Sunday, January 31, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 2/1/16
February 1st is the number 3. What is beautiful about today? What is the most positive things you can say, notice, or express? We are so often quick to criticize but not so quick to compliment others. Taking others hearts and gifts of giving for granted is not the best path today but the reverse is. Feel into the hearts of those that love you. Recognize that another can only give of what they have. You cannot expect others to be perfect in knowing what you need but they do know when you need love and they will try in their own way to give that love. It is up to you to be openhearted enough to be able to receive and detect that love as it comes your way. The Moon is in Scorpio all day, enticing you to reach into you deepest self and get a little closer to understanding the core of who you really are. It is a moment to explore your needs and desires. The Moon aligns with Mars this morning, awakening desire and stimulating some level of urgency to a matter in your life. Later, it harmonizes with Pluto, Mercury, Chiron, and Jupiter, offering you plenty of opportunities and channels for expressing your feelings. It's a good day for clarifications without defensiveness, particularly if in the recent past you rocked the boat around a particular issue.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"Soul work is not a high road. It’s a deep fall into an unforgiving darkness that won’t let you go until you find the song that sings you home."
~McCallEricksoncom~


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We have made it to February and for a moment in time we witness the gradual bringing back of the light. I always notice in February how by the end of this month that darkness feeling shifts quite dramatically. That is because of how the earth is moving and shifting and while January often feels dark for what seems like forever, February you really notice that light as it begins coming back into the mix. Take a moment to feel into how you are connected to the planets, the seasons, the darkness and light inside and outside. Feel how that time of contemplation is waning and there is a feeling to come back out into life. Let February warm your heart and soul. Let February become a moment when you see how you are a part of a greater whole and that even if you are a small part in the giant cosmic wheel you are an essential part of that wheel regardless.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Saturday, January 30, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/31/16
January 31st is the number 5. Allow your 5 senses to awaken you to the possibilities that are right out there for you. Let this be a time of magic, mystery, and expansion in the physical plane of existence for you. Play and move with the physicality of the number 5. Unleash your passionate side and let that “wild” part of you come out. The Moon is in Scorpio all day, harmonizing with Neptune this afternoon and allowing easier access to your intuition. Tonight, a Last Quarter Moon is exact, when the Sun in Aquarius forms a square with the Moon in Scorpio. The Last Quarter Moon phase points to some sort of crisis of consciousness. After basking in the awareness symbolized by the full light of the Moon at the time of last week's Full Moon, you will want to disperse your knowledge and come to a point when you need to sort out what works, in preparation for next week's New Moon, when something new is born once again. Starting projects is not the best idea, as the decreasing light of the Moon symbolizes a descent into unconsciousness. It's time to begin finishing up things that started at the last New Moon. There can be some tension today, as you feel called to do something and to take action. With Mercury forming a square to Uranus influencing you as well, there can be thing happening in life that are creating a lot of mental pressure. Your senses are stimulated so allow for sudden flashes of insight or fresh new ideas. However, it can be difficult organizing your thoughts or dealing with routine matters under this influence. Tasks may be left undone or interrupted. This is not a good time to be understood, so you may want to hold off presenting your ideas for the time being. New information can surface now that upsets the status quo, but can also act to stimulate your minds into new ways of thinking.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"Death has nothing to do with going away. The sun sets. The moon sets. But they are not gone."
~Rumi~


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So many think when they are hurt that they are going to just leave. But you can never really go away. When someone has touched your deepest heart and you have opened in ways that you never had before, it hurts tremendously. We think that by removing ourself and “going away” will help that hurt but in truth it does not. Deep sharing is not something you can “give back” or “take back”. A part of your heart is connected to them and a part of their heart is connected to you. When something is given in a fully surrendered place it becomes a part of another and they become a part of you also. That energy exchange shifts the parameters of your life in subtle ways and sometimes in huge ways. Relationships never die they just evolve in the ways that support each person’s growth and karma. Never cut away from love. Never lie to yourself and say that you don’t love someone just because they are not doing what you want or the pattern of the relationship shifted. Love is eternal and when each of us moves beyond this body, this DNA, and this pattern of energetic expression we will all meet in that place of universal oneness and love and you will remember that you came in to dance a dance that was going to help you evolve and sometimes those that have the greatest impact on our lives chose to be that person that would propel us forward with either negative emotional expression or positive emotional expression. Sometimes those that love you the most take a difficult position to help you and in doing that they might injure themselves karmically. Look beyond the body and into the souls expression and attempt to connect in the most authentic way you can. Love is what brings this life into existence. Love is what holds it together and it is love that can heal the deepest trauma.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Friday, January 29, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/30/16
January 30th is the number 4. Pay attention to that inside voice today. Notice that it is not always appropriate to let that voice in your head out your mouth. Now just because I have reminded you does not mean that others will have that same awareness and restraint. Communication is important today but it is one thing to just spontaneously let something come out of your mouth and to think before you speak. The later is recommended under the number 4. When Mercury and Pluto form a conjunction expect tension to crop up in some area of your life. For some this will add to mental clarity as well. Often when things are not quite right you hone in on the pattern attempting to decipher it in order to understand. Remember to not over react to this pattern very early into the day. You will feel compelled and determined to get to the bottom of a particular matter. However, as the day advances, there is more altruistic energy because Venus and Neptune form a sextile. This will allow you to feel more imaginative and attuned to the world of beauty and romance. Under this aspect you will feel as if you want to approach others in your life more gently. A "magical" time on a romantic and social level is possible now, as you are inclined to see spiritual dimensions of your relationships and to approach others with compassion. The Moon is in Libra until 10:51 PM EST, when it enters Scorpio.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Fear is a goldmine for growth and the only time we stagnate is when the cushiness of our comfort zone becomes our reality for too long and we stop looking out beyond what feels possible. Lean into your fear, take action, screw up every now and then and celebrate the fact you’re grabbing the life you were born to live with both hands.
~Rachel Magahy~


