Suzanne Wagner is a devoted practitioner of the intuitive arts. She is a professional psychic, published author, and teacher. She currently works in California and Utah. She teaches classes on Tarot, Numerology, Palmistry, and Channeling. You may reach her at 707 354-1019.
Friday, December 02, 2016
Numerology/Astrology for 12/3/16 - Plus Personal Blog
Numerology/Astrology for 12/3/16
12/3/16 is the number 8. The
realization is hitting that it is going to not be a logical road ahead so that
means that the path is fraught with delusions and distortions that will need to
be played out harshly so that the real world teaches the lessons. There are
powerful moments when egos have taken over so strongly that reason goes out the
window and only the game of truth and consequences will work in the overall
scheme of things. Experience is the greatest teacher and often we only learn by
making choices and seeing outcomes of our choices. What concerns me is how so
much of this society blames others for their mistakes regardless of the facts
being presented. So this type of self-delusion is more difficult to change because
of how strongly people can hang on to their perspective. Such paths are never
easy for those not in the telepathic agreement field. Thus it is a game of
patience. Today, you are being asked to breathe in and out in as calm of a
fashion as possible. We are in the darkest times of the year and the icy, cold
winds are bringing those of consciousness into deep contemplation to explore
and discover the grief that needs to be felt, loved, and fully embraced. Life
is always in motion and in each life there are moments of expansion and
contraction. Notice what you are feeling and then notice if that feeling is
reflected in the outer world. The challenge is going to be to bring your full
awareness to the here and now and to expand your narrow view into a greater global
and world view. You cannot deny what is going on in the outer world because
there is no outer or inner. It is all one and it is all a reflection of who you
are and what your personal purpose is in this world. The Moon continues its
transit of Capricorn until 2:45 PM EST, and you are drawn to practical
activities and goals. A sextile between Mars and Capricorn's ruler, Saturn,
suits the Capricorn Moon's energies well. Work takes on definite shape, and you
can see results from your efforts. This gives you a sense of responsibility and
a feeling of directedness and purposefulness. It's a good time to temper your
energy, pace ourselves productively, and exercise better judgment. This is also
a strong time for getting organized. Traditional methods work, and thoroughness
brings rewards. The Moon ends its transit of Capricorn at 2:45 PM EST when it
enters Aquarius. With the Moon in Aquarius, you seek to be fair and supportive
while maintaining your independence.
If passion drives you, let reason hold
Take a breathe
and know that the road ahead is going to be one where you are going to need
consistency and stamina to move in constructive ways into the future. Nothing
is going to be easy. The shock of what is going to be ahead is going to shake
the very core of what you know to be true about your world. That is why you
have to know yourself deeply and use that core and center to be able to not
panic or become really down and depressed. The answers that many were hoping
for are evaporating as we speak but the level of self-deception that continues
to desire hope even in the face of reality hitting them is the most amazing
level of delusion that any of us have seen in modern history. Only in WWII did
Germany succeed in creating an atmosphere of such distortion that the masses
became caught in such a huge game of mind control. It is up to you to remain in
a place of awakened presence and to hold a place of truth regardless of the
projection of mass mental control that people in power are now going to exert on
your reality. Realize that this is a form of brain washing. There are people
who can create an energy pattern where you see what you want to see or you see
what they want you to see. The only antidote to awakening from such a strong
illusion is a quality of total destruction. I am afraid that this is going to
be a very painful process. So hold tight to your truth. Protect your family and
know that you need to stay very awake to the trends and patterns that will
unfold that can affect you. This is going to require some very forward thinking
and planning. I would suggest that there are going to be some lean times ahead
so preparation for the worst even if it doesn't happen is probably a good idea
as we go into the future. ~Suzanne
Numerology/Astrology for 12/2/16 - Plus Personal Blog
Numerology/Astrology for 12/2/16
12/2/16 is the number 7. It is time
to begin the creation of a personal strategy that will allow you to move
forward in a constructive way but one that does not sell out your personal
values and truths. The journey ahead is going to be long and so it is in these
moments when you recognize that the length of the global shift is going to be
one that takes the rest of this life and probably more. Therefore you have to
step into your own personal journey towards awakening and enlightenment. It is
often in the harshest of times that the only recourse is to do the inner work,
