Sunday, September 14, 2014


Osho Zen Tarot: Mastery, 
Medicine Cards: Opposum, Eagle, Swan
Mayan Oracle:
Manik, Polarity,
Ancient Egyptian Tarot: Prince of Cups, Nine of Disks, Ten of Disks
Aleister Crowley Deck: Queen of Wands, Lust, Ace of Disks
Healing Earth Tarot: Ten of Rainbows
Words of Truth: New Beginning, Expansion, Domain Shift
Prepare for a busy month. Are you ready for the Grand Fire Trine Oct 4-9 (Jupiter in Leo, Uranus in Aries, and Mars in Sagittarius) and a Uranus square Pluto, with a Mercury Retrograde, Oct 2-25, and a Lunar Eclipse Oct 8th with the last Solar Eclipse in Scorpio (for a moment) on Oct 23? If you are not then you better get ready. Here is how.

This month is packed and ready to rumble so do a double knot in those running shoes because you are not going to have a moment to lean over and retie those shoes with all this energy going on, you more likely to step right out of those shoes completely in the rush of forward movement.
Mars wants you to live by a strong moral code and will be sending you the desire for strong principles and a sense of justice. While Mars is firing up an ethical storm, Uranus is going to unleash truth revealing thunderbolts. It will be interesting to see what we find out as the blinding light of Uranus shines into the darkest corners and shadows. Be prepared to be shocked. Uranus and Jupiter both want freedom though Jupiter is associated with traditional religion will greatly benefit from Uranus’s enlightening influence.

Individually, these 3 planets represent powerful and irrepressible masculine energies. We have the mighty and magnanimous King (Jupiter in Leo) and reactionary and revolutionary (Uranus in Aries) and our crusading Hero (Mars in Sagittarius) all combining without restraint.
The negative side of all this is that chaos that may erupt from this grand trine in fire can be likened to Mania. You can expect to see some that are abnormally elevated, expansive, or in irritable moods, self inflated grandiosity, lack of sleep, desire for huge goals, unrestrained buying sprees, and foolish behaviors.

Remember that the propensity for hubris is massive under this grand trine. Don’t leave a trail of destruction in your wake. Remember when you feel on top of the world you can forget that there are also tender vulnerable parts that can actually get hurt also. Some of those parts are inside you and then there are those outside in your life. In the rush to discover and uncover yourself don’t forgot those who have helped along the way and have walked the path with you.

The positive side of this pattern is when the Mars, Uranus, Jupiter joins the Sun/Venus in Libra creating a picture like a kite. This effect is October 4-10 with its most intense aspect being October 7/8th. This energy will propel you to individuate and break out of past conditioning, forcing you to walk the path of your own truth and integrity.

Keeping your feet on the ground might be tough but fortunately the Libra planets, (Sun, Venus, Mercury Retrograde) and the South Node are insisting on staying grounded and keeping the higher instincts on harmonizing discord and mediation. Just remember to temper your temperamental side otherwise gaskets might get blown out. Slow down and allow the new conditions coming into play break you through if and when you are ready. This energy is so big you do not need you to force anything.

What does all this mean? It comes across as a reinterpretation of what religion is now. You can see the influence now with the Pope from the Catholic Church but you can also see it from the Muslim influence as well because of the extreme behavior of the Islamic State and how it is not just attacking other religions but even it’s own. This will force some sort of shift in perspective if not an outright shift in the tide of support for extremism. Meaning that things that go to extreme are being revealed as a no longer tolerable, even by their own kind. Old archaic distorted beliefs are potentially going to be shattered.

The Lunar eclipse on October 8th is power packed for revelation. The Solar eclipse on October 23 is inspiring to artists, innovators, music, film makers and those that are willing to risk for things that they believe in deeply.

In a nutshell, this month is going to reveal many things to you about your passionate self and those next steps that are needed in order to bring you into a place of clarity. Some of those things are going to be shocking. Some can get your ego intensely engaged and cause problems. Some are going to ignite the hidden things that have been lurking in the shadows waiting for the right moment to shift. What is clear is that your perspective on (potentially) many things is going to be different by then end of this month. Many things are going to be seen in a new light.

That will be refreshing after you get past the shock of it all.

Thursday, August 14, 2014

Numerology Class in Middletown, CA January 17-18,2015

I invite all of you that are interested to my Numerology Class in Hidden Valley Lake, near Middletown, CA January 17-18, 2015.