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Mistakes are mislabeled. I think that mistakes are often “first attempts” at something. This is how we learn. We have the courage to try something different and as we attempt something it often does not go quite as planned. Then you make a correction and try again. And again…. Those types of “mistakes” don’t bother me. The ones that “get” me are those that you have done before and so you have a certain degree of confidence in the outcome but suddenly, things do not go as planned. In this situation it often involved another person. We can’t control everyone and everything. We have to learn that each person dances with his or her own karma and issues that they need to learn. Mis-reading a situation is not a problem it just allows us to see beyond our own expectations.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, January 28, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/29/16
January 29th is the number 3. This day might feel like a mental game of highs and lows. The swings in the pendulum are wild, erratic and a bit unpredictable. So know that what you think is going to happen probably will not in the long run. So don’t get caught in the chaos, observe it, move with it but don’t let the mind make up a lot of things about it. Sometimes it is just a moment in time that you have little control over so why stress about that? Instead enjoy the shifts and tides of change and learn to smile and throw up your hands in wonder and amazement instead. The Moon continues to transit Libra all day. While you tend to try to smooth over rough edges and strive to keep the peace under this influence, the Moon opposes Uranus and squares both Mercury and Pluto, stirring up tension. Mercury and Pluto are moving towards a conjunction, exact shortly into the day tomorrow. Mental activity can be intense at this time. You may uncover valuable information or gain new understanding. Thoughts, ideas, and communications are more intense and focused. You are more motivated to find hidden meanings and to "cut to the chase". Efficiency and relevancy become more important to you. Your minds are investigative and probing, and you may be bent on revealing truths. Your persuasive powers, strategic thinking, and observational skills increase, but you may also be suspicious, manipulative, and obsessed. You could also be involved in frustrating mental battles if you handle this transit improperly.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“I work really hard at trying to see the big picture and not getting stuck in ego. I believe we’re all put on this planet for a purpose, and we all have a different purpose… When you connect with that love and that compassion, that’s when everything unfolds.”
~Ellen DeGeneres~


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Yes, you do have a purpose, even if at this time you don’t know what that is. And those purposes change often in moments. Sometimes the universe is going to use you in a small way to help someone. Sometimes you have a much bigger purpose to serve the greater good for all of humanity, and sometimes your purpose is to work on yourself, to awaken and heal, and to shift your perception to a much bigger reality than you have been living. Don’t get stuck on one thing that is your purpose. We are all here to help each other in a myriad of ways. Keep your heart open and available. Keep your love within reach of others who need that connection and energy to find hope again. And stay aware to the reality outside your own mind.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/27/16
January 27th is the number 10. The number 10 is all about personal power and radiance. It is time to step up and step into your life. Change is the mantra today. Do new things, try something different and discover what possibilities are actually out there. I know that aging begins when you stop learning, growing, or trying new things. Redundancy will be the death of you if all your life is about is repeat, repeat, repeat. Become amazing! Become your potential! Don’t let life go by without grabbing a hold of something that inspires you. Those moments of opportunity are fleeting so reach out and take life when it is offered. You will not be disappointed. The Moon is again in Virgo all day, stirring your desire to improve, edit, and help. The Moon aligns with Jupiter this evening allowing you to do your best. The Sun is in a minor challenging aspect to Jupiter and this further reinforces a compulsion to do more or for your actions to be meaningful. You may feel vague restlessness and discontent with life as it is, ideally pushing you to improve and expand. However, this can also lead to problems with overestimation, wastefulness, and exaggeration. Feeling moody and temperamental is quite possible today.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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One day I looked into her eyes and I knew she changed, the whole world fell silent in her eyes and the ghosts she spent her whole life chasing were lying dead in the silence.
~VaZaki Nada~


