Sunday, January 25, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/26/15
Today is the number 8. Take the potential power of the Sun which represents the number 8 and combine it with the qualities of strength, professionalism, good judgment, and discernment and you will be able to navigate today with more grace and flow. It is a day to connect all the dots and to take control of the mental chaos of this Mercury Retrograde in Aquarius. Use the mental clarity that is presenting to break down the barriers to your transformation. Life takes courage to follow your vision. If each of us was willing to have the courage to not just have an opinion but also had the courage to research the truth rather than repeat information from others without checking the facts then the conflicts in life would be much less. All this fire and air right now is giving you the power to get the clarity that you are seeking. The Moon continues its transit of Aries until 11:38 AM EST, when it enters Taurus. Venus semi-squares Pluto this afternoon, which can stimulate underlying tensions in social interactions and relationships. There can be hidden agendas, jealousies, or power plays. A First Quarter Moon occurs when the Sun in Aquarius forms a square with the Taurus Moon late today, at 11:48 PM EST. There is a crisis theme surrounding any quarter Moon phase, as you feel compelled to take action. Shortly after, you will be made aware of how your actions affect those close in your life. There is a feeling of learning through trial and error. Whatever project or initiative you began around the New Moon is now off the ground but you may face your first obstacles in relationship to it.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Peace is more than just a feeling. It's the mental and physical frequency where you'll find all your real power.
~Martha Beck~


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Continuing the conversation that I started yesterday about the 3 wounds, (abandonment, shame, and betrayal), today I want to focus on abandonment. When your core wound is abandonment the feeling in the body is coldness. It is shocking how each wound will affect the body in different ways. Yesterday’s wound “betrayal” heats up the body because of the need to defend your position and the anger that is the reaction internally and how that activates certain centers in the body. Today’s word “abandonment” affects digestion. When you feel abandoned you literally cannot “stomach” the feeling and so you will tend to feel cold internally and it activates patterns internally that cause fibromyalgia, thyroid problems, colitis, anxiety, and fear. That is because if you were not deeply loved by your family when young you may not have ever felt safe. We all need safety to grow and thrive. But in households where there is not enough love and acceptance then you never feel like you are completely on the planet and if you never felt welcomed here you will feel like your grounding was never stable. Not feeling safe is the core issue of around anxiety disorders and the problem lies deep in the psyche from the childhood patterns of family and how we interpreted the emotions of love and acceptance all around us. Today, feel into the places where you felt alone and abandoned. Then reach beyond this life and feel into the support of your angels and guides and realize that you are never alone and there is energy all around you holding and supporting you on this journey. Claim the power of your own grounding and choose to not abandon yourself when you feel afraid or not safe. Talk to yourself and find the place of safety and security inside and see that you can exude that feeling of love and understanding to others right now. Often the lesson is to realize that what you did not experience in your childhood becomes the gift that you can give to others. When you see that others are safe with your heart and your love and you choose to never abandon yourself in any situation regardless of if someone is putting you down then you break the cycle of abandonment and healing will open. In that moment you will feel like you do belong, you are fully here on this planet, and this place could be a wonderful playground for discovery.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Saturday, January 24, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/25/15
Today is the number 7. With the number 7 the stresses have built up to the point that you begin calculating a way out, through, or within you present circumstances. It is a day of mind games. I personally love a mind game because it feels much better than navigating the intense emotional drama that this astrology is stirring up. So as you begin to dream and figure a way into an alternative reality just remember that those mind games can also be a tool for avoiding what you are feeling. Instead today, try allowing the truth of those feelings to come completely into your awareness and then figure out a way to be authentic in the moment without blame or upset. There is a way to be authentic about your situation and allow the cool calculating process of the number 7 to guide you to a pathway that is not avoiding the moment but expressing that moment in a way brings better balance to the situation. With the Moon is in Aries all day, aligning with Uranus and squaring Pluto this morning, this aspect is going to stir up frustrations, restlessness, and make you want to react. Instead know you need to “act, but be very careful about the “react” part of that equation. You want to get things going but know where you are going and the direction that is appropriate to head are two different things. Uranus and Pluto are getting closer to their final square; exact in March so there is this invisible inner tension happening. Stay conscious of that so you don’t snap. Venus semi-squares Uranus today is stimulating unusual attractions (to people and things), which can prompt acting on whims. You may feeling the back and forth of the issue of freedom versus closeness in your relationships. Avoid impulse buys at this time, and hold off on decision-making with regards to finances. It is time for change and you know that doing the same old thing right now is not working. Regardless take a moment to think first before you go leaping off that cliff of the old reality. All of us need to make an adjustment. Use the number 7 to give you the steps in a clear and calculated format and you will feel less caught by the energy swirling all around you.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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In the space of no-mind, truth descends like light.
~Osho~


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Reflecting on my life I want to share a reality that I have learned and that is that there are really 3 major wounds, abandonment, shame, and betrayal. Each of us has all three to a greater or lesser degree but usually one dominates your mind. When you have a wound your mind is desperate to heal it, understand it, and to transcend the situation from your past. In my case, the big one has been betrayal. The situations of my childhood taught me to be alert to people who say things or promise things that are not true and then they change or do not follow through and I would feel left holding the bag. What that did to my psyche was to always have to be alert to lies, whether a person was obviously lying or they were believing another’s lie and simply reflecting that untruth. On one level this pattern has served me well, it makes me a great psychic as I can easily see the deception that is in a client that they have perhaps habituated to and wonder why they cannot seem to break out of some pattern. But personally that has made me feel like I had to do everything. That wound then becomes reflected and projected everywhere. If you are always looking for the place where others lie and betray themselves and others it is not a very fun reality to play in. What you have to do is to see where the wound originated and see the gift in the wound. Then own that you wanted that gift deeply. So deeply in fact, that you wanted to be able to practice the opposite position everywhere in your life. When you get that you do almost everything to not betray others trust but in doing that you sometimes betray yourself, that is the next level of understanding. Now it is time to become aware of your own self-betrayal and forgive yourself for making others have more value than your own essence. Once you do that the issue begins to unravel and you have a heightened awareness around this subject. Now, you no longer betray yourself or others. You see that the betrayal of others is simply a reflection of their own childhood wound around trust. Their betrayal is not about you, it is about them. From that place you can forgive and let it go. When you take on the responsibility of another person’s karma not only do you get stuck but you also do not give them the reflection of another option. Today, be the reflection of “betrayal healed”
~Suzanne Wagner~

Friday, January 23, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/24/15
Today is the number 6, which make a very introspective day. Then having the Moon in Pisces, till about 8:30 am will add even more intensity as this is one of the most emotional places for the Moon. For myself when emotions are heightened it is always wise for me to slow down, regroup, and do some meditation. My suggestion is to wake up early, do some yoga and meditation and then get on with your day. You might gain some great insights with this double whammy. Afterwards the Moon enters Aries and you will fee much more decisive and certain as to the direction and the next steps that need to be accomplished. But even with this drive to get going and the pull to be assertive the Sun is in the cool head of Aquarius and sextile to the Aries Moon this afternoon, Thank Goodness. Then the Moon is trine to Saturn and will help to ground the whole thing. This will make us focus less on our emotional needs and more on the material and mental concerns today. So starting this day out with the heart-centered practice the number 6 and of yoga and meditation will add depth and clarity to this day.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"Enter any moment devoid of agenda, with an absence of posturing, and with your only intention being to send love to everyone you meet or even think of...
Happiness, miracles and inner peace will follow."
~Marianne Williamson~

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Whenever I am attached to a situation or an outcome most of the time it never really goes that way. The end result might have some components of the vision but almost always the flow is very different than my intention. That is because the Universe has much better ideas as to what I think I want and what will actually give me the longer-term goals, insights, and abilities that my life is actually going to require. When we are younger we long for the lives of others or of famous people. But that is another’s life not my own. In truth, mine is a complex web of intricate subtly and magic and in my view has a mystery and fluidity that not only is mesmerizing but pulls me in again and again. That is true of your also. Today, look at the miracle that is your life and appreciate all the moments when the Universe saves you and gifts you over and over again. Recognizing the gifts that show up is a huge breakthrough in awareness and changes you from the place of longing for someone else’s life to being enthralled with your own.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, January 22, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/23/15
Today is the number 5. Mixed with the Mercury Retrograde the number 5 can make things feel a bit confining, inconsistent, unreliable, restless, stagnant, and lacking in vitality. Ugh! That does not sound very good, does it? Mercury’s desire for movement is restricted in a retrograde and that forces everyone to re-visit issues about finding greater stability. It is time to take responsibility for the change that you so desire. The number 5 is the pivotal point between the numbers 1 and 9. You have to be in life to find the true meaning of life. Now, everyone will find a different meaning to that life because each of us has different things to learn. That is why sharing is so important. When I gather with others and hear their stories and journey I learn not just about my world but the infinite possibilities out there. It helps me expand even further. I become willing to try things that I did not know were possible. I learn that I have tools for situations in the future that have not yet happened yet. The stories of others are gold and very precious. Their stories give me options, which I may not have thought of. Another’s stories teach me about earth and how to survive here; after all, the game is adaptability. Very early into the day, the Sun sextiles Saturn, framing your responsibilities in a positive way. Patience is increased as you focus on things that will make you feel secure in the long term. The Moon is in Pisces all day, encouraging you to take the walls down, so that as the day advances, you tend to your spiritual needs more than your practical ones. We are inclined to daydream and perhaps stray from our regular routine a little.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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The beauty of life is that it does not have meaning. It is totally devoid of meaning...Our task is to bring meaning. Not to search for meaning, but to bring meaning to every situation you are in.
~Alberto Villoldo~


