Friday, September 30, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 10/1/16
10/1/16 is the number 11. It is time to expand that love bubble out of the constricted and contracted reality you have been feeling and into the place that is inclusive and compassionate. It is difficult to expand. It is scary and makes you lean into those edges that are unfamiliar and new. But that is how you grow and it is time to choose your path, which is your path alone. There are moments when others cannot walk that path with you. You life is yours. It is up to you to make something out of it. The Moon spends the day in Libra, promoting a strong focus on socializing, connecting, and coming to balance. Libra's ruler, Venus, forms a trine to Neptune. You are more attuned to the world of beauty, the arts, and the imagination. Compassion, harmony, kindness, and openness characterize this transit. Gentleness with others is the best way to harness this energy. This can be a "magical" time on a romantic and social level. The pleasures of life are experienced fully. You can see the very best in people and this eases your interactions and takes the pressure off in personal relationships. Romance is highly favored. In business, intuition is sound helping you to make the right moves. You may not see the whole story, however, but your imaginations are engaged. Tonight, a Mercury-Chiron opposition can point to misunderstandings that eventually lead to a new understanding and possible healing. Doubting your ability to make a clear-cut decision comes from a feeling that opposing viewpoints hold the same weight, and thus an inability to choose sides. There can be a sense of shooting yourself in the foot when you present your ideas or opinions, and a feeling of misrepresenting yourself when you communicate can figure strongly now.
~Suzanne Wagner~

I think as you get older you simply cannot tolerate the things and patterns from people that you went along with when you were younger. Age is a gift in that it cuts through the crap and as you age you can only deal with the truth. It cannot bear others who live in distorted realities or those who do not respect your boundaries. Do you see where your wounding pulls at the energy of others and is actually causing harm? Each person has to take responsibility for his or her life and their choices. No one else can break you out of your personal hell. You have to be strong enough to make choices that break you out of dysfunctional habits and into functional human reality.
~Suzanne Wagner~

It is time to slow down and to take care of you. The expenditure of energy that you have given out is now put you into a place where you have to regroup and find a stable place to recover. There are moments when you finally see how your ego has pushed you beyond your capacity and it is as if you can recognize that your energy is below a certain place and that it is time to only work with those who appreciate the time, energy, and effort you are putting into situations. There are always those who will try to use you if you allow them to. Most people do not have enough energy inside to manifest sustained healing in their life and so they pull on others. While that is okay for a time it is unsustainable over long periods of time. When you override yourself it will eventually create resentment and anger. Stop now. Take the time you need now so you can recover what is yours. Tap into that universal flow and let that energy rejuvenate you and bring you back to a state of balance.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, September 29, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 9/30/16
9/30/16 is the number 3. Take the creative impulses and move in the direction of something new. See that you are now free to follow your dream but it is you that must do what it takes to get there. Life is what you make out of it. Choose wisely and recognize that your life is completely up to you. The Moon enters Libra at 3:54 AM EDT. The New Moon occurring at 8:35 PM EDT is in Libra and invites you to see what will create balance in your life in a new light. This includes partnerships of all kinds as well as open enemies and has to do with resolving conflicts. You have a chance to build your negotiating skills without compromising your principles or needs, and without resorting to appeasement. It's a time to work on re-balancing and to recognize people in your life as teammates rather than adversaries. Libra has an innate ability to synthesizing opposites. Peace and harmony are the goals, but there's a delicate balancing act involved along the way that requires some commitment and effort. This New Moon brings fresh and creative energy into your life. Negotiations may be especially useful, as you are inclined to assert your needs in ways that don't offend others. However, with the New Moon square Mars and Pluto (both rather widely, but tightly with their midpoint), you may need to overcome resistance and avoid power struggles. Helping the process today is Venus, the ruler of the Sun in Libra, in close trine to Neptune. This will help you be more compassionate and open to making changes.
~Suzanne Wagner~

“It’s your road, and yours alone. There are moments in time when we can walk together to support each other but nothing is forever and none of us can do the work of karma for another.”
~Suzanne Wagner~

