Friday, February 27, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 3/1/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 3/1/15
Today is the number 3. It is with optimism and enthusiasm that it is time to dive into this complex day of ups and downs. Sometimes it is all about the ride of life and the way you let yourself be at the edge to test your skills, wit, and love of freedom seeking adventure. Let this be a day of passion manifesting a feeling of exuberance and joy. But be prepared! The planets are conspiring to manifest conflicts all around you. Mars is having a hey day (in case you have not noticed) so it is a balance of being frank but not too forceful. Communication is the key so if you can’t say it with your heart open and flowing it might be wise to not have the conversation today. There is a feeling of being overwhelmed and a bit more vulnerable than you are comfortable with. If you lack the stamina then wait until your energy comes back. Concentration might also be a factor. Don’t make decisions if you are feeling like your head is in a cloud of fuzziness. Conserve your energy and allow the inner growth to bring about a shift in the coming weeks. Just be ready. Where you think you are headed is for sure going to have some major changes. It is okay to set the path ahead but there are going to be some twists and turns that are not in that plan that you have in your head. It is all going to work out in the end. Just take your time and know that you cannot see the entire situation for the next few weeks. Let is be a mystery. Let it unfold. And let it be exciting.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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At some point we simply have to grow up and forget our grievance or complaint. It happened; it’s over; forget about it. Let it go forever. Never bring it up again, to yourself or another. We need to purge our system of petty feelings based on grievances regarding the past. Replace these stuck-in-the-mud feelings with something more inspiring and uplifting....it’s time to move on. The past is over; let it go. Just as you open your fist to let go of an object, open your heart and release the past completely.
~D.R. Butler~

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So many things create clearing off of old energy. Things such as; cleanses, weight loss, emotional clearing, meditation, etc. are all tools of transformation. And in life I have found that I will have to use all of the tools at different times to promote change. There are times when we get attached to a particular set of tools but I have found that one style or one type of tool does not always work. I wish it was as simple as one teacher, guru, spiritual book, or meditation practice solved all the problems. But that is just not realistic. Within each of us is a complex matrix of patterns that we are attempting to embody and integrate. Some things work some of the time and some things work only one time. Life is about trial and error. Don’t be afraid to stretch out of your box and try something that you had in the past believed would not work. You might just discover something that you have wanted and that has been missing.
~Suzanne Wagner~


Numerology/Astrology for 2/28/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 2/28/15
Today is the number 20/2. So use that mind of yours to consider all the options and plan a pathway through the next 6 months. Try to not dwell on what you have lost and instead focus on what lies in front of you. Time is always a precious thing. So today, breathe life into every moment. Appreciate all those who share your life and love with you. Each person in our life has a gift to share with us. Some of those are here for the duration of our life and have chosen to walk the path for a long time with us. Others come to give us a key piece of knowledge and information and then move on. Yet all that touch us deeply have agreements from before we came down to connect and gift us with something that we need and have longed to experience. Love all the aspects and reflections of energy exchange that have manifested in your life. Some of those have come to shift our focus and priorities. Some of those have come to remind us of who we really are. Regardless, use your mind and create structures that support whom you are becoming and give you the opportunity to step beyond your circumstances into your potential. The Moon is in Cancer all day, where it feels right at home. Midday, the Moon squares Uranus and then opposes Pluto, and you may want to take a departure from the norm. Be aware that some sudden, although likely minor changes are possible now. Plans may change direction unexpectedly. There can be some intensity in your personal relationships and/or some sort of inner emotional turmoil. Avoid confrontations and mind games. You can more easily access the healing potential of the Cancer Moon in the latter half of the day. Your feelings run deep, making it an ideal time to get in touch with what motivates you to find your highest potential.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"Truth is an explosion of insight, despite whatever tears we cry. It's the realization that love will prevail because only love is real; that anything not love is an illusion that will pass.....Today, let's choose what thoughts we think, so forgiveness can happen, miracles can bless us, and laughter and love can return and stay."
~Marianne Williamson~

