Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Intuitive Patterns for the Month of May 2015



Osho Zen Tarot: Inner Voice, Change, Beyond Illusion
Medicine Cards:
Prairie Dog, Jaguar
Mayan Oracle:
Dreamer and the Dreamed
Ancient Egyptian Tarot: The Tower, Magician
Aleister Crowley Deck: The Lovers, The Emperor, Truce
Healing Earth Tarot: Ten of Rainbows, The Moon, The Woman of Wands
Words of Truth: Belief, Transformation, Truth

We have made it to the Month of the Wild Women Symposium. I hope some of you lovely ladies will join us for the adventure and exploration into your Divine Feminine. It will be May 29-31, at the Salt Lake Community College, Miller Campus.

Mercury will be in Gemini from May 1-July 5 giving you a doorway to open pathways of communication that can help you more forward in your life. For some of you those may be in a work area but for others you may expand and learn communication with the deeper aspects of your self. Mercury goes retrograde from May 19-June 12 so it is an excellent time to fix patterns of communication that have caused problems or misperceptions in the past. Sometimes it is all about saying, “Your sorry” or that you have a new awareness that makes the past communication no longer applicable. Regardless you will want to remain calm and clear in all potential areas that require clear understanding and those around you to feel your heart and the deeper intention of what you want to accomplish.

Everything this month is about changing out of the old and discovering a deeper old that is surfacing in a new and vitally alive way. This is a month of self-empowerment that is experienced through choosing to create profound and powerful anchors of calm resolve in the midst of the present storms that surround you. It is time to replenish your life force by discovering ways to retreat and cultivate quiet.

Safety is the key to being in a place of inner calm. If you may notice that there is a place where you are feeling as if you tank is tilting into the empty level. Sometimes you have to drop into a place of retreat in order to see that you have been burning the candle at both ends and you need to have a much-needed break to recharge your batteries. This month the gifts that you are seeking require you to not push but to permit. Permission comes from loving yourself more than the desire to accomplish an activity or goal.

When you push you can create resistance inside that does not allow for a full and deep interaction with your deepest self. When you are trying to access the higher vibrations it requires an inner calm.
The Jaguar energy is asking for you to move from a place of integrity and impeccability. You have behaviors that are no longer appropriate and your integrity can no longer live with the present expression of your essence. You will notice where you have abused authority or have judged another. It is time to step into a place of forgiveness to yourself and others and make the necessary corrections that keep what you are doing and your creation in balance with your spirit. You are stalking about inside your inner domain seeking that which has eluded you up until this moment. But with the power and intent of a Jaguar at the moment you find it you must leap upon it without hesitation. There are moments where the door is open and what you seek is right in front of you. If you decide you are unworthy you may hesitate and if you do that you will miss an opportunity that may not come around again.

This month there are places that you must be willing to go into alone. That does not mean you cannot have support but the choice will be yours and yours alone. This is how you discover your power and learn to have confidence in your own personal journey. Jaguar allows you to journey into the places of dreams and magic. These are places that others cannot follow you but where you will discover guidance along the pathways to your inner sanctum. You are being asked to deepen into what you already know and discover hidden doorways and treasures that you did not know existed when you first ventured into this place.


The Universe is conspiring to bring you something that you have been yearning to discover. It will be up to you to decide if you love yourself enough to allow it in. The messages are right in front of you. If you just slow down and take a moment to reflect you will see what you have been longing for is standing there with open arms ready to be received. You are worthy, you have always been worthy, and it is time to accept that as truth and step into your higher potential.

Monday, April 20, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 4/21/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 4/21/15

Today we are in the number 6. Even though the Moon is in Gemini all day, stimulating your curiosity. There is a push pull between the inner world and the outer reality. You may feel that you are more aware of patterns from your life that are no longer serving you. You may want to dive deep into the inner world to understand and explore. But the astrology is calling for you to come out of that hermit cave of the number 6 and get you to actively take steps to shifting not just the inner but the outer world. To be a master of your own self you have to be reflective but even more you need to be able to take action. That is why today, Mars forms a trine with Pluto forcing you to focus on your goals, to take decisive action, and to go after what you want with a greater sense of your priorities. You are willing to explore alternatives rather than simply relying on the tried and true. You are not afraid of a challenge and are willing to attempt to overcome obstacles. This is strong energy for reworking or overhauling a project. You are especially effective, and possibly a little ruthless, when it comes to getting rid of what you don't need. Your ability to take the lead is enhanced, and you can be very determined and focused.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“Step into the fire of self-discovery. This fire will not burn you, it will only burn what you are not.”
~Mooji~