Every word, action, and deed has an impact and creates patterns that spring forth from that creation you began. The problem is that often you cannot take them back once you have lashed out and created an environment of negativity because of your need to share your trigger with others. That is why keeping your own counsel is important to minimizing the drama that manifests from your internal upsets. Those internal patterns manifest externally the more you talk about them with others. The trick is to talk about stuff from a place of responsibility for your actions and choices and share with others who are not going to take the negative further into the places of shadow and darkness. It takes a willingness to be mature in your interactions with others and to see where you have created a situation in your external reality. It is never easy to see that you are the one creating certain events. Those events are not being inflicted upon you. It is your actions and choices that set in motion a trend of energies that will force you to see your own distortion so you can wake up and become a more active participant in your life.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, September 28, 2016

Suzanne Wagner Quote - In the End

Numerology/Astrology for 9/29/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 9/29/169/29/16 is the number 11. The number 11 calls in the Archangel Uriel. This angel guides you to the truth and nurtures balance. It is time to see that intuition comes from a place of calm center and a balanced perspective. There is no attachment to intuition, it just randomly flows in and is often a surprise to you as your awareness is enveloped by it. What you want repeating again and again in your mind it not intuition, it is ego. It is time to learn how to sort projection from intuition. To have great intuition it needs to be tested again and again. This number is about transcendental awareness but to learn that often you have to deal with treachery and negativity from others. Remember the pathway to healing is often hidden and less obvious than you want. It is only through the struggles and experiences that you learn to dig deep inside yourself and find the resources and wisdom that you carry. The Moon continues its transit of Virgo all day. Tune into your need for order. The Moon is void of course from 6:06 AM EDT until the Moon enters Libra early tomorrow. As well, the Moon is Balsamic today with a New Moon occurring tomorrow, making it better to tie up loose ends than to begin brand new initiatives today. A minor challenging aspect between Venus and Chiron can bring some uncertainty or tension to the first half of the day. Blocks to intimacy are possible now as you focus on differences rather than similarities in your relationships with others. You might have a hard time learning from one another as a result. Insecurities are pronounced on social levels now, and you may have a hard time seeing the value of situations and objects as well.
~Suzanne Wagner~

In the end the storms you face are the kick in the ass the Universe used to break you out of a place of distortion and dysfunction. The tighter you hang on to lies, the more intense the hit becomes that is needed to get you to let go. The pain you feel is the illusion of the ego shattering. The loss you feel is what your soul needs to discover that you have to stand on your own two feet.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Pain is a friend if you allow it to show you the attachment you are relentlessly hanging onto that no longer serves the evolution of your true self. Pain is the energy that shows you that something is no longer supposed to be in your reality. In life, windows open and windows close. We each come into each other’s lives to give the gifts we agreed to give but when we have done what was agreed to do, we often have to move on because each of us also have our own journey are karma to deal with. Nothing is permanent in life. Learning that life is about constant change is essential to finding peace in the shifts in the tides of life.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, September 27, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 9/28/16
9/28/16 is the number 10. How I wish this energy today could make a powerful shift into clarity. I am nervous that this number 10 is going to make some push their agenda and power issues onto others. There is this anger and resentment building that wants to explode out and all over others in the energy matrix and that is a dangerous and volatile combination. Be aware of how far on the edge of stress you are and know that denial of that truth is going to make you over-react at exactly the wrong time. There is a toxicity emotionally that is attempting to infect your nervous system and take over your life in ways that create more karma and more upset. Each choice you make today creates some sort of new beginning. So what is yours going to look like? If you keep holding anger and projection onto others it has the potential to burden and load you down with a type of heavy karma that could take you a lifetime to get out of. Choose to have compassion and remember that you do not know the stresses in others lives. And they do not know the stresses in your life. Everyone is on his or her own edge of upset and so do your best to not add more into the already overloaded pot. The Moon is in practical, helpful Virgo all day, stimulating your need to organize, tidy, solve problems, and get answers. You may wrestle with expectations with the Moon's square to Saturn and opposition to Neptune. You will be instinctively drawn to helping others, and this makes you feel more secure and calm when you are feeling needed. You might be a little more reserved or self-contained today as you feel the need to protect yourself from others insanity. Be especially aware that you are more sensitive to criticism right now and so are others, so do your best to present things in a way that is without blame and pointing of fingers. Thank goodness the Moon trines Pluto tonight and this points to productivity, insight, and a sense of purpose.
~Suzanne Wagner~

I have to remind myself to breathe – almost to remind my heart to beat!
~Emily Bronte, Wuthering Heights~