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The ups and the downs seem stronger as we move closer to this last square between Uranus and Pluto. Take this moment to appreciate what is, right now, as there is no other moment. What is real is love. What is real is the miracle of this life. What is real is that you have this moment to give to others the deepest place in your heart if you are willing to open, be vulnerable, and to take that risk. There is really no option but to be this huge heart of love that you are. It is all that you have and it is what guides your actions and progress. The more conscious you become to that the more depth your expression can become in the domain of love and compassion. Let your heart reach out in a way that may perhaps make you uncomfortable but will expand you’re potential and impact. Life is not without risk but when that risk is about loving others more, deeper, and in a way that allows them to discover their own hidden gifts and talents then the risk is worth it.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, February 26, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 2/27/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 2/27/15
Today is the number 19/10. The past 4 days have been setting the stage for a new beginning. And that new beginning is finally getting underway. There is no turning back there is only the option to move forward. This is a good thing but what it has taken to get you to that spot is quite a bit and you can feel the wear and tear as you are leaping into a new place which is filled with unknowns and patterns that are not completely clear yet. This is that moment when you are going to learn as you go. And No, that is not going to be comfortable for a few weeks. Ease into this new place and know that those that adapt the best are the ones that have the most flexible minds and it is creativity that gives us the skills to survive. Become a survivor and use that creative mind to unlock your hidden potential. The Moon continues its transit of Gemini until 7:50 AM EST, when it enters Cancer, ending a lengthy void period that lasted much of yesterday. All I can say is, “Thank Goodness!” I don’t know about you all but this void really hit me and I am excited to have it over. Today, a longer-term influence comes exact - Jupiter quincunx Pluto. Jupiter quincunx Pluto. This aspect first occurred in September 2014, and will recur again in May. This influence can stimulate moral dilemmas or concerns. Your belief system could be challenged now, and the need for an adjustment in attitude may arise; or you might have to face narrow-mindedness in others (or in ourselves). The need to make adjustments to your plans or to weed out excessive or unrealistic elements in your life can become obvious at this time. The more successful you are at eliminating these things and making necessary adjustments, the more you’ll be able to benefit from Jupiter's trine to Uranus that comes exact on March 3rd, but you will be feeling it leading up to the day.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Death is the transfer of the soul from one body to another body, or in cases when a man is fully awakened, from one body to the body of the whole universe. It is a great journey, but you cannot know it from the outside. From the outside, only symptoms are available; and those symptoms have made people afraid. Those who have known death from inside lose all fear of death.
~Osho~

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There are many forms of death. There are as many forms of death as there are types of bodies that can die. What I mean by that is that your ego can die, your old self can die, your inner saboteur can die, your old beliefs can die, and your limiting behaviors can die. Of course there are many more options but today you might notice that there is a particular one that is straining the system greatly. You can think of this life a person who is loosing over a hundred pounds. There is a point where you do not loose any weight for a long time because you are holding something on an emotional level. When you have the understanding of what you are holding then you can suddenly drop the weight. But until sometime comes into your awareness the body holds on to an old pattern tightly. And it becomes more and more uncomfortable because you have outgrown that belief or place. But egos do not easily let go. All forms of death are painful. But it is wiser to do small deaths a bit at a time over long periods of time rather than resist any form of change.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 2/26/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 2/26/15
Today is the number 18/9. You are in a day of completion and a reminder to listen to that small inner voice as there are many messages coming your way and some of those may be for you to get ready but to not go just yet. You are in the home stretch for something in your life but it is being a bit stubborn in finally coming through the last gate. There is a slight delay with choices and decisions and I know you just want to get this done. However it is going to take a bit longer than you anticipated so be patient and allow the completion to come in its own time and way. You can only push the river so much and today, it is wiser to allow divine timing to be the key rather than your ego, agenda, or personal timing. The Moon is in inquisitive Gemini all day. Under this influence, your emotions are in a state of flux and it may be difficult to truly get in touch with your deeper needs. On the surface of things, you may tend to seek out information, ideas, and contact with others. Siblings, relatives, or neighbors and community involvement are especially important to your emotional well-being under a Gemini Moon. You adapt easily to change, and in fact you may crave surprise, novelty, and intelligent responses in others. The Moon in Gemini is light-hearted, breezy, and curious but it can also be restless and fickle. The Moon is void for most of the day, forming very few major aspects to major planets. What you put into motion now may not have longevity, so it might be better to wait.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Meditation allows you to make conscious contact with your Source and regain the power of intention.
~Dr. Wayne Dyer~