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So much of my life in my 40’s and into my 50’s has been spent on dispelling the blocks and beliefs that stopped me from fully living. I think at times that there are developmental stages that your brain has to move and evolve through. Those stages are filled with layers of beliefs and those beliefs hold a certain perceptual bubble in place and therefore the experiences within that reality are consistent, allowing you to feel safe and validated within your perceived truths. Nothing has ever been more apparent than this time we live in where people speak from their bubble and do not recognize that there are others….. many others who are very much outside that perceptual bubble. The effect is sometimes ludicrous, sometimes funny, sometimes shocking, and sometimes defeating. What is even more amazing is when that person just keeps on talking and is being bolstered by those on that same level of consciousness. They are all in that bubble of reality and they are determined to prove that they are correct even in the face of facts and statistics that prove otherwise. This is one of the challenges of having brains that organically and biologically are computers that store information exclusively. Thus comparing what is being said to them from the outer world and comparing it to the storehouse of information on their inner world. Our brain loves to validate its truth and will violently defend that, sometimes to the death. I believe it is time to recognize that everyone is in his or her own reality bubble. Even mine in this moment is just the present evolution of understanding that I have at this time. But now, having broken out of many bubbles I understand that a healthy brain is a questioning brain that is hungry for new information and knowledge. A healthy brain, does not repeat information like an automaton but it is willing to continue throughout life to grow and change. I think that those whose careers require them to continue to gather new and expanding information are very blessed. So many of us think that, “Well, I went to college and got that degree and so that is enough of that studying thing for now. I am good to go and I have all I need to succeed.” But that is not only inaccurate but extremely inaccurate. Life is about constantly recognizing new things that you are interested in, curious about, and wanting to explore. It is about recognizing that others are not in your bubble and then accurately know how to navigate those people and help them open (if they are willing because many are unwilling) to another possibility. I would love to see schools that teach students how to question all things, explore all options, and seek the truth rather than be told the truth and then blanketly accept that as a complete reality. Truth is always expanding. Our knowledge is always expanding, and we are challenged at this time to see the harsh truth of where so many are stuck in a bubble, allow them their bubble, but do not choose to collapse where we are to be within their reality. Are you one of those who is ready to hold tight to a reality that is more loving and inclusive? Are you one of those who is ready to find the facts rather than want to blindly believe what another has said because it is convenient, aligns with your bubble? You have the power right now to become part of a conscious shift in the reality. You will either side with the fear and the opinions of the past or be willing to bravely walk into a new unknown and more conscious place that is your potential.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/28/16
January 28th is the number 11. I know that you look out there and there seems to be such uncertainty. I know that it feels like you are not sure where you are going and if you will even get there. I know that your mind is feeling a bit off focus and you are feeling spread in 4 directions. And I know that you are doing your best to weather this uncertainty. Pat yourself on the back. You are still standing and you are fighting the good fight. The universe always shifts eventually but there are moments when you have to cope with what is right in front of you moment by moment and that does not leave much time for speculation or day-dreaming. Honestly, that is a good thing today. As we come into the end of the month Mars in Scorpio is antagonizing and pushing that Mercury/Pluto energy and it is going to be an intense ride. Mercury is in the middle of this storm even after it stops going retrograde. So you feel as if the Mercury retrograde is still happening and on many levels that is actually true as we are in the shadow of Mercury for another 2 and 1/2 weeks. From the 19th to the 31st, expect a lot of strange conversations with people that might cause chaos and disruption in you, your life, and in the world you believed you lived in. Today it is time to find the courage and find within you the places of hope. Yu can break through the fear and discover the well of strength inside that is willing to break out of the karmic traps that have held you so tightly in a noose not letting your life have breath.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Hello, sun in my face. Hello, you who make the morning and spread it over the fields and into the faces of the tulips and the nodding morning glories, and into the windows of, even, the miserable and the crotchety –
Best preacher that ever way, dear star, that just happens to be where you are in the universe to keep us from ever-darkness, to ease us with warm touching, to hold us in the great hands of light –good morning, good morning, good morning.
Watch, now how I start the day in happiness, in kindness.
~Mary Oliver~


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Being a Leo, I rise with the sun, so when it just barely starts to get light and am awake. I love the quiet of the morning. I love the peaceful stirrings of life as it opens to the new day. To me each day is a new day, a new beginning, and a new life filled with possibilities. A hopeful expression of the grace within myself that years to become on with this amazing gift….life. The morning light is always bluish in hue. It is the color of calm, the reflection of the water that captivates all life on this planet. As the light comes further in the birds greet the day with songs, the trees softly dance in the calm breezes, and the ground squirrels venture out of their nest to chew the soft green grass. How do  you greet the day? Do you greet the day with open arms and embracing the wonder of it all? Hear the birds singing and sing back to them. Wave your arms at the trees in greeting. And put out some nice seeds for the ground squirrels and watch their excitement and enthusiasm. That alone will make it a great day.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, January 25, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/25/16
January 25th is the number 8. With the energy of the number 8 involved in this transition for Mercury to come out of retrograde and Mars being in Scorpio, expect conversations to be antagonizing and pushy today. An 8 day can cause you grief so pick your words carefully and know that people are feeling a bit on a short leash right now. Emotions are running high so don’t expect to get what you want instantly. Know that even with Mercury coming out of retrograde today we are still in the middle of a storm of astrology so things will be less than comfortable. Have the courage to believe in yourself and find hope wherever you can. The Moon is in Leo most of the day, until 10:47 PM EST, ending a void period that lasted just over a day. The Moon is fun and playful in the sign of Leo, and when the Moon leaves the sign to enter Virgo tonight you may feel a subtle shift of emotional focus towards work and health matters. Mercury turns direct this afternoon after almost three weeks of retrograde motion. Over the coming weeks, problems with communications and decision-making that you may have encountered while Mercury was retrograde should begin to clear up. You might be flooded with energies that are hard to make sense of as the change takes place today, so you might want to wait on the important decision-making things for today, as your thinking may not be as clear as you would like.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"Passion is when you crave the gifts another one or another thing has and you want to merge with that completely. And you want to dive into an abyss of sensation, whether that is sound, feeling, vision, taste, or smell, to loose yourself in the moment of pleasure the creates in your body. To cultivate passion you have to surrender the mind completely and run in the domain of the body.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Since today is a tricky day I thought I would shift everyone's mind off of the complicated energy of the Mercury coming out of retrograde and the Moon coming out of being void of course and instead talk about passion. Hopefully this will be a fun mental distraction. Passion is a word that wakes you up to the infinite possibilities and expressions of joy. So today, what wakes you up to a passionate experience? Do you want to listen to music, dance, paint, or express your authentic self in a unique way? Then take the time to do it and have fun at the same time.
~Suzanne Wagner~