as the outer work will require a greater force than one person. So having your
own deeply centered wisdom is the only way that you can effectively communicate
to a world in chaos. Only your personal awakening will expand your aura in such
a way that you may begin to be able to inspire and expand others out of the
limitations in which they find themselves. It is time to change the flow of
your life towards a pattern that will allow you to move beyond the density inside
and outside. From that place you will find the magic again. The Moon is in
practical Capricorn all day, and while you seek out definition and structure
under this influence, a Venus-Neptune semi-square may first break these down
the patterns that are not working in the first half of the day. Venus-Neptune
challenges your perceptions, particularly regarding people and how negativity
is actually creating the experience of pleasure for some. That is a big thing
to look at. Can you see that just like a cancer feeds on CO2 rather than Oxygen
so to you can become a cancer to yourself and feed on negative energy over
love. What is the end result of such a thing. Death of the organism upon which
it feeds. It is love and light that will feed the soul. Yet holding that love
in a strong and powerful place inside while on the outside so much negativity
is being cultivated and worshiped is difficult. Because that kind of negativity
feeds on ignorance and hurting of innocent and less consciously aware people.
It is time to seek out constructive ways to explore your deeper spiritual
needs. Mercury enters Capricorn today and will stay in the sign longer than its
average three weeks, until January 4th and then from January 12th to February
7th, 2017, due to an upcoming retrograde. While Mercury is in Capricorn, your
thinking is methodical, and your focus is sober and practical. It is easier to
concentrate on the task at hand under this influence, particularly if its
usefulness is apparent. Your conversations may be quite realistic or focused on
business/practical matters. Your thought patterns and communication styles
become more logical, orderly, and organized. You are more able to sort out what
is relevant and essential. Realism finally begins to enter the picture and your
speech becomes clear, concise, and no-nonsense. Right now precision is going to
be very important to guide this chaos in as constructive way as possible. You
need to be wary of becoming too rigid in your thinking under this influence,
because if you do this the wrong way, you words may come across as cold or
harsh. For some, there is a fine line between realism and pessimism. Just think
of if you watch yourself on a video 5 years from now what you will think of
yourself. How are your words and actions actually coming across to others. It
would probably be a good exercise to video yourself with your phone and voice
what you are feeling. then take a look at it a week from now and honestly
analyze how you look and how you come across. Do you look happy? Do you bitter
and angry? Do you look like a calm organized person or do you look like an
emotional mess that is fractured in your thinking? Is your argument logical and
sound or is your argument filled with emotional vindictiveness and a quality
that you want to hurt others. ~Suzanne Wagner~
To conquer oneself is a greater task
than conquering others.
Here is an honest and grounded
perspective that I feel is very real.
Numerology/Astrology for 12/1/16 - Plus Personal Blog
Numerology/Astrology for 12/1/16
12/1/16 is the number 6. The number
6 calls out to the spirit of St. Hildegard to support you in your continuing
journey forward in this life. Hildegard’s visions caused her to see humans as
“living sparks” of God’s love, coming from God as daylight comes from the sun.
Sin (dark energies) destroyed the original harmony of creation. And it was
Christ’s redeeming death and resurrection that opened up new possibilities. What
is dying within you right now? When you willing lay your old life on the alter
of destruction that is how your soul is redeemed. Within you is that spark and
it is up to you to figure out how to allow that spark to grow and expand so
that it touches all those you love. While there is very forward-looking,
resilient energy with us now, with Chiron stationary and turning direct today,
there can be some emotional vulnerability. Emotional truths about matters
you’ve been avoiding or confused about begin to emerge now and in the coming
weeks. Expect these truths to not be comfortable but they serve to motivate you
to take appropriate and potentially new action. Mars forms a trine with Jupiter
today, and you are brave, direct, and confident. You are looking for new
challenges today. This can point to taking action to improve yourself or better
your life. Do your best to be optimistic and enthusiastic, certain that your
actions will be well-received or will lead to better circumstances, and your
positive attitude can attract winning situations now. Be careful because your
more adventurous and competitive sides can emerge now. ~Suzanne Wagner~
“Life has a way to testing a persons
will, either by having nothing happen at all or by having everything happen at
What does your life stand for?
