Saturday, July 30, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 7/31/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 7/31/16
7/31/16 is the number 2. The tendency to fall into the pit of negativity is strong today. There are many out there that are so unhappy that they are looking for a way to disperse that suffering out of their body and into others. Do your best to not take that energy on when it does not belong to you. Shortly into the day, a minor challenging aspect between Mercury and Pluto can trigger insecurities, fears, and you might begin to doubt your faith in others, situations, or in humanity itself. Know you would not be alone. It is such moments that make all of us question the mental instability of the world at the moment. However, in the material world, you might see details that you typically overlook, making this a good time for research and analysis. The Moon is in protective Cancer all day, and you may instinctively respond to challenges or stress by retreating or withdrawing. You seek out safe, familiar people and places now. Even so, a Venus-Uranus trine, while exact early tomorrow, comes into orb today, stimulating a desire to break away from your usual choices. There is a great desire to explore and experiment. This urge increases as the day advances. You might become very intrigued by the differences that are showing up in your world as you open and awaken to the new emerging possibilities.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“Not forgiving makes you emotionally constipated and spiritually retarded. Forgiveness supports you in giving more love. When you give up the grudge, you give up the blame, you give up the projection, then you can give more love to yourself and others”
~Iyanla Vanzant~


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How can you stand in a storm? How can you feel fully the force of the rain hitting your body and not flinch? The only way is to stand in love and acceptance of all energies that are presently impacting you. Every person is allowed to feel what he or she is feeling. It is up to you to have compassion regardless of how that energy is directed. Learning to manage states of emotional intensity is difficult and when our ego gets in the middle of it. Ego will often twist the story around into some disproportionate levels of suffering. Often the story the ego makes up is very different than the original. Do you remember the experience before the story? If you do, go back to that and connect to the feeling before the distortion. Then feel into all the players and see how all are on this planet to learn lessons around love, acceptance, and understanding.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Friday, July 29, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 7/30/16 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 7/30/16
7/30/16 is the number 10. In every moment you have chances to begin again, to start over, and to shift your reality into another perspective. And some days, we get an added push. Today is one of those days. Yes, I know the heat and intensity in this world has gotten many out of sorts and feeling like they can’t take on one more thing. But there is that potential that the sun always rises on another day and this is the way to look at things for this moment. Each person is trying to the best of their ability to deal with what is on their plate and each person feels deeply as to what they want in their life. There are moments when the methods that you have employed have not gotten the results you wanted and now it is time to try new approaches that force you to reach down into your core and uncover the insecurity that the behavior is hiding. Once the true feeling is discovered the behaviors that do not work become more clear and you can see what is not working and why. None of us want to lead with our wounded self but we do it often and when we believe we are clearly not doing that. That is why these things are called “shadow”. You cannot see what behaviors are motivated by deeper processes that you have hidden and suppressed from yourself.

There is a great phrase that I always fall back to,
“The meaning of my communication is the result I produce.”

I love and hate this phrase because it means if I think I am giving love but then someone reacts negatively, the truth of the matter is that hidden in the shadow of my communication is all my anger. We think that picking certain words reflect our true feelings but communication is 80% non-verbal. So much is communicated in very subtle ways. Over many years I have had a lot of feedback from teachers, facilitators, etc to help me see and learn to feel into what is motivating me to have certain conversations. It is often a shock to see how transparent I am in my own distortion (when I finally have the courage to take a look at it honestly).
Humanity is a very kind species at times because I believe that each of us sees the distortion of others and chooses in moments to not call someone out to that pattern because we don’t want them to feel insecure. But the highest form of love is to communicate that which allows another to grow into their best self and will not tolerate a person remaining in patterns of pain and shadow that sabotage their true nature from shining through. After all “Enlightenment is a destructive process”, (quoting Adyashanti).
Mercury enters Virgo today, and will transit the sign until October 7th. Mercury typically spends a few weeks in a sign, but this is an extended transit due to an upcoming retrograde cycle occurring entirely in the sign of Virgo from August 30-September 22. With Mercury in Virgo, you will aspire to find precision in speech, thought, and method. This pattern makes us inclined to analyze, sort, and organize our world. Mercury feels right at home in Virgo (as it's one of the signs that it rules, the other is Gemini). Dealing with details is natural and comfortable now. You should make an effort to avoid getting lost in details and losing perspective as a result. You should also be aware of the possibility of expressing yourself in an overly factual manner, so much so, that you may come across as dry, critical, or unimaginative. The Moon is in Gemini today until 5:09 PM EDT, when it enters Cancer. Mercury heads towards a minor challenging aspect with Pluto tonight, and this may make you too serious for your own good. This energy is best used for research and exploring a topic deeply.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“Show me slowly what I only know the limits of...
Dance me to the end of love.”
"Dance me to the End of Love" by Leonard Cohen — with Rosy Rea.


