Numerology/Astrology for 2/1/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 2/1/15

Today is the number 11.  It is time to embrace your humanness and learn to love being human. And yes, being human is fraught with upsets, drama, death, birth, and moments of deep freedom and curiosity. With the Venus/Neptune conjunction you want to be in love, fall in love, and feel deeply the passionate flows of life. The object of that love might be a person, a situation, or a possibility. Just remember that sometimes the fantasy is better than the reality. Actually we do tend to understand this and so it can also be a time when you want to not put your heart on your sleeve, as you don’t want the illusion to go away. It is wonderful to fall in love but also don’t let this energy create obsessive patterns of dysfunction that are out of touch with reality. Remember we are all human and we all have wounds and issues to deal with. No one is perfect and there is no “Prince Charming”. There is something much better, more real, and with much more depth. Give others a chance. Let them in. Allow the human qualities to give your life a meaning that is loving and vulnerable. This can be another emotional day, but like I said above, today is more fantasy-dominated (yesterday's energies were a little more raw). The Moon is in Cancer all day. Venus aligns with Neptune in Pisces approximately midday, and there is heightened sensitivity to, and awareness of, beauty and spirituality. You are easily influenced, seducible and seductive, and given to strong powers of imagination. Gentleness with others is the best way to harness this energy. You will feel psychically open and especially compassionate.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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You have to drop all your defenses, only then is intimacy possible.

~Osho~

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The journey to deep intimacy is the pathway to vulnerability, honest, forgiveness and acceptance. Inside we long to discover our realness rather than waste energy putting up a façade of pretense and ego. Sometimes it is hard to know what is real and what is the façade. That is why we fall in love. When we love another, we let go, we open, and we discover parts within that we did not know that we have. Unfortunately sometimes we choose people to love that we can control just so we do not have to be vulnerable and we don’t have to open. We pick others that believe our projection and we can get a real high if we have learned to manipulate others with our ego and then their attention and energy focused on us helps reinforce the dysfunctional pattern. Today, look at what you really want. Do you want to have all the control and use energy to maintain your ego or do you want to discover the vulnerability inside and go on the most amazing journey of your life to allow another to see who you really are? When you do you discover that when you drop the old pattern of control and protection and allow yourself to be seen a fallible and not superhuman not only do you allow love in but you learn to love your self in your real human vulnerability. There is tremendous safety when you let others see you and through the reflection of their eyes you learn to also love you.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrolgoy for 1/31/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 1/31/15

Today is the number 4. The number 4 is associated with the Emperor card in Tarot so it is time to claim your territory but in a conscious, peaceful, and balanced way. You may feel that the opposite is happening and you are instead feeling as if you do not have control over your reality. Planning is on the board and rather than feel at the whims of fate you will want to have a constructive, realistic, and cautious way of moving through this day. Just remember slow and steady wins the race. There are moments to push but this a moment to be consistent rather than to rush. It is time to create a firm foundation and to stand by your work. The Moon leaves Gemini at 2:09 AM EST, when it enters Cancer. The emotional, protective Cancer Moon harmonizes with both Venus and Neptune - planets that are nearing a conjunction, exact tomorrow. Romantic energy is what you are feeling but with this afternoon's Mars-Chiron alignment in Pisces, there is a little more edge to the day. You might feel a sense of mission or some fearlessness when it comes to addressing problem areas in your life, particularly related to emotions and attachments. There is a drive to take positive action, possibly to defend or help others (or yourself). This conjunction gives a more purposeful feel to the day - you are not only in strong touch with your feelings and you want to do something about them.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Be patient with sadness. Let it come closer, let it engulf you if it must. Until there is no division between 'self' and 'sadness'. Until you cannot call it 'sadness' at all. Until there is only intimacy. Sadness keeps you soft and flexible. It reminds you, when you have forgotten, of the beautiful fragility underneath all things. In the softness of the heart lies its capacity to love. Sadness is not the opposite of joy, but its gateway.
~Jeff Foster~

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There are moments when you find a quote that explains your life’s karma and journey. For me this one touches deeply. In numerology I am karmically challenged to understand grief and sadness that has been caught in my energy field from past lives and present situations. In a normal day as a psychic I deal with many who are going through many things that are traumatic, emotional, challenging, and stressful. But I can also see the places where others emotional pain touches me deeply. My journey to help others has naturally brought me to have to go even more deeply into my own sadness. Acceptance of what you are feeling especially sadness has acted like a meat tenderizer in my psychology and personal philosophy. Being willing to move into sadness rather that habitually move away from it and go into defensiveness and avoidance forces a softening and a deepening of all things in your body. There is such a human beauty to deep emotions and feelings.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 1/30/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 1/30/15

