Wednesday, August 24, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 8/25/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 8/25/16
8/25/16 is the number 6. Oh My Gosh! I can’t believe we are at the end of the month of August. We are prepping for a Mercury Retrograde in Virgo August 30-September 21. And right now we can feel the crimping beginning to happen. We are also beginning to feel the last square between Saturn in Sagittarius and Neptune in Pisces which will happen on Sept 6th. Mars is still conjuncting Saturn and these two big heavy planets makes things feel tight and constricted. And Neptune is also squaring it all. Mars is getting ready to speed ahead as it finally moves into its fast stride after coming out of retrograde and there is a tendency to want to rush ahead. We are also in the time of Virgo and it is ruled by that speedy planet Mercury also, so I know everyone wants to grab and go, get things finished and handled but unfortunately it is just not going to go the way you expect or as fast as you want. With the Neptune Square you should look both ways before crossing that highway. And what you think you want may not actually be what the universe wants to give you. You are actually still in the haze and illusion of Neptune and things are just not going the way you expect still. With Mercury stalling in the sky as much as you want to leap into those new ideas and plans, just know that they are not yet as clearly formulated, as you believe. I like to think of this week as a “redesign”. In houses and interior design there is a pattern called “redesign”. That is about you taking what you already have and moving things around so it is fresh and feels better. Whereas, interior design is often about throwing things out and starting over. We are not starting over from the beginning but we are taking what we presently have and shifting it around so we can make the energy fresh and new.  It is important to take a look at where you are rushing and to choose to slow down and move instead from your highest place of consciousness and clarity. There is still a lot of murky, churned up water because of Neptune and so as much as you think you are clear, in actuality you are really not. In such a circumstance it is better to move slowly. With everything moving towards the big moment when Jupiter goes into Libra on September 9 and with Venus going into Libra on Aug 29th, we are feeling desperate to find some sort of balance internally and we want to find some emotional relief from all the intensity that has been going on. Unfortunately this often creates you wanting to do a short cut. Short cuts are the ego’s desperate attempt to release itself from what it is feeling as quickly as possible with no ability to see that the short cut is not only going to make things worse but allow you to miss the lesson that the universe is presenting. Be warned that turning to drugs, alcohol, sex, etc are not the right way right now but that Neptune is going to try to lure you into that old trap if you let it. Recognize that everything is in Virgo, the Sun, Mercury, Venus, The North Node, and Jupiter. This is to make you take a hard honest look at yourself and the reality in which you are places yourself. It is time to get “real” and see things as they are not as you want them to be. There is an unveiling of your real life attempting to happen. And no, that “real” life is not going to be that “fairy tale” that you keep dreaming about. It is hard to honestly evaluate yourself and your life, your capabilities and talents, your fears and drives and see the truth that is staring you right in the face. Besides the illusion is really quite distorted if you tell yourself the truth. Maybe you can make the reality into something amazingly real and something that others will be inspired to also move towards in their own life. What you are aiming for is going to take time. I know that no ones going to like that answer but if you look at it with an objective eye you will see that none of this is going to work as quickly as we want. Part of it today is that there is a ¾ Cross of the Moon in Gemini and Mutable T-Square, which is making Wednesday evening-Thursday the most intense. There are going to be 9 energies in Mutable places and the Moon are going to oppose the Mars-Saturn conjunction and squaring Neptune. It shows some intense internal and external events happening and who knows what this might look like but be prepared to handle things with as much flexibility as possible. Be very clear and careful about what you are saying out into the world. Be careful, as the potential that things can be misinterpreted is high and volatile. Remember, you are in the middle of a huge storm and in such times you have to be consciously clear and your mind calm and directed. Otherwise the energy will overwhelm your senses and make you fall into reaction and you will get caught in the drama of it all and be at the whim of the energies rather than having a small ability to guide your craft through the storm.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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This person, this self was created by your highest self to explore and expand your genetic predispositions into something new and more expanded than the previous forms of this energy. Your goal is to take what you have and make it better and more beautiful, smart, understanding, or compassionate. Perhaps you wanted to do all of those and more. You can do that. You just have to remember when you hit the edge of those limitations, that it is your unique soul that is enlivening those genetic patterns into action. You are more than just the genetics. Your spirit gives new energy and flight to those things that your ancestors perhaps only dreamed of.
~Suzanne Wagner~