- Simone de Beauvoir; Image-Source: metalheadx-x, tumblr

Friday, January 22, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/23/16
January 23rd is the number 6. With the number 6, you are being given a moment to go inside and look……really look at what is working and what is not. If you can calmly observe the obvious you will see that things are not working the way you thought and it is time to take action and shift some energies around. You want to break free but are you willing to be honest about where you hold back and don’t allow yourself to grow. You are being asked to tear down the old conventional beliefs. There is excitement that life is offering and you need to create some bold new identities. Is this really what you want to do in your life? Is that really where you want to go? What and who are you aligning with in your life, does that serve the evolving dream? Venus enters Capricorn today, where it will transit until February 16th. Venus in Capricorn is a cycle in which security and stability in your relationships becomes the focus. You become more cautious with your feelings and somewhat skeptical of both your own feelings and others' expressions of affection. Creating something with longevity feels important, as you want to leave your mark in the world. There is a formality to Capricorn that can make personal expressions seem awkward and forced but you can turn this into a place of honor and respect if you feel into the depth of others instead of your own discomfort. This cycle offers you the opportunity to consider some of the practical issues of your relations and to work on making your partnerships work in the real world. As you can tell, realism is the theme and can help you to feel more grounded and secure in the long run. The Moon moves from Cancer to Leo at 2:22 PM EST. A Full Moon occurs this evening in the sign of Leo. The Full Moon is a time of culmination and the promise of fulfillment of that which was started at the New Moon. It is an emotional time--a time of romance, fertilization, and relationships. The Leo Moon is proud and wants to shine as a unique individual. It is not content with simply being just one of the team. The Aquarius Sun, while individualistic as well, values independence and the "team". The Full Moon illuminates this conflict you may be feeling internally. This ends up hopefully letting you see that Yes, you can go for the love you want (Moon in Leo) but if you would just detach a bit from that you can go out and bring others into what you want and weave something very unique that might work for all. It is time to find those who are on a similar path for you to connect and grow with. You are looking for those with like mind and heart. The motto is that there are ways to connect all the dots but that means that you will have to disconnect from certain things in order to do that. Sometimes it is not about doing what you want to do it is about doing what will better the world and better your own life. That might mean that you have to do something that is out of the ordinary and stretch. The energy of being in the time of Aquarius is about being brave to take the risk and try new things. Sometimes you have to try another way. Sometimes you have to try the way of others, no matter if you want to do it or not because your way is really no longer working. The question being asked is, “How do you get the bigger picture?” And the answer is that you do something very different than what you have been doing. This Full Moon is supported by Uranus, helping you to break away from traditional ways of thinking and being, and encouraging great progress and growth. With the Moon full and bright in the sky, symbolic "illumination" occurs in your life. However, these new feelings and revelations are emotional ones, as there is a sense of emotions bursting forth into our consciousness. Be willing to break free. Be willing to go to the places that feel a bit radical. Be prepared for things to be very different than they have been. You have a lot of weaving to do to connect and get you to where you want to do.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"Tomorrow is the dream you have today. Dream big! Dream a dream that supports wholeness and love. Allow that creative self within to birth something wonderful that supports the greater good. In our culture, we seek individual fame and put so much energy into that. But what is easier is to connect with those of like mind that are also dreaming of a world where there is unity and compassion. When you connect with others in the dream field, the co-creative energy magnifies and something greater than even your own individual dream manifests.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Let go of that old self and the old way. Let go of that ego that keeps trying to get what it wants in a non-productive way. You know it is not working. You know that you are wasting precious energy trying to get the thing that the universe has clearly taken away at this time. Surrender willingly and allow the universe to show you something magical. When you surrender to the greater flow you will find what you heart is really looking for not what your head wants.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, January 21, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/22/16
January 22nd is the number 5. With the number 5 the question to ask yourself is, “Are the choices and changes you are making supporting you being independent, free-thinking and free?” If the answer is “No” then you might want to reconsider the patterns that are maintaining this false self. One thing I have learned on this planet is that each person is unique in almost every way. One person’s reality is not another’s, often even when you want to conform and be a part of a pattern or larger reality bubble, you are not. Fitting in where you do not belong causes delays in expressing your deepest self and the freedom of flying with your authentic nature. If something does not feel right then it is not right. You may not know exactly what it is but there is a level where your bubble and the bubble you are overlapping with do not completely connect. Trust your body. It knows. This is what the number 5 is about. You were given 5 senses to tell your mind when it is not supporting the true you. When you step on your path, your health will improve, your anxiety will diminish, and your energy will improve. Make the healing choice today and listen to what your body is saying with big ears and an open heart. The Moon is in comfortable, emotional Cancer all day. You are more inclined to keep to yourself today or to stick with familiar people, situations, and places. Mercury aligns with Pluto in Cancer's opposing sign, Capricorn, this morning, and you tend to take things more seriously. You desire to get to the bottom of a matter and to get something done. You may have to go out of your comfort zone as a result. Mental activity can be intense at this time and focus may be challenging to maintain. You may uncover valuable information or gain understanding about a past project or problem. Thoughts, ideas, and communications are more intense and focused. You are more able and motivated, to find hidden meanings and to "cut to the chase". Your mind is investigative and probing and you may be bent on revealing truths. Your persuasive powers, strategic thinking, and observational skills increase but you may also be suspicious, manipulative, obsessed, or you might get caught in frustrating mental battles if you handle this day through the negative patterns of these astrological patterns.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"Some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next. Delicious ambiguity……
~Guilda Radner~


