Tuesday, February 09, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 2/10/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 2/10/16
February 10th is the number 3. Live a life of joy, humor, smiles, and laughter. Today is the day for positive thinking and allowing the gift that is life to explode out of your being. Share that bright and light side of yourself with as many as you can. Everyone needs a moment to be crazy, silly, and to do something out of the ordinary. Make it today. Shortly into the day, the Venus-Jupiter trine perfects, promoting cooperation, expanded feelings and your more indulgent side. The Moon is in Pisces all day, and this allows you to daydream and perhaps stray from your regular routine a little. You are more spiritually aware and sensitive, and a little less inclined to concern yourself with practical details. The Sun is quincunx Jupiter today and the desire to experience something new, or to want to go for more freedom to explore can feel a bit like restlessness if you don't know what you want. This is a time of adjustments and perhaps of letting go of old habits so that you can free yourself up for different experiences.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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The doors to the world of the “Wild” Self are few but precious. If you have a deep scar, that is a door, if you have an old, old story, that is a door. If you love the sky and the water so much you almost cannot bear it, that is a door. If you yearn for a deeper life, a full life, a sane life, that is a door.
~Clarissa Pinkola Estés~

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The tools for your transformation and enlightenment are right in front of you. Enlightenment requires a type of fearlessness and wild willingness to dive deeply into the places where you resist going. Those are some of the more difficult doorways. Those scars and woundings are the keys to where you have removed a part or parts of yourself away from others and from life. They hold precious energy that you cannot do without. Enlightenment means to leave no part of yourself behind. You have to go retrieve and recover those deep inner places where you have hidden your heart and made up stories about something. Enlightenment means that you have to tell yourself the truth, the truth about what you fear is true, the truth that you changed the story on so you would feel better and be the hero of your story. Life is filled with ups and downs, moments that worked as planned and moments when nothing went as planned. Learning to let the truth sit in the space in its most raw and organic essence does not make you weak. You cannot be fully with anyone if you do not fully love your own totality. This is your practice. When you hold such a deep love for yourself then others will know that they will feel loved by you also. 
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, February 08, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 2/9/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 2/9/16
February 9th is the number 11. Expansion of your old beliefs and patterns of behavior is finally happening. That kink you have been dealing with for a while is loosening and that grip of anger and resentment that has held you so tightly for so long is beginning to soften and relax. There is great relief when you finally let go of an old position or perception. There is so much that life offers and so often we cut our self off from the things that have given us joy because of feelings of betrayal, shame, or abandonment. These emotions are the key to finding freedom in this life. All of us have these emotional experiences. How we handle them and how we learn to see past that moment and into the future outcome that will have taught us something such as compassion, acceptance, understanding, and wisdom is really what it is all about. It does not matter what happened, so laboring the facts and fighting over something that happened based on your perception is rarely completely accurate. What is important is the story that you tell yourself so you can sleep at night or so you can maintain your emotional position of defensiveness, protection, and refusal to open in love. Today, let all the positions dissolve and see the wisdom you have gained based on a situation that stressed you deeply. The Moon continues its transit of Aquarius until 3:32 AM EST, when it enters Pisces. The Pisces Moon is compassionate, understanding, deeply feeling, and adaptable. Mars forms a trine with Chiron today, and you may have the opportunity to take the lead or to take action, regarding matters that lead to healing, cleansing, or teaching. This Moon heralds a change in attitude and the emotions surrounding it. You may also feel a sense of your deeper mission now. There is likely to be a feeling of fearlessness when it comes to addressing problem areas and self-confidence as well. There is a drive to take positive action, usually to defend or help others. It's a strong period for cooperation and purposeful activity. With Venus and Jupiter moving towards a trine as well, exact early into the day tomorrow, you are more inclined to cooperate and to share your happiness with others. Integrity and loyalty are favored. Speculation, advertising, publishing, and travel are generally favored as well.
~Suzanne Wagner~


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Giving away our right to choose how we wish to perceive the world serves to empower others over us. This, in essence, is the crux of social control and is the mechanism constantly used by the old mythology models of competition, conquest, and control.
~Henry Corbin~


