Monday, May 30, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 5/31/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 5/31/16
5/31/16 is the number 9. The number 9 asks the question, “What are you completing?” For me personally, I am learning how to be a complete human being. Now, I know that sounds strange but being a part of this earth and becoming one with this place and time has always been challenging for me. I have spent my life running ahead and challenging myself again and again. Learning how to allow my human-ness to be okay and acceptable has been difficult. I have always wanted to be exceptional not ordinary. But there is something wonderful about the ordinary life. There is something wonderful about being fully embodied and connected to this amazing planet we are on. Today, recognize that right now you are perfect just as you are. Now, I am not saying that this place and space is your final result but what can you do that would allow this moment to completely fill you? There are blessings in not being at your goal yet. There are blessings in being a work in progress. But there are also blessings in seeing that right now, this is who you wanted to be to learn and grow. This body, this form, this consciousness, these yearnings, these drives, these longings are helping you evolve into a more awake and higher state of awareness than when you first came to this earth. Let the evolution of who you are be a completion today. Let this journey be full and life fulfilling right now. See the perfection and completion that is happening today. Enjoy it. Become one with it and celebrate what you have accomplished. With the Moon in Aries all day and harmonizing with the Sun in Gemini, you can be sharp, feel on top of things, and enthusiastic towards your future. There is a strong sociable quality to today but there is also a detachment that knows you can go it alone as well. This is a great day for marketing and selling your ideas. The Moon also harmonizes with Saturn, gently and pleasantly fueling your ambitions. A Pluto-Ceres square reminds us to avoid holding on too tightly to things that no longer serve us well. If there's a project or method that needs to evolve, you should recognize this and let it grow. The Aries Moon encourages initiative and starting fresh. What do you need to allow space and time to begin?
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"You can choose to be afraid but why?
You are here. You are on the wave
whether you like it or not.
You are going to have to choose a way
to get back to shore.
So why not choose with energy, gumption,
vitality, love, compassion, trust, and courage?"
~
Suzanne Wagner~




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Yesterday, I spent what I consider a very lazy day. In the morning my husband and I did some outdoors work to mow, weed, and clean up an area of our property. The sun was out and the air was perfect. We were working together in silence with a few words here and there. We chipped away at a big project and got a lot done, then came inside and did lunch and had a lovely relaxing afternoon with really nothing to do except enjoy the views outside and feed the birds. And yes, there was one small break to go feed the neighbors cats and dogs as their daughter got married this weekend and the whole family was out celebrating for the weekend wedding. I can’t tell you how lovely that was. To have a relatively normal day without a ton of things to do and to just work in a way that you see some small and tangible results but to not have to push or feel overwhelmed and overloaded. I was raised by two perfectionist parents who did not really know how to stop and so the times I have really slowed down and just enjoyed the moment are not as frequent as I would have liked. I have learned how to take very good care of myself and get massages, go to meditation retreats, personal growth workshops, yoga retreats, shamanic retreats, and in those I have learned how to stop and observe my thoughts, feeling, and to reflect on my actions without judgment. But just having a moment like yesterday was very life fulfilling and made me realize how far I have come and how much I have transformed by parents pattern into one that is more authentically my own.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Sunday, May 29, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 5/30/16 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 5/30/16
5/30/16 is the number 8. The number 8 brings in a feeling of hopelessness and despondency if you have not been dealing with things in your life a bit at a time. Hiding your head from the responsibilities that is life catches up to you eventually and it is in such moments that the reality hits hard as you wake up out of a place of illusion and suddenly see all the work that has to be done in your world. Life is what you make of it. That does not mean that you can fix everything or everyone but it does mean that the meaning that you give situations is either going to lift you up or pull you down. Today the potential pull down into the depths of despair are hard so you have to be ready to find the deeper meaning in what seems a potentially negative situation or event. Instead of asking “Why this is happening to you? Ask; “What can this event show me that will help me grow into a better person?” Events that do no go the way you planned are there to give you strength and courage. They are there to show you that life is full of many failures and few successes. And that each of those moments is wonderful if looked at from a more open pair of eyes. The Moon continues its transit of Pisces until 9:10 PM EDT, when it enters the first sign of the zodiac, Aries, and each of you has the opportunity to begin a new cycle. A semi-square between Venus and Uranus today can stimulate a desire to shake up the routine in your relationships, although if you are not aware of this, you may act out or act on whims. There can be unusual attractions to people and things. You may deal with freedom versus closeness issues in your relationships. A trine between Mercury and Pluto suggests an opportunity to gain a mental advantage. Your mental faculties are attuned to otherworldly impressions, offering you increased insight, psychological understanding and awareness, and focused attention. You are drawn to looking for truths and to unexplored topics and ideas in your sphere and reality.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Life is like a piano. White keys are happy moments and black keys are sad moments. But remember both keys are played together to give sweet music.
~Shinzoo.com~