Today is the number 21/3. This is a day to socialize and to enjoy sports. Your enthusiasm might be infectious but it also might trigger others who are not so demonstrative so know how to read the signals being given off by others so you know how to appropriately respond to the situations surfacing. Tap into the potential that this number brings to your energy and allow your natural charisma to show your intuitive, loving, and affectionate nature. Hold the position that you do not assume anything, you are just putting out energy and seeing what opens and what flows naturally. Make sure you call people back today and follow through with all emails and communications. Let the discussions happen and do your best to not argue, as it will be a waste of time. If you escalate then others will also escalate. Trust me, it is not worth it. When you hold an open position you will find the right people who want to support your ideas and agenda. We all need supporters and those who we know have our back. Today you begin to feel like you are no longer standing alone and this will give you courage to continue on. Be calm, not cocky. Be ambitious but not egotistic. Early into the day, Venus squares Saturn, and there can be increased sensitivity to rejection as well as stiffness with the affections. There are some big reality checks happening so stay calm and keep your center. This morning, Mars sextiles Pluto, and you will be more able to focus on your goals. Mercury retrograde aligns with the Sun, bringing illumination to your thoughts. This is a good time for processing recent events and ideas, and for beginning to look at problems or issues from a new perspective and with a new understanding. Significant new ideas can be birthed at this time and these are likely to have real staying power or importance in your life. What we say or write now has impact in some way. The Moon is in Gemini all day.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Quantum physics tell us that nothing that is observed is unaffected by the observer. That statement, from science holds an enormous and powerful insight. It means that everyone sees a different truth, because everyone is creating what he or she sees.

~Neale Donald Walsch~

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Do you realize that your life is the manifestations of a constant self-fulfilling prophesy? Your thoughts are shaping your reality. You are doing it right now. Do you have internal self-discipline and conscious focus to be able to really create a life that fills you with wonder and delight? Or are you holding on to the past grievances that lock you into the places of negative thought and emotional despair. If your life is reflecting the darker energies then you have to go seeking the darker thoughts that are coloring your reality. I had a client of mine who had a childhood of great opulence and excess. He had years of drug treatment and rehab and the truth was that he was fascinated by the dark side of the force. He would go out at night and people watch. He would people watch those that were doing the activities that existed in the shadow worlds of life. He would drive around and look for the drug dealers, what was happening on the streets, he would watch the prostitutes, etc. He could not stop his fascination around the intensity of the drug world. So it was no small wonder that he would constantly get pulled back into that world. This is why therapists for addicts tell them that they have to completely step away from their old world. What ever you feed grows. If you constantly look to the dark side then that is what you find. When you train yourself to look at the light side then eventually you will find light in everything rather than darkness. Remember, in all darkness is light and in all light is dark. You never deny one side or the other but you can choose how you color your world and where you prefer to stand in this world and where you want to create the greatest impact.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wild Women Love for 1/30/15

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Rejecting another human being simply because they are human, has become a collective neurosis. People ask, “When will my soul mate get here?” But praying for the right person is useless if we’re not ready to receive him. Our soul mates are human beings, just like we are, going through the normal processes of growth. No one is ever “finished.” The top of one mountain is always the bottom of another, and even if someone meets us when we feel “on top” of things, the chances are good that very soon we’ll be going through something that challenges us. It is our commitment to growth that makes this inevitable. But the ego doesn’t like the look of people when they’re “going through things. It’s unattractive.

As in every other area, the problem in relationships is RARELY that we haven’t had wonderful opportunities or met wonderful people. The problem is, we haven’t known how to take the greatest advantage of the opportunities we’ve had. Sometimes we didn’t recognize at the time how wonderful those people were. Love is all around us. The ego is the block to our awareness of love’s presence. The idea that there is a perfect person who just hasn’t arrived yet is a major block. Our vulnerability to the myth of “Mr. Right” stems from our glorification of romantic love. The ego uses romantic love for its “special” purposes, leading us to jeopardize our relationships by overvaluing their romantic content.

The difference between a friendship and a romance can be illustrated with the image of a long stemmed rose. The stem is the friendship; the blossom the romance. Because the ego is sensation-oriented, our focus automatically goes to the blossom. But all the nourishment that the blossom needs in order to live reaches it through the stem. The stem might look boring in comparison, but if you take the blossom off the stem it will not last for long.
~Marianne Williamson~

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I appreciate the television shows that show the convoluted patterns of the human psyche. It is so important right now that we learn to see and accept the human misconceptions, the over reactive mind, the challenges of wanting someone to be one thing and then have them do another, and the realization that no matter how hard we try things will still go wrong regardless of our love and intention. I believe that humanity is ready to step out of the illusion of romantic love, partially because our present society clearly makes romantic love a completely impossible goal and regardless of how much we want it we know that we must find another form of love that will allow us to find happiness without needing the other person to be perfect. I believe that the human condition is evolving into a more honest and realistic perception around relationship. So let yourself learn to love and appreciate your frail, human self. It is beautiful in its complexity. It is beautiful just how it is.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Numerology/Astrology for 1/29/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 1/29/15

Today is the number 20. When the number 20 prevails over a day it is time to think beyond your own struggles and look outside to the suffering of others. The easiest way to break out of the pattern of Negative Mind (the number2) is to serve others. Often when we experience problems the gift in that is the compassion that it gives us in understanding the suffering of others. So step out of your own upsets and choose to lift others out of the challenges that are hitting your awareness. What would it take for you to have a greater spiritual dimension to your life? Take the lemons that are showing up and make lemonade. There will be an underlying feeling of desperation and a need for security and companionship. Stop and let in the love of your angels and guides that are always there helping you. You are never alone there are always gifts being offered but it is up to you to step out of the negative perception and the easiest way to do that is to offer others what you most desperately want. The Moon is in Gemini all day, and there can be a great deal of movement in your daily life. Your emotions are in a state of flux. There is a strong need to communicate and to express your ideas. You can adapt easily to change, and in fact you are craving surprise, novelty, and intelligent responses in your external world. The Moon's harmonious angles to the Sun, Mercury, and Uranus facilitate your abilities to communicate, move about, and make connections. This evening the Moon's square to Mars can create a challenge, and as Venus moