows you to drop into the vast limitlessness of your essence. It allows you to see and feel the power within your formless potential.


So, this month do not look outside for the answer. Simplify, slow down, and move into the stillness. Feel and move from that stillness into the boundary-less potential that is stirring within. This type of energy you cannot grasp and hold onto from your ego. You have to slow down and move within the rhythm of your organic life essence as it is aligned with a much larger life-force potential that surrounds all things.

Monday, October 26, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 10/28/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 10/28/15October 28th is the number 10. There is great power in the willingness to begin each day new and with presence. Be like a plant. It is constantly in a state of the present moment. It lives in a dimension where the goal is always about gathering up the light that shines in this moment. It knows that its very existence is relative to being completely in the now. It is time to gather up the light that is available to you right now. Do not worry about the past. Be here now and discover just how alive and aware you can be in this moment. Whether you are being asked to be present with pain or pleasure, light or darkness just say fully in that moment and allow the lesson and light to move into your awareness. The Moon is in steady Taurus all day, harmonizing with Mars in Virgo towards midday, encouraging attention to practical matters and solving problems. Today, we are more aware of our need to enjoy the sensual pleasures of life--eating, drinking, listening to music, and so forth. Our emotions are mostly steady and common sense rules when it comes to handling domestic matters, money, and work. We tend to resist change and to fall back on old habits and patterns under this influence. Mercury in minor challenging aspect with Neptune can prompt fuzzy thinking. Technical facts can be glossed over at this time. It's important to inject more imagination into our lives in constructive ways. Entertaining unusual or unique ideas can be beneficial now with Jupiter and Uranus in parallel aspect. We are seeing opportunities in things we may not typically see.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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In each day we can begin again. The sun rises each and every day reminding us that the past is over and the present is what we need to pay attention to.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Reflection is a pattern that re-enforces the past, but what do you do to re-enforce the present? Today, look and find what is of particular wonder and delight for you. Stand in that moment, feel the shifts within each moment, as they never cease to amaze and delight you with the wonder of change. Allow yourself to be surprised at your life, at life, and at the connection that is inherent in all things.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Sunday, October 25, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 10/27/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 10/27/15
October 27th is the number 9. Completion is in the air with the Moon leaving Aries at 2:08 AM EDT when it enters Taurus. The Moon moves to Full at 8:05 AM. Full Moons always pit opposite signs of the zodiac against each other, but also invite you to work to achieve a balance between the opposing energies. Take a look at the contrast between your earthy, practical, peace-loving Taurus nature and the emotional, transformative, crisis-oriented Scorpio part of yourself. There should be a feeling of coming into full bloom today. The Moon in Taurus encourages you to find emotional fulfillment through the simple, tangible things in life, while the Scorpio Sun draws your attention to complexities, intangibles, and mysteries. The Full Moon illuminates this conflict between form and transformation, and between collecting and sharing. This is a passionate and creative Full Moon, ripe with possibilities and learning experiences. Intimate relationship matters, such as personal comfort levels and values as well as sexuality, figure prominently now. Venus opposes Chiron this morning and forms a quincunx with Uranus tonight. Insecurities can magnify the difficulties, imbalances, or imperfections in your relationships. You might question whether you need more excitement in your relationships (or leisure activities), or whether you need more freedom and space; yet you may not feel confident enough to rock the boat. This is a time for seeing and acknowledging fears that may be holding you back from enjoying yourself and your relationships.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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What is to give light must endure burning.
~Viktor Frenkl~


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Coming home from the intense humidity and heat of Bali to the cool rain of Northern California is so amazingly refreshing. Whew! I loved visiting Bali and the people were wonderful. What I love about traveling is that we are all the same the world over. So many humans are kind, sweet, wonderful, gentle-spirited, and willing to connect, laugh, and play with others. It is so sad that out in the news we hear all the terrible things and not as often the good things. In Bali we went river rafting. There were too many boats going down the river and it ended up like bumper cars at the state fairs. But what was wonderful about it was that we were all laughing, splashing, bumping, and playing in a watery sandbox together. There was such a selection of people. Japanese, Germans, Chinese, Americans, Australians, French, Middle Eastern, it was a giant mish-mash of humanity. All laughing together. Play breaks culture and judgments apart. That was very evident. My simple thought was that to stop war we needed to all play more together, in silly, childlike ways. We are all one in heart and spirit. Cultures come in and can create separation. Religions, even more so. Perhaps the answer is to not identify with either and join simply as a part of the vast color of humanity that is on this planet.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Saturday, October 24, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 10/26/15 - Plus Personal Blog




