Friday, April 29, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 4/30/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 4/30/16
4/30/16 is the number 7. The number 7 so you have to recognize that the pattern that you want to happen has not bee happening and the faith that you had in another is not quite working out the way you had planned it. It is interesting how you might feel like you are following the rules but others who made the rules are not following their own decision process and choices. I know it wills seem ridiculous and unfair that you have to stick with the plan when others don’t but it is your integrity at stake and how you build your own power in this world. If the plan is working for you then stick with it. If not you may modify it at a later date but I personally would not try to implement it during this Mercury Retrograde. The chance of miscommunication is very high right now. A difficult aspect between Venus and Saturn this morning can point to some holding back in your interactions. There can be coolness with your affections, and possible anxiety on social or financial levels. Things aren't flowing very naturally and there was a recent upset that has made you look closely at what others are truly capable of in your life. It is a moment when you have to recognize what you have is what it is and you have to let people be who they are and stop trying to change them. All the rules and regulations that others put into play are about their insecurity and rarely about you personally. The Moon is in Aquarius all day, and you are attracted to the unusual, extraordinary, and unconventional. Independence, equality, and freedom are vital to feeling emotionally satisfied with this position of the Moon. As the day advances, you tend to open your mind and your faith increases. This will lead you to be more able to tap into your imagination.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Soul work is not a high road. It’s a deep fall into an unforgiving darkness that won’t let you go until you find the song that sings you home.
~McCall Erickson.com~



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People will be who they are as they move through the challenges that their life is presenting to them karmically. You can see someone’s potential but always recognize the level that they are at and where they are in the journey to awakening. Allow them to find the path even when sometimes that means that they seem to be in a blizzard of chaos and confusion. Just remember that you have been in this same place and allow the journey to open them in the time that is right for them.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, April 28, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 4/29/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 4/29/16
4/29/16 is the number 6. The number 6 is where your untouched depths whisper to you. Tickling your fancy to take a risk and do something unique. Those urges are from your most powerful and integrated self. It takes time to learn to listen and trust when those feelings come through but that is why we practice today in the number 6 position of silence. When you learn to wait on the will of the Divine and move only when there is an alignment of energy that allows for a feeling of congruency then things in your life are calmer, more in a flow, and take less energy than when your ego is pushing. The Moon continues its transit of Capricorn until 4:47 AM EDT, when it enters Aquarius. Under the influence of an Aquarius Moon, you will feel an emotional need for freedom and independence. Things that are intellectually stimulating help you make that change towards a more unconventional self. Venus enters Taurus today, where it will transit until May 24th. In Taurus, Venus is usually quite content, but can be possessive. You feel that deep need for security and you want to value that which lasts. Seeking out things that create pleasure is a strong driving force today. Taurus values the here and the now as well as the world of the five senses. Tangible and physical expressions of love and romance are most important now. Holding on to someone you love, and/or the things you love, is a very strong tendency under Venus in Taurus. A Last Quarter Moon is towards the end of the day, when the Sun in Taurus forms a square with the Moon in Aquarius. The Last Quarter Moon phase points to some sort of crisis of consciousness. After basking in the awareness symbolized by the full light of the Moon at the time of last week's Full Moon, you disperse your knowledge and come to a point when you need to sort out what works for who you are becoming because you are being prepared for next week's New Moon, when something new is born once again. Because there is a decreasing of the light of the Moon, this symbolizes a descent into your unconscious and deeper self. It's time to begin finishing up those things that are lingering on your “To Do” list.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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All the broken hearts in the world still beat.
~Ingrid Michaelson~