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Reflect back on your ancestors and appreciate them for all they have done to make you into who you are. Their struggles gave you a deep inner strength that shows up when you need it the most. Their integrated understanding of things gives you ease and flow in learning more about that subject now as those ideas evolve and change through time. Your health and ability to know how to take care of your body is related to the study and effort of many before you. You are never alone. You have a huge tribe of ancestors supporting your movement forward. Trust and give those things you yearn to accomplish a try. Even if you don’t achieve it in this life, perhaps the knowledge and skills you learn now will give your children and grandchildren the tools needed to succeed later.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, August 23, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 8/24/16
8/24/16 is the number 5. As we are officially in the time of Virgo and the Mutable Earth energy of the Zodiac, I love that we come into the grounded pattern of the number 5. This number points to all things related to body and with it being in Virgo that adds energy and enthusiasm to that feeling. It is time to get into the patterns that help you heal and open your life up to the joys of just being on earth and being human. Remember, that your body is the temple upon which your soul journeys in this life to discover and experience. We have entered into the time of Virgo and so it is time to get back into gear and exercise, eat properly, and to organize the next level of growth that is being offered. We are coming into a time of preparation for the next energy shifts as on the 29th of August Venus goes into Virgo followed ten days later by a Solar Eclipse on Sept 1st (also in Virgo). So get ready for many things to be in the preparation stage for another shift in consciousness over the next few weeks. Right now, Mars aligns with Saturn in Sagittarius this morning, prompting you to take care of responsibilities that may have weighed us down in previous months (some you could have been dealing with since April). You might be noticing where your feelings of being blocked, as your enthusiasm inside meets with a big dose of reality. You could also feel some resentment that things are not moving as quickly as you might like, or that your sense of freedom is somehow blocked or restricted. Work takes on definite shape and the efforts you put forth can lead to excellent results down the road. A plan of action based on your real situation can emerge today and it can be empowering. This gives you a sense of responsibility and a feeling of purposefulness. You might exercise better judgment as a result of circumstances happening now. Traditional methods work better than less conventional ones, and thoroughness brings rewards. Pushing ahead too fast can be costly or could lead to frustration, as "slow and steady" is the only way to go for the time being. Venus opposes Chiron tonight, and disappointments in love relationships can occur now as you focus on the differences and weaknesses rather than the strong points. You are more aware and possibly resentful of imbalances in your relationships. You may be more concerned with whether your affections are returned than with how you are truly feeling. The Last Quarter Moon occurs tonight when the Moon in Gemini forms a square with the Sun in Virgo. This is not the best time to start a major project, as the decreasing light of the Moon symbolizes a descent into unconsciousness. It's time to begin finishing up the details of recent plans and for approaching matters with more maturity and wisdom.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Suffering is not a mistake, an enemy, a punishment, or a 'sign' that you are not 'enlightened' enough – it is a call for ruthless exploration. We are all beginners here.
~Jeff Foster~


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Here in California there is a palpable shift in the energy of the weather, as we turn into the season of Fall. The temperature has cooled down and there is more moisture in the air as the flow of clouds comes in from the marine layer out by the ocean. It is as if the redwood trees are calling to the clouds and the clouds move in to wrap around the trees in their wet embrace. The hummingbirds have multiplied since my trips to many places over the summer and the babies have grown up and are dancing in airy flight in front of my eyes. I even had one land in my hair the other day as I went out to do some much needed weeding. My family of resident skunks came into the yard to nibble on the apples and plums that have fallen to the ground and there is that feeling of change on all fronts. What is it that you need to awaken to? What is your next step to opening to the magic of life? Where are the next doorways that your soul wants to walk through? As we come into this next solar eclipse take a look at the change that you long to uncover and then bravely step into another new world and let life expand your story into something wonderful.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, August 22, 2016

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Numerology/Astrology for 8/23/16
8/23/16 is the number 4. Neutrality might be a bit hard to come by today but I would say this number 4 is a suggestion to keep in mind as you try to deal with both Mars and Saturn today. With those two pushy planets finding a balance when many things are attempting to make you move in forceful ways can be difficult. Of course there is always a way to blend force with balance. Gymnasts are very good at this as well as many athletes. But it takes practice so see this energy today as a practice moment. Mars sesquiquadrate Uranus early today may stimulate restlessness and give you a desire to take risks and to act on sudden impulses without considering consequences. However, Mars is moving towards a conjunction with Saturn, exact tomorrow morning. These two big Bad Boys of the zodiac can combine in ways that are energizing (which I recommend) or can get a bit testy with each other. Just notice which way they might be nudging you. My suggestion for you is to take practical action with them or to fill a responsibility that you notice needs acting upon. A stronger sense of purpose and direction can come to you as the day advances. The Moon is in steady Taurus all day, highlighting your desire for predictability and comfort.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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In times of universal deceit, telling the truth becomes a revolutionary act.
~George Orwell~