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Light illuminates and light also burns away delusions, beliefs, and distortions that we have taken on as truth. So many of us say that we want to be the light but then we sabotage our reality with feelings of unworthiness and pull ourself back into the quagmire of limiting thoughts. I have watched clients with beautiful souls that were addicted to one thing or another become so obsessed with darkness and the world of delusion that they cannot help but be attracted to wandering the streets at night to watch the people who are skulking about in the darkness and the corners of hidden secrets. In this case they are more fascinated with their own shadow and darkness than then are attracted to the light. Regardless the light still shines in shadows and eventually all of us move towards the light. Self-discovery is that fire that burns within and that light will illuminate all your darkness and it will show the falseness of your most cherished beliefs. After all, in the darkness you cannot see the cheapness and fake fabrics of your illusionary world. But when you bring the brightness of your spirit fully into the moment and into that darkness, the truth of the false self appears as obvious as a playhouse at a Carnival. You are more than this false self you keep feeding and keeping alive. Let the light of your true self show you the magnificence of who you truly are.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, April 16, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 4/18/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 4/18/15

Today we are in the number 21/3. This is a moment when you want to feel safe with those you love and you are choosing to find the space of expressing your considerate, intuitive, loving and affectionate nature with a very relaxed energy. Communicate from a place that acknowledges the differences but is not about arguing or wasting time on being in a state of hanging on to the past. It is essential to get grounded and reflect back to others the positive potential that is within all.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“Every human being is the author of his own health or disease.”
~Buddha~


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Notice your thoughts and recognize that your beliefs about yourself, your body, your emotions and your potential all mix together to manifest health or dis-ease. Shifting your thoughts will begin the process of body unraveling to produce a better balance for your health, well-being, and life. Just remember that shifting the body takes time, effort, diligence, and consistency. It will not happen over night. It might even take a lifetime of effort to shift the negative karma off of you but it is always worth the effort. Eventually you can break the stranglehold of negative patterns by choosing over and over again to have faith and belief in your potential to grow. Nothing is ever set in stone but you have chosen your particular body and its energetic patterns in order to grow and evolve. Most of the time that means that your particular configuration is what you need to be conscious of in order to awaken. You have the situations in your life that are essential for your personal evolution. Love those patterns; break through the habits and patterns of distortion that cause you to fall into the delusion of negativity. Always remember this is a dream but as in all dreams, when you awaken in the dream you become lucid and able to change the circumstances that are causing certain patterns. One shift can alter the trajectory of everything over time.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 4/17/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 4/17/15

Today we are in the number 20. With this number you may feel as if you are either in great need of help or you will find that you are the one giving the help to those in great need. The polarity of positive and negative is feeling extreme and the desire to find a balance is just as strong of a need. There are moments when you have to bear the burden of karma and allow the intensity of the wave to pass you by. Do not harden your heart into the weakened position of negativity.  Stay strong and believe that eventually the karma works its way through the density of ego. Remain in a state of flexible possibility. Pluto goes retrograde until September 25. This will allow you to reflect on all the changes that have taken place over the year. Between the number 20 and the transitional state that Pluto requires you to move through it may feel as if you are lost in a fog of unknown outcomes. The growth now is about acknowledging that you are in a pattern of rigorous transformation.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"The capacity to be alone is the capacity to love. It may look paradoxical to you, but it is not. It is an existential truth: only those people who are capable of being alone are capable of love, of sharing, of going into the deepest core of the other person—without possessing the other, without becoming dependent on the other, without reducing the other to a thing, and without becoming addicted to the other."
~Osho~


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But let there be spaces in your togetherness and let the winds of the heavens dance between you. Love one another but make not a bond of love: let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.
Khalil Gibran

I love this quote. Learning how to be in the authentic space of fluid love without the neediness is the challenge of maturing in the art of intimacy. You have to know yourself before you can know what you have as a gift to offer another. When you know your own alone-ness and can stand in peaceful observance of it, then you have the capacity to dive into depth and passionate connection with another.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 4/16/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 4/16/15

Today we are in the number 10. Vitality returns and you begin to see your potential. There is an attraction that is pulling you into a new place or perspective. The number 10 is about leadership and the qualities that you need to integrate to have a purpose driven life. Use the driving energy of the number 10 to get you going and to help manifest this new creation but remember to not be domineering or overly competitive with others. You are testing yourself against your old ways not by pushing up against others. The Moon continues its transit of Pisces until 5:01 PM, when it enters the pioneering first sign of the zodiac, Aries. This can be a somewhat challenging day for getting your message across, and in fact you may not feel quite as open to sharing your ideas with Mercury quincunx Saturn and semi-square Chiron. Delays, "red tape", and vague feelings of forgetting important details are possible. Communications may be careless, hurtful or perceived as such. Pluto is stationary today as it turns retrograde. Pluto's intense and complex energy hangs heavy in the air under this influence. Over the coming months (Pluto is retrograde until September 25th), you may be reassessing how you use your power. You should watch closely for exaggeration or making more of something than it deserves with Pluto stationing and an approaching Mars-Jupiter square.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“I work really hard at trying to see the big picture and not getting stuck in ego. I believe we’re all put on this planet for a purpose, and we all have a different purpose… When you connect with that love and that compassion, that’s when everything unfolds.” ~Ellen DeGeneres~