Tarot Class in Laytonville, CA October 17-18, 2014

I will be doing a class on Tarot in Laytonville, CA October 17-18, 2014. I hope some of you can join us.



Osho Zen Tarot: Turning In, Possibilities
Medicine Cards: Grouse, Mountain Lion
Mayan Oracle:
Cimi, Ik, Organic Balance
Ancient Egyptian Tarot: The Moon, Four of Cups
Aleister Crowley Deck: Sorrow, The Magus, Princess of Cups
Healing Earth Tarot: Ten of Pipes, Seven of Rainbows
Words of Truth: Domain Shift, Boundaries, Rebellion
I know that everyone is getting so exhausted with the constant global crisis that seems to plague us right up to the end of all these squares between Uranus in Aries and Pluto in Capricorn. The last two are December 15, 2014 and March 16-17, 2015. This painful back and forth between the old and the new reality is what is causing so much upset. I know that many of us would love to go back to an easier time when things were more peaceful and balanced but in such patterns sometimes we get complacent, which then needs to shift and wake the world back up to the conflicts that have been being ignored. Radical and often dramatic shifts in how society functions put countries and governments under tremendous pressure when this happens and clearly we are all feeling it.
There is really so much more complex astrology going on that that but in an attempt to keep it simple and in a flow of understanding this is how it is going. First and foremost I want to say that the planets are always in motion and they constantly give us options to choose from. We place value on certain positions and chose directions for our world. Options are always available to us in more positive directions and more negative ones. It is essential that in this volatile period that calm heads prevail in the fiery intensity that surround us all. We are heading towards another big month in October with eclipses in Aries October 8 and the last solar eclipse in Scorpio on October 23. I am mentioning them here because you will be feeling a buildup in the month of September. This helps me to not think I am crazy or it is just me feeling this way.
We begin the month of September with Mars finally coming out of a conjunction with Saturn on September 4th. You will feel as if everyone including yourself, has an opinion and wants to take a stand on something. Mars does not like discipline and Saturn is all about structure, authority, and limitation. The outcome is some form of conflict. Hence we see suppression of one group from a callous unfeeling other group. Attempt to keep those energies conscious and in communication with each other within your own being and family. Try to turn this energy into great precision and determination to get a job done.
Old realities and illusions are being torn down violently to expose the anger, violence, greed, and hatred that has been boiling below the surface. These are issues that are a part of humanity but it is showing a disease and that illness is separation. Take a look at where you are feeling separated and find a doorway back to oneness. In that way we heal our small part of the greater whole. It will be difficult to stay centered right now. Do it anyway. We may not be able to fix the world but we can fix the small part of our own world. Together that can create an energetic shift that hopefully goes out to the world in supportive ways.
The cards show much darkness. The mood is heavy and filled with confusion. Our inner child is frightened and feeling uncertain as to the direction to take. The desire for movement is there but the restrictions remain making us feel constant boundaries that hold us back. For some that will feel as if energetically you are exhausted and you are but it is from the emotional toil that we are all weathering. There is a desire to protect your inner child and other’s children. In such times it is the innocent that suffer the most.

All this is forcing a major domain shift in how we handle situations. Whether or not we are going to like it or not is up to the global consciousness that is holding this container of life at the moment. We will see leadership that is strong enough to handle this reality stepping up to bat in this game. I expect there will be a strong voice surfacing in the month of September and that is a relief because there does not seem to be a voice that reflects the larger consciousness right now as I write this article in August. We can no longer afford to be lazy in our understanding of the interconnectedness of all of us. The voice of love will overcome the loud small voices of the petty tyrants but just like a parent dealing with a spoiled child, there has to be a clear line and a lot of love to make anything stick.

Wednesday, June 25, 2014



Osho Zen Tarot: Courage, Patience, Postponement
Medicine Cards:
 Blank Shield, Snake
Mayan Oracle:
 Etznab, Shadow
Ancient Egyptian Tarot:
 Ace of Swords, Nine of Cups, Prince of Wands
Aleister Crowley Deck:
 Princess of Cups, Cruelty, Prince of Wands
Healing Earth Tarot: Five of Pipes, Ace of Shields, Grandfather of Feathers
Words of Truth:
 Abundance, Maturity, Power

We seem to have a repeating theme this month being reflected in many of the cards. The Mayan Oracle card “Etznab” represents; timelessness, discrimination, clarity, hall of mirrors, spiritual warriorship, sword of truth, facing shadow, and the integration of the paradox. This card becomes a repeating theme reflected in the other cards so this indicates that we need to dive into these elements.