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One of my big mottos is, “What opens love?” It is that simple. Do you notice if what you say and speak opens love or shuts love down? People have an evolutionary pattern that they need to go through where they feel this deep need to say what they feel in every moment. They feel better because what they are actually doing is a form of dumping the stressful energy out of their body and through a creative process of “getting rid” of it internally by releasing it externally. Now, of course they feel better. They are no longer holding the energy. But do you notice the impact of what that energy does to others? When you let raw energy out your mouth it is a type of “birthing”. What you say when it leaves your mouth has a life of its own at that point. I teach workshops and I consistently see people who cathartically release energy and then that energy begins to run around the workshop space and those vulnerable to that belief or pattern will pick it up and begin to magnify the energy by adding their own 2 cents into the mix. That type of pattern can create a “shit storm” is an office or space because most people are very unconscious about the fact that everything you say or do is part of the creation that is manifesting in your life. You are constantly creating what is happening in your life and body with the words and actions you choose to release out into the world. Now, please let me be clear. You can release things but not do it in such a way that they are “infected words” acting like a “thought virus” out in the world. You can do that a couple of ways. One way is to just do it alone. When you are by yourself, you can scream and yell. In your car, get really pissed off and let loose, etc. When you do it alone in a conscious way you can release the energy and when you stay conscious with what you are saying and are really listening to your words as they come out, you can begin to unravel your own distortion and lie. Most upsets are about a belief that you hold inside that you want to be true but in actually it not. Often you are missing a key piece of information or the universe is attempting to get you to see the lie and so it keeps creating the physical problem over and over again until you stop doing the obsessive/addictive behavior that might feel good in the short run, but in the long run is actually contributing to the problem. The other way is to say it but in a totally conscious and responsible way, such as; “Okay, right now what you just said is bringing up huge amounts of anger in me right now and I am trying to stay present with this energy. I am willing to own and hold my own anger and I recognize that anger is life-force energy that is displaced or has been shoved into shadow. I know that I am so uncomfortable with my own life-force energy that right now I want to spew it all over everyone but I am not going to do that. I am going to attempt to hold it and allow my own anger to teach me. I am attempting to allow that energy to totally fill me up and teach me where I am off. I know that I am not going to do this well and so right now I need you to give me permission to be angry and I need you to not pick it up because if I am in reaction it is about me. You happen to be a trigger right now but I am trying to act responsibly with my own energy and learn a new way. Is that going to be okay with you? Are you willing to witness this energy without taking it on?” Then if they are okay with it (and not all people are), you allow yourself to be seen in your most raw and ugly self and discover the emotion that the anger is hiding. It is often weakness, insecurity, and a feeling of not being good enough. It is amazing how different your personal interactions will become when you learn to shift how you express a feeling in a conscious and responsible way. Most of us just want to vent, fume, be validated, and dump emotions on others so we are “rid” of them. But what happens is that they bounce back to us in the most inappropriate ways when we least expect them and when we are at a weak point energetically and physically because the universe is trying to teach you that you cannot disown what you feel but you also cannot infect others with your perceptive slant unconsciously without getting “your” energy coming back to you also in an inappropriate way. What you give out and how you give it out either “opens love” in others or it is a thought virus that ignites others prejudices, fears, issues, and dysfunction. The first one will give back to you beautiful things because it is expanding love the other will give back to you exactly what you have given out often in a stronger and magnified way quickly because the universe is attempting to teach you about karma, action and consequence.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Sunday, August 21, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 8/22/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 8/22/16
8/22/16 is the number 3. Positivity abounds and there is a change in the intensity and stress level that has been affecting you for a long time. Things are finally looking up and there is the feeling like something better could begin to come your way. There is still a lot to do and there are many things on your plate but dealing with them seems more natural now. Mercury aligns with Jupiter this morning, which can help you visualize in broader terms and see the "bigger picture". You feel much more optimistic than you have in a while, allowing you to attract positive circumstances, although your enthusiasm might lead to exaggeration of facts. Expressing yourself verbally comes easily, and public relations and negotiations run exceptionally smoothly. This is a time for making long-range plans, seeing the big picture, and thinking about what is truly important to you. The Sun enters Virgo shortly after midday, where it will transit until September 22nd. Your focus shifts to dealing with the pieces of the puzzle--the little details that need to be handled. It is now time to take care of practical concerns. Tending to the details of daily living may not sound like loads of fun, but it can certainly free you from unnecessary stress that results from "collecting" odds and ends of unfinished business. This is an ideal cycle in which to get organized and to improve communications on the job. There can be some tension this afternoon and tonight with the Sun in minor challenging aspect with Pluto and a tense aspect between Mars and Uranus close to exact. You could find yourself questioning others' motives, and restlessness can take hold if you haven't been pursuing your desires.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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There is power in your potential but to access it you have to step into that space.
~Suzanne Wagner~