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Deep inside we know we are limitless and yet over and over again, we choose our limitations over freedom. It is the familiar that is so comfortable like a worn in pair of house shoes. But that limitation is just that… a barrier blocking my awakening. What has always worked for me is when someone slowly dances me towards the limits of my old self and allows me to feel into that edge without pushing me completely off that edge. That is why the great teachers are so great. They know where that edge is because they have lived at it for years. They are intimately aware of the feeling as you approach the destruction of your old self and they rejoice at its approach, whereas most of us contract if fear from it. It is their excitement that makes us walk towards it with them. It is their curiosity that allows us to move a bit past the fear and into wonder also. It is their faith and belief in the soul’s desire to cross seemingly impossible boundaries that gives us the wings to fly past our old self and into a new wondrous freedom.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, July 28, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 7/29/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 7/29/16
7/29/16 is the number 9. Finally there can be an end to a matter that has been lingering for quite some time. It takes time for things to move through this world as everyone has their own perceptual bubbles that they live in and they believe that their bubble is also yours, which is never the case. Each of us lives in a world of our own karmic creation and the big mistake that many make is that we believe that we are right and everyone should be in agreement with us. That is never the case and will never be the case. When you step out of trying to fit everyone in your reality and learn that the possibilities and potential dimensional realities out there are limitless, then you learn to open to the infinite and stop limiting yourself and your world. This day can be a completion for you in some way. Perhaps it is opening a doorway to a new you. Perhaps you are finally understanding and letting go of what you think you want for what actually is right in front of you. Expectation is the root of so much pain. Learn to live in the moment. Accept what is offered and appreciate what you have. Early in the day, the Sun forms a semi-square with Jupiter. You may feel vague restlessness and discontent with life as it is. There is a tendency towards overestimation, wastefulness, and exaggeration. Your elevated mood may be an unstable one if you are not considering the most basic and realistic factors. Uranus turns retrograde today, and will remain so until December 29th. During this cycle, your desire to make changes in your life can be turned inward as you get in touch with what it is that is holding you back from living more spontaneously and authentically. You may be less obviously rebellious, and more inclined to follow the rules or toe the line, especially after Saturn turns direct August 13th, which will serve to highlight a more conservative approach to pursuing your goals. On the surface you may tend to follow the rules but underneath there is a fire burning for change. Today, Uranian energy is going to make things in your life more challenging and you can experience some tension as you try to navigate the flows in your life differently. This theme is reinforced with a Mercury-Mars square that can stimulate impatience, hastiness, and disagreements. You may be competing for the floor when it comes to expressing important ideas, thoughts, and opinions that seem profound and essential in your life. This makes it difficult to engage in healthy dialogue. Mental agitation seems to dominate your mind as you seek answers that are hard to find. You may stir up controversy with things you feel compelled to say. The Moon is in curious, lively Gemini all day.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“A society is cursed
when it no longer
has compassion
for those outside
its established acceptable norm.”
~ Suzanne Wagner ~