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Have compassion for your fellow travelers on this life journey today. Everyone has been going through a lot and we all have those moments when life seems very challenging and you can be so exhausted that you are not sure you can take that next step. But you can and there is always a moment when karma and energy releases. Sometimes you have to wait for it, be calm, and trust in a greater flow. Today is that day. It is time to shift but the energy does not seem quite to the level that will work easily. I wish in life all things were easy but surviving in this density takes tremendous effort to make things move in the physical plane. Even a small step is a step. Our mind wants us to make huge leaps and transform this density into a magical reality but in truth it takes so much more than thought. The physical world requires action, effort, focus, and intention. You can do it. Give your faith to others today and in doing that you discover your own inspiration to carry you through also.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 4/15/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 4/15/15

Today we are in the number 9. Eternity shines in the light of the number 9 and you are being asked to lead by example. It is a day to say “No” to the old pattern that no longer serves and use your creative ability, sensitivity, loyalty, brilliance, and problem solving energy to move forward. Completion is what is being called for. Just remember that completion is neutral and you are being asked to stand in the place of forgiveness, compassion, and Divine Wisdom. Completion means that you let things go from the past and dissolve your ego attachments to getting the outcome that you wanted. When you do that you can look forward and stop recreating the same pattern from your past that is really gone. So today, forgive, let the past go, let go of needing to be right, and grab hold of your future. You cannot leap towards your future when you are being weighed down by your past. Venus opposes Saturn early into the day, bringing responsibilities or limitations to light. There could be difficult decisions or realities to face regarding finances, social status, or relationships. You could be reassessing or questioning some of your relationships. Burdens are magnified in your mind now. You may want to keep others at arm's length, unsure of whether you are loved or not. You might feel that people value utility and material or practical concerns over true love. An element of seriousness permeates your love relationships. You may feel criticized and inhibited, unloved and unsatisfied, but the worst enemies may be inside and your own fears can take hold. This is not a good influence for beginning new financial initiatives or relationships. Pluto moving towards a station can also cast a more serious tone to the day. The Moon is in Pisces all day, aligning with Neptune and closing in on Chiron, as well as harmonizing with Mars and Pluto. This can point to very powerful dreams, ideas, fantasies, and insights.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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We need women who are so strong they can be gentle, so educated they can be humble, so fierce they can be compassionate, so passionate they can be rational, and so disciplined they can be free.
~Kavita Ramdas~


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I love this quote. This is the type of woman I strive to become. I believe that being in the Aquarian Age is about being able to stand in the center of all the emotions and energy that surrounds you. I believe that this time is not about the feminine taking over from the masculine but about the feminine coming back into balance with the masculine. I believe that all of us have masculine and feminine aspects that we are being asked to balance those and come to the center from a place of clarity and understanding. We live in a world of duality and it is that duality that is asking to be healed within all of us. Only from that center can we be truly strong. Only from the center can you be at choice.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, April 13, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 4/14/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 4/14/15

Today we are in the number 8. Step into a place of confidence and move from your inner strength and professional good judgment. The number 8 asks you to stay in touch with your deeper emotions. It is essential to know if your choices are coming from trying to validate yourself or if you are coming from being in the center of the figure 8. Be decisive but trustworthy. Pay attention to the Universal Spiritual Law of Cause and Effect. Your individual fate is in your hands so break the back of the forces that try to pull you into the negative places that do not align you with the perfection that is possible in your life. The Moon continues to transit Aquarius until 4:12 PM EDT, when it enters Pisces. It harmonizes with the Sun and Mercury, helping you to find adequate, healthy, and beneficial channels for self-expression and release of emotions. Aries-Aquarius is a nice combination, as Aries assertiveness and energy can find social or humanitarian outlets. This can give you enthusiasm and a can-do attitude. Mercury enters Taurus today, where it will transit until the 30th of the month. While Mercury is in Taurus, your thinking is down to earth, solid, and grounded. Common sense reigns over more fanciful thinking. You will communicate more deliberately under this influence, and your mind is oriented to the world of the five senses. You will prefer the tried and true rather than new ways of thinking. Attention to one thing at a time can simplify your life, but you may be in danger of narrow, overly conservative, or rigid thinking.  Later today, there can be some moodiness or brooding tendencies as the Moon in Pisces, which can be a little frustrated while the Sun is in Aries on its own, squares Venus and Saturn (these planets form an opposition shortly into the day tomorrow). Burdens, responsibilities, lack, limitations, and problems can be magnified under the Venus-Saturn influence, particularly with regards to love, pleasure, and finances. 
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“To understand everything is to forgive everything”
~Buddha~


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Everyone wants answers. We want to understand so we can let go and forgive. But the answer is always within. The answer is not about needing to understand another’s actions but to understand your own position in the field so that you can see what the lesson is that you are learning and why that lesson is essential for your growth.
~Suzanne Wagner~