What will be you legacy and what is it that others will remember the most about
you when you are gone? When you die what will be the defining moment of this
life that you will recognize as a moment when your soul shone through with such
power and courage that it will give you the momentum to propel yourself past
the domain of fear and into the next level of conscious expansion. I have said
it before but I will say it again, that I believe we are all down here on this
planet to learn to overcome fear. This dimension is filled with things that
cause you to contract and to make you small. You are beings of light and love
and it is your personal challenge to find out how to move through the fear that
you have chosen with this DNA and this body in this lifetime. I was blessed
that the guides and angels told me this when I was very young and that truth
has been one of the guiding principals of my life. I recognized that I was
afraid of everything. I was afraid of change, doing things wrong, having people
be upset at me, disappointing others, failing, not getting to my goals, not
being able to find my courage at the critical moment, etc.
I know that each of us have
all these fears and have been working on finding ways to expand beyond the
limitations the fear creates in our world. I remember going on my first fire walk
and standing in front of the coals and asking for permission to walk. Now, you
are not supposed to walk until you get a clear “Yes!” in your head. So over and
over again, I walked up to the burning coals and even from 6 feet away I could
feel my skin burning and the heat choking the air in my lungs. And each time I
stood there asking permission, the fire showed me the many places in life where
I had not had the courage in the face of fear. Movie after movie of my life
showed me the multitude of places that the fear had overridden the courage
inside my soul. Each time I could see the collapse and shame from not being
able or willing to stand up for someone or something. Even when I knew what was
right, there were moments I failed to show up to my potential again and again. And
because of that others got hurt. Others suffered because of my unwillingness to
stand up and speak the truth and to be a beacon of love. Each of those moments
were tests from the divine and God to help be find courage to do what was right
over what was convenient. The lesson was to listen to my heart and the deeper
principals of life and love over the words of others or following the herd
Finally, there was a moment
when something shifted inside of me. And now, I spoke in my mind to the fire
and I said, “I am going to walk across this fire even if you burn my feet. I am
not going to allow fear to define this life for me.”
And then I heard the fire say,
And I walked across those hot
coals and I remember that it felt like walking across popcorn. No heat, no
pain, just the sensation of walking on popcorn.
When I got to the other side I
had a revelation. Nothing on this planet is designed to hurt you. If fire will
not hurt you then everything in this reality is just an illusion. It is like we
are in a big holodeck (like on a spaceship).
In that moment I understood
how gurus could sit and meditate in the middle of crocodiles. How your perceptions
add to and help co-create this world in which we live. Where we are in
agreement is where the world appears to be consistent. Where we are different
is where we fight and create conflict. And even within that reality, each
person is actually in their own bubble of perception which clouds their
judgment and shapes their world and therefore their reactions, struggles, and
responses. This is an amazing world in which we live. I believe that this world
was designed perfectly for each person to learn to work through fear.
The fear of this dimension is
never going to go away. What will happen is that you will finally see through
the illusion of your own fear and step out of this reality completely. This is
a world that creates war and conflict. This is a world that creates suffering
and pain. When you begin to awaken you understand that and then you have a
choice. That choice is to look at what you are willing to do that will define
your soul as to what you stand for. Are you willing to confront how the external
reflects your internal state of being and find the courage and strength of your
soul that exists in the domains beyond fear. If you are afraid of this
dimension just think how terrifying all the others will be once you move beyond
Numerology/Astrology for 11/30/16 - Plus Personal Blog
Numerology/Astrology for 11/30/16
11/30/16 is the number 5. The
number 5 is again attempting to get our feet firmly on the ground and to find
the doorway to healing and personal transformation. The path ahead is rocky,
hilly, treacherous, and filled with unknown twists and turns. But you have this
one path and that is the path that you must walk. Each person will feel
challenged in the way that is aligned with his or her karmic lessons. All paths
lead home. Some are faster and some are slower. It is up to you to determine
how quickly this difficult time will take. Choose willingness over resistance.
