Thursday, April 30, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 5/1/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/1/15

Today we are in the number 5. Yes here we are again in the number 5. Seems like the universe did not believe we got that message so we are in the cosmic repeat. The message is to keep your feet firmly planted in the here and now. Saturn wants us to “get real”. Yes, dreams are important but it is also important to be in the here and now also. You cannot manifest the dream if you do not know where you are right now. Only from this position of the present can you determine the proper steps to take to move towards the dream. We all love to live in the possibilities but if you are not in this moment you may miss the signs and signals that will allow you to live life fully and from the place of wonder and enjoyment. This morning, Mercury sesquiquadrate Pluto suggests a rather suspicious way of looking at the way things work. If others are not agreeing or adopting your ideas, you may take this as a personal affront. Instead of getting where you want to go directly, you could take a roundabout route, and could be tempted to manipulate others now. The Moon is in Libra all day, harmonizing with Saturn but also clashing with Uranus and Pluto. These influences reinforce a sense that you have to either manipulate or coerce in order to get your way. By tonight, you tend to see things more intellectually, and problem solving is favored.
~Suzanne Wagner~


And don’t think the garden loses its ecstasy in winter. It’s quiet, but the roots are down there riotous.


This is that moment when you want to keep the eye on the ball. This might be that moment that changes the course of your life forever. Do you see that you are standing at a critical threshold of a new potential. If you are not present you may just not see the doorway when it presents. This moment is about focus. And focus is essential to having the catlike instincts to leap at the exact right moment. The tension you feel is the spring tightening to give you the strength and energy to make your move. Will you take it? Will you hesitate? Only if you believe in yourself and trust the moment will you make this shift fluidly. You can do it. Take heart and know that these moments are there for your enlightenment.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, April 28, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 4/30/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 4/30/15

Today we are in the number 5. Feel the earth in all its wonder. Taste the nectar of your particular life with all its bitterness and sweetness. Smell the complexity of the tones of the dirt and flowers together dancing and meshing in a complex dance of decay and birth. Hear the songs of the land and air as they speak in the secret language of time. And see with wonder all that is offered in each and every day forward. Be in the magic of the senses and the number 5. Be of the earth but practice non-attachment to the earth. You are resourceful, versatile, and in gracefully understanding with all of life. Step lightly upon the earth today. It is a day of earth, life, and the unknown. Be not afraid. You are protected. Let life’s choices play with you in subtle ways. The Moon is in Virgo all day, encouraging a sense of belonging and emotional satisfaction in doing your part or providing a service. With the Sun and Neptune forming a sextile today, a natural compassion is added to the mix. You have better access to your imagination and intuition today, and what feels like serendipity experienced now may actually have to do with a good sense of timing and feeling in synch. You are more generous and charitable with your time and energy. You are able to see people and situations from a different perspective--one that allows for, and finds beauty in, differences.
~Suzanne Wagner~


How often does Spirit murmur in your ear? The answer is when are you listening? Spirit is always there, always seeking to comfort, to help and to guide you. To give you gifts, to make you a gift. We may all call her different things, but I am quite certain her gender is feminine, for she is so gentle, and never intrusive. She is not always convenient, but expects - trusts - you will act when she calls. She is the quickening within us that whispers to tell the woman in the dairy aisle how lovely she is, or to call a friend that you haven't spoken to in years or to write someone you know in soul, but less in reality, an encouraging reminder of how truly, deeply sacred they are. Listen...

The trouble is, we are often overcome by ego, and fail to act on these spiritual impulses. Always we regret that, in a small way of course. But it's an inner prompting to simply pay more heed the next time around, to remember what you are here for. And when we follow through? There is always a beautiful bell of clarity, a song whose melody is a resounding but gentle "Yes. " Always.

I feel many of you need this reminder as well, so from my deep to yours, remember these things, they are yours: Breathe them in. Do not let them go.