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Yes, Mercury is retrograde and you will find yourself reflecting on something. You will be revisiting parts of your life from the past and reviewing the situation. Take a look at the meaning that you have given that event. Observe the story and recognize that you automatically make yourself the hero or heroine of your life. That is fine but is it the truth. Most of us make up a truth to live with the consequences of our choices. Enlightenment means that you unravel the story and see the raw and real event without embellishments. I love the television shows and movies now where they show the stupidity, frailty, and flawed logic of the human species and also show that regardless we all deserve love. That is the truth and that truth will set you free. It takes huge amounts of energy to consistently create illusions of ego all around you. What do you tell yourself right now about your life and experiences? If it requires your own energy to maintain then step back and take a look at it from a more objective viewpoint. No matter what you are still lovable, even if you are flawed and have made mistakes. That is the gift of this life. Mistakes do not make you more or less. Hopefully they make you more compassionate.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/22/15
Today is the number 4. As the number 4 is all about creating balanced energy and space in your life lets address the fact that integrity and commitment are huge factors in establishing a state of alignment within your core. When you are clear about who you are and what your life is about then regardless of what others think you learn to stand in alignment with your self and thus find internal balance rather than needing situations or circumstances to bring you to balance. When you are aligned from your own center then the chaos of the world can manifest all around you but you are still in a place of contentment. You become your own stabilizer and relax into the spaces of your deepest self. Most of us get so caught up in the external that we forget to connect to our internal. When you think that “things”, “houses”, or “getting your own way all the time” is what it is all about you loose contact with something so precious, that spark of the divine that is always within you, loving you, and wanting you to remember. You are so powerful if you would only remember that within you is all that you are seeking. When you understand that truth a blissful calm flows over your life and the pattern of acceptance and trust exudes from you in waves, gifting others with a feeling and an option to play in the calming waters of your presence. The Moon continues its transit of Aquarius until 7:49 AM EST, when it enters Pisces. While the Moon's transit of Pisces stimulates your dreamy, imaginative side, its square to Saturn midday reminds us of our responsibilities, and you may prefer to escape the reality rather than deal with it. However, as the day moves forward, you are more inclined to feel good about tending to your practical affairs with the Sun and Saturn moving towards a sextile. You will feel more grounded and stable. Then the astrology will make it easier to stick to a specific task and make headway. Productivity may be slow, but it's steady. You are more able to maintain a state of discipline and put your egos aside in order to get the job done. This transit can teach you that humbling ourselves in order to accept constructive criticism and advice can be beneficial.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Whenever you find yourself doubting how far you can go, just remember how far you have come. Remember everything you have faced, all the battles you have won, and all the fears you have overcome.
~Perceptive Artista~

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Appreciate your personal journey today. Each of us has chosen things that we wished to learn and understand. We have also certain behavioral challenges and karmic lessons that we also signed up to experience and learn to stretch out of our narrow opinionated world. Everyone’s personal journey is filled with huge things that seem impossible to overcome. When you look at someone else and his or her journey seems so simple, all that means is that in some place and in some time you already learned that particular lesson. You are not better than them, you just understand their particular circumstance and you chose an outcome that seemed to work for you. What is wonderful about life is that there are always many paths to discover awareness and none of us take the same path. Therefore there is no right or wrong there is only the knowledge and information you gained by going the way that you have. Let others have their lessons and life. Let go of thinking that your way is better, because it is not. Each of us is on a journey to discover where we have hidden our heart and blocked our perception. Sometimes you have to give birth to your karma to be able to rewrite the history of your own childhood. That is wonderful and that will naturally have a different set of challenges and joys. All you have to do is to stay awake to the reflections and allow the mirror to help you heal your own inner self.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/21/15
Today is the number 3. This number reminds us that when you focus on particular thoughts you give energy to them and that is like feeding a plant water, light, and food. So today, look at the thoughts that you are focusing on and determine if you want to keep giving that thought energy to keep it going. Do you like the results in your body/mind/spirit when you are caught in that particular thought? Do others around you like how they feel around you when you are running those thoughts? Are you pleasant to be around or do you drain others energy by endlessly going over and over those things. The number 3 is calling for you to reconnect and focus on that Divine Spark within yourself and others. Why not focus on growing faith in yourself and life? The number 3 in Tarot is the Empress. And this card is all about learning about loving yourself and then loving are caring for others. It is only by cultivating positive thoughts (number 1), then allowing the fertility and creativity of that thought to ground into the real world (number 2), can you then learn to share that joy and happiness with others (the number 3). Oh, God! Can you feel it? That cloudy thinking and confusion that shows you that Mercury is standing still and turning retrograde. Personally I seem to keep forgetting small things. Thank goodness it is not big things but remember that all the Mercury Retrogrades this year are in Air Signs so expect a few hiccups in the memory, brain organization, attention to detail reality. Needless to say with a Mercury Retrograde in Aquarius, communication can be tricky and it can be hard to focus on the facts, especially if you have been fuzzy in recent days. Mercury will remain retrograde until February 11th. During this time, your thinking is turned inward, as you will need to review and re-assess matters. This period is best used for re-organizing and reflecting. You will notice that the world is going to look a little differently, through different filters, but you might come up with some very important inner revelations. Mercury retrograde periods can be times of heightened inner awareness, when meditations deepen, and you might benefit from keeping a journal, reworking old plans, and reviewing your past choices. Minor breaks in the mechanical aspects of communication can actually re-connect us to other (possibly more meaningful) means of communication. A New Moon just occurred yesterday, so that in many ways you are looking ahead and moving forward, but with Mercury retrograde now, we're also in a state of review. The Moon is in Aquarius all day.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Never trust your tongue when your heart is bitter.
~Perceptive Artista~