Choose to open and listen to all positions and perspectives and recognize the
suffering of others even in the face of your own suffering. No ones pain is
more important than another. With
the Sun forming you must consider your spiritual needs first, which might at
this point seem to contradict your plans and goals; or you may need to confront
the ways in which reality is not measuring up to your ideals. It is time to
find ways to incorporate imagination and spirit into your life. Know that this
energy can create problems feeling motivated. This influence takes away all
security and all sense of certainty. You can either go with that flow or resist
it and feel lost and without direction. Concentrating on artistic or spiritual
pursuits is better than focusing on things that require straightforward,
factual thinking because right now nothing makes any sense. Chiron is
stationing direct, exact tomorrow. Launches of new projects should probably
wait. The Moon is in Sagittarius all day. ~Suzanne Wagner~
How like herrings and onions our vices
are in the morning after we have committed them.
You cannot open a closed mind.
You cannot open a mind that is defending itself. Understand that defensiveness
is an indication of a deeper internal conflict is happening. Being “right” in
our world is a very important thing and to have validation makes a soul feel
good about themselves. But learning to defend that position in the face of
obvious distortions, over time, always becomes more and more difficult.
My father used to say, “People
most of the time don’t change. Most of the time what you see is exactly what
It is our illusions and
projections of change onto others of our own internal darkness and our desire
to make that emptiness whole again inside that creates an atmosphere of
self-deception. You are not defending that person’s actions on the outside, you
are defending your own desire to evolve and change your own darkness into
consciousness. I support the journey of each person to heal his or her own
darkness. I support and understand you wanting to defend your ability to evolve
and change. Now, it is time for you to separate your own personal journey from
a projection that you have on another person. Stop defending a person who is
doing things that cause others obvious harm. Stop defending a person who lashes
out like a small child when they do not get their way. Stop defending a person
who is clearly only interested in their own welfare and not the integrity of
the institution that they are supposed to be defending.
I had a dream last night and
it was about a bunch of politicians all rushing around like children with those
Big Wheel Tricycles. They all had out of proportion heads and small child
bodies and they were yelling and whining just like 2 year olds wanting their
way and pushing and punching the other kids to get what they wanted. I remember
even in the dream thinking, “This is what we have come to as a country. We have
people in charge still on and evolutionary level where they are on the
playground pinching, punching, and scratching the others in order to claim
dominance. None of these politicians ever got past the 2 year old stage of
development and now they are going to run the country from a perspective of
that immature place. We are a country with a lot of people in charge with big
heads, big egos, and only a desire for power and to win.”
Like the Avatar movie as the
main female character (Neytiri) said to the human (Jake Sully) in the avatar
body, “Don’t Thank! You don’t thank for this! This is sad, very sad only. All
this is your fault. They did not need to die. YOUR FAULT! Your fault. You’re
like a baby making noise. You don’t know what to do! Stupid! Ignorant like a
This is our country right now
and these are our leaders. It is sad….very sad.
Numerology/Astrology for 11/29/16 - Plus Personal Blog
Numerology/Astrology for 11/29/16
11/29/16 is the number 4. The
number 4 once again attempts to help us find a new balance. (Which has been
hard to accomplish under these circumstances.) Holding the duality in your soul
in perfect balance is going to take practice and fortunately you are going to
have a lot of time to do just that. Regardless, it is all about your life, your
choices, your actions, and your karma that is what you will be working on.