It breaks my heart to see so many out there who are so shut down in they’re emotional body that they have lost touch with their intuition and gut knowing. They think that when someone says the right words that they want to hear then they can ignore all the other signals coming at them telling them to not believe the words but the actual truth of who a person is. My father said to me when I was a child, “Our personality is formed as a child and who we are….. is who we are for the rest of our life. We can change but it takes great effort and determination to override the patterns that have been created in the mind and experience.” When you look at someone you admire, look at their whole life, not just the part that aligns with who you want them to be. Look at their past. That tells you their repetitive karmic tendencies. Look at the present, that tells you if they can stay in alignment with this moment and make clear minded decisions rather than reactive patterns from their past. Look at how this person’s behavior will evolve into the future. Do you like what this pattern is evolving into, or not. There have been powerful and extremely dangerous leaders who have caused irreparable harm to life, humanity and the world that said the right words that their country wanted to hear and then used and abused those people for their own egoic end. The results are always the same, suffering on tremendous scales. We are at a crossroads here in America. We are at a moment that we can fall into the historically horrific mistakes from the past or wake up and see the pattern and conscious step beyond the patterns that cause such horror and suffering. It is up to each of you to make the choice that is right for where your consciousness has evolved. Unfortunately there are many out there who clearly do not feel deeply inside their gut and are disconnected to the obvious truths that are right in front of them. They believe the words over actions, rhetoric over facts, and charisma over authenticity.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, September 26, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 9/27/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 9/27/16
9/27/16 is the number 9. It is time to step back and let go of something in your life. You can no longer emotionally and energetically handle the trauma drama of other people, the news, politics, or other situations over which you have no control. It is time for each person to take responsibility for their life and stop making up stories that not only are not true but put others into positions of needing to disappoint you. This is that classic moment where it is time to grow up and become more mature in the choices and actions that you need to make at this time. You have been trying to manipulate others to get what you want. Life does not work that way. Life puts people and situations in your life to help guide you not to save you from your own karmic dysfunction. Life forces you to take responsibility for all your choices and actions. When you put those choices and responsibilities on others (and it is not their karma) they will walk away again and again. Each of us have enough of our own karma to do and so it is actually impossible to take on energy that does not belong to us. Mars moves into Capricorn after a long, albeit interrupted, stay in the sign of Sagittarius. Mars transits Capricorn from today until November 9th. Mars in Capricorn creates a deliberate and persistent energy that motivates you to action. You consider the future and the consequences before taking action during this cycle. Your energy is reliable and faithful. You refuse to be yanked into emotional reaction that does not belong to you but this can be experienced by others as being distant if others push on you or project their agenda onto you. It will feel as if you have no choice but to step out of the chaos of others and into your own protective place so you can cope with what you have to do in your life. The shadow side of Mars in Capricorn is rigidity and an unbending mindset. Sometimes enough is enough and you may feel as if you warned people again and again about a particular situation but to no avail. It is exhausting having others that have unreasonable expectations that they need and want for their own well-being but that you cannot in good conscious do because that energy they are demanding is causing you harm. The Moon continues its transit of optimistic, affectionate Leo until 5:44 PM EDT when it enters Virgo. So you still believe in the possibility that those you need to step back from have the possibility to take charge of their life and grow but you now know that you cannot walk that path for them. This is a moment when you see that you cannot hand hold others through the doorways of their own karma. It is time to do you own and trust the universe that it has a plan. The Virgo Moon awakens your desire to dive into the details of life and make things more organized and therefore calmer. The Moon and Mars form a trine early in the signs of Virgo and Capricorn, fueling energy for taking care of business. This gives you energy to be very resourceful.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Maybe there are no wrong turns.
Maybe everywhere we’ve been was just
where we had to go
to get to where we’re meant to be.
Maybe we broke our hearts
in all the right places,
so that when we get there
we know what it means to feel whole
~Ang Frank~

I sit in wonder and amazement at the wonderful women at the Feminine Embodiment Workshop this last weekend with Jennie Stanchfield and I. It was so beautiful to see the women step into the places of feminine magic and responsibility that were the next steps for their conscious evolution into their potential and power. I always stand in wonder to the beauty that is the feminine. Life is an amazing journey when you are willing to step into the places and spaces that are your next steps to release karma, to own your life and choices, and your personal places that need to be released to become who you really are. Take this moment to be honest in your reflections and projections. What you want from others is what you have not owned is inside you. When you take the power that is inside you and allow it to guide you forward your life becomes a beautiful expression of your heart.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Sunday, September 25, 2016