Numerology/Astrology for 10/26/15
October 26th is the number 8. Infinity. What is that concept actually? It is one of understanding that energy just changes form, dimension, and mass. There are moments when we need to be embodied and other moments when we need to take a break from this density. Life is a loop of life, death, life. The type of life may also change form but existence continues in one way or another. They can now prove that in the DNA your parents and grandparents going backwards does hold information from the lineage of your past. You are encoded with markers that assist you as you move forward so in reality your family is always with you in spirit, in energy, and inside your very being. Loss is a part of life and there are some losses so great that they affect us in some form for the rest of our life. Make those losses count. Make the memory of those near and dear to you propel you forward to great things and deeds that would make your family proud. Realize that wallowing in despair for too long does not honor the memories of those that have past. Know they are watching you and wanting for you also great things, happiness, joy, and fulfillment. Early into the day, the Sun forms a sesquiquadrate with Chiron, and the desire to learn and grow through experiences and through others is strong, but may be hampered by a lack of confidence or a fear of being different. Complicating matters, Mercury forms a semi-square with Saturn. There can be some blocks or delays to communications. It's better to focus on fixing errors rather than harping on how irritating they are! The Moon is in Aries all day, aligning with Uranus and opposing Mercury this morning, and you could be challenged by changes of mind or schedules. However, as the day advances, you are more able to focus, express your dedication, and connect with others. The Moon is assertive and motivated in the sign of Aries all day.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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You cannot experience the death of anybody, not even your near and dear ones. What you experience is the void created by the death of someone you Love.
~UG Krishnamurti~

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When someone dies it is as if someone threw a rock in the web of your family matrix. There is a hole there and the closer you were to that person the more your filaments seem to be flapping in the breeze, untethered, disconnected, and aimlessly wandering. That is totally normal. But in life we have to reconnect and re-arrange those filaments to stabilize our life, our mood, and our mental states. Connections with others are essential to our well-being. We all need to feel connected to something, someone, or a principal that guides us forward. What is the guiding principle of your life? Mine is to love others, practice non-judgment, move with compassion, and to stay as present as possible in each moment. Once you discover that you do not need the physical attachment to a person as much as you are connected energetically and eternally to the principles of truth that they have taught you or that you have discovered are the essential core patterns that serve your highest self.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Friday, October 23, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 10/25/15 - Plus Personal Blog




Numerology/Astrology for 10/25/15
October 25th is the number 7 so get ready for an amazing mind shift as the astrology gets going into a more pure form of Scorpio, one that we have not seen in a long time because of the past Saturn in Scorpio for the last 3 years. Finally that aspect is gone and we can feel like we have the stick-to-it capacity to get things done and with Mercury finally coming out of its shadow period in Libra we are discovering a new balance potential internally that can give us a very different energy with which to move. A lot of things are changing in our relationships and how we balance our life, health, and wealth. With the number 7 you will become acutely aware of the mental thoughts and patterns that have been holding you back and have been causing you to not connect with what you truly want out there. The pattern that is becoming terribly conscious is where you have been settling for no so good stuff and the energy of Scorpio will give you that feeling of “Oh, I don’t think so!” which will get you off the fence and back into a much more proactive reality. It is time to cut out what is causing you blocks or resistance and instead to move towards what gives you true value. There is a lot of new stuff that is trying to come your way this next week. What are you intending to do with it? You cannot go back to the old way that is clearly done so it is time to be enthusiastic for the energy and boldness that is pushing you forward into a new and more authentic expression. Mercury is opposing Uranus so expect your mind to be blown in some very new and unusual ways. Mars is opposing Chiron it is time to break away from the past. But do not doubt that there is an overload of energy going on in the sky and in your life. So recognize that a plan is happening that is radically different that anything you have previously expected but go with it anyway. You want things to settle down but this is an intense period so know that you will have to grab the energy when you can find it and calm down. But don’t expect it to be a long moment because there are planets that are pushing you out of the old nest and into a completely different pattern. You are building a new foundation for your new life. Yes, it is going to be hard work. Yes, it is going to be a new revolution of who you are. I know you want a structure and a pattern with this day being a number 7 but you are creating a new world not based on your old world. Think of this more like you are in a jungle type of garden and you need to cut things away to create the beautiful garden of your dreams but at first you are feeling like you are hacking things away just so you can see what is possible. This is going to feel a bit chaotic and choppy just know that as you chop away you might discover a hidden treasure under a lot of old stuff. Keep that treasure. Do not destroy the beauty you find hidden. That means that you cannot randomly just chop away. You have to stay conscious with each movement. You can do it.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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But I suppose you must touch life in order to spring from it…
~Fitzgerald~