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What would bring you joy today? What would help you step beyond the confines of the mind’s melancholy and help you reach beyond the past events and into the joy that can be found in this present moment? Take a moment to breathe into this moment now. See the beauty that beacons you to find the answers not in the past and not if you are able to find some future illusion… but in the now. This moment right now is a turning point if you wish it. This moment right now can become a resting point for the mind. This moment can change the course of your life if you listen to the calling of your heart.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Saturday, May 28, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 5/29/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 5/29/16
5/29/16 is the number 7. I think the number 7 is the number of the great mystics. It is the number that wants to understand the mathematical patterns that hold the universe together. It is the observer of natural phenomena. It is that overview that there is a rhythm, sound, and pattern that holds all life together. And if one could understand the pattern one could begin to manipulate that pattern into something that shifted the outcome in subtle ways. Then the more you became one with that pattern you could continue to affect the trajectory of life and experience on this planet. Today, I find that I want to put my intention into shifting this infective negativity on the planet in a way that brings humanity out of this darkness of causing each other perpetual suffering and into the exquisite potential that has always been life. I see the pattern of negativity out there but I no longer want to play. How many of you out there are willing to make that choice right now to no longer voice anything negative? This will have to be a group effort as so much chronic destructive energy is being spewed out there in reality that it will take a combined effort and pattern to shift humanity off this edge of destructive negativity. Join me in shifting the consciousness of earth into a place that all of us want to live. Let the number 7 give us a new rhythm that breathes another reality into being. A Last Quarter Moon is exact this morning at 8:12 AM EDT, when the Sun in Gemini forms a square with the Moon in Pisces. The Last Quarter Moon phase points to some sort of crisis of consciousness and I know that I am feeling it today. After basking in the awareness symbolized by the full light of the Moon at the time of last week's Full Moon, it is time to disperse your knowledge and come to a point when humanity needs you to sort out what works from what doesn't--in preparation for next week's New Moon. This is not the best time to start a major project, as the decreasing light of the Moon symbolizes that we are all descending into the darkness of the unconscious. It's time to begin finishing up the details of some projects that have been lingering. It is time to be more mature and to be more objective in what we witness around us for the next few days. The Moon is in Pisces all day, activating an ongoing T-square aspect involving Neptune, Jupiter, and Saturn, and this can suggest some ups and downs with expectations.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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When a certain number of people come together rand they choose at a moment in time to create a precise emotion in their hearts, that emotion literally can intentionally influence the very fields that sustain the life on planet earth.
~Gregg Braden~




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What would it take for you today to see beyond all the negativity that is out there on the planet? What would it take for you to recognize that humanity has been doing horrible things for thousands of years and that regardless of that truth, you can either contribute to the world in a positive way or you can allow the darker parts of human existence collapse you into the lowest patterns and density that is out there. Till my dying breath, I choose to believe that humanity can find a way through this ridiculous bigotry and hatred. I choose to support life fulfilling patterns and concepts and stand up to those spewing negativity, distortion, and words that break down a society rather than build it up to its potential. Will you join me? Will you be a voice in the fear based reality or one that holds the energy of human potential to make this world a better place when you are no longer here?
~Suzanne Wagner~