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Each time my heart has been broken I realized that I could not control the world. I recognized that I cannot control others and each person has a map and a karmic blueprint that they are obligated to address and deal with in this lifetime. Sometimes that allows us to cross paths and connect deeply but when the karmic piece is accomplished then that person or circumstance wanders away again on their own unique path for awakening. Attachment to people, situations, financial pictures, and superstitious tendencies that we use to explain our “Good” or “Bad” life are not real and all have to fall away for the authentic self to blossom. No one can shine when they are under the protection of another’s safety. We need to feel safe but then we need to be brave enough to leap past the illusions that we have used to feel safe and then build confidence. At some point you learn to love yourself enough and then you recognize that you must walk your own path alone.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, April 27, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 4/28/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 4/28/16
4/28/16 is the number 5. The number 5 helps all of us to feel a bit more grounded which is helpful as the astrology (specifically Mercury) is going retrograde later today. It is always better to have your feet firmly planted on the ground if you know there is going to be a shift happening. Today is a day to feel downward and into your feet. It will feel as if there is so much to do so don’t let the energy get ahead of you. Just do what is right in front on you. If you notice the house is a mess then begin to clean that up. If a closet is bothering you with its lack of organization it is time to de-clutter and clear it out. If you feel inwardly stressed it is probably a great idea to go for a walk and put your feet in the dirt. What you notice is the next thing on the list to do in the earth plane. And while you are doing it, relax. Life is always about one more thing to do. This is not an ideal day for clear decision-making. A semi-square between the Sun and Chiron can undermine your confidence as you may fear being different or doubt your experience. Venus in dynamic aspect with Jupiter can serve to exaggerate your feelings, wants, and perceived needs. You might overstate your feelings or promise more than you can deliver. Cloudy thinking or experiencing confusion can figure strongly today with Mercury moving to a station and turning retrograde. Communication can be tricky, and it can be hard to focus on cold, hard facts, especially if you have been fuzzy in recent days. Mercury will remain retrograde until May 22nd. During this time, your thinking is turned inward, as you review and re-assess matters. Mercury retrograde periods can be times of heightened inner awareness, when meditation, benefiting from keeping a journal, reworking old plans, and reviewing past work are favored. Minor breaks in the mechanical aspects of communication can actually re-connect you to other, and possibly more meaningful, ways of communicating. The more difficult times are the periods of the shifts themselves which is where we are at today. After this moment you can grow more as you become accustomed to the new energy pattern.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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He believed that if he took apart her wings she would have to stay. That if he filled her head with thoughts of a better tomorrow she would never leave. What a fool he was to believe she needed wings to fly.
~L. Boyer~


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I woke up this morning to the soft pitter-patter of rain on the roof. It was so lovely. The crisp clean air caught my breath and the clouds enveloped the house like the protection of angel wings. There is so much about life that is hard but there is also so much about life that is a miracle and when I look at both I see the balance innate in nature. Then I strive to find the acceptance of that balance within myself. What is calling for you to spring into? What does your soul want to expand more of into your life? And how can that journey become a daily adventure into learning how to thrive while being alive?

~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 4/27/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 4/27/16
4/27/16 is the number 4. The number 4 requests from you an exactitude and patience to claim that inner wisdom and self-control that brings your being to a place of high morals, conscientiousness and dependability that allows you to realize your potential and power. The number 4 asks you to use practical thinking to create order out of chaos. It asks you to find balance is duality and it asks you to undertake difficult or unpleasant tasks in order to stabilize your power and potential. With the Sun forming a quincunx with retrograde Mars, there can be some inner tension between your will and the expression or performance of that energy. There is a tendency to fly off the handle easily today so be especially aware of the intent of your actions. It's hard to find satisfaction or a sense of peace under these aspects. You may feel decidedly "out of sorts" and on the fence about key issues in your life and the direction that you must take. There can be some inner tension revolving around going after what you want, yet knowing how to approach it, is not clear. Tomorrow, Mercury is stationary and is preparing to go retrograde, so know that there can be some confused perceptions. The Moon is in earthy Capricorn all day. Its trine to Jupiter in Virgo is helpful, gently stimulating your ambition.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"I have watched as there are those whose mission and purpose is to cause harm to others. I have cried for those souls to awaken and see that love is the way. I have looked to the sky for the human potential to be stronger than egos. And I choose to believe that love will triumph over hatred.”
~Suzanne Wagner~


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It is time that the world learns to live in harmony with each other. It is time that humanity steps beyond this self-righteousness and open their hearts to be willing to discover and explore the common ground that we all share. It is time for compassion to expand beyond the judgment, for mercy to win over fear, and for this earth to find a place of peace.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, April 25, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 4/26/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 4/26/16
4/26/16 is the number 3. With the number 21/3 the feeling of luck and the positive aspects of life seem to be again flowing but things may not be what they seem. Lady Luck can and will shift on a dime so being cautiously optimistic is fine but leaping off the cliff and blindly following impulse is not the wisest idea today. Regardless, enjoy the ride because the happiness and joy is needed after such a rough week astrologically. This week in many ways is one of adjustments, particularly of your expectations from others and the unrealistic expectations you have on yourself. Tonight's Venus semi-square Neptune influence suggests a need to reorient yourself in terms of what you should expect from your relationships. Happiness is addictive under this influence. You tend to see what you want to see. Glossing over the more realistic points, details, and flaws of circumstances and of people provides a type of instant gratification. However, it's wise to hold off on making important purchases, or committing to a relationship until the veil lifts. Be a little more cautious than usual with commitments and agreements under this dreamy influence. The Moon continues its transit of Sagittarius until 7:55 PM EDT, when it enters Capricorn.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"I have my madness, I live in another dimension and I do not have time for things that have no soul."
~Charles Bukowski~