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Are you just existing in life or do you fully embrace life and touch it completely? I think in our normal routine we end up going through the motions and do not fully move from presence and experience all the subtly that life offers. To be fully engaged in life you have to also have compassion because only when you are present in life will you recognize the suffering or needs of others. It is painful to be fully in life. It hurts when you see others hurting. But that is what life is here to teach you, how to open your heart, how to feel beyond your own selfishness, and to step out of your own thoughts and into the energy that surrounds all living things in one giant field of experience. We are all learning how to embody presence in whatever form of life we have chosen to experience. All things that are living are having a unique experience related to that particular thing. Trees experience time much more slowly than a hummingbird. Fish in the water experience a life filled with a denser resistance called water than humanity that is moving through air. Each experience is unique and holds special lessons and qualities. As a human we have that rare opportunity to move through all the qualities of life if we so choose. In the shamanic systems we can move through energies such as a condor and contemplate looking out of the eyes of a condor in flight. In that way we become one with the condor and learn by observing through its eyes and experience. Today, shape shift into something or someone else’s experience. Look out through the eyes of another creature in the earthly realm. It is amazing what you can observe when you step out of the human perspective and into that of another plant or animal. This gives you depth, it gives you compassion, and it puts things into a different perspective.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 10/24/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 10/24/15
October 24th is the number 6 so as we settle into the mood and intensity of Scorpio it is always wise to reflect on if your inner and outer worlds are aligned. It often does not take much. A bit of stretching, a bit of conscious belly breathing, and a willingness to let the mind drop away and with that the problems and drives of the external world. Yet, how rarely do we really do that? It is sad really that we believe that the external world holds more value than your own internal knowing. Let’s face it, the more you focus on the external the more “me” focused you become. And you don’t really want to become a narcissistic blow-hard, do you? The more you focus on the internal you sense, connect, and understand how we are all the same. That takes a lot of pressure off of standing out. We are astrologically in a time when it is better to stand together than to stand out. None of us can do it alone but first we need to reconnect to our self and then allow that self to find the connections that are universal with others. Shortly into the day, Mars and Uranus form a quincunx, and making adjustments to your goals may be necessary. This influence can temporarily drain your energy or make you feel restless and impatient as if you are not sure what you want. Self-awareness is always especially important with the quincunx aspect so as to avoid either/or decisions when a compromise may be best. The Moon is in Pisces all day, aligning with Chiron and then opposing Mars this morning. This is a time to consciously choose a gentle rather than rebellious or passive-aggressive approach. Later today, you may be feeling the expansive, cooperative, and generous energy of an approaching alignment of Venus and Jupiter, which will be exact tomorrow.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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When everyone is trying to be something, be nothing. Range with emptiness.
~Shams Tabrizi~