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It takes a tremendous amount of life-force to suppress your essence. It becomes so challenging at times to realize what is the truth when you have built lies upon lies to protect yourself. When you feel into your body and move the suppression and emotions through and into conscious awareness then things can really shift. Suppression is the killer. When you stuff things down they lodge in your body and then it is the complex density of the body that has to deal with those issues. That takes energy and that is what dramatically increases the aging process. Unexpressed emotions become toxic emotions. Now that does not mean to spew your emotional garbage on everyone. It means to acknowledge it and tell the truth to yourself about it. Revealing truth and releasing projection on others is the key to finding a well of energy that you can then use for other purposes that serve you and those you love.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 2/25/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 2/25/15
Today is the number 17/8.  This is a day of insight, wisdom and a desire for peace. Today, look to your Star lineage and tap into your ability to see beyond and find the hidden truth. Your intuitive ability is heightened and the feeling of your spirit supports you in dealing with any difficulties. A First Quarter Moon occurs when the Sun in Pisces forms a square with the Gemini Moon shortly after noon. There is a crisis theme surrounding any quarter Moon phase, as you may feel compelled to take action. Later today, Mars trines Saturn, which is a good influence for locking things down. With this aspect you will approach things from a practical perspective. You can have a stronger sense of responsibility and a feeling of directedness and purposefulness. This is a good time to temper your energy and to exercise better judgment. A good time to get and feel organized. Traditional methods work, and thoroughness brings rewards. Even so, the Sun and Neptune come together tonight - a very different energy. You are extremely sensitive to the moods and undercurrents that surround you. You will let your judgments move from your intuition under this influence, which is in direct contrast to the Mars-Saturn influence. You may have a hard time defining your actions and your goals, perhaps losing sight of reality and reason. With Mars-Saturn in the equation, however, you might be able to combine imagination and method.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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You feel good, you feel bad, and these feelings are bubbling from your own unconsciousness, from your own past. Nobody is responsible except you. Nobody can make you angry and nobody can make you happy.
~Osho~

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What if Karma is simply unacknowledged and non-embodied emotions? What if denial of your experience causes repercussions and consequences? I believe that being honest with your life, your choices, and your experiences is the pathway to freedom. When you disown your own life and fall into the habit of blame, hatred, and projection then you have not been fully present in those moments and the only way to enlightenment is to honor all aspects of your life as part of a glorious journey of experiences and expressions. Take a look inside and notice what things you loop on in your head. That loop is an indication of an incompletion and something lodged in your body trying to get your attention. Once you notice that loop the way out of it is to notice the opposite position. When you loop your ego is attempting to hide the truth from you in some way. The hard thing is to attempt to own what you are afraid of and calmly and honestly try to see what you are afraid is true. Once you can see both sides then the healing can begin.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, February 23, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 2/14/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 2/24/15
Today is the number 16/7. Can you feel your esoteric inner self awakening to a new possibility? With the number 7 deep contemplation and a revisiting of old beliefs is in the forefront of your mind. You now have the potential to understand others in a more thoughtful place of inner strength and clarity. Today you can redefine yourself and your purpose. There is a newfound place of perseverance and purpose. When you open and let go of the old something new and wonderful begins to reweave your life into a flow that is more in alignment with your essential self. The Moon continues its transit of Taurus until the tail end of the day, when it enters Gemini. The Taurus Moon is patient, and with Taurean ruler, Venus, in harmony with steady Saturn, there can be a lot of focus on settling in and finding your inner and outer stability. Affections stabilize and mature under this influence. Inner maturity allows you to take the bad with the good and helps you to see your relationships more realistically. Small advances can be made in business and in partnerships through strengthening and bonding. Support from older people or authority figures may come by way of solid advice or more tangible help. Renewed ties to old friends are possible or a new sense of responsibility can be felt in existing friendships. You may not be very demonstrative with your feelings today but you may want to prove yourself through your actions. Also your business sense will be strong today.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Sensitivity is a sign of life. Better hurt than hardened. I bow to those who keep their hearts open when it is most difficult; those who refuse to keep their armor on any longer than they have to; those who recognize the courage at the heart of vulnerability. After all the malevolent warriors destroy each other, the openhearted will inherit the earth...
~Jeff Brown~