Suzanne Wagner Quote - Take Each Precious Moment

Numerology/Astrology for 9/26/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 9/26/16
9/26/16 is the number 8. With Pluto (the god of death, rebirth, transformation, and karma) finally shifting into forward motion, that feeling that has been building inside to choose inner strength over fear is finally strong and pushing you out of the complacency and into action. It is time to be thorough and self-reliant. It is time to look practically at what needs to be done and act from a place of self-reliance and executive action. Yes, you might need to delegate a few things to others who have more skill than you and more overview but that is about knowing what you do well and what you don’t do well. It is time to dissolve the old beliefs of good/bad, right and wrong. The barriers that have prevented you from moving forward are breaking down and you are finally moving from a deep desire for peace and love of humanity in a world that is asking for transformation. The Moon is in Leo all day. Early in the day, the Sun aligns with Jupiter, stimulating positive visions of the future. Pluto is stationing today, turning direct after many months of retrograde activity (since April 18th), adding intensity to all that you do and feel. All things Pluto are emphasized today. Over the coming weeks and months, your power to make deep changes in your life becomes less internalized and more outward focuses and direct. You are less likely to brood over changes that you know you need to make. Resistance lessens and there is finally acceptance of what is and what needs to be done.
~Suzanne Wagner~

There is a moment when each of us will fade off into the darkness.
And each of us will at some later date step back into the physical
and into the light of life.
You must learn to accept the laws of nature and this world.
We are on a quest to discover what is unknown
and untouched within our being.
We are on a quest to find those
that are our spiritual family again and again.
But that light within us can only burn for a brief moment
in this density before it must go back into the light to be rejuvenated.
Take each precious moment
and do what your inner light is compelled to do.
Do not let your ego run your life.
Leave a spark of that light on the planet as a marker
for others to know that you were here.
Then return again and again
to make that spark into a burning bright light of clarity.
~Suzanne Wagner~

What an amazing weekend we all had at the Elemental Feminine Workshop in Park City. Thank you to all the wonderful women who joined us so fully in heart, soul, and spirit. You were all so beautiful to watch as you opened back into that beautiful feminine light that you have always been. There is a huge degree of courage and compassion that is the feminine light that always makes my heart sing. It is the strength of women that gives me hope for this world. It is the power of the commitment that is the feminine that lets me know that all the potential that I feel is in this world might be possible. Here is to making a better world by bringing the power of the feminine back into balance one woman at a time. Thank you to all the ladies that made this event so beautiful, unique, and special.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Saturday, September 24, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 9/25/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 9/25/16
9/25/16 is the number 7. Today you notice a collective consciousness that is like a sigh of fatigue and exhaustion from being bombarded by so much psychic malaise and upset. It is time to actively become your own healer and make some choices that are for your physical, mental, and emotional health and well-being. There are secrets inside that are poised for coming into full awakened awareness if you are willing to put yourself into the place of seeking the truth and finding the discernment that will help you evolve into a more stable, refined, and balanced expression of who you are. The key is to listen to your body. Your body is holding the wisdom that you have been in denial of and have been stuffing down and away from your consciousness. The Moon continues its transit of Cancer until 9:49 AM EDT when it enters Leo. This gives everyone a chance to allow his or her moods to move from self-protective to self-expressive. Activities and situations that radiate warmth and joy take priority and they seem to be showing up, just in time. You feel more dignified in your core and prefer to take the high road, no longer allowing others to pull you into their own personal hell. Be careful as you may go overboard searching for pleasure or you might overstate an experience of your feelings this afternoon when the Moon squares Venus. Remember to cooperate with others and know that your intentions are good, as are those of others, regardless of how they might feel. In fact, the Sun and Jupiter are moving towards a conjunction, exact early tomorrow. This will help you feel compelled to express your joy, faith, and optimism. Vitality increases as you build your confidence. You are finally feeling more generous, optimistic, and sociable than you have in a while. You will feel the hunger for increased recognition and respect for yourself and others in the world. You can find a more generous, liberal attitude and concern for others' well-being today, and because of that feeling you begin to create a shift in the consciousness towards a more positive potential. This is an excellent time to take steps to grow something new that serves more than just you. This transit also favors reasonable legal, educational, religious, and cultural endeavors.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Her smile is the sun warming all those it touches.
Her eyes show the depth of the moonlight inside her soul.
Her touch is the whisper of understanding
and allows you to see the level of her depth of feeling.
Her laugh is the song of joy within her
bursting forth in irrepressible bliss.
Her glance beckons you to follow her
into the places of shadow and seduction.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Are you willing to let out the depth of who exists inside you? Are you willing to respect boundaries of others and still shine your light for others to see? It is difficult to find that balance because when you open there are always those who will misunderstand and misinterpret your openness for something else, depending upon their own patterns of wounding and need. Learn to appreciate others attempting to open. Learn to stand in stillness and witness the beauty of life as it dances all around you. Learn to appreciate all attempts of opening. Create a space inside your core that allows others to expand into deeper places than they could do alone. Each of us supports others in opening or closing. Be a person who others long to be around. Be a person who is the personification of an open human potential. Inspire others with your radiant light that is expanding out of your soul and into the world. Discover that you do not have to do anything but be authentically who you are.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Friday, September 23, 2016