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There are so many great spiritual stories about teachers trying to get students to let go of what they are attached to. What we want to give may or may not be our gift. But you will not know if you obsessively hang on to it. Often the best thing to do is to let it go for a period of time. Stepping away often gives you an insight of greater energy and power to step into. The universe is always fine-tuning you. You have a clue as to what you are here to do but that exact place and purpose is constantly being refined by the powers that be. Let yourself stop striving and find what makes you light up. Then follow that. Bliss is open, empty, and constant. Find what gives you those qualities and then you will know you are on the path to your truest expression.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, October 22, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 10/23/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 10/23/15
October 23rd is the number 5 and it is all about recognizing the shift that is happening as we move from the perspective of Libra into the perspective of Scorpio. Yes, we are at the moment of moving into the domain of Pluto, the underworld and the darkening of the light. Halloween is around the corner and the energies are moving into water. Expect your emotions and there many layers of nuance and depth to take center stage. It is essential that we shift into the personal and global work of transforming negative energies in your physical and daily life. Old ways die hard and with this astrology you want to go back to the dysfunctional but familiar. But the earth energy of the number 5 is going to hit you and hit you hard. Sometimes that is what it takes to shatter any leftover illusions. Venus is trying to soften those hard edges inside and even though Pluto wants to get somewhere the Pluto is forcing us all to find useful and thoughtful strategies for a new type of success. Right now it is not about the money but it is about accurately assessing the ultimate value of what your long-term plan is. The Moon ends its transit of Aquarius and enters Pisces at 1:19 AM EDT. Early today Venus forms a trine with Pluto, and you may feel quite passionate and focused on a person, situation, relationship, or thing. Fortunately this is usually a very pleasant process. The need to share on deeper levels is strong going to get very strong. Something is pulling at you to come out and awaken. A spiritual regeneration through love is possible with this influence. However, shortly after forming, Mars opposes Chiron, which can point to a questioning of your commitments, goals, or drives. You might feel rebellious when faced with others' plans but also unclear about your own direction. This push pull may make you feel defensive and touchy, and resentments or frustrations can surface now. Watch for self-righteous, superior, or rebellious attitudes when a gentler approach might work best. With Mars also approaching a quincunx with Uranus, it's important to consider that adjustments to your goals or methods may be in order. This afternoon, the Sun enters Scorpio, where it will transit until November 22nd. Scorpio is a sign of depth, intimacy, and extremes of feeling. You have the desire to get to the bottom of matters. Mediocrity does not satisfy, and superficiality is rejected as well. All that is hidden, taboo, secret, or suppressed may be more than fascinating.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“Like a sword, a word can wound or kill, but as long as one does not touch the blade, the swords no more than a smooth piece of metal. Someone who knows the qualities of a sword does not play with it, and someone who knows the nature of words does not play with them.”
~Miyamoto Musashi~


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I have had my 3rd massage in two weeks and I am feeling very inspired and relaxed. I love when I am in this place. My creative juices get flowing and I have already writing the opening to a new book. I am very excited. Let’s see if I can manage to move it all along to a completion. But right now it feels smooth. I am on the beach for the next few days and I plan on taking advantage of it in-between snorkeling. I hope you all have a wonderful inspired day also.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, October 21, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 10/22/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 10/22/15
October 22nd is the number 4 and finding your inner center and place of peace is essential for navigating the energy today. It is time to become one with the internal voices that are attempting to get your attention. At first those voices whisper and when you do not make the small daily shifts then pain will increase in your body until you finally need to pay attention but by that moment then the pain is so great that our instinct is to pull away from it at all costs. But you cannot avoid the voices of the body/mind forever. Eventually you have to expand your awareness, move into the pain to move through the body density in order to hear and understand what the body is attempting to teach you. That is where you find the balance and that is where you find true peace. The Moon is once again in Aquarius all day. A dynamic aspect between Saturn and Uranus, discussed yesterday, comes exact towards midday. This points to a dilemma pitting tradition and innovation against one another. Mercury forms a square with Pluto this afternoon and the tendency to read between the lines with a negative slant is strong. Your communications may be provocative. Compulsive or obsessive thinking is possible. On the other hand, this influence can prompt you to explore different layers of a subject or situation, leading to new insights. Venus and Pluto are heading towards a trine aspect, exact early morning tomorrow, leading to further insights regarding your relationships and/or finances.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Quote Experience is the hardest kind of teacher, it gives you the test first and the lesson afterward.
~Oscar Wilde~