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Even with all the maps, patterns, and tools of the subtle energy realm, the mystery that is life and the complexities that it weaves together is a fantastic maze of interconnection and wonder. I have spent my life learning tools and working with my own energy to understand the depth of that interconnection that we have with all things. There are moments when I grasp some hidden synchronisity and marvel at the genius that must exist behind the curtain of our awareness. And then as soon as I perceive it, it is gone. Life whispers at you and coaxes you along. Life moves you when you refuse to shift. And life tempts you with the things that you have judged unfairly. I believe that I would find life very boring and mundane if I did not relish looking behind the curtain in moments and having a glimpse of some master plan that I am a small part of in the great cosmic circle. Today, remember that you are a critical piece in the mechanism that is life and your decisions and choices do make a difference. Choose with wisdom and conscious connection. You can be a bit player in this theater called life and you do not need to be conscious to be a part of the game. Then that universal force will move you like a chess piece on a board. But when you become conscious then you begin to co-create with the Master in this great game called life. You become more awake to the subtle intricacies and then you can manifest things that you never dreamed.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, January 20, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/21/16
January 21st is the number 4. With the number 4 balance and finding that place of inner neutrality is essential which is going to be difficult with Mars is in Scorpio till March 5. You may feel driven to get what you want and you are feeling single –minded and strong to move in a particular direction. You know there is something deeper and you desire to explore the very nature of your existence. There is also a desire to understand and important issues and communications are up to be dealt with. On some levels this attracts a type of crisis but that energy wants to express itself in certain ways that pull you out of the “herd” mentality and into a place that is bigger, broader, and more expansive. Venus is in Sagittarius for three more days so enjoy the space of creating a relationship that has more truth and higher meaning. On the 23rd it goes into Capricorn and it makes you get serious about money and finding those places where you have enduring connections and those in your life that you know you can rely upon. This will slow down those sensual energies and make you approach life and relationships with a “cooler” and more objective perspective. This evening Neptune trines the Moon as the Moon moves into Cancer where is prefers to be. Expect a lot of emotion to be in your space but a deepening never hurt anyone and finding that joy in the expression of real feelings and emotions is always a great gift.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"I don’t believe in magic.” The young boy said.
The old man smiled. “You will, when you see her.”
~Atticus~


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Women were seen as witches throughout history and I can see why men would see women that way. That is because the power that the divine feminine has over men is like magic. Women have an energy that is like a magical elixir for men to focus. When a woman is moving with confidence, radiance, and grace all men will turn towards that powerful light that is so attractive. The feminine when it is healthy, fluid, and open, when it has not been damaged, broken, shamed, or minimized is one of the most powerful forces on the planet. And yet, it is what a woman does with that energy that either gifts more to the world or she can use it to get what she wants. Getting what you want is always a wonderful thing but at a certain point it tastes like eating cardboard and every women wants to open and expand beyond her own needs, wants, and desires. She wants to gift that force of energy and life that she is to the world and “birth” something into existence. When you use your life force energy to help others that energy is magnified and expanded. What do you want to use that energy for today? Find a way to share and gift that energy and discover the untapped potential of the magic within.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, January 19, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/20/16
January 20th is the number 3. There is always a reason to be optimistic. Let the energy of the number 3 and the positive mind. Your past, present, and future are all connected in a non-linear cycle of time. Today, it is time to demonstrate your love through creative imagination. Be exuberant about your life. Let your brilliance have its free form. Let the patterns of confrontation go and hold onto the passion that is what helps you manifest your dreams. The Sun enters Aquarius today, where it will transit until February 19th. During this cycle, you are motivated by your hunger for knowledge, experience, and originality. Innovation is more important to you than convention. You become more aware of what is outdated in your life and strive to find new perspectives and new ways to do things. The class distinctions, structure, and order that you had found appealing now seem to be too rigid. The internal freedom of your soul becomes far more significant. You strive to find freedom from some of the restrictions, inhibitions, and limitations that now feel constraining rather than safe. Mercury forms a square with Uranus today, and your senses are stimulated. You could have sudden flashes of insight or fresh new ideas. However, your ideas are not always received well by others and you can be disorganized or jumping ahead with your mind in communications with others. It's a challenge to deal with routine matters or monotonous tasks, which may be left undone or interrupted. This is not a good time to be understood, so today would not be the day to present those ideas at work. New information can surface now that upsets the status quo, but can also act to stimulate your mind into new ways of thinking. The Moon is in curious Gemini all day, increasing the chances that you might feel your mind flip from one idea to another. Continuity of thought is a strength worth working towards.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"I am a pale shore of fallen grace. A garden of Angel’s trumpets, an abandoned trail, and a catacomb of lost love. My lips taste of forbidden fruit, and my skin is the scent of dark dreams."
~LL Musings~