Friday, May 27, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 5/28/16 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 5/28/16
5/28/16 is the number 6. I think the number 6 is one of my personal favorites. It is calm, introspective, artistic, uplifting, and autonomous. It needs nothing or no one to be fulfilled. It allows the true nature of self to open to just what is. It is the reminder to be here now and to allow life to show you rather than you impress others with your skills. It is not flashy. It is centered. It is not all knowing but it is willing to be known. Let this number infuse you with wonder and delight. Let it show you what and who you are without needing to push or overriding the moment. It lets all things just be and that is where you find the peace. The Moon is in Aquarius until 5:06 PM EDT, when it enters Pisces. The Sun forms a semi-square with Uranus today, and while you may feel the need for action, you may not be clear on where you really want to go. The second square between Neptune in Pisces and Saturn in Sagittarius is coming up the middle of June and I already see everyone scrambling as they feel and anticipate the upcoming intensity. you could feel a little tense and impatient with routine. Unexpected changes in plans or events can test your patience. However, they could stimulate you to try new approaches and they certainly act to cut boredom. This transit could offer you the drive to do something new, but it may be best to avoid making hasty major decisions for the time being.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Many of us are using our spirituality as a way to avoid life, to avoid seeing things we really need to see, to avoid being confronted with our own misunderstandings and illusions. It is very important to know that life itself is often our greatest teacher.
~Adyashanti~




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Make today a magical day. Do something that creates a unique memory. Be silly, make someone laugh, help out the neighbor, bring a meal to a sick friend, etc. Find a way to share your heart with another. Then feel how that lets your day improve and feel blessed.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, May 25, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 5/26/16
5/26/16 is the number 4. The number 4 suggests that you are in a deep need for balance at this time and that things have gotten a little bit out of hand. Remember to balance you first because when you are in balance then your responses in the external world are also going to be more balanced. Work on your non-reacting. Work on observing and witnessing life and the drama of others going all around you. Do not let small upsets escalate to something you might regret later. Jupiter forms a square to Saturn exactly today - the final one in a set that first occurred last summer (although in different signs), and that perfected again in March of this year. You may be forced to restructure your life or plans now in accordance with rules, laws, limits, and the demands of reality. It is best to breathe new life into old ideas but know that those changes right now might be radical with all these retrogrades. You may need to cut back on something in order to grow in another area. It is important not to overextend ourselves at this time and to avoid attempting easy fixes or shortcuts. The need to adjust your expectations becomes obvious now. The Moon continues its transit of Capricorn until 10:27 AM, when it enters Aquarius. Its harmonious connections with the Sun and Venus this afternoon and tonight encourage cooperation.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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You are not the emotion that you keep feeling in your body, though it is human nature to identify with that emotion and say things like, “I am afraid” or “I am angry”. But in truth the ownership of those words limits you rather than expands you. You are not just one emotion. Emotions pass over and through you like waves of the ocean at the beach. Just let them wave through. Let them roll through you and past you. There is no need to own them as part of your identity.
~Suzanne Wagner~



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When we feel an emotion we tend (as humans) to be very indulgent in the attachment to that emotion. We hold on to it often because we want someone to notice what we are feeling. And if they don’t we exaggerate it to the point that it becomes distorted and expresses a caricature of who we really are. Do not use emotions to hook or manipulate others into your game or circumstance. People know when they are being manipulated and it often ends up giving you less of what you need rather than more.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, May 24, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 5/25/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 5/25/16
5/25/16 is the number 3. The number 3 asks you to look at your negative self talk inside and actively do something to change it. Thoughts create reality and it is always so interesting for me to notice how some people’s flow of conversation is always about finding fault, blaming, or putting themselves down. And as a result their life reflects those thoughts. They see things in life as provocations, problems, and they do not see the good reflected around them. And it is also not about being blind to real issues and problems. But it does mean to recognize choice in the words you use and the energy and intent upon which they were used. Today, simply be at choice and choose to use words in the most positive way for yourself and others. Then over time watch your world revamp and realign to that new possibility. The Moon is in practical Capricorn all day. Ideally, the flexible and facile Gemini Sun can gain more thoroughness and determination from the Capricorn Moon. This is a resourceful combination and there can be some coolness or calculating qualities because of the wintery Moon in Capricorn. The Moon-Pluto alignment tends to bring on an "all or nothing" feeling. Emotional entanglements are possible now, although many of these could only be happening inside of you. A dynamic aspect between Venus and Pluto can point to some underlying tensions in social interactions. Feelings of jealousy and possessiveness can be brewing just under the surface of things, and they are in direct proportion to your fear of losing something or someone dear to you.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Do not allow negative experiences to make you bitter, they should make you wiser... and with that wisdom you shall find joy.
~Spiritual Awakenings~