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I have spent so much of my life wanting the processes and lessons of life to be graceful and easy. I have spent so much time acquiring knowledge to allow my ego to not go into such reaction at every new suggestion that life presented. That was a good thing because I do believe that in seeking knowledge you discover your prejudices, slants, and patterns of perception that are not coming from an unconditionally loving space. Knowledge allows you to open to other ways of seeing the world and experiencing life. It gives you a few roadmaps in what seems a world of chaos. But at a certain point it is your personal life experience that will become of greatest value to you. Your experience and what you tell yourself is true about that experience is what is what I believe the essential learning piece that just seeking information will not give you. Until you can take information and bring it into body and make it real, personal, tangible, and relatable it is only an idea or concept. Those ideas and concepts have to be applied and tested in this reality to make sense out of them. And experience is the hardest teacher. There is a moment when you have enough information and you just have to leap into the void of the unknown world that is life. Life is unpredictable, uncertain, and has no guarantees that you will succeed. So many “metaphysical” people still are seeking certainty. But what they seek they will not find because this life is going to give you the lessons with a clarity and certainty that is often harsh, real and outside of your mind and ego’s distorted perception. Life is what you make of it. Recognize that the conclusions you have come to are based not on fact but on your patterns of reactiveness. Until you learn to stop reacting to life and just live life you are still caught in the patterns of mind. Don’t analyze it. Do what comes next into your awareness with grace, love, and a compassionate heart. Notice where you are drawn and where you want to engage with life. Follow those impulses and stop making up stories about it all. Allow the life experiences to shape and mold you into the embodied conscious love that you are.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 10/21/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 10/21/15
October 21st is the number 3 and it is time to fully enjoy all the ups and downs that life has to offer. Emotions are not a problem then are just energies that need to expressed and allowed to move through. It is when we hang on to the negative and do not release that energy to the universe to be transformed that we have problems. Attachment is the result of the mind being too much in control of the flow. Your soul naturally understands flow but the mind loves to chew on things and create feelings of longing, loss, discomfort, and suffering. When things are accepted in the moment totally then there is less risk of attaching to a circumstance and having it defined is some way by the mind. Life is just life. Good and bad happen to everyone. Ups and downs are completely normal. You are not doing something wrong in the divine scheme of things if you make mistakes and fail. You are doing what you need to do to learn valuable lessons. Those lessons will be needed later and your life will be able to define and refine those lessons until they are smooth and automatic. Today life is offering up some of those moments. Let yourself be taught by life from a a place of openness and a child-like wonder and excitement. The Moon is in Aquarius all day, and you will have a driving need for freedom and independence. Intellectual stimulation, change, and unusual or unconventional experiences are what interests you today. The Moon in Aquarius makes you attracted to the unusual, extraordinary, and unconventional. Particularly this afternoon and early evening, you will feel very sociable and enjoy expressing your ideas and feelings with others. Saturn and Uranus are approaching a sesquiquadrate - an aspect that first formed in December (while Saturn was still in Scorpio), and then again in May. This is the final pass, and points to tension experienced as your needs for freedom and spontaneity seem to clash with a need for structure and stability. Rules and limitations may feel more difficult to deal with. Ideally, you can combine the two needs creatively, giving form to your ideals and quest for progress. Adjusting your plans is in order, and striking a balance between convention and innovation is the challenge. Setbacks tend to be temporary and may very well lead to new, more creative paths or solutions.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Each of us has the power and responsibility to heal ourselves, to be our own medicine man or woman. Awakening our innate powers of being, loving, knowing, seeing, and healing involves ongoing work at all levels and in all dimensions of our self. Exploring the range of rhythms and emotions, achieving insights into our conditioning and ego, moving through the energy levels of spirit—these are all activities to be integrated into our daily lives.
~Gabrielle Roth~


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Bali is so beautiful. It is good to remember how simple life can be. You would think that I have that figured out as I live off the grid in a solar powered house in the redwoods but in Bali life is even simpler. We forget that life thrives regardless of what we think or do. There is not much that we need to do except observe the possibilities that are right in front of us. There is beauty everywhere. Nature is always showing us how to live, move, and thrive. So often society teaches us to overdo, over-reach, and struggle. And, yes, there are moments in everyone’s life that are a struggle but you do not need to create problems in order to feel alive and to have something to make you feel as if your life has purpose. You have a purpose right now and that is to live with as much love and caring for all those things in your awareness right now. That is enough. You are enough and there is no place better to be in this moment. Appreciate your life, your world and your experience.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, October 19, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 10/20/15
October 20th is the number 11 and it is time to take the good with the bad. It is a “Mary Poppins” moment. “Just a spoon full of sugar helps the medicine go down”. Yes, there are a few lessons and it is time to take the medicine that you have been resisting taking. Yes it can be a bit bitter to take something that is good for you to take but life is about those moments when you have to mix the good with the bad and end up with something in the middle. This is one of those days. The Moon continues to transit Capricorn much of the day, until 9:39 PM EDT, and a First Quarter Moon occurs at 4:31 PM when the Sun in late Libra forms a square with the Moon in Capricorn. There is a crisis theme surrounding any quarter Moon phase, as you may feel compelled to take action. Shortly after, you will be made aware of how your actions affect those close to you. Whatever project or initiative you began around the New Moon is now off the ground, and it may face its first obstacles. The Moon enters Aquarius at 9:39 PM. Independence, equality, and freedom are vital to feeling emotionally satisfied with this position of the Moon. Venus is parallel Jupiter, and you are generally sociable, gracious, and generous. You can make the best out of most situations now.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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We all dread the helplessness of losing control, and yet real freedom lies in recognizing the futility of demanding that life be within our control. Instead, we must learn the willingness to feel....to say yes to...the experience of helplessness itself. This is one of the hidden gifts of serious illness or loss. It pushes us right to our edge, where we may have the good fortune to realize that our only real option is to surrender to our experience and let it just be.
~Ezra~