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The ability to see past an upset and into the good that a situation or event is essential for learning to live a happy life. In Mario Martinez’s book, “The Mind/Body Code, he talks with Centenarians about life. One of my favorite stories (And pardon me if I get some of the exact facts wrong as it was years ago I read this book.) He is talking to a man over the age of 100 and this man had lost his sight in his 60’s somewhere. They asked the man how that was to loose his sight for the last 40 years and that it must have been very difficult. “Oh, No!” The man said, “It was wonderful!” When asked what was wonderful about it, he said, “Well after I lost my sight I could not tell who people where so I got to touch them to see who it was and that was wonderful to be able to touch women at my age.” Notice that he was very good at reframing a situation into something that allowed him to find great joy in a circumstance that to others would have felt like a lose. How can you today do the same about a situation in your life? Can you see the positive in what appears to be a negative outcome?
~Suzanne Wagner~

Sunday, February 07, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 2/8/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 2/8/16
February 8th is the number 10. The new beginning that is happening with the numerology is associated with the patterns that are activating astrologically. The new beginning is about someone or something from the past that ended badly but now has come back around to heal. When you love someone you open to that person and that is an invitation to allow their energy to help you change and shift. Love does not say, “You have to love and accept me exactly as I am.” Love peals away layers of garbage that you somehow got attached to and it is the vulnerability of love that allows another to change us in sometimes dramatic and deep ways. Today is a day to reflect on those who changed you utterly. It was your love of them and the vulnerability that so powerfully opened you to another reality. But things don’t always go as planned and even though some people in our life are there for only a brief time the impact that they had creates an attachment to a potential future possibility that may or may not unfold. Spiritual families are those that have impacted you greatly. But we are all human and down here doing our own karma. Sometimes it is our own karmic path that pulls us out of one situation and forces us to move in a new direction. That does not negate the power and connection that we have had with others. It is just the nature of living in a human body and on a limited linear time level. Today, you see something from the past not with the eyes of attachment or of not getting the outcome you wanted but from a place of acknowledging those people were spiritual family. They have always been and will always be. So it is time to reconnect from a place of love and seeing that connection and letting go of how that relationship dissipated. None of us are enlightened yet, and all of us have said things and done them in a way that did not reflect our highest potential. Forgive yourself and then forgive others and you will find the peace and appreciation that you so desire. An early morning sextile between Venus and Chiron softens your disposition and it can give you a chance to heal personal relationships from the past. You can more easily see beauty in human weaknesses and the journey that each soul needs to take for its own evolution. A semi-square between Mercury and Neptune, may point to some tendency to see what you want to see and gloss over facts. A New Moon occurs in the sign of Aquarius at 9:40 AM EST, marking the beginning of a new cycle. There is a strong focus for friendship, brotherhood, group activities, social pursuits, group projects, trying something new, humanitarian efforts, or joining a group. This can feel like a major shift and a move towards clean new beginnings.  Take advantage of this potent Aquarius energy, as it gives you the chance to make progressive changes that release you from an old burden or upset. It is time for all of us to pay attention to the things from the past that have mattered greatly but have not worked out the way we wanted or planned. Today, gives you insight into the larger overview of some of these patterns that allow you to step out of your old position and into a more flexible way of seeing yourself and others. This New Moon's square to Mars emphasizes the impulsive energy of a New Moon. However, you have the opportunity to come up with very workable ideas that are also innovative. The Moon is in Aquarius all day.
~Suzanne Wagner~


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Nobody will protect you from your suffering. You can’t cry it away or eat it away or starve it away or walk it away or punch it away or even therapy it away. It’s just there, and you have to survive it. You have to endure it. You have to live through it and love it and move on and be better for it and run as far as you can in the direction of your best and happiest dreams across the bridge that was built by your own desire to heal.
~Cheryl Strayed~