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Education is essential for growth on all levels. It is knowledge that allows us to step beyond the confines of our known reality. There is value in all perspectives and all realities. Learning to flow between the realities of others is important for your spiritual development and to becoming an influence in a greater sphere and global reality. With limited selfish perspectives you cannot be a global leader. This world has become so interconnected only those who are willing to entertain all ideas can actually help civilization mature and grow beyond the chaotic, warlike patterns that have repeatedly caused so much destruction.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, July 27, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 7/28/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 7/28/16
7/28/16 is the number 8. Between the astrology and the numerology hitting a bit hard things are not going to go smoothly so remember to notice that you are not the only one having a problem and the stress and strain is getting to everyone. You are not alone in this dance and do your best to not add more sadness and grief onto others plates. The Moon continues its transit of Taurus until 2:17 PM EDT, and while you may be craving peaceful times, the Moon's square to Mercury and opposition to Mars this morning can stimulate disagreements or opposition to your plans. The Moon transits Gemini from 2:17 PM forward, encouraging a more connected, communicative approach to your life. Curiosity is stimulated. The Sun and Jupiter are approaching a semi-square, exact early tomorrow. The tendency to feel restless or discontent with what you have is with you now, ideally motivating you to reach a little higher and to make improvements. However, it would be wise to avoid going to excess.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“You’re a complicated fellow,” she said, as she kissed my fears away. “I know how it is to be a storm in a cloudless sky. I know your fury propels you into darkened sunlight, and I cannot be the answer to questions that have never been asked, but I will be the stars and show the way.
~ Matthew D. Eayre ~


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What are the guiding principals of your life? Are they about being right? Are they about being recognized and making a point? Are they about serving humanity in all its forms? Take a look at the motivations that move you each day. Learn to recognize that some of those things that you believe are principals are just actually your ego motivating you to get what you want. It is difficult when you don’t believe in yourself to believe in higher principals and know in your core that you can make a difference in the world. If you do not have the confidence in yourself, you will spend a life creating situations and circumstances that simply bolster your own needs and will never discover the higher and more profound satisfaction of becoming a person who stepped beyond the self into the greater one in which we all are.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, July 26, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 7/27/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 7/27/16

7/27/16 is the number 7. The question, “What is the meaning of life?” is clearly up at the moment. What you have wanted to believe is falling apart and now a new pattern has to be implemented to make sense of the new truths and awareness cropping up in your consciousness. When you can look at each person and see both; the light and the dark, the conscious and the unconscious then you will begin to make sense out of the world. You are not always perfect and neither is anyone else. When you can make sense out of your own shortcomings and see where you have been manipulated by people, situations, and circumstances, then can accept those moments as part of the learning process and then fall back into your intention, then and only then will you be able to accept others and their own shortcomings also.  The Moon is in stable Taurus all day, stimulating a need to enjoy the moment and develop patience. While you crave some measure of predictability with this Moon transit, Mercury's trine to Uranus opens your mind to out of the ordinary possibilities. The intuition is strong, and insights seem to come from "out of the blue". Original, creative ideas emerge. However, a Mercury-Chiron quincunx is tricky and can make decisions hard to come by as you tend to doubt your perceptions or the effectiveness of your ability to solve problems. It can be difficult to read the intention behind the words used to communicate now, which can lead to misunderstandings.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Miserable mortals, open your eyes.
~ Leonardo da Vinci ~


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The world is not coming to an end, so everyone take a breath. Life always has a way of working things out, just not in the way you expect or intend. Make your choices and know that there is a bigger plan out there and you do not have all the information regardless of how much you want to. Judgments happen so quickly that your mind will grab a piece of information (whether true or not) and proceed to quickly make a story up about that and then you will set you mind in stone. No one can change your mind after that moment. Your mind needs to feel secure in its knowing and that allows you to feel in control and powerful. But all of that is an illusion. No one is going to have all the information. There is always more to learn and every person makes choices in certain circumstances that they wish they had done different. Take a look at if you are harshly judging others, I can’t imagine how harshly you are judging yourself in certain areas. When you learn to be kind to others and recognize that everyone makes poor choices then you can forgive yourself also. Look at your actions and what the intent was behind those actions. Often the intent was good though an outcome might have been substandard.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, July 25, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 7/26/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 7/26/16
7/26/16 is the number 6. The purity of your soul and its expression in the world is what is up for your consideration today. Are you carrying a rainbow of love in your chest and sharing that out into the world or are you still caught in the projections and fear based reality of the external environment? Listen to that voice that knows what is right and what is wrong. Do not buy into the mentality that says everything is bad. Each of us contributes to the evolution of this experience. What do you want your contribution to look like at the end of this life? Do you want the negative to out weigh the positive? Or are you willing to work towards the positive significantly out weighing the negative. The Moon transits assertive Aries until 11:38 AM EDT when it enters Taurus. The Taurus Moon encourages patience and predictability. This evening, the Last Quarter Moon is exact, when the Sun in Leo forms a square with the Moon in Taurus. The Last Quarter Moon phase points to a crisis of consciousness. Personally and globally you have come to a point when you need to sort out what works--and what doesn't--in preparation for next week's New Moon, when something new is born once again. This is not the best time to start a major project, as the decreasing light of the Moon symbolizes a descent into unconsciousness. It's time to begin finishing up the details of that, which was conceived, at the last New Moon. Mercury and Uranus are moving towards a trine, stimulating unusual ideas and progressive thinking.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Sometimes I look back and wonder if any of this dream ever really existed. Sometimes I look back and see all the potentials that could have existed if I was willing to move out of fear. Sometimes I look back and see the perfect evolution that has been my awakening.
~ Suzanne Wagner ~