Suzanne Wagner Quote - Life Demands the Truth

Numerology/Astrology for 9/24/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 9/24/16
9/24/16 is the number 6. You might feel as if you need a bit of protection and healing as we move into this number 6 day. The exhaustion from all the self-sacrifice and empathy you have been using has finally caught up with you and it is essential that you put yourself first today. Sometimes you have to fill back up your cup with the essential grace that is below the surface of your consciousness and to do that you have to have stillness and a moment to allow the distractions that keep pulling your out of center to fall away and be selfish for a moment so you can reconnect up to the loving energy that is attempting to protect and nurture you. If you are in the negative sides of this number you will feel disconnected, unaware, feel hypocritical, weak, impractical, restless, and unsupported. Know that you are always supported but it is our ego and mind that block us from the divine flow that is organic to all of life. The Moon is in Cancer all day and feelings of belonging and safety are prime motivators. Your feelings run deep, making it an ideal time to get in touch with your emotions. You tend to respond to challenges or stress by retreating or withdrawing under the influence of a protective Cancer Moon, and you are especially concerned with family and close loved ones. You could feel driven to take care of and please others, but you can also feel the need for alone time.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Life asks us to tell the truth.
And the truth is that we often
do not see our mistake
or our projection until it is too late
and we have pushed others away
because of our desire for them
to be what we want rather
than what they are.
Love does not demand.
Love accepts things as they are.
~Suzanne Wagner~

They say that hindsight is 20/20. And that is so true when you live life and look honestly at the patterns and choices you have made and how needing to get what you want, the way you wanted it, has often pushed others away that were trying to help. But you cannot learn until, at moments, you have loss. You cannot step out of your ego until you recognize how you created a place where others could not be authentic around you and that at a certain point becomes an exhausting place to be. Eventually everyone will walk away. You have to let people be who they are and give how they can authentically give love. The deeper form of love is not about getting what you want, it is not about compromise, but it is about what allows love to open more. You cannot make people feel what you feel. You cannot make people into what you need to feel safe. You can only let people share what they have to offer authentically.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, September 22, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 9/23/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 9/23/16
9/23/16 is the number 5. Keep both feet firmly on the ground because the potential for the astrology to throw you off your game and get you to say the wrong thing is high. In those moments you need to have a clear center and attempt to move from your most healed and compassionate side because the reactive tendency of others is strong. You have to look at who is willing to change and who is not willing to change. At this time you only have a limited amount of energy to work with so you have to choose where to focus that energy and remember to take care of yourself first and foremost. Only when you have a perfectly filled cup do you have energy to give to others that over time will not create resentment or a deficit in your own energy field. It is also a good idea to connect to the forces of nature and allow the angels and guides to fill you up so you have enough to work through the day. Go slow, take your time, be as conscious as possible and do not waste energy in places that it is not appreciated, not understood, or the other person is not really moving forward. Mercury, now direct, forms a trine with Pluto early today. Mercury just recently formed this aspect while retrograde (on the 20th). You have been looking to the past for answers and this can help you arrive at especially valuable truths or insights. You are gaining a deeper understanding of a matter. You might discover new information that gives you an edge or finally "see" the truth of a matter that you have been avoiding. It's a good time to let go of something that has kept you bound to harmful elements of the past that pull you down and drain your energy. But be careful because you may not be saying the "right" things today with Mercury semi-square Venus later morning. You can be extra sensitive and problems can occur if you are speaking about deep matters in a superficial way. Venus enters Scorpio today, where it will transit until October 19th. You are attracted to deep, buried, and hidden matters and intense closeness in relationships. While you can more easily get to core issues in your life, you should watch for trying too hard to uncover the "truth," reading too many negative projections into other’s actions and words during this cycle. You are more strategic with money under this influence. The Moon ends its transit of Gemini at 4:34 AM EDT, when it enters Cancer, the sign that it rules.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Even after all this,
She stood silent
Watching the waves;