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Okay, here we go with a Mercury Retrograde. Know that if you are an Aquarius, Gemini, or Virgo, this might feel a bit bumpy. I am going to put this out ahead to remind all of us to back up computers and when you are working with electrical things to start by grounding yourself before you touch things, that includes driving your car. Remember to look out for spaced out people that are not paying attention. This is not the moment for playing chicken with someone on the road. Defensive driving is the name of the game till Feb 11th.  For those of you with Aquarius or Mercury prominent in your chart with may be a bit bumpy, so make lists, stay organized, pay attention when around mechanical equipment, and keep calm. Because we are in the depth of winter (technically) some of you might feel a bit numb, which is how you are forgetting things and tripping over things. “Presence” is the motto and mantra for the next 3 ½ weeks.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Sunday, January 18, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/19/15
Well today is the number 10. On your mark…Get set…Go! Yes, here we are again in the number 10/1 day. It is time to go for it and leap into the space of your dreams. Tomorrow morning (because of the phase of the Moon) it is going to be time to let go of the old like a deeply needed exhale. You cannot pick up all the new energy being offered if you keep hanging on to so much in the past. Trust that there will be something new offered if you are willing to release and let go. Powerful people accept the past but do not constantly go back to it in some neurotic way in an attempt to change history. The past is the past. Learn from it, accept it, and make the necessary adjustments in the future. Experiences are meant for us to learn something from. They are not there to torture us for the rest of our lives. What happens is that if you do not understand the lesson you will keep playing it out in your mind over and over again. If that is the case, the new beginning is about taking the time to dive deep into the pattern and choose to finally figure out the meaning for yourself so that you can move on. It is time to bring peace to yourself. Venus opposes Jupiter this morning, and your appetite for pleasure, love, or material things is big but you may tend to overdo it so be careful. Inflated expectations and the tendency to overstate your affections are things to watch out for. You may overvalue something (or someone), perhaps in order to feel more important, special, or to feel bigger than life. You will feel sociable, in the mood to party, dramatic, extravagant, and inclined to overindulge as a result of this inner discontent and desire for more from life than the ordinary. Mars and Neptune align in the sign of Pisces today. Your impulses and desires may be confusing, peculiar, hard to explain, or difficult to understand now. Not content with your regular routines, you tend to crave more drama, glamor, or meaning. Concentration on practical concerns and affairs may be lacking. You act on your intuition now, fantasies are strong, you want to strive towards all that is boundless, and your creative impulses are potent. Inspiration can be found now. Creative pursuits that involve physical movement are highly favored and could provide wonderful outlets for excess, undirected energy. There can be much building inside us, but you may not yet know where you want it to take you or how to get there. There is a strong need to release pressure and tension. You may actively seek out inspiration. This influence favors dancing, swimming, photography, arts, and entertainment. The Moon is Balsamic with a New Moon occurring tomorrow morning. It's best to release, let go, and reflect than to forge ahead with new plans.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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The truth you believe and cling to, makes you unavailable to hear anything new.
~Pema Chodron~


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The story is just what you told yourself so that you could make sense out of something in the past that was difficult to understand. It may be the truth your ego told you but there are always other truths and perspectives. Choose to open to another viewpoint and allow your world to expand by stepping out of your narrow world and allow for other options. This does not damage you at all, it actually allows for a new level of compassion and understanding to emerge.
~Suzanne Wagner~