Never has that been more obvious than now. The external world will do what it
is going to do. You will have to do your best to maintain the truth and values
that allow your soul to progress forward and not allow external circumstances to
pull you backwards into the dangerous past and history that has caused so much
suffering. The world is going through the throws of a major death and it is up
to you and the connections you have with those you consider your spiritual
family to join together and hold true to each other and find the way to be in
alignment and keep open conversations where all feel heard. That does not mean
you will get the answers you like. That does not mean everyone will agree with
you. What it does mean is that each of you will be confronted with the delusion
of your slant and the projection of your unhealed shadow. Remember, if you find
anger coming back at you, then deep down inside you are angry. It is time to go
look deeply at how your choices are a reflection of that anger even if your
higher functioning mind believes that you are not angry. No one wants to look
at the dark energies inside and how they erupt in your life is going to cause
you to have to really look deeper inside than you have ever done before. If you
find yourself being afraid, notice where you have been pretending that you are
fine and not afraid. How has fear constricted you into playing it safe and not
putting your essence out there because of fear of rejection and ridicule? This
is a level of social acceptance that is a place of brain development that in
many has not matured into a place of center and wisdom yet. This is a wonderful
moment to allow that maturity to begin and evolve. You will be a better person
by allowing yourself to see the opposite not as a problem but as a piece of
information that is essential for you to find a healthier inner and outer
balance. The New Moon occurs this morning at 7:19 AM EST in the sign of
Sagittarius, and a new cycle begins. It's a time when finally you might be able
to focus on some of the constructive traits of the sign of the Archer, which
are optimism, enthusiasm, adventurousness, honesty, and independence. Take a
moment to consider how to incorporate these qualities into your life. Now it is
important to make a conscious effort to focus on the goals ahead that will
increase your knowledge and awareness. When you are armed with truth it gives
you the courage to expand your horizons, and gain confidence and optimism
through a broader perspective. You can too easily get lost in the false news on
the internet, but with this potent Sagittarius energy, you can find ways to get
to the truth whether that is what you want to hear or not. With that
information you can nurture your faith, hope, and vision. Because Sagittarius
thinks in big terms, be careful to not overdo your expectations that you have
on yourself, others, and the world situation. With the New Moon in a square
relationship with Neptune in Pisces on the Nodal axis this will get magnified.
Venus squares Uranus today, presenting a potential challenge or struggle.
Values and tastes may clash, and group activities may suffer as a result.
Impulsive attractions to both people and material goods can lead you astray.
Avoid impulse buys at this time. Some instability, restlessness, and
rebelliousness is possible in romantic relationships. You may not see eye to
eye, and you might be taken off guard by unexpected events. You may struggle
with freedom versus intimacy issues at this time. Truth will win regardless of
if it shows up in the freedom area or the intimacy area. Hold off on decision-making
with regards to finances, as there is a tendency to act on a whim rather than
reason. However, Venus sextiles Chiron, and there is a simultaneous drive for
intimacy and sharing. You are finally beginning to see the beauty in human
weaknesses. ~Suzanne Wagner~
Positive politics is the arousal of our collective
activated for the purpose of healing the world.
As we move into the holiday it
is good to remember that we are going into the darkest time of the year and as
such those with seasonal depression disorder and other mood challenges that
this can be one of the most difficult times of the year for many. The recent
events have pulled many into places of despair that they have never felt in a
long time and I have tried to do my best to reach out to those and get them out
of the house and moving in directions that shift the focus off the fear and
anger and into more constructive patterns and behaviors. This year it is
particularly difficult and so staying present to the suffering of others and
helping them through it when it is appropriate is a good thing to pay attention
to. Just remember that so many are hurting, don’t spread yourself too thin. You
have only so much energy and time to give when you also are working on your
deepest self. Be aware of if you are using “rescuing” others as an avoidance of
your own inner work.
Numerology/Astrology for 11/28/16 - Plus Personal Blog
Numerology/Astrology for 11/28/16
11/28/16 is the number 3. The
number 3 is attempting to help everyone reframe the negative to the positive.
