Wednesday, May 27, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 5/28/15
Today is the number 5. You might notice that there is some resentment coming up around the restrictions in your life and where you have too many responsibilities. You will feel like you want to run away from all the restrictions but instead it is better to adapt and become more versatile and flexible in your approach. Move from the place of understanding and courage. There will be moments when it feels as if life is overriding and overwhelming your senses. Take a moment and close your eyes and mantra, “I am safe.” Let that feeling calm your nervous system and ground you back into your body. The Moon is in Libra all day. There are nice exchanges between the Moon and the Sun, Mercury, and Mars, all in Gemini. This can be a strong idea day. You are flexible, optimistic, and flirtatious. Your mind is working overtime, and you can be quite focused on finding answers and enjoying yourself in the process. Retrograde Mercury is returning towards a square to Neptune, which first happened while Mercury was direct on the 8-9. There can be some tendency to overlook or misinterpret facts and instructions under this influence. Because of this you might want to wait before you make any big decisions. You are seeing through a veil because of Neptune’s illusionary quality so what you see may not be what you get. It would be best to not sign on the dotted line right now and wait for this square to not be exact. If you do you will notice something that you did not see later and you will be glad you waited.
~Suzanne Wagner~


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One must be willing to stand alone—in the unknown, with no reference to the known or the past or any of one’s conditioning. One must stand where no one has stood before in complete nakedness, innocence, and humility. One must stand in that dark light, in that groundless embrace, unwavering and true to the Reality beyond all self, not just for a moment but forever without end; for then that which is sacred, undivided, and whole is born within consciousness and begins to express itself. That expression is the salvation of the whole. It is the activity of an inward revolution brought down into time and space.
~Adyashanti~

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Learning to move from the place of organic, authentic, essence requires you to be willing to stand in your darkness and feel into that which is hidden inside. Are you presenting your full energetic expression? Are you hiding something that is actually more fabulous than you can imagine? Do you even know what you are hiding? The willingness to look inside with the eyes of innocence and wonder is what is being asked for today. Decide that you are willing to be your fullness. Decide that you are going to be a great explorer into the mystery of your life. You are beautiful beyond belief. You are holding magnificence that you are not aware of. Discover what you have overlooked within. Discover how much more you have to gift this reality.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, May 25, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 5/26/15
Today is the number 3. So think of it that attitude is everything. Your attitude is what will make or break this day. Yes, I know that after Memorial Day Weekend it is a drag to get back to work, so Tuesday is like Monday but it is going to be a shorter week and the Wild Women Symposium is next weekend! Yea! Start your Summer off just right and jump start the energy by unlocking the part of yourself that wants to be free, wild, adventurous, and full of new ideas and perspectives. Everyone needs a little “Me” time. Explore all that you are. You are way more than your present experience and reality. You can be very interested in producing, analyzing, fixing problems, and sorting things out today with this Virgo Moon and Mercury and Mars approaching a conjunction. Taking care of business is a major theme now. There is a lot to get done. You will want to get organized and get back to basics. Clean out that garage, closets, and get that garden going. Once you do that you will feel as if you are back on top of your reality. Keeping busy and making headway satisfies tremendously and it will be especially important to channel excess mental energy constructively or you may feel nervous, impatient, and irritable without a good channel for expressing this energy.
~Suzanne Wagner~


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If there is anything to get used to on this path, it is repetition of pattern. The fall back to habitual ways is a natural part of the journey home. Like turtles, we stick our head out until it becomes too uncomfortable, and then we retreat to the safety and familiarity of our shell. The time we spend under the shell can be just what we need to integrate new experiences into our usual ways of being. So long as we persist in sticking our head back out a little further each time, we continue to grow. Three steps forward, two steps back, is still progress...
~Jeff Brown~