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There is a way to find where love and hate can find a place to coexist. That is because what is often forgotten is that there cannot be hate without love first. Hate exists because you forgot that we are all one. You feel left out and not in the flow with life. You have somehow removed yourself from the joy and connection that is always available if you would just step out of your fear of loss and belief in separation. Hate is a choice that you made to remove yourself from the flow. But in doing that all you do is punish yourself from the constant joy and bliss that is your divine right in being alive on this planet.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Sunday, July 24, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 7/25/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 7/25/16
7/25/16 is the number 5. Get in your body! So much is happening in the mental realms that it is disconnecting you from your roots and the earth. It is only by that connection to the physical world and your own body that you have a method of discerning truth and coming to understanding and clarity. Without those body signals of “Yes” and “No” you would believe anything that you are told. From that position you are being programmed and controlled by others. Do you really want that? Do you want to be a part of the machine? We need a world of individuals that are willing to seek the truth from a body perspective rather than the media. The media is designed to “sell” news. That means it has to grab you on a level that triggers you into wanting to sit down and listen to it over and over again. What grabs are emotions such as, horror, fear, anger, etc. Once you recognize that you are being manipulated into your mind and issues in order for them to control your behavior in the way they want, you can finally break out of the loop of distortion and calmly look for the truth and the layers of illusion that their “perceived” truth is actually hiding. The Moon is in Aries all day, encouraging you to forget the past and move forward. You might feel a bit more enterprising, independent, and courageous than usual. You might also be impatient and impulsive! The Moon forms a square with Pluto this morning, and then moves towards an alignment with Uranus tonight, suggesting some willfulness and impatience to get things moving forward rather than always being pulled backwards. However, the Moon's healthy connections to Venus and Mercury in fellow Fire sign, Leo, stimulate cooperation, enthusiasm, and warmth.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible and when I leave, you will finally understand why storms are named after people.
~ Passioned Raye ~

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I fear for this world right now. I fear that the powers that be out there know exactly what you want to hear and how to manipulate you into actions that in the long run will cause more harm than good. Every society has a moment when they have to step beyond the old world and choose consciously to make a leap into a more inclusive world rather than contract back down into fear based realities. America has been the leader for over 200 years in bringing new possibilities out into the world. No, we have not done it perfectly and no we have not always been righteous but at the center of it all was a willingness to reach beyond the established patterns that have not been working in the world and to try new things. I fear that right now the festering resentment and hatred is creating an end to this wonderful world and potential that has always been America.

My father said in 1978; “Take a good look. In your lifetime you will see the fall of the Roman Empire and it is the United States. We as a county are not addressing critical things that if left to their own devices will break down this country. Countries have cycles and they are usually about 300 years long. It will be interesting to see what will transpire after 2010.”


My father was a great man and knew all the presidents and generals of his time. He was very will informed and knew of what he spoke. Can we please all band together in a bridge of compassion and love and break this strangle hold of fear and hatred that is happening right now. There are so many lies being told right now and without a deep knowledge of your own sensing mechanisms and intuition you can fall into the pit of despair that is pulling this world apart. Please do not contribute to the polluting anger that is destroying hearts and minds. Please learn to come from your own center and feel the spaces between the words and let that be the guiding light for your actions.
~Suzanne Wagner~