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You cannot love without those moments of pain. It is the love that opens us up and in that openness is innate vulnerability. That vulnerability is the cost of openness. That open heart is what makes love so special. You cannot love and have a protected heart. You can have affection but not true love. Can you see where you are being fully loving? Are you aware of where you are still protecting your heart? What kind of depth do you want to experience in this life? To die with never experiencing the fullness of love would be like never eating a fully ripe peach. Your soul should become unafraid to be obliterated by the power of love. You want the refining fire of your love to burn away all things that are the self deceiving illusions that keep you small and afraid. Yes, it will be at times a painful process. Letting go of the egos protective lies is always a painful lesson to learn.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Saturday, August 20, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 8/21/16 - Plus Personal Blog


Numerology/Astrology for 8/21/16
8/21/16 is the number 2. Do you finally feel really sick and tired of listening to your own duality in your head? I know I get really sick of my own. Today, I choose to put it all to the side and stay fully in this amazing moment. I make agreements with myself to not let the chaos overwhelm me and instead just appreciate this particular moment. Let the whole idea of the past rest in the past and allow the unique to penetrate through the density of this moment and uplift you in new and amazing ways. The Moon is in Aries all day, stimulating your more enterprising qualities. It finds support in steady, realistic Saturn, as well as courageous, action-oriented Mars this morning. The Aries Moon runs into some trouble with its square to Pluto late afternoon, when fears or issues of power and authority can be tricky. Mercury and Jupiter are moving towards a conjunction in the sign of Virgo, exact early tomorrow, and you will be inclined to look for more meaning in your everyday lives, work, and health endeavors.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Not everyone is meant to be in your future. Some people are just passing through to teach you lessons in life.
~Robert Brault~


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Those that have walked into your life and walked away, do you notice if you have learned the gifts of those people in your life or do you still want them to be there even when their path has to take them on their own karmic journey. Not everyone is supposed to be in your life forever. Often we touch each other deeply as an agreement from before we can down to incarnate together. But those were moments to help each other remember. Then each of us have to walk the path of our own growth and that often takes us away from the familiar into the unfamiliar.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Friday, August 19, 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 8/20/16 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 8/20/16
8/20/16 is the number 10. There is power in willingness to change. There is power and energy when you step outside your personal repetitive patterns. This is a day when your mind would love for you to try something new and to change a routine. What kind of shift are you ready for? What would be fun, edgy, different, and something out of your comfort zone? That is what this number 10 is asking for from you. With this astrology, I personally would stretch in the metaphysical, intuitive, artistic, or creative. This Pisces Moon will get your instinctual juices flowing if you let it. The Moon continues its transit of imaginative, compassionate Pisces until 3:19 PM EDT. Under the influence of a Pisces Moon, you may feel a little more sensitive to environmental stresses. Its opposition to Mercury and then Jupiter this morning can pull up questions about the meaningfulness of your communications and recent projects. Mercury and Jupiter are moving towards an alignment in Pisces' opposite sign, Virgo, and today's aspects can seem to pit intuition against logic. The Moon's move into Aries this afternoon can feel on the abrupt side, as is often the case when the Moon moves out of a Water sign and into a Fire sign. However, it can stimulate more clarity and a stronger desire to put something in motion. It's also a time for feeling the need to begin anew. Your pioneering instincts are strong.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Either you believe in change and the possibility of humanity actively and energetically working in that direction or peaceful co-existence or you are a person who is working against manifesting a world where we can all live together in peace and harmony. Can you see how your words, actions, and prejudices keep negativity on this planet and continue the discrimination and suffering of this world? Each of us is responsible for opening to life or closing down to life. Closure is not attractive. Closure is painful not just for yourself but also others. Closure prevents change. Being attached to a position closes you off from an infinite world and limitless options that are actually right at your fingertips.
~Suzanne Wagner~


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When I close it actually hurts. Especially if I am not so angry that my anger makes me feel justified in my action of shutting down the world, others, and the integration of more and new information. Do you notice when you close down and how it feels? Are you more willing to be in pain than freedom? Are you more willing to defend an indefensible position because your ego needs to be right? Can you see what is really the “right” thing to do? Are your actions promoting inner peace and harmony or are they promoting suffering either in yourself or others? I am amazed at how many people will choose to hold onto pain and be “Right” than to have freedom, peace, and harmony by admitting that they were wrong and to change. Which one are you right now? Can you see where you are holding onto pain? Have you talked to that pain and discovered what it is trying to teach you? Let the pain go. Let the ego know that your body is not a dumping ground for its positions and perspectives. The ego has a place but when it is causing your body pain, it is time to do something different.
~Suzanne Wagner~