You are Loved.
There is a Divine plan for your life that calls to you even now. Trust that.
You are not reading this by chance.
Remember what you think you have forgotten. It is neither lost nor gone.
You must carry the Light, you must be the Light.
You are safe here.
And you are infinitely, infinitely LOVED.
~Wild Women Sisterhood~


Always appreciate the moments that are in this Now. There are infinite shifts in direction that can affect all of us. We are temporarily in this body to experience and journey though a particular configuration of karmas and experiences. I remember years ago when I was in my 20’s I asked the guides, “How long am I going to live?” Their answer was, “When you connect to the people and experiences that you agreed to connect to, when you have given the gifts that you wanted to share with others, and when you have loved as deeply as is possible in this life then you get to go home.” So today, live and love as fully as you can. Be one with the flow of life all around you. Share your gifts without hesitation with others and don’t be afraid to connect deeply with as many as you can.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, April 27, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 4/28/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 4/28/15

Today we are in the number 22/4. Only by understanding the limitation that is mind and ego (the 2 and 2 of the 22) can you find inner peace and transform the mind into a servant of the soul (the number 4). All things of the physical world are limited. That is because they are born of the rules of earth and those rules only apply here in this place and time. But you are more than that. You are born of starlight and stardust. Your way of moving beyond this place begins with following the heart. The heart is more than emotions and more than feeling. The heart is the gateway to the souls yearning and expression in this dimension. The true heart is not about neediness or what you want or yearn for, it is about the calm voice of love that accepts from a place of neutral awareness and transcends the limitation of conditional love and allows you to move into the unconditional realms of the energy being that you are. Early into the day, Mars forms a sextile with Chiron, and you may have the opportunity to take the lead, or to take action, regarding matters that lead to healing, cleansing, or teaching now. You can feel a sense of mission. There is likely to be a feeling of fearlessness when it comes to addressing problem areas. There is a drive to take positive action, usually to defend or help others (or ourselves). It's a strong period for cooperation and purposeful activity. The Moon is in practical, health-focused Virgo all day. There can be some fretting over details or capabilities. As the day moves forward, a square between Venus and Chiron, exact very early into tomorrow, comes into play. Insecurities may interfere with your ability to fully enjoy yourself, particularly related to social matters and pleasurable activities, or to properly judge the value of people and things.
~Suzanne Wagner~


“The way is not in the sky. The way is in the heart.”


I just wanted to send love to the people of Nepal. I am looking at the synchronicity that the great Stupa was still standing in the middle of all the suffering and rubble. Take a look at where your world is being shaken apart. What is being destroyed and what remains standing? What remains is what is of the most value. Just like that Stupa, it is your spiritual life that keeps you going in the face of chaos, insurmountable odds, fear, and the karma that tries to break your spirit. Never let anything, anyone, or any circumstance break your spirit. That spirit is what allows you to transcend the circumstances of this life into wisdom. There are gifts in everything. Even the bad things have amazing tools to give you. Yes, you might have to look hard. Yes, you might have to search long and hard to discover the gem in the mud of your karma but there is always one. Don’t give up. Believe in yourself. Outcomes do not matter. What matters is whether your heart stay calm and intact with love for all of humanity.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Sunday, April 26, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 4/27/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 4/27/15

Today we are in the number 3. Reach for the positive today though that might be hard. Take one moment at a time and while one this wild ride remember to have some fun and enjoy the insanity while it lasts. You can find the positive in every moment. This world is an illusion and while that dream feels very real perhaps there is something more real that what you are feeling right now. What is real is the love. Feel that. Follow that. Find the bliss and hang onto it for as long as you can. The Moon is in Leo until 9:08 PM EDT, continuing to stimulate your needs to play, express yourself, and create. This is a time when you seek attention--when you want to stand out for your special qualities. It's a strong time for romance and any creative activity as well. The Moon moves into Virgo at 9:08 PM, pulling out your desire to heal, help, and fix. Mars and Chiron are moving towards a sextile, exact early into the day tomorrow, and influencing your day. You may have the opportunity to take the lead, or to take action, regarding matters that lead to healing, cleansing, or teaching now. You can feel a sense of mission. There is likely to be a feeling of fearlessness when it comes to addressing problem areas, and self-confidence as well. There is a drive to take positive action, usually to defend or help others (or ourselves). It's a strong period for cooperation and purposeful activity.
~Suzanne Wagner~