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This quote has been one of my constant life lessons. In truth, it is actually everyone’s lesson eventually. As life teaches you again and again that you are not completely in control it becomes a way of life. Each experience is about living in your truth in the moment and responding simply to what is being presented. In each moment you have a choice to move and flow with the situation or to get upset, resist, and try to control your life circumstances so that you mold situations into what is comfortable and familiar. The later is really, really hard to do. Yes, life is partially about learning to master the physical plane. You have to learn to control your body and its coordination to be one with gravity and the physical plane but then there is a moment when you have to let life teach you rather than you shape life into what you think you want. When you look at life from the place that in each moment is a perfect state of happiness and you learn to look for those moments instead of trying to do something that you think will make you happy, then you find inner peace. Demanding that life gives you what you think you deserve is a childish way to move through life. Life has already given you the greatest gift, this life! You came down to have an experience here. There was something that you felt was of great value in this dance, this drama, and this plane of existence. Stop longing for what you do not have and discover what you do have. There is so much to be grateful for. Just feel into that and recognize that all things that man has ever created have eventually fallen away into dust. But your experience of finding bliss in this moment you can carry with you throughout time. Experiences encode in your DNA and become anchors for the co-creation of life. You cannot control life but you can learn to flow within that life and become one with it. The damage that mankind has done to the earth has been from that place of controlling nature and abusing it rather than flowing with nature and working as one, together, to serve all. I believe that humanity only now has that potential to truly get this concept on a grand and global scale. But we all have to start slow. We each first have to shift our internal center away from the “Me” perspective and into the mindset of how does this choice affect the greater whole. If we co-created a world from that place and reality what a wonderful world this could again become.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, October 15, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 10/17/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 10/17/15
October 17th is the number 8, so let the breath and prana of the number 8 move through every area of your life. Do you let the winds of life dance between all those that you love? Do you feel your energy weave into the matrix that is life? Do you feel supported, held up, and sustained from that connection? Pay attention to those subtle energetic weavings of life. They are what matters most. Not those aggressive egoic thoughts and needs but that energy that carries you along the path of life towards an understanding and awareness that is unique to your growth pattern and expanded perception. The Moon is in Sagittarius all day, encouraging your desire to explore and discover. Mars aligns with Jupiter, further bolstering your need to reach beyond your usual bounds. This is a time when you will feel possessed with a wealth of enthusiastic energy and you are more willing to take chances. You can have an insatiable appetite now, and your goal is to expand. Your sense of timing is excellent. You feel strong, positive, adventurous, and energetic. You are competitive largely in a friendly manner, and you readily rise to a challenge. You are decisive and actively pursue your goals. There is some danger of overdoing. You may take on too much or overestimate your capabilities. With Mars and Jupiter in Virgo, practical activities, work, and health programs can be a focus of your enterprising spirit.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"Life is all about timing… the unreachable becomes reachable, the unavailable become available, the unattainable… attainable. Have the patience, wait it out. It's all about timing."
~Stacey Charter~

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Everyone that has ever touched you deeply is your spiritual family. Even when you have thought you were alone you were not. There was always someone there to offer a piece of advice or support along your journey. There is such magic when you recognize that spirit moves through you. There is such joy when you understand that those impulses for good are the divine trying to move through you. Let the divine move through you a lot. Allow those impulses for good to become so fluid that they are automatic and that you do not hesitate or resist the impulse to help others. It would be a beautiful world if we understood that grief is most often about regret. When you love and love fully it is not that you do not feel sadness but you do not feel that gut wrenching grief. Grief comes from recognizing that you should have been more present in the moment, that you missed out on saying fully how much you loved them, and that you recognize that you missed an opportunity to go deeper into some place with another.
~Suzanne Wagner~