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Well, we are on one of those cycles where many people are dying in a giant group. As I psychic I have observed this many times, Mother Teresa and Princess Diana started a ball rolling with their deaths and then so many follow suit. It is as if great souls open a doorway to the other side and many jump on the bandwagon (Sorry, I guess a literal pun was needed.) I find so many things interesting about synchronicity and coincidence, because human words try to explain phenomena that is experienced but not understood. In my reality it often feels like a constant amazement and perception of these words. Days roll by that my mind thinks that things are going to be a problem when in reality they work smooth as silk if I get out of the way. A busy schedule that worries me in the morning sorts itself out in ways that there is time and space to catch my breathe and move smoothly through it. Situations that I believe will be difficult suddenly are not. Today, see if you can relax into what is and allow the natural order to show you the organic flow that is actually moving through your life without you needing to push it or make it different.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, January 18, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/19/16
January 19th is the number 20. Again, we are moving through the places that choose to expand and contract. It is really the nature of all things to do this dance of breath. In truth there is no problem unless we choose to make those moments one through our mind making up a story about how some position is good or bad. There is no good or bad there is only the energy of life as it flows in the nature progression that we all are a part of. There are those out there that dislike expansion phases of life as they force a change into something new and that is terrifying. But there are those that dislike contraction and take that phase as a failure of something on their part when it is just life resting before the next breath. Notice the stories you make up about things and make a choice that when the next phase of expansion and contraction happens that you just ride it out and observe it instead of adding more energy into the pattern that was perhaps not there in the first place. The Moon continues to transit Taurus until 4:14 AM EST, when it enters Gemini. The Gemini Moon encourages movement and mental activity. Just own that right now you emotions are in a state of change and flux and let them move without attaching to them. There is a strong need to communicate and to express your ideas but again just let it be fluid and let those words flow through you and recognize that you might be processing something that is happening inside through words. Siblings, relatives, or neighbors and community involvement are especially important to your emotional well-being under a Gemini Moon. You adapt easily to change, and in fact we crave surprise, novelty, and intelligent responses in others. The Moon in Gemini is light-hearted, breezy, and curious but it can also be restless and fickle. Enjoy this moment and be in a state of constant amazement of life.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"He would always be a storm and she would always dance in the rain."
~Nicholett Hugo~


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I picked this quote to balance out yesterdays because both men and women can be storms. The dance of love is a dance of energy and while so much of the time we strive in our lives to maintain a sense of balance, in the dance of love it is the intensity and passion that draws many of us in. Sexuality is a place where we can express our inner wild nature with our partner and feel safe. We have to find constructive and loving ways to let out that part of our core that lives and loves in the places that are on the edge. There are moments when everyone wants to be taken to the heights of pleasure and to let that wave move us beyond our socially appropriate places of control and decorum. Life is filled with moments that can overwhelm the senses and tempt us to discover those hidden places of bliss that we all carry within our body. But it takes the right combination of safety, connection, love, and trust to let someone merge with you in a way that takes you beyond your known experience of pleasure and into the melting point of passion where you merge your body with your souls essence. In those moments you transcend the body and discover that spirit that you are. You see the light that you are for so many and you experience the energy of your being that exists beyond physical form and linear time.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Sunday, January 17, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/18/16
January 18th is the number 10. Yes, it has been pouring rain here in northern California. The water that we so desperately need has finally come and it is this wetness that brings in new beginnings for all of the life here. The cycles of life always have to start over and begin again. Learning to become one with those cycles and learn to accept what is true in the moment is challenging to those of us with minds that love to explore the infinite possibilities. But right now, just step into this moment and know that all things change and let that new beginning become a place of ease and acceptance rather than fight against the flow and to bring the drama into your life. Let the drama instead be something of amazement and wonder at the shifts in life, the weather, your feelings, your job, your relationships, etc. When you can let the past be the past and let yourself move into a place of recognizing that right now in this moment is also infinity, then you begin to grasp the power and potential that is surrounding you. A trine between Mars and Neptune this morning is strong for feeling inspired, letting go of anger, and softening of your dispositions. Creative arts, particularly physical ones, are favored. However, you also experience a Sun-Saturn semi-square - a minor but potentially annoying influence. You may be feeling a little discouraged by roadblocks or a lack of gratitude. The Moon is in Taurus all day, encouraging a stronger interest in material and sensual pleasures. Towards the end of the day, Mercury and Chiron are moving towards a harmonious sextile aspect, and this is a strong energy for understanding, learning, and communicating.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"She’s a violent storm of love, the kind of woman that reminds you what it feels like to be alive."
~Unknown~