"Comes The Dawn"
After a while you learn the subtle difference
Between holding a hand and chaining a Soul,
And you learn that Love doesn’t mean leaning
And company doesn’t mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts
And presents aren’t promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head up and your eyes open
With the Grace of a woman, not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build all your roads on today,
Because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans,
And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while you learn
That even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own Soul,
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure...
That you really are strong,
And you really do have worth.
And you learn and learn...
With every goodbye you learn.
~Veronica A. Shoffstall~

Taking this time and moment to feel into the solidness of pain can be comforting if you let it. As Yoda said, “Difficult to see. Always in motion is the future.” Regardless of what you believe is the purpose and journey of your life something bigger than your mind and ego is actually in charge. You play with the dance of control in this life. You learn that you have none. You discover that the only control is in the awareness of the flow and learning to become one with that flow. In understanding the organic nature of life is the place of understanding of your position in the cosmic soup of life. Then you are content. Then you are free of attachments to outcomes. Let go and discover another way to move through life. When you are one with all things there is no struggle you just are.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Star Wars – My ally is the Force

Saturday, April 25, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 4/26/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 4/26/15

Today we are in the number 20. Whether you realize it or not you are here to be of service to souls. Some are human but some might be birds, dogs, cats, horses, etc.  Today let the number 20 be the energy and inspiration to guide you to those to whom you are connected and support your life to become one with humanitarian ideals. The key word today is “Universal Service”. The first step is to be willing to show up when you feel called in some way to touch others. Be sensitive to others and passionate in your desire to connect to the higher vibrations when necessary. The Moon is in creative Leo all day, stimulating your desire to share and create, and aligning with Jupiter this morning, boosting your confidence in yourself and in life. Venus forms a sextile with Uranus today, opening your minds to new ways of relating. This is a favorable influence for social meetings and events. You are willing to take social risks and embrace all that is new, unusual, offbeat, and out-of-the-ordinary with regards to romantic involvements as well as financial undertakings. You are ready to experiment, but not necessarily ready to commit.
~Suzanne Wagner~


In the practice of tolerance, one’s enemy is the best teacher.
~The Dalai Lama~


Learning comes in many ways. Often in ways that you wish you did not have to learn. In doing many past life regressions I have discovered that at least for myself, many of the people that have challenged me in this life are often those closest to me from other lives. It is as if they love me so much that they are willing to take on the position of the “bad guy” in order to help me grow. They are willing to take on potential karma to support me in breaking through a habit or a behavior. So when something happens that you are triggered by, stay open to the fact that there might be a much bigger picture happening than the one right in your awareness at this moment. See all of those people who have had a significant impact in your life as spiritual family.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Friday, April 24, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 4/25/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 4/25/15

Today we are in the number 10. Every day can be a new beginning. What would you like yours to be? There is great power in being able to begin again. There is great power in letting go and trusting the flow of life. The Moon continues its transit of Cancer until 9:14 AM EDT, when it enters Leo. The Sun semi-squares Chiron this morning, and while you may be hungry to learn, grow, improve, and heal, you may be temporarily low on confidence and worried about making poor decisions. A First Quarter Moon occurs this evening when the Sun in Taurus forms a square with the Leo Moon. There is a crisis theme surrounding any quarter Moon phase, as you feel compelled to take action. Shortly after, you are made aware of how your actions affect those close to you, perhaps through trial and error. Whatever project or initiative you began around the New Moon is now off the ground, and it may face its first obstacles.
~Suzanne Wagner~


Someone who is angry is someone who doesn't know how to handle their suffering. They are the first victim of their suffering, and you are actually the second victim. Once we can see this, compassion is born in our heart and anger evaporates. We don't want to punish them any more, but instead we want to say something or do something to help them suffer less.
~Thich Nhat Hanh~