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It is a great day to stick your head out of that shell and try something new. Every experience you choose to have adds wisdom. Remember that the story you make up about an experience colors that piece of information throughout your life. Choose to create stories that support your compassionate heart to open. Remember that there are always many sides to all stories. Allow for all perspectives and remain open for more information to shade and color your own story to give it depth. There is always another kernel of truth that you can glean from every experience. Allow your experience to not be static stories but to be an evolving process of growth.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Sunday, May 24, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 5/25/15
Today is the number 20. Today there is a great danger in making unbalanced decisions and realize that you must learn to work carefully and bide your time so that you make appropriate choices that manifest the positive outcome your heart really wants. In this moment your head, mind, and ego will probably lead you to the “dark side” of your personality. Before you let it out of your mouth you might want to take a pause and rethink it from the perspective of your heart instead. The good and evil inside may want to express in any situation. It is important to hear both sides and look underneath to the attachments motivating those choices. Before you decide, ask the question, “How will I feel about this decision 10 years from now?” I know that during outbursts sometimes you want to release stress. And getting heavy energy out of you feels good. But look to see if you are spewing it all over another. That would not be the way to move today. The energies of the day are complicated. The Sun semi-squares Uranus and Venus squares Uranus, so that you will feel especially sensitive to situations that feel too confining or limiting. There can be interruptions in schedules and unreliability, but these can prompt you to take interesting detours from your usual routines. Impulsive attractions to both people and material goods might lead you off your path, so be careful. And desires can have unusual or misleading consequences, particularly with Mars square Neptune also in play. You may have a hard time staying focused and organized, and both energy and motivation levels can be variable. You may be seeing what you want to see rather than what is really there. This is not an ideal time for new beginnings or major decisions. The day's energies encourage you to let go of rigidity.
~Suzanne Wagner~


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"The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion."
~Albert Camus~

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Think of your life as a constant rebellion to patterns that no longer serve your greatest self and highest expression. Think of how much our world would grow if you refused to maintain the dysfunctional patterns presently in your life. If you thought beyond the present and looked to the greater future you would probably do things differently. Look at those of us that bought organic way before it was the norm and more popular. Our slight discomfort in our wallets severed the process to support organic farmers struggling to survive in a world where cheap food was more the norm. Through the good force of will and the slight discomfort to our wallets we co-created a movement that served a greater world shift. What can you do today that makes you just a bit uncomfortable but that might help create a major shift into the future. Little things you do can over time create a huge shift in the reality. Instant gratification is perhaps no longer the socially acceptable place to stand.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Saturday, May 23, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 5/24/15
Today is the number 10. Each one of us needs to be able to pick ourself up and begin again. There is tremendous power when you can let the past go. Life is to be lived. Wallowing is not worth the waste of precious energy. Step up to the next level of reality that is calling to you. Everyone needs to wake up and recognize that locking up in a pattern causes physical stress, emotional upset, and spiritually does not allow for the higher vibrations to infuse the moment.  The Moon is in creative Leo today, stimulating your desire to share and create, and aligning with Jupiter minutes into the day, boosting your confidence in yourself and in life itself. You tend to be more romantic and generous with your feelings, and you take pride in your accomplishments or creations. Today is strong for camaraderie, cooperative action, domestic activities, and strengthening relationships with people you love. You can feel especially confident in your ability to take on challenges and solve problems.
~Suzanne Wagner~


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“As I walked out the door toward the gate that would lead to my freedom, I knew it I didn’t leave my bitterness and hatred behind, I’d still be in a prison.”
~Nelson Mandela~

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If the position you hold firm to does not allow for you to feel spiritual freedom then you are locked in a battle of egos. If what you say or do leaves a bitter taste in your mouth and creates a negative response in others you are not free you are locked in the duality of right and wrong. Today, look for the place where everyone can stand in acceptance and awareness of each other. Find the place where you share a common ground and a shared experience of love. You can love others but not completely agree with them. Look for the love always. It is easy to find the problems but much harder to find the place where the journey is always about the solutions.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Friday, May 22, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 5/23/15
Today is the number 9. As such it is a good idea to pay attention to your intuition and the small messages that are coming to your awareness. Subtle is better that overt today. Little things mean a lot and people are going to a little hypersensitive. Err on the side of love and kindness. Everyone has been through a lot for the last few days and remember that you are not walking in their shoes. You do not know the stressors that are happening in everyone’s life. But know that normal has not been the dominant energy. Be creative and let the winds of change dance around you. Venus sesquiquadrate Saturn this morning can stimulate some feelings of being unappreciated or alone. There might be some concerns about money or social matters. However, as the day progresses, you will feel less burdened. The Moon is in Leo all day, harmonizing with Mercury and Mars, and with Mercury and Mars parallel today, you can be especially resourceful and willing to diversify, but perhaps a little impatient. You want to get things done and put ideas into motion, and can be especially productive in your studies or work. You may be anxious to analyze or resolve a past problem. You can be rather short or insensitive in your communications, so remember to be kind.
~Suzanne Wagner~


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Slowly but surely the drums that are playing in your soul will tremble loose everything that no longer honors your highest truth.
~Sharona Lautoe~