Because her strength
Still outweighed
The pain.

I am so tired of the negative chaos that is imploding and feeding upon the souls of humanity. It takes so much energy to stay present in truth, calm in observation, and non-reactive to the distortion. I am grateful that I do not have television because I can really limit the dark energy of hatred, anger, fear, and resentment that has become the norm in the news. I hope that humanity can step beyond this present pattern and choose constructive energy over destructive patterns that are out of control and now harming all of life on this planet. I send out a prayer to the human potential of love to overcome this negativity.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, September 21, 2016

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Suzanne Wagner Quote - Holding the Doorway into the Light

Suzanne Wagner Quote - Change

Numerology/Astrology for 9/22/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 9/22/16
9/22/16 is the number 4. Today will take the qualities of patience, devotion, endurance, and mastery to build solid foundations for you to move forward. The level of personal commitment and determination you are going to need to get through to the next level is astounding so take it one step at a time and do not let the long term goal overwhelm you in the short term steps you are going to be required to constructively break through. It is going to take a lot of hard work and conviction to find the passion and drive you will need to complete the steps needed to break through. Sometimes you need a situation to be disrupted completely to see how you were still not growing in the way you need to become your soul’s potential. Only when you accept the changes that you are resisting completely and surrender your egos belief that it knows better can you break out of this gridlock that is paralyzing your movement forward. There is that phrase, “Argue for your limitation and sure enough it will be yours.” Take a look to see if you are fighting to hold onto your dysfunction in favor of a better and freer life. Only the place of objective balance can allow you to move out of the old and into the new. When you are unable to adapt in life you slowly begin to die. To have a life you have to move out of the places of complacency and into new things and be willing to change. Let change become your souls “home” base. Let change be the haven of your being. In that way you will put ideas into form and work becomes significantly productive. Thank goodness Mercury is finally out of retrograde and this frustration of dealing with one more thing that goes wrong will finally begin to shift. Just remember that we are still in the shadow of Mercury for 3 weeks and so there might be a few more glitches before the clarity completely comes into place. The Moon is in communicative Gemini all day. Gemini's ruler, Mercury, turns direct today after retrograde motion that began on August 30th. Over the coming weeks, problems with communications and decision-making you may have encountered while Mercury was retrograde should start to improve. Plans or projects that have stalled might now resume. You might be flooded with energies that are hard to make sense of as the change takes place today, however, and thus critical decision-making might be avoided for the time being, as your thinking can be skewed. The Sun enters Libra today, where it will transit until October 22nd. Libra rules relationships with others as mirrors of yourself. Try meeting others halfway. Be willing to compromise. And recognize that negotiation is a better choice right now. The focus is on balance. Work to find the balance and harmony through art and relationships with others. Libra is the sign of the peacemaker. However, life is not always peaceful with Libra, as often it is attempting to restore balance. Decision-making can be more challenging while the Sun is in Libra. Libra weighs both sides of any situation, and sometimes this process seems endless! In Libra, the Sun is concerned about not rocking the boat and not rubbing others the wrong way. Tactfulness, style, tolerance, and sociability are some of the keywords for Libra. On the shadow side, Libra can be self-serving, indecisive, passive-aggressive, and superficial.
~Suzanne Wagner~