But the divide internally and externally has never been more obvious. Inside
you is a side that is divine and there is also one who is a tempted energy that
cannot help but express what you are feeling. We see the split inside and that
becomes magnified in the external world. Each of us is attempting to learn to
find the balance between the light and the dark, the love and the hate, the
fear and the compassion. Unfortunately the healing that needs to happen is not
easy or quick and so you are going to be learning how to hold that duality
right in front of your face for quite a while. Be patient with yourself and
others. You are
attempting to break free of the intense emotional drama that has been the last
two plus days as we come out of the Dark Moon in Scorpio. There is a deep and
dark purging of energies that have been hidden in this Moon energy that is
within you. You have to decide and define your values and ask the question,
“What can you let go of? What position are you hanging onto? You cannot keep
holding this much energy, anger, and pain. Yes, it needs to move. Yes, you need
to let it be puked out of your body because this negativity that you are
holding inside is very toxic and must be released. You have to break free of
the emotional traps of that you are hanging onto. You have to find a way to
look higher and above this energy that wants to pull the world into more
suffering. It is time to look ahead and somehow we have to find how to stand in
joy even if you are feeling all this intensity. Do not let the duality pull you
out of balance. It is going to be very difficult. It is going to take until
Monday to break out of this terribly upsetting place. Notice the story is
shifting. Notice that you are in a deep and painful ending. Notice that Venus
has come off of Pluto but it is also squaring Uranus. You have to find
relationships that help us define who we really are. The Moon is in Scorpio
until 3:46 PM EST, after which it transits Sagittarius. The Scorpio Moon is
observant, strategic, emotional, and intense, and the Sagittarius Moon is
exploratory, philosophical, and spontaneous. The Moon is Balsamic today, and with
a New Moon occurring tomorrow morning, you will want to finish up loose ends.
It's best not to start anything new during this phase of the Moon, as it is a
time of endings. Reflection is favored over innovation now. ~Suzanne Wagner~
In relation to the chaos and upset over this election. Teal
Swan is a teacher who supports people in feeling through what they are feeling
fully and gives permission for what each person feels.
“The reason that somebody is not taking action out of fear is
that they do not have the capacity to hold the space for that fear. And that
happens when we grow up in a society that does not allow us to feel emotion. We
learn that we can take action even if it scares us. But we are never going to
be able to get the whole world to take action even though it scares the hell
out of them. Demonstrate by example that there are those who do have the
capacity to hold fear and take action also. This is an emotional awakening for
the planet. Fear is an accurate way to feel in this circumstance.”
We are all on the fast track
of learning and we have no choice but to look at the collective consciousness
that has created massive global upset all at the same time. Now this is not
surprising because of the astrology but lets just say that the personal hits
that each person feels regardless of their choices or positions is pretty equal
on both sides of the fence. Each of us is being used as a tool for global
awakening. Refusing to tell yourself the truth about your choices and actions
is a choice. That choice is simply showing you where you have fallen asleep and
that part is attempting to awaken and come back into your consciousness. It
forces you to look at your deep-seated anger and rage that you have allowed to
fester within. Now, please know that this is true on both sides of that fence.
Each side has been sitting on huge emotions and unwilling to look at them so
now we have this huge mirror showing us the parts of ourself that we did not
want to look at. Regardless of if you feel righteous in your position, you are
angry, hurt, and upset. It is not about what the others are saying that oppose
your position. It is whether you can hold that strong of a reflection of deep
internal divide in your core and work with it. What others say that triggers
you is what you believe about yourself. There is a huge chunk to swallow. If
you know in your core that you are a good person then what others do or say
will not matter because you know the truth all the way to your core. But if you
are upset and hurt by the words and anger that is being spoken by others then
you are also angry. You cannot hide behind righteous indignation. I have a
favorite phrase that I remember when I am in these situations. It goes like
this; “The meaning of my communication is the result I produce.” That means
that if you think you are being reasonable but someone reacts in anger at you
then you are angry. Take a look at that mirror. It is hard to stomach and
swallow but that is the very bitter pill all of us have to look at to move
forward. It means that you might be clever enough to think that you have worded
things in a reasonable way but deep down someone hears a very different thing.
That is because 80% of language is non-verbal. That is a huge amount. Meaning
that others read your tone, body language, the negation in the angle of your
head and mouth, they see the intensity in your eyes, and they feel the rigidity
of your body as it move into defensive postures. So regardless of your
carefully constructed words that defend your position and actions there is a
very real and raw undercurrent that is also loudly communicating to others.