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Your desire to heal has to be stronger than your desire to be right, seek revenge, or to enroll others into your distorted position. Take the time to notice your words that you share with others and see past the emotions of this moment and into the deeper psyche of yourself. When you can learn to see that what you say is reflecting your selfishness, immaturity, or distortion then you can begin to change it. If you look at your words and they seem like they are whining and complaining, stop, and take a look at your own wounded child that is still not grown up enough to take responsibility for your choices. Then internally seek out an adult aspect with better overview. Yes, it is often our inner child that was wounded and damaged. Yes, many of us do not realize that we are allowing a wounded, frozen aspect of our consciousness to control and comment on the reality. But it takes discipline to see that it is not healthy for yourself or the world to live your life from a damaged part of your psyche. Cultivate a more mature part and learn to let that voice with more perspective to express what you are feeling. Only in this way can that wounded child begin to heal. Only by being protected by a more mature perspective within you can that child feel safe. That wounded child did what it did to stay safe in a very unsafe moment. Stay aware of that child’s feelings inside but do not allow fractured parts in the subconscious to be in control of your life. When you mature past that reactive place of no impulse control of a child, then you discover that you can think before you react and your responses will be met with better understanding from others and inside your inner child will feel safe with you, be able to relax, and finally heal.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Saturday, February 06, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 2/7/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 2/7/16
February 7th is the number 9. Intuition only comes when you are very aware and awake to the energy that surrounds and connects all living things. The number 9 teaches you about becoming aware of those energies that are in all of life and to be in connection with them. When you learn to see the patterns and how those patterns affect us all then you find the places where you can predict outcomes. But first you must be able to read the maps to the subtle energy realm. When you are you become aware that magic is the glue that keeps life in flow and you are not separate from that energy but an integral part of it all. The Moon ends its transit of Capricorn at 1:00 AM EST, when it enters Aquarius. A Sun-Mars square this morning can stir up impulsiveness. You have "spring fever" well before the season. Driven by a restless desire to do something, without a well-defined goal your actions may move towards impulsiveness. Be careful to not get yourself into needless arguments. Today, your reactions tend to be defensive or competitive. You are not very willing to compromise or negotiate. Be a bit more careful driving and walking about as you are more inclined to injury and accident under this influence. Energy output can run high if you learn to focus it. Helping us along is a Venus-Mars sextile that encourages cooperation. Your desire to harmonize, create something wonderful, and connect creatively with others may help soften some of the rough edges.
~Suzanne Wagner~
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“Pain changes people, it makes them trust less, over think more, and shut people out.”

~Unknown~
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If we could look at others from the eyes of the quote above… what a different world we might have. If we could see that the pain inside a person that is driving their behavior and somehow address the pain rather than the behavior, then communication could possibly happen that would begin to heal that wound and build bridges for them to come back out into the world.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Friday, February 05, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 2/6/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 2/6/16
February 6th is the number 8. Your mother told you there would be days like this. Yes, we are in the somewhat of a down mood today. Sadness wants to creep in and melancholy seems to pervade the day. The sun may be shining but inside you feel an emotion surfacing from the depths. Take a breath, then another. Breathing is essential to move through the day with grace. Feel how the planet is grieving. We have been loosing some amazingly, artistic, and talented souls in the last month. I see this happens in waves. It is almost like a cosmic doorway opens and it signals a time for others to bid adieu to the physical realm and for them to move into the spiritual realm. Take a moment to recognize that on many subtle levels we feel these losses. It is the cycle of life and death and this is a natural part of that process. Take a moment to notice all of the attachments you let go of last year. Feel how healthy it is to let things go and to let the past become the past. If you need to grieve then do that also in a conscious and healthy way. Light a candle for those you have lost. Light a candle to signal that you are willing to release your own past. Then feel the peace that comes from choosing to not carry something forward. The shifts are important and the ritual of recognizing those precious moments of transition is helpful to find your center after great change. The Moon continues to transit Capricorn all day. A sextile between the Sun and Uranus stimulates willingness to adapt to new circumstances, ideas, and unfamiliar situations. Group connections can be enlightening. You might arrive at creative solutions to problems and make positive changes. This is a time for flexibility. A Mercury-Jupiter trine also occurs today and you are seeking out a little more meaning to your life and the next steps that you know you need to take. Fortunately this pattern can bring you new insights and your thinking will feel much more hopeful now. Late afternoon, a square between Venus and Uranus can point to some unrest in your relationships as you focus on the differences in your values, styles, and tastes. Impulsive attractions to both people and material goods can lead you astray, so be aware of how you are connecting to others and how others might be reading your actions. Avoid impulse buys and hold off on major decision-making with regards to finances. You might be taken off guard by unexpected events so keep your eyes open. This pattern causes struggles between freedom and intimacy issues. Notice them but do not let the duality swing too wildly in your life, as it will disrupt the tenuous balance that you have presently achieved. The energy is building towards a Sun-Mars square and you can be quite temperamental in the latter part of the day.
~Suzanne Wagner~


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“She was a genius of sadness, immersing herself in it, separating its numerous strands, appreciating its subtle nuances. She was a prism through which sadness could be divided into its infinite spectrum.” 
 Jonathan Safran Foer, Everything Is Illuminated