“She had no words that would lead those suffering out of the self created darkness that they were existing in. All she could be was the light shining in that darkness showing the doorway out. Yet there were those that preferred the screaming pain of their wounding repeating again and again in their mind over the quiet beacon showing the way out. She could not tell them that it would be okay. As long as they chose the old blame and suffering over the peaceful surrender of their past in favor of their potential they would remain stuck with a hurting heart. She could offer her hand but they had to be willing to walk through the door.“
~Suzanne Wagner~

What is change but to surrender the known
And allow yourself to explore alone.
There are doorways that only you can move through.
Only in that way can you be renewed.
Take a moment to let yourself see
Where your anger has turned into a banshee.
You can wail and you can howl but into the shadow you went
Choosing to let all your wounds ferment.
Yes, there is a death but not the one you think
It is the death of the ego that refused to shrink.
You cannot see what was lost in the storm
The wind and the rain still attempts to transform.
Only you can choose to open all eyes
And allow that deep wisdom inside to advise.
If it sounds like the old then the ego is still in play
If you attempt to justify you will keep the truth at bay.
Perhaps tomorrow you will tire of this game
And allow a new possibility to break through in the rain.
Yes, you will grieve and yes, you will cry
But the only way through is to let go of the lie.
That lie that limits your true heart from being seen.
That lie that needs to be removed and cleaned.
Only when you accept your fate
Can the crooked path of your life become straight.
 ~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 9/21/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 9/21/16
9/21/16 is the number 3. Finding the positive in the face of the darkness that is out there in the world right now is a difficult thing to focus on. When so many around you want to manifest the negative and avoid the positive it can be a real challenge to hold the light as a beacon of hope. But the darkness and negativity only cultivates the misery and hopelessness. I know for myself I choose to not have that energy be a part of what others remember about me. Do you want to become one of those people that others avoid and move away from as quickly as possible because you are spewing toxic emotional energy and are unconsciously pulling others into your well of negativity and suffering? Of course not. But you have to practice on a daily basis to work in the direction of what you wish to become not what you believe that your smallest self fears you actually are. Everyone has insecurity but projecting that onto others is unhealthy and what you focus on grows. If you focus on the belief that you cannot overcome your life situation then that is exactly what will happen. When you focus on the belief that you have the power to change and become happy then that is also what you will become. The Moon continues its transit of Taurus until 1:54 AM EDT when it enters Gemini. The Gemini Moon stimulates your curiosity and challenges you to interact, connect, and learn from the place of seeing both sides and working within the realms of duality. Objective overview is more possible today and so feeling like you are able to calmly accept the truth as it is presented is more possible. The Moon in Gemini is light-hearted, breezy, and curious. But it can also be a restless and fickle Moon so watch your emotional state and remember to stay in a place of balance rather than reaction. Its opposition to Saturn and square to Neptune this afternoon and evening can point to ups and downs with your expectations. It is time for you to wrestle with discerning between fact and fancy. Let the fantasy go and get grounded into the facts and deal with the truth in the moment rather than the possibility. With Mercury moving to a direct station early tomorrow, you should be particularly vigilant with your communications.
~Suzanne Wagner~

“I have seen wild. I have seen dangerous beauty. I have seen deep devotion. I have seen kindness. I have seen sadness. I have seen fear. I have seen power. I have seen hopelessness. I have seen grace under distortion. I have seen great courage in the face of lies. And it was all within myself. Become the hero of your own story. Appreciate yourself and you will discover hidden strengths you did not know you had. You are a mystery that can only be discovered by yourself.”
~Suzanne Wagner~