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Women are a storm of energy and love. There are many men out there with a love language that is about quiet, peace, and no conflict. Unfortunately women are almost never that. Which makes things difficult for those men that want and believe that love is a lack of conflict. Love is conflict. Love is like a “threshing floor” to quote, Gibran (the author). Love is dynamic, intense, passionate, and through being willing to confront that intensity there is a place where someone feels seen and accepted. Only when a woman feels truly seen and accepted for the complicated conflagration of fire and energy that she is can she learn to feel safe. When a woman feels safe then and only then can she calm down and be that peaceful river where a man can fall into and rest.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Saturday, January 16, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/17/16
January 17th is the number 9. The journey of the fool is all about understanding that life is all about beginnings, middles, and endings. In your life you will do thousands of those sequences. What is essential is to understand when you are at the point where you have to let things go. Today that is again where we are at a point of completion. This is a place where you need to see that what was ….. is no longer and it requires of you a leap of faith to let the old go and to embrace the new, the unknown, and the unfamiliar. It is not necessarily a bad thing it is just that reminder that the cycles of life continue and in those moments of surrender you discover a deeper part of yourself. When you let go, you never let go of your essence. You are being asked to let go of a false self, a reality that is no longer true to your expansion and joy. In truth it is an opportunity to connect with the deepest part of your core. To come back to those things that are most important to you. Yes, you will have to let an illusion go but coming home to yourself is worth it. Even though the astrology is moving towards a Jupiter Square this weeks and squares tend to create irritation choose to keep a calm and cool head. It is a practice to focus on the positive qualities of life. There is always something to complain about but at this point you should be tired of hearing the whining. I choose to not let the thoughts that want to find fault to come out in my mouth. At least I try to do that to the best of my ability. Today is again a moment for practice of that art of communication. Today’s theme is to assert (Mars) compassion (Neptune). There are many out there who are holding a narrow-mindedness that is perpetuating the suffering on the planet. Choose to not be one of those contributing to the dysfunction. The Moon finishes its transit of Aries at 12:49 AM EST when it enters Taurus. Become more aware of the world around you. Pay attention to the five senses under this influence. Earthy activities and sensual pleasures appeal now more than usual. There is a sense of peace and contentment when you work with that which is familiar and reliable. This evening, Venus forms a semi-square with Mars, and is also moving into a square with Jupiter. Mars will also semi-square Jupiter early tomorrow, so that Mars is at the midpoint of the Venus-Jupiter square. This is a very sociable, fertile, relationship-oriented time, but can also be a time of some indulgence and excess. Entertaining can be in focus. Competitive feelings experienced now can be stimulating and invigorating. Feelings of elation in love or with regards to the pleasures of life can lead you to overdo, overindulge, overspend, and overstate your feelings. Mars is moving into a trine with Neptune, however, which can soften the rough edges. Creative energy is strong now. All and all this is a week were you might feel like you are making (albeit) slow but steady progress. So just keep doing what surfaces right in front of you and you will see by the end of the month the huge progress that has happened in your inner world and how that is infusing the outer world with a new and fresh potential.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"Circumstances don't make you, they reveal you. The cards you are dealt in life do not determine the outcome of the game. It’s how you play your hand that counts. The world is filled with examples of extremely successful people who, by the hand they were dealt, should have been failures. Helen Keller, Anne Frank and Abraham Lincoln are good examples. There are no spectators in the game of life, only players."
~Bud LaBranche~


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I am getting ready for the big wet weather here in northern California. It is hitting tonight at about 11 pm! They say it is a big one. This weather is an interest marker for all the amazing and talented people who have been dying in the last week. I always find that interesting that it is as if a doorway opens and many great souls all leave at approximately the same time. Then we have this storm with this huge energy shift of an El Nino and it makes things seem more poignant. There is a divine dance of death and rebirth happening right now. How are you dancing with that energy? How are you a part of the powers that are shifting? Can you allow this great energy to flow you into a new space? Surrender and discover something.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Friday, January 15, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/16/16
January 16th is the number 8. Yes, today you might feel a bit down and out. It could be the weather. It could be the winter season. It could be your biorhythm. But now is a time to practice one of my mottos, “No excuses!” Yes, that means every moment is a moment to practice what you want your life to reflect. It is easy to stay positive when everything is going your way. It is much harder to do it when things want to pull you down. Now that does not mean lie to yourself about how you are feeling, it means notice the truth and choose to cultivate joy, happiness, kindness, and compassion. It will make you feel better no matter what. Do not be one of those people that becomes attached to your suffering. Hanging on to an emotion takes a lot of energy to do because emotions are supposed to be fluid. They change like the shifts in the weather. You let the weather be what it is ….. the weather. But during that weather you can find the beauty in that moment. When it is raining hard as it has been here in northern California I feel into how happy the trees are feeling because we have been in the drought for so long and I become one with the trees blissing out on the desperately needed rain. I feel how the animals slow down and calm down, as they know that the grass is going to spring up and there will be more to eat soon. Just because I don’t like the wet cold does not mean that others are not relaxing into it and enjoying this very same moment in a very different way. The Moon is in pioneering, bold Aries all day, and a First Quarter Moon occurs this evening, when the Sun in Capricorn forms a square with the Aries Moon. There is a crisis theme surrounding any quarter Moon phase, as we feel compelled to take action. Shortly after that moment you will be made aware of how your actions affect those close to you. Whatever project or initiative you began at the New Moon is finally getting off the ground. Just be ready that it may also face its first obstacles. Today you might feel caught between following the rules or sticking with the things that are tried and true. Do yourself a favor. Try something new. You might enjoy it and besides it is good for your brain to get out of that rut it has been in. There is always more to learn and more ways to grow.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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The connections between and among women are the most feared, the most problematic, and the most potentially transforming force on the planet.”
~Adrienne Rich~