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This quote is in honor of the shared experience we all had at the Women’s Embodied Weekend in Midway last weekend. It was so beautiful to see the sensitivity reawaken and expand into each woman’s heart. By the end of the weekend there was no armor anywhere in the room of wide open, loving, women. Here is to the women warriors of love, heart, compassion, and sharing. Here is a toast to those who have been so brave and were willing to dive into their depth, passion, and sensuality with Jennifer Stanchfield and I this last weekend up at the Homestead. It was such a joy to be in the powerful tidal pull of so many incredible women. Each of you went to your edge and then way past it. I got to witness the vulnerability and power of so many beautiful hearts. Thank you.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Sunday, February 22, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 2/23/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 2/23/15
Today is the number 15/6. The number 6 is the going within number. It is the seeker of truth and awareness and I am sure that you have discovered that there has been some radical change to your reality. That is how it should be. The Moon continues to transit practical, earthy Taurus all day. This morning, the Sun squares Saturn. Be aware that you may face obstacles to your goals but you also begin to see the tools with which you can overcome them. A dose of realism seems forced upon you under this influence, but your efforts to measure up to expectations can ultimately increase your confidence in your ability to be responsible. As the day advances, it becomes easier and quite natural to work with realistic and practical elements. So much has happened over the weekend that you have discovered that who you were and what you believed has so radically shifted that you feel you are sailing a ship without a rudder. All the old things that have defended you are no longer there or no longer apply. The old tools that have worked forever have altered and you are following your spirit now rather than an old set of rules that no longer make sense to this emerging you. To grow up means that you have to step beyond the patterns that you have learned. To awaken it is often an even more radical step. That is why they call it the “Fools Journey” because when you are moving beyond your old reality, to other, you look foolish. But the fool is the only one really awake. In this moment you know that you are not able to see the world with your old set of eyes. There is something “out” there. Something that feels more like yourself. All it takes is the courage to step beyond those limitations you have placed on your mind. Freedom was always there. It has been waiting for you to have the courage.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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But loving-kindness towards ourselves doesn't mean getting rid of anything. Maitri means that we can still be crazy, we can still be angry. We can still be timid or jealous or full of feelings of unworthiness. Meditation practice isn't about trying to throw ourselves away and become something better. It's about befriending who we are already."
~Pema Chodron~


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Who you are right now is just perfect. You can be your full range of emotions and find the doorways to your most cherished self. I know that sounds contradictory but all emotions are pathways to the divine if you embrace them in love fully. Never believe that the absence of emotions is an enlightened state. When you fully awaken you feel everything as a fluid flow and become one with all things. You feel life fully coursing through your being and you are not separate from anything. In this moment right now you can embrace your totality. It is right there. It has always been there. All you needed to do was embrace all that you naturally are.
~Suzanne Wagner~