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Things in life do not always go as planned. Often there are modifications to your dreams as the universe makes corrections for your future.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, May 23, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 5/24/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 5/24/16
5/24/16 is the number 20. The number 20 allows you to see the two sides of your nature and personality more clearly. Today, look at what you think is your dominant personality trait, then look in the opposite direction and see what part of your shadow is expressing itself in ways that you might be in denial or resistance. I have learned that you don’t get surprised if you look at everyone this way. For the part of their personality that is very obvious there is always the other place that lurks in the hidden places and surfaces just when you do not want it to. It is often a protective or defensive position that is holding up a dysfunction. When you can see within you both sides then it is easier to see both sides in others. From there you learn to sort friends by accepting and loving them from that place of wholeness rather than the part of their personality that you like or is the most obvious. I choose close friends by whether a person knows that they have both and attempts to keep both in awareness. Meaning that they know their shadow side and they are doing the work with it to love and integrate it fully. Because in truth, you cannot have a deep relationship with anyone who is in denial of huge parts of themselves anyway. The Moon enters Capricorn early into the day, at 1:34 AM EDT. Venus enters Gemini today, where it will transit until June 17th. Curiosity is the motivating factor on romantic and social levels during this cycle. Your attitude is, “Variety is the spice of life". Life becomes more socially interactive, communicative, and interesting. You can be animated and fun with each other but you may also keep your distance on an emotional level. Attractions show up first with words and deep conversations, as you tend to bond more readily on a mental level with Venus in Gemini. The shadow side of Gemini is about being fickle so watch the swings and try to not give something only to take it away when you do not get what you want. Venus opposes retrograde Mars today, pitting wants and desires against one another. Passions run high and jealous reactions are possible. Impulsive decisions affect your finances so be careful on the shopping level. Also you will notice that you are in a highly reactive state with your established relationships so remember to be kind in words and actions. Many are very stressed right now and a small thing can set off a much bigger argument than you anticipated. This stirring the pot of problems is an attempt to fulfill a need for excitement and a desire to de-stress by projecting the disowned emotions on others. Right now your reactions and your desires may be difficult to understand and even more difficult to satisfy. Important relationship issues and unresolved patterns can come to a head so be aware of how your reactions are affecting others around you.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“The mystery always takes care of itself - as long as we are not addicted to following concepts. This addiction cuts off your access to the mystery. It’s like having a jewel in your pocket but you can’t get your hand into the pocket to pull it out. When you deeply know that you are the mystery experiencing itself, you realize that’s all that is ever happening. Whether you call an experience a me or a you, a good day or a rotten day, beauty or ugliness, compassion or cruelty - it’s all still the mystery experiencing itself, extending itself into time and form. That’s all that is happening.
If this understanding is held only in your head, you can know it but you are not being it. The head is saying, ‘Oh, I know, I’m the mystery,’ and yet your body is acting like it didn’t get the message. It’s saying, ‘I’m still somebody, and I’ve got all these anxious thoughts and wants and desires.’ When we are being it knowingly, the whole being receives the message. And when the whole body receives the message, it’s like air going out of a balloon. When all that contradiction, turmoil, and searching for this and that deflates, there is the experience that the body is an extension of the mystery. Then the body can easily be moved by the mystery, by pure spirit.”
~ Adyashanti
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Needing to know is always a red flag for me. I know that my mind wants guarantees and safety but I also know that the universe does not work that way at all. If you want magic in your life and feel as if your life is in alignment with a bigger flow you have to let go of the mind and trust something bigger than your knowingness. I understand that many of you want to KNOW the secrets of the universe, to know all things, and for the great mystery to reveal itself to you as a pattern that you are capable of comprehending. But you cannot while in this form. This human experience as beautiful as it is, is not capable of holding the complex mysteries of the universe within this limited form. So let go of the knowing and instead experience the magic that is that pattern. You can experience something without needing to understand it or to know all the details of how it works. ~Suzanne Wagner~