Being in the presence of authentic emotion is always freeing and feels like love. There is a deep vulnerability and tenderness when that true core self is in the patterns of expressing feeling. In that moment all hearts break open. All there is to do is witness the person and hold them in a tender energetic embrace. This frees the spirit of both because there is nothing to do and nothing to fix. Witnessing the baring of a soul causes both to open in love. And that is enough.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, April 23, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 4/24/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 4/24/15

Today we are in the number 9. You can see clearly if you are willing to integrate the three worlds, physical, intellectual, and spiritual.  You are letting go of the old world that is preventing your new self to emerge. Let the perfection of this moment be the catalyst to move you forward. The Moon is in Cancer all day, stimulating your desire for familiarity and safety. Mercury forms a sextile with Chiron, which can help open up communications. However, Venus quincunx Pluto points to the need to make adjustments or reassessments in your close relationships, with your finances, or when it comes to our pursuit of pleasure and entertainment. Issues of power and control can arise. Fears of loss or betrayal could be at the heart of suspicions and doubts raised now.
~Suzanne Wagner~


“A jug fills drop by drop.”


Let yourself be filled. Let your heart break open and finally allow the love out that has been wanting to express. You are in a perfect moment of transcendence of the old. You can be reborn if you allow it to move fully through your body. Do not resist this moment. Embrace it fully. See beyond the body into the expression of the soul that is emerging. Let your tears overflow your ego.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Introducing the Artist - Erica Kathleen

My dear Friend Erica Kathleen is an amazing artist and she is our featured artist for the Wild Women Symposium for 2014-2015. She is a woman of profound wisdom, heart, love, and inspiration. I wanted to share her work with all of you and give you the connection to her 

Take a look at her work and let yourself become inspired as I have with her sense of color and her beautiful words that touch the heart and give hope to all of us. Enjoy!

Intuitive Patterns for the Month of May 2015

Osho Zen Tarot: Inner Voice, Change, Beyond Illusion
Medicine Cards:
Prairie Dog, Jaguar
Mayan Oracle:
Dreamer and the Dreamed
Ancient Egyptian Tarot: The Tower, Magician
Aleister Crowley Deck: The Lovers, The Emperor, Truce
Healing Earth Tarot: Ten of Rainbows, The Moon, The Woman of Wands
Words of Truth: Belief, Transformation, Truth

We have made it to the Month of the Wild Women Symposium. I hope some of you lovely ladies will join us for the adventure and exploration into your Divine Feminine. It will be May 29-31, at the Salt Lake Community College, Miller Campus.

Mercury will be in Gemini from May 1-July 5 giving you a doorway to open pathways of communication that can help you more forward in your life. For some of you those may be in a work area but for others you may expand and learn communication with the deeper aspects of your self. Mercury goes retrograde from May 19-June 12 so it is an excellent time to fix patterns of communication that have caused problems or misperceptions in the past. Sometimes it is all about saying, “Your sorry” or that you have a new awareness that makes the past communication no longer applicable. Regardless you will want to remain calm and clear in all potential areas that require clear understanding and those around you to feel your heart and the deeper intention of what you want to accomplish.

Everything this month is about changing out of the old and discovering a deeper old that is surfacing in a new and vitally alive way. This is a month of self-empowerment that is experienced through choosing to create profound and powerful anchors of calm resolve in the midst of the present storms that surround you. It is time to replenish your life force by discovering ways to retreat and cultivate quiet.

Safety is the key to being in a place of inner calm. If you may notice that there is a place where you are feeling as if you tank is tilting into the empty level. Sometimes you have to drop into a place of retreat in order to see that you have been burning the candle at both ends and you need to have a much-needed break to recharge your batteries. This month the gifts that you are seeking require you to not push but to permit. Permission comes from loving yourself more than the desire to accomplish an activity or goal.