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In life I try to put my total heart and soul into things. I think that is the way to live life fully. Why do things halfway? And yes, there are moments when you do not have everything energetically that you would wish and circumstances are not perfect for the dynamic expression that you had hoped but you still give everything that you have. My life has taught me that if you are going to do something you do it with a complete commitment and energetic expression. Yes, there are moments when you fall short of your own expectations but you put all you have in that moment into it regardless. Living life half way is no way to live. Live and be in a place where you choose in completely to what you have as your offering to others. Then even when it does not work the way you intended, you know that you have done all you could in that moment and that allows for a feeling of completion and satisfaction.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Sunday, April 24, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 4/25/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 4/25/16
4/25/16 is the number 20. With the number 20 it is time to acknowledge that within you is both good and evil. You must now make conscious choices to attain balance in your life. This is no longer a request but a necessity. Your aim is to find the wise use of time. When you are willing to do that you will be given greater spiritual dimension and a new depth to your perceptive qualities will emerge. Why would the universe give you more if you are not using what you have been given right now? You can get angry that you have to change or you can choose to change. You can make yourself sick so you don’t have to grow up or you can just allow yourself to grow and move upwards in your life. If you look at both of those you can see how much resistance you have in the anger and sickness and then can you see how much easier it just is to let go and do what is right in front of you. We waste so much time and energy in resisting what is just the natural course of all life. Everything in life is designed to adapt and change to the constantly changing environment. Use the swing of the duality of the number 2 and allow the magnification of the number 0 to propel you out of the old place and into something new and different. The Moon is in Sagittarius all day, stimulating your spontaneous and curious side. You will feel drawn to new situations of conquest or adventure. You will require less prompting than usual to get moving and to experience life. Bored with the mundane, anything that breaks the routine is appealing now. With the Moon squaring Jupiter and Neptune, and then aligning with Saturn, you may be wrestling with expectations you have held in the past. Let them go as they are not going to work out the way you expected. Overdoing or overstating something may be a symptom of the inner restlessness and your desire to attach more meaning to past situations in your life.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Being a good person does not mean you have had an easy life. It often means that you have had very difficult moments that broke your heart open and allowed you to see your priorities and how you are a part of this amazing world.
~Suzanne Wagner~


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Why are we so afraid to claim our life? Why is it that when the universe presents us with the truth of our potential again and again, we fall back into the lie that we told ourself that does not allow us to grow? Why do you believe the negative voice in your head over the positive voices and reflections that surround you? And finally why do you continue to put the energy into maintaining a false self that makes you miserable anyway? Step into the center of the light within your essence that knows the way. Step out of the shadows of the distorted ego perceptions that you believe whether they are from others or yourself. Do not waste this precious life waiting. Life is open and ready for you to dive into. But it is you that must decide to leap past your limited ego and into the infinite possibilities that is your true self.
~Suzanne Wagner~


Saturday, April 23, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 4/24/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 4/24/16
4/24/16 is the number 10. Power comes in many forms. Power is not necessarily flashy nor does it need to be seen and acknowledged. Great power comes from a place of inner clarity of who you are, what is right, and what needs to be done in a moment. Great power has no need for others to see or acknowledge what they are doing because when you hold the keys to your own destiny you choose what is morally and responsible. You make choices that you can live with, without feeling guilt or shame. You make the tough choice rather than take the easy path. You do what is necessary in the moment to make a difference to the most people rather than to make your own ego happy. Today is a power day. What are you doing to do with it? The Moon continues its transit of Scorpio until 8:47 AM EDT, when it enters Sagittarius. With Venus in dynamic aspect to Mars today, there are potential tensions in relationships. Attempting to satisfy romantic needs and assertive/sexual needs simultaneously can be challenging. Be wary of making impulse purchases. There is an air of competitiveness under this influence, which need not be difficult. It can be stimulating and invigorating. With Venus, Jupiter, and Uranus parallel to one another today, the Venus-Mars aspect can create just enough tension to make some waves and motivation to do something with your creative, innovative ideas.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“My darling girl, when are you going to realize that being “normal” is not necessarily a virtue? It sometimes rather denotes a lack of courage.”
~Aunt Frances – Wild Women Sisterhood~



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Courage shows up when you have to go against the established norm. Courage shows up when you follow your heart regardless of what you head tells you. “Normal” is just the present telepathic agreement field created by the masses as the baseline for acceptable behavior. It is the brave and the bold who show the world that there are other ways to do thing. It is the courageous who are willing to punch holes in the old reality and shape it in new and wondrous ways. Today, take a look inside to see what you are willing to step beyond. Look at the limitations that are in place in your life and decide if they are there because of the “accepted norm” or if they really work for you in all ways. If they do not, have the courage to push into a more authentic expression and possibility.
~Suzanne Wagner~