That is the reflection that you cannot see. That is the reflection that you
have to deal with that is a not nice part of yourself. Can you learn to love
that angry voice inside your body? Can you learn to accept and allow others to
see your “dirty laundry”? Can you allow others to see the real you, not the
fabricated and carefully constructed you? This is a time for vulnerability.
That is what I see the great teachers doing. They are horrified with what has
transpired but they are very forthcoming and real about their own process to
find a new balance and to understand what is happening and how this is moving
each person towards a new understanding and awakening to a deeper and truer
self. No it is not fun to see so much anger out in the world. No it is not fun
to see so much fear in the world. But honor and admire those who are showing
that deep and vulnerable part of themselves in ways that are their attempt to
move into balance and to learn to hold that huge duality that they feel inside
and outside in equal proportions. If you are not doing that, if you are not
telling the truth, if you are not showing your vulnerable self, you are not
doing this moment in time and wave of change justice. This is a unique moment
to move quickly past your old self and discover a very new you but you have to
be willing to be very raw and real with what is going on inside of you. You
cannot grow in a vacuum. You cannot expand truth if you do not allow the lies
out. It is just the nature of this dualistic world.
Suzanne Wagner Poem - The New World Order of America
The New World Order
What has happened to the
world I knew?
In a moment of time away it flew.
Into a cuckoo’s nest of distorted anger and hate.
Into a world where those negative people found an open gate.
While in our illusion we had so safely sat,
The darkness of the world snuck in like a rat.
In the Civil War we fought for all men to be free
People fought and died on the ideal of equality.
But those that had the hate in their heart
Did not let it go so that anger could depart.
Instead they hid it deep in the darkness of their chest
And let it rot, fester, and continue to detest.
What frightens me the most is that when we look back
The pain did not heal it just turned a darker black.
It survived the generations and was passed through time.
It lives in the genes and the DNA like a toxic slime.
Then as it grew it began to infect
Others who were naïve and had a feeling of neglect.
It was so subtle at first that they did not see
That they were becoming an instrument of an atrocity.
I know that this is how the light shows us the dark
That we ignored and refused to remark.
But now it is here and it is a tough road ahead.
It is a darkness that has taken over and is wanting to spread.
It is up to you to find your own way.
It is up to you to not be afraid.
It is your choice where you will stand.
When the forces of darkness attempt to command.
We each have a choice. We each have a path.
We each have a soul and our own personal karmic map.
But what I know is that the battles I have fought
In my past I can feel as knots.
Those knots are the places where I sold out in fear
Those knots are the karmic warning to speak up when others jeer.
This moment attempts to pull us back over a hundred years.
To a place where the darkness inside others justified death and tears.
It has already begun and the damage has split the country in two.
It will take even longer now to attempt to undo
What one man whose desire for power and hate,
Took us off the cliff of sanity and fair debate.
You are here for this moment in time
To save the world from his lies and war crimes.
You have to stand up for what you believe.
You have to love regardless of the hate you perceive.
You have to own the shadow in you that you see in him.
Your longing for personal power allowed you to help him win.
There is no easy answer and no quick door.
This is a type of primal suffering and uproar.
That you have not seen at any point and time.
It is a throw back to when powerful people used others to do their crimes.
Where you stand and what you will do,
Is completely up to your courage and karmic due.
If you stand in the place of love and light
If you want to protect the land and what is right.
I will stand with you and protect your back.
I will face what comes and together we will crack
A column of light to pierce through that dark
To show the way for others to find and reclaim their heart.
I am a professional psychic, publisher author, teacher, and speaker. I work also as a spiritual motivator, intuitive coach, and motivational speaker. I work with individuals and companies to find ways to maximize the inner and outer potentials in work and life.
I have been exploring of consciousness and spirituality throughout my life. My work involves helping people to unravel the patterns within that do not allow the fullest expression of their soul to be seen. I do work with couples on relationships and I teach workshops on Palmistry, Numerology, Tarot, Channeling, and Intimacy.
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