When you push you can create resistance inside that does not allow for a full and deep interaction with your deepest self. When you are trying to access the higher vibrations it requires an inner calm.
The Jaguar energy is asking for you to move from a place of integrity and impeccability. You have behaviors that are no longer appropriate and your integrity can no longer live with the present expression of your essence. You will notice where you have abused authority or have judged another. It is time to step into a place of forgiveness to yourself and others and make the necessary corrections that keep what you are doing and your creation in balance with your spirit. You are stalking about inside your inner domain seeking that which has eluded you up until this moment. But with the power and intent of a Jaguar at the moment you find it you must leap upon it without hesitation. There are moments where the door is open and what you seek is right in front of you. If you decide you are unworthy you may hesitate and if you do that you will miss an opportunity that may not come around again.

This month there are places that you must be willing to go into alone. That does not mean you cannot have support but the choice will be yours and yours alone. This is how you discover your power and learn to have confidence in your own personal journey. Jaguar allows you to journey into the places of dreams and magic. These are places that others cannot follow you but where you will discover guidance along the pathways to your inner sanctum. You are being asked to deepen into what you already know and discover hidden doorways and treasures that you did not know existed when you first ventured into this place.

The Universe is conspiring to bring you something that you have been yearning to discover. It will be up to you to decide if you love yourself enough to allow it in. The messages are right in front of you. If you just slow down and take a moment to reflect you will see what you have been longing for is standing there with open arms ready to be received. You are worthy, you have always been worthy, and it is time to accept that as truth and step into your higher potential.

Numerology/Astrology for 4/23/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 4/23/15

Today we are in the number 8. Emotions are heightened and there is a need to rediscover you inner confidence by exercising good judgment in your actions. It might seem that everything is up for consideration right now. And not small things but the really big ones. In this moment you cannot count on others being able to save you so you are going to have to be self-reliant and find the truth and integrity within your core that will help problem solve the situation and achieve a result that will work. The challenge is that the choices that seem correct will all take time and there is an emotional impatience today that wants balance but feels caught between forces so strong that you feel as if you are caught in a washing machines spin cycle. Just relax and let the emotions move through you. There is a breakdown necessary now for your transformation. It is these moments of courage that define you and show you who you really are and what you are truly capable of. The Moon enters Cancer soon into the day, at 12:27 AM EDT. You are motivated by a need to belong and to feel safe under the influence of a Cancer Moon. You tend to respond to challenges or stress by retreating or withdrawing, and you are especially concerned with family and close loved ones. The Sun in Taurus is quincunx Saturn in Sagittarius today, which can point to temporary doubts. Lack of faith in what you are doing can temporarily hinder your movements and initiatives. You might now see the need to adjust your plans based on new responsibilities or a reality check.
~Suzanne Wagner~


"You have to be the kind of person who can make the best out of a Thursday. You know those people who live for the weekends? They’re wishing their life away. You have to find something worth living for or else you’ll look back and realize you’ve wasted your life away."
~Drew Marvin~


Find the beauty in this day, these connections with people. Every moment here is a gift or if you cannot see that then become the gift for others. Today my joy is in making sure all the beautiful hummingbirds have their sugar water so they have the energy necessary to keep traveling north up the coast of California or choose to stay and have their babies in my Manzanita trees. Look out and see beauty springing forth with all the life that nature is mustering forth for you to see. Appreciate the life that you have chosen and gift something back to that life. All small acts of kindness are noticed in the bigger picture. Every time you give from your heart and show love to those outside yourself or appreciation for beauty that is in nature, something is hearing you and listening to you. Let those conversations in. Let nature speak to your wounded heart. Let the voices from life touch your life and give it depth, meaning, and love.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, April 21, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 4/22/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 4/22/15