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This quote is one of the inspirations for the Wild Women Symposium. I believe that it is the feminine and the connections between women that have the force and power to change the planet right now. I believe that it is through the loving presence of healthy feminine light that there can be a radical shift in planetary awareness right now. That is in no way making the masculine bad or wrong it is asking for a better balance in the world and a space and place for the feminine to be heard and respected. But first the women need to let go of the fears that have kept them down and not standing in the truth of their power. And that is what the Wild Women Symposium is all about. It is a safe space and place to find understanding, acceptance, and tools for growth that supports the unique expression of your personal feminine light to emerge as the force of awakening that it truly is. Tickets are on sale now on eventbrite. Check out the options and possibilities for your own feminine growth and development. www.wildwomensymposium.com
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, January 14, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/15/16
January 15th is the number 7. The number 7 wants to get organized but the astrology is going to work against you today. Don’t get frustrated. Breathe and do one thing at a time. If I am feeling this way at least I can be thoughtful, understanding of others and move from the place of my persistence of purpose. Do you feel that confusion? Blame Mercury in aspect to Neptune. I personally don’t enjoy this aspect as I feel as if I am trying to get things done but end up feeling like I am wandering around my house in an older persons’ forgetful manner. Double down on the brain herbs today and try to stay on task. Shortly into the day, Mercury forms a semi-square with Neptune. We are not thinking clearly, preferring to daydream. Technical facts can be glossed over at this time. It's not a good time to formalize agreements. The Moon is in Aries all day, and excess energy may be best channeled into physical activity. Energy is fresh and forward-looking. You may want immediate results. If the effect you are making is not exciting enough you might easily drop a project or plan for another one. However, this evening, the Moon harmonizes with Saturn, and this helps you to prioritize.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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In honor of the death of the amazing British Actor, Alan Rickman (aka Professor Snape) I am sharing two of his quotes. Thank you Alan for all the wonderful characters that will live in my memory forever.
“Talent is an accident of genes - and a responsibility.”
“All I want to see from an actor is the intensity and accuracy of their listening.”
~Alan Rickman~

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I was listening to NPR the other day and I was horrified to hear that Bigotry is the worst now than it has been since the 1960’s. Living in California where things are more integrated I am spoiled because I hope and pray that more often here people are treated as equals. I know that hate exists in the small minds of those people who do not know or understand themselves. I know it is human nature to see the differences rather than the similarities. I know the horror of racism as I was raised in the South during the time of segregation, (Though in my home it was not tolerated and my mother marched in the Martin Luther King parade in Dallas, Texas and was one of very few white women who did.) Having traveled extensively in the world and having had the privilege to meet and talk to people from all over the world I recognize that bigotry is a symptom of uneducated people. Not in the way of books but in the way of experience. When you isolate yourself into a type of society that is too homogenous it becomes easy to see someone with another skin color, another culture, or another root language as different. But inside our core we are all the same. My blood type will save others from other countries regardless of skin color. We all feel the same emotions. We all hurt when ostracized. In my childhood even thought for a time we had segretated schools my family still had friends from other races. My father (who was raised in Brooklyn) brought engineers to Texas because of their skills. They were not even allowed at that time to stay in a hotel so my father had to contact the African-American churches to get housing for them so they could come to apply for contracts to get jobs. My family was also in Texas at the time of the Vietnam refugees and they were horribly ostracized just because of the sentiment from the war. Their language was very different and they had a lot to learn culturally so they could fit in. They were some of the kindest and most peaceful people and they did not want to hurt anyone. They were dealing with their own PTSD from getting out of Vietnam, where many had lost family members. We forget in our fear what others have gone through just to get here. We forget how difficult it is for them to find out how to fit into a very different American culture. I wish that instead of us focusing on our fear, instead we feel into their challenges and their hearts and they struggle for a better life. It is time to lend a helping hand to those who are trying to better themselves not kick them down further. I have lived in another country and I know what it takes to adapt to different cultures and ways of doing things and I can tell you that each day it is scary. Each day, you have to be brave and try again. Each day you will make mistakes. Each day someone will not understand you. If each of us could for one moment get out of our own mindless chatter and see out through another’s eyes, perhaps then we could learn compassion for the rest of humanity.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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