If you are in a hall of mirrors, your attitude is going to be reflected all around you in many forms. If you start this month with anger and resentment, then that is going to be magnified to a degree that could make you very miserable. However, if you adopt the attitude of joy, expansion, and abundance then that is going to be reflected all around you, which is a much better idea. The reason for this is that Jupiter (the planet of beliefs and faith) is in Leo. Jupiter is a fire planet and Leo is a fire sign indicating that there is going to be a burst of energy that is intended to expand all of us in ways that can be wonderful if you recognize that whatever you feel is going to be what is magnified.

And as a reminder, your thoughts create your reality; so being mindful of what you are creating is going to get bigger so you might want to use some tools and discipline to not let your mind run amuck in your life.

If you happen to get a more negative/shadow reflection come up, see it as a gift to wake you up to a place where you are co-creating a pattern that you need to become more conscious of in your life.

When you have this much fire it is imperative to see that the Angel of Truth is going to cut through the cords of your illusions in some radical and clarifying ways. If you are holding onto fear then that fear is going to show up so that you can release and forgive others. If you have been believing in an illusion that illusion is going to shatter and break down forcing you to take a hard look at the truth and the reality that you have created.

None of this is bad news. You are growing up to a new level of awareness. You are actively involved in your own levels of power and learning to utilize that power to improve your life and circumstances. The two Prince of Wand cards are reaffirming that you have the swiftness and strength to get to your goals but you have to consider both sides of each argument and take all information into account before making your decision. Take a look at your personal traditions and history and decide where those aspects are helping or hindering your forward progress.

As this Jupiter aspect is just beginning the cards are also indicating that you are initiating a new journey but you are not there yet. You need to cultivate courage and be willing to step boldly onto the path in front of you. Yes, you might hit a few delays but your enthusiasm is happening now and you want to initiate that forward motion while that impulse is there.

There is much energy to be found right now by addressing the shadow within you. When you face your fears and let go of the old pain that has stopped you before, you will discover that there has been a tremendous amount of energy locked up in your shadow. Begin the transformation process by confronting your own distorted reflections and seeing how much energy you are using to suppress aspects that perhaps are not so bad. Let the intention of love heal and open up those parts so you have access to the energy once again. It is hard to accomplish much when you are using a lot of your life force to suppress your totality. Let go; trust your own energy and flow. Let the Divine be the guiding force in your life, and know that every part of yourself is perfectly loved in the Universe.



Osho Zen Tarot: Friendliness, The Dream, The Miser
Medicine Cards: Badger, Weasel, Hummingbird
Mayan Oracle:
Manik, Universal Movement, Mystical Power
Ancient Egyptian Tarot: The Star, Two of Wands, Eigth of Cups
Aleister Crowley Deck: Valour, Knight of Wands, The Lovers
Healing Earth Tarot: Grandfather of Pipes, Man of Crystals, Six of Feathers
Words of Truth: Delusion, Discrimination, Responsibility
Yea! We have made it through the Grand Water Trine and now Jupiter has moved into Leo. As such there is a new spring in you step and a feeling of enthusiasm is spreading the light of hope to yourself and others. After such a long siege with this Grand Cardinal Cross that is beginning to wane (but not over until after March 16-17, 2015) there is some glimmer of movement. The only problem is that when you get a fire planet (Jupiter) in a fire sign (Leo) some things can get out of hand in sort of an intense way. So keep an eye on choosing words with clarity and balance and think before you speak.
Also Jupiter is a bit of a party animal and so those of you that get a bit out of control in the indulgences choose the path of moderation because under these aspects a little can turn into a lot quickly. Moderation in some things is a key to maintaining balance.
Now, I know that there has been little to celebrate for a long time and as things begin to pick up you want to cut loose and go for it but the cards are indicating that too much too fast is a mixture that can create more problems if you are not careful. Do not let yourself fall in to delusion. Keep a discriminating eye on your goal and take responsible steps in consistent fashion. As the energy is finally moving there is a deep desire to run. But just like trying to run up the South Rim of the Grand Canyon is a bad idea so is the idea that because you feel this surge of energy (and you have been waiting so long for it that you could taste it) that you should leap into action without remembering to pace yourself.
It is a wonderful feeling when you feel as if you can begin to see the goal and that the doorway you have been seeking is almost within your grasp. Just remember to follow the wave. You have put so much energy into the situation and that energy has been building so that now you can see the wave moving. There is no longer a need to push the wave just ride it!
There is always more work but for a minute enjoy the shift and feel the love that is expanding. Look at things with objective eyes and remember that correct structures and strategies is the way to keep things moving smoothly. Congratulate yourself for getting this far and remind yourself that all the struggle was worth it. It is important to appreciate the journey because it was very difficult and you know there was a lot of complaining that happened. Whether that was just in your own head or even if it did manage to get out your mouth.
The dream is taking shape and manifesting is a beautiful and unexpected way. Do not allow your mind to make that positive energy contract back down and become miserly. Remain in a place of abundance and center. Meditate in nature and breathe in appreciation for yourself and those that have walked part or all of this path with you. Take a look and see that every encounter gave you something that you critically needed. That did not mean that those lessons were fun or easy but they were essential.