It is time to no longer tolerate those who project their illusions onto others. They often are doing this from a place of inner wounding rather than centered clarity. They do not realize how exhausting it is to hold your own personal center as they push and attempt to manipulate others to be what they want and need. People can only be who they are. You can never become what others want you to become unless it is a part of your authentic nature and you have a willingness to move in that direction. We are all here to help each other, not to hand hold others through the karmic challenges that they have chosen to work through and have created because of their life and choices. Take a look at those in your life that you feel manipulated by and step back from the drama. Over time this type of toxic energy is not healthy and serves no one in the journey to awakened consciousness.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, September 19, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 9/20/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 9/20/16
9/20/16 is the number 20. As difficult as your mind is feeling right now because of the conflicts in your life and as negative as things are feeling in this moment, this is the moment that it will also finally shift. You are finally miserable enough to know that you cannot keep going in the manner of the past dysfunctional avoidance patterns. That is a good thing and so it is time to leap into that void and to choose your life and choose to create that life rather than waiting for that life to magically appear. It takes work to mold the reality into a place that is aligned with who you want to become. You often have to completely let go of everything that is old and familiar. Don’t let the negativity of the mind to make this harder than it needs to be. Choose to transcend the number 2 into the expansive number 11. Think outside the box and know that this pattern can be shifted if you do not collapse. Venus forms a semi-square Saturn very early today, and you can feel some tensions if you haven't been balanced in your pursuit of pleasure and the filling of your responsibilities. It is time to do what needs to be done. You can no longer afford to avoid dealing with the harsh reality or situation in your life that are presenting. Expect there to be anxiety or troubles with regards to matters concerned with your feelings and choices that need to be made. Later today, you will feel very grateful because Mercury forms a trine to Pluto, boosting your ability to concentrate and strategize. Mercury is retrograde and will turn direct on the 22nd. With both Mercury and Pluto near their stations, this aspect is in effect from the 20-23. This is a powerful time for looking both behind and in front of us and gaining a deeper understanding of a matter. You get to look at how you got to this place right now and the choices you need to make to get you to the next place you need to be. You are discovering new information that gives you an edge or finally "see" the truth of the matter that you have been avoiding. It's a good time to let go of something that has kept you bound to harmful elements of the past. Life is about to change radically and it is a good thing. Toxic elements in your life are finally being expunged.
~Suzanne Wagner~

“What makes you different or weird – That’s your strength.”
~Meryl Streep~

So often we think that we have to do everything alone but that is a lie. We are all on this planet together for a reason. No one can do it by themselves. We are communal beings and the DNA between all life on this planet is shockingly similar in certain sequences. We are all here together for a reason. We are all connected for a reason. When we stop thinking individually and start thinking as if we are one planet, one love, and one heart the compassionate state of understanding will override the differences and see the connections instead. That is how we heal this planet. That is how we learn to work together. That is how we discover the power of the human potential.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Sunday, September 18, 2016

Suzanne Wagner Quote - Do you feel like you are wasting your life/

Numerology/Astrology for 9/19/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 9/19/16
9/19/16 is the number 10. So often when things don’t go the way we expect we think we have failed or that life is over. Well life is over, as you know it. Life is about a lot of small deaths that become bigger and more powerful the more you are willing to let the ego die and just surrender to what the universe has in store for you rather than what you want or what you think you need. I look back at my life and can clearly see that the things that I thought I wanted that I did not get were never really planned for me anyway. I can now see that if I did get them they would have not fulfilled me or given me the pieces that have allowed me to become who I am today. This is a day of allowing the death to sink in and then to also let that death pass through. There is always more life on the other side of death. What seems like endings are actually huge beginnings that you will cherish later as moments of extreme courage and personal acceptance. Saturn the voice of reality has hit many of you hard and you are still reeling from the intensity of that smack. But change happened regardless. Just be careful that we are still under a Venus/Uranus opposition and so there are many of you that want to fall under the “love” spell of attraction, thinking that that love will pull you out of the misery of this moment. Recognize that falling for someone out of desperation of wanting out of your present circumstance will only get you in more trouble once this aspect is quickly over. The bigger doorway to walk through with this aspect is the one of personal freedom. Find that door and walk responsibly through it and your life will be on the other side. Use this energy and be mad about your life and circumstances and then use that anger to get going. Anger is a great motivator when used properly. Wallowing in self pity and allowing depression to collapse you is not the way to growth.
~Suzanne Wagner~

“There is a reason that you are haunted by the idea that you are wasting your life. You are a beacon of untapped potential waiting to be awakened.”
~Suzanne Wagner~

The universe knows exactly how much resistance you have to change. The universe knows exactly how had it needs to hit you to make you move out of a dysfunctional place and into the life that you wanted. Sometimes that hit feels very hard and cruel but it is not. It is actually the kindest gesture it can do to make you move. That place where each of us resists the truth and resists becoming what we came to be is a very palpable and real space. You are afraid of who we really are if you let go of all other lies and illusions you have been telling yourself. When the truth becomes stronger than the fear it is going to shock you into layers of monumental change and growth, which is what life is about. Staying the same was never the plan. Just saying.
~Suzanne Wagner~