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There is a quality when you are willing to no longer avoid the truth of an emotion that is very precious. Become a connoisseur of sadness. Let yourself dive into its nuances and separate out the strands of its complex symmetry. When you are willing to immerse yourself into the depth and diversity of your own sadness, then you can finally begin to understand yourself. Most patterns of defensiveness come from unacknowledged pain and hurt. Many of the circumstances that cause suffering on the planet come from those who want to take what was never given to them through force, righteousness, and the desire to have power over others. When you are fulfilled and happy inside and when you understand your own mechanisms that have caused you karma and others suffering, then you recognize that all that the sadness was ever about was the deep need to be loved, seen, helped, acknowledged, and felt. You can change the world right now by seeing another fully but you cannot do that if you are still protecting that sadness and hurt that is inside your heart. When you protect yourself you wall yourself away from others. When you do that you pull away from the humanity you came to understand.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, February 04, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 2/5/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 2/5/16
February 5th is the number 7. You have an analytical part of your mind and it is a good idea to use it today. But lets use it in the highest sense, from the place of analyzing the patterns in our life that do not really work or give us the results that we expect. The number 7-day is all about doing the objective analysis with the mind’s clarity and discernment. This is not a day to just “believe”. It is a day to prove a belief or pattern correct or incorrect. It is time to refine those thoughts and discover where you have been living in a lie. Look to the long-term implications to your thoughts. Do they really serve a higher and greater good or do they just serve your ego mind and perpetuate separation from others and the connections of love in this world? The Moon is in Capricorn all day and this makes you inclined to seek out steadiness, but a quincunx between Mars and Uranus as well as a Venus-Pluto conjunction tend to demand adjustments or change. Making adjustments to your goals is not just necessary but essential. This can temporarily drain your energy or make you feel restless and impatient while you sort out truth from fiction. Venus-Pluto stimulates intense feelings. You have the power of attraction at your disposal. Things shouldn't be forced, even though the desire to sway, coerce, and manipulate others may be present. Try to navigate the passion and energy of this day, as the waves of change are strong and intense. There is a tendency to want and to demand, a lot from a partnership or friendship. This is a time when you can be especially focused, and perhaps obsessed, especially when it comes to handling business and finances, as well as with regards to love and partnership.
~Suzanne Wagner~


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We gain strength and courage and confidence by every experience in which we really stop to look fear in the face… We must do what we think we cannot.
~Eleanor Roosevelt~


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Standing up for what is right and what serves the highest good for all is always difficult. Doing in a way that is graceful and accepting of all others is even more difficult. Challenge yourself to move in the direction that shows you in the highest light of compassion, courage, hope, and bravery. Choose to accept others and to help those in a difficult place to move to a higher space. Lend a hand in the physical and real world. Talk is cheap. Anyone can say anything but do they back those actions up in the long run? The world is asking for those who are willing to be an example in the world and bring a better balance into life. Are you assisting that shift or falling into the easy paths that you have become habituated to. Change is always difficult for everyone but when you are surrounded by others who also want to shift then you do not feel so alone. I know that there are some very personal levels of work that must be done alone but right now where can you join hands and connect in a way that lays out a web of new energy that attracts others also in with a loving embrace and warm acceptance. Acceptance has to become the key for our society on a whole. Without that as a base, wars will continue on, conflict will tear countries apart and humanity will continue to get caught up in rhetoric that stagnates economies and forward progress.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, February 03, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 2/4/16 - Plus Personal Blog




Numerology/Astrology for 2/4/16
February 4th is the number 6. Within the stillness of the heart you find peace. Within the journey inward you discover the vast potential that has remained untouched. Today, let that journey inward bring the treasures back out into the light so that others may share in that beauty and joy. When you find those special internal gifts it gives others the courage to take the journey also. The Moon continues to transit Sagittarius until 7:45 PM EST. There has been focused, rather serious energy with you since the Moon entered this sign on Tuesday. Today, there is more room for Sagittarian's sense of adventure. You are a little more spontaneous and hungry for new experiences and knowledge. Bored with the mundane, anything that breaks the routine is appealing now. You will tend to take a philosophical attitude to problems or the challenges that present at this time. The Moon moves to practical, goal-oriented Capricorn at 7:45 PM EST.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Silence speaks. It speaks most eloquently. Silence is not still. Silence leads. It leads most perfectly.
~Sri Chinmoy~


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In the space of an empty moment your life can shift out of self-obsession and into the power of the human potential through love. It takes only a moment to decide to help another person, an animal, or a situation. I choose never to become one of those people who stay back and prefers to not get in the middle of something. I prefer to be a person who feels skilled and confident enough to walk into any situation with an open heart and with the intent to bring some sort of relief, caring, or to help in the restoration of hope.
~Suzanne Wagner~