From that feeling of arriving at your particular destination, feel the power that you have generated. Feel the tools that you have learned and integrated. Feel your soul’s depth and intuitive skill that managed to guide you here even when you were resisting. Appreciate who you have become. You have worked hard and even though there is always more work to do, this moment is extremely helpful to remind you that you have done well and so the next time you have to gather up your courage, perhaps you will relax and flow more easily because you have learned how to trust the core of your being and that great power that is beyond your mind.

Numerology for 6/26/14, Blog and Quote

Numerology for 6/26/14
Today is the number 3 and the optimism of this number is flooding us and helping us shift out of the intensity of the last few days. Just remember to not let the slightly selfish quality of the 3 to make you demand what you want from others, especially if they are not in the place to give it to you. You will feel luckier today and as if there is a light at the end of this Mercury retrograde tunnel (which ends July 1). This energy of the Mars opposite Uranus from yesterday has made us feel as if we are a bit scattered and ungrounded and the negative side of the number 3 continues to add fuel to that fire. You can feel that you want to feel safe and as if you belong somewhere but this is not the time to move ahead as much as it is about reflecting about the choices that have gotten you to this place. It is time to deal with what is on your plate and create steps that gently will guide you into a new reality over the next few weeks. Jupiter is getting ready to go into Leo and that can create a much happier bounce of optimism and hopeful enthusiasm. (Something all of us could use about now.) So take a breath, let the self-obsessed personal issues go for a moment, and allow the thoughts inside to begin to create a new reality in the upcoming future. Just remember, give it some time. Things do not happen as quickly as we want under these aspects.
~Suzanne Wagner~

That's another lesson I've learned the hard way. All relationships will die if they aren't nurtured. Just as a flower will die if it's not watered. Because love is demonstration, not declaration.
~Patti LaBelle~

I love this phrase, “Love is demonstration, not declaration!” That is perfect. What have you done today to show your love? What have you done to connect with loved ones in a way that serves them in feeling that depth of your love? Have you let the dramas in your life take precedence over the sharing and expression of love? It is essential to learn to step out of the consuming process of living into the heart-centered awareness of loving. You can say, “I love you.” And that feels wonderful but if those words are not backed up with a congruent expression in the physical then it sometimes does not sink in. What you like in the ways of love and those expressions are what your nervous system likes and therefore are what you will want to give to others. After all you find value in those expressions. The problem is that to love another means to give them what works for their nervous system not just yours. It takes great maturity and inner fulfillment to be able to step out of giving from your one sided way and to step into feeling someone other than your self and your own needs and wants. Because when you do not feel fulfilled a part of you is then always seeking something. A miracle happens when you find what fulfills you and you become a more complete and accepting person. Because when you are filled and know you are love and have experienced deep love then you have a huge reservoir to give love to others. It is from the fullness that has expanded your energy bubble that you can learn to channel great energies from the universe into others and your life. But you have to stretch; you have to allow that expansion. You have to learn who you are and what you are here to help and support. It is like in the Hercules movie where he has to acknowledge that his father is Zeus. Then and only then can he channel huge magical energy through him and into the world. You are no different. Only when you know that you are love and you know that you are loved by the Divine, can you access the wellspring of life the surrounds you completely.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Hercules – The moment he asks Zeus for help he has extraordinary strength