Today we are in the number 7. With this number 7 it is time to look ahead and plan a strategy for this amazing life of yours. It is time to analyze what is working and to streamline certain patterns and get serious about your future. Remember that you can do anything that you set your mind to. It is time for an evolutionary leap into a new pattern that will give you in the long term what you really want. That may mean that it is time to be more conservative with your money so you can plan some financial steps for retirement. It may mean that you can see that you need more skills and perhaps need to go back to school. What ever is pressing upon you, pay attention. The timing is now and Saturn is teaching you what it is that you are going to need to move towards those long term goals. With Mercury in Taurus till April 30th it will help us keep our thinking grounded and stable. Common sense in communication is the rule for right now and the attention is on one thing at a time. Be careful of rigid thinking and being overly conservative. With Venus in Gemini till May 7th you will have a curiosity that is motivating your social and relational choices. This is a fun time of playful bantering but there may not be a deep emotional connection because of the nature of Gemini’s air of detachment. Regardless attractions will begin with words as it is the mind that will stimulate the heart. Just be careful to not be fickle or to use others for your own mental satisfaction. Uranus is still solidly in Aries and the urge to start fresh and break free from restrictive attitudes or circumstances to gain freedom and independence is very strong. And with Jupiter also in a fire sign of Leo you want to expand your appreciation, optimism, and generosity to others but don’t forget to include yourself in that beautiful flow and energy. Express yourself with your own personal flavor and uniqueness. Choose to live a live of inclusive compassion.
~Suzanne Wagner~


People grow when they are loved well. If you want to help others heal, love them without an agenda.
~Mike McHargue~


We cannot really look at the deep patterns if we do not feel safe. That is why monks and nuns are taken care of by religious orders or churches. You cannot teach higher philosophy to a person who is staving. You cannot teach compassion and values if someone does not feel loved. Safety and love and essential tools for having the foundation to reach to higher levels of consciousness. Today, love others and believe in them. Your faith, love, and inclusive compassion gives them the opportunity to see their own success through your loving eyes. Sometimes that is all you need to be willing to risk, try something new, and discover your hidden potential.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, April 20, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 4/21/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 4/21/15

Today we are in the number 6. Even though the Moon is in Gemini all day, stimulating your curiosity. There is a push pull between the inner world and the outer reality. You may feel that you are more aware of patterns from your life that are no longer serving you. You may want to dive deep into the inner world to understand and explore. But the astrology is calling for you to come out of that hermit cave of the number 6 and get you to actively take steps to shifting not just the inner but the outer world. To be a master of your own self you have to be reflective but even more you need to be able to take action. That is why today, Mars forms a trine with Pluto forcing you to focus on your goals, to take decisive action, and to go after what you want with a greater sense of your priorities. You are willing to explore alternatives rather than simply relying on the tried and true. You are not afraid of a challenge and are willing to attempt to overcome obstacles. This is strong energy for reworking or overhauling a project. You are especially effective, and possibly a little ruthless, when it comes to getting rid of what you don't need. Your ability to take the lead is enhanced, and you can be very determined and focused.
~Suzanne Wagner~


“Step into the fire of self-discovery. This fire will not burn you, it will only burn what you are not.”


Light illuminates and light also burns away delusions, beliefs, and distortions that we have taken on as truth. So many of us say that we want to be the light but then we sabotage our reality with feelings of unworthiness and pull ourself back into the quagmire of limiting thoughts. I have watched clients with beautiful souls that were addicted to one thing or another become so obsessed with darkness and the world of delusion that they cannot help but be attracted to wandering the streets at night to watch the people who are skulking about in the darkness and the corners of hidden secrets. In this case they are more fascinated with their own shadow and darkness than then are attracted to the light. Regardless the light still shines in shadows and eventually all of us move towards the light. Self-discovery is that fire that burns within and that light will illuminate all your darkness and it will show the falseness of your most cherished beliefs. After all, in the darkness you cannot see the cheapness and fake fabrics of your illusionary world. But when you bring the brightness of your spirit fully into the moment and into that darkness, the truth of the false self appears as obvious as a playhouse at a Carnival. You are more than this false self you keep feeding and keeping alive. Let the light of your true self show you the magnificence of who you truly are.
~Suzanne Wagner~