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I know you hear those drums beating things loose in your reality. There is a magnification happening that will force us all to make some changes and choices that allow for a major shift over the next few weeks. Life has to keep going. Love has to be broken open at times and the walls that we have built up need to be broken down to let that love out. The walls that you are using to keep out those who love and care about you, do not serve who you are. It is the vulnerability that is the sweetness in life. It is perfect that you are not perfect. If you were perfect your ego could take you for a ride but that ride would be a lonely one. Do you really want to be alone? I don’t think any of us really want that. But knowing how to let others in when we are hurting is very difficult, especially in moments such as these. Let go. Open to you feelings. Let others know what is happening for you right now. You are never alone.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, May 21, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 5/22/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/22/15
Today is the number 8. Grief, death, transformation, sorrow, and loss are in the flow today, so take a breath and be willing to dive into the free fall of the abyss. Change comes from your willingness to admit the truth to yourself and to reach out for help. The Moon continues its transit of Cancer until 5:43 PM EDT, when it enters Leo. The Sun's annual opposition to Saturn occurs today, and you may experience a reality check of sorts. Interventions of all sorts and flavors will manifest when you least expect it. Your confidence may be undermined by feelings of doubt, pessimism, or guilt. Admit it you are feeling blocked, encountering obstacles to progress, and inhibitions feel right on the surface. While there can be some a feeling of being letdown at first, in the end you will discover that there is more love available if you are willing to reach out your hand. Your efforts to measure up to expectations can ultimately increase your confidence in your ability to be responsible for yourself. Focusing too much on your feelings may not be very productive right now. This is a time for reevaluating goals, taking into better account the limits of time and energy. It can be a good time for developing real solutions to long-term problems. At this time, you may recognize the need to adopt a humbler, more mature, and possibly more conservative approach.
~Suzanne Wagner~


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Question to Adyashanti: “Isn’t liberation ultimate stopping or resting? If one never lands, what does that life look like?”
Adyashanti’s answer: “Liberation is not stopping it’s cessation. The two are very different. Cessation means extinction. It means the death of identification. Stopping implies no motion, while cessation is the end of struggle. Stopping is what you do when the traffic light turns red. Cessation of struggle is like free-falling through space without a care in the world.”
~Adyashanti~

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Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 5/21/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 5/21/15
Today is the number 7. This number loves to figure things out and as we are in Gemini (a mental sign) the mind is going to want to have the answers to the issues that are up. The problem is that it is an intense day and the emotional energies are running really high. I find that when my emotions are feeling a bit out of control the best solution is to analyze and look at this strategically before I do anything. That would be the advice today though it is going to be very difficult to do that. Try to not let the energies uproot you and what you have been working so hard towards. You are going to feel what you are feeling. But remember feelings are always in motion and they do not stick around forever. The Sun enters Gemini today, where it will transit until June 21st. Knowledge and diversity is what will motivate you during this cycle. You may feel more sociable, intellectual, and insatiably curious under this influence. You will tend to scatter your energies as a result of this curiosity and the desire to know all of your options. You are more communicative and versatile, but you can also be unreliable. Three challenging aspects involving Pluto occur today, strongly bringing up issues of power, control, and fear. This is the final Jupiter-Pluto quincunx for a bit while Jupiter transits Leo, and this occurs in the morning. Your belief system could be challenged now, and the need for an adjustment in attitude may arise; or you might have to face narrow-mindedness in others (or in ourselves). Whatever you tackle now will pay off later. A Sun-Pluto Sun sesquiquadrate can bring fears and power issues to the surface. Venus opposes Pluto tonight, and there can be intense emotions and attractions, as well as confrontations or events that bring complex feelings and fears to a head. Today, you may be making uncomfortable discoveries, and while some may be helpful in the long run, you may be pushing too far for answers right now. Even with a the Sun in Gemini, if you don’t know the answer just wait.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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A strong woman, loves, forgives, walks away, lets go, tries again, and perseveres….no matter what life throws at her.
~Spiritual Inspriation.tmblr.com~

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There are moments when you might just want to throw in the towel. But this is not one of them. Something big is up and that something feels like it wants to tear you apart. It does! It wants you to tell yourself the truth about an old feeling and resentment that you have been harboring for a long time. It is very hard to look at your dark side and the parts that are still in upset, ego, and duality. Today you are going to try to make things into a right wrong, he said, she said. Try to not do that. Remember if you are in reaction then it is about you. Others do things that upset us but often they are just unconscious behaviors from their own mechanism and patterns. But when you take things personally you pull yourself into the density of your unresolved issues. Family is always the first to trigger us because family is almost always where we have the greatest karmic hit. Step out of the present upset and see where the root of that plant is hiding. Where did this begin? Is the pattern you are doing a constructive one? If not, try a very new pattern. Stop the fighting. Throw in the towel. Surrender up your old way. Be authentic, tell the truth, and let the past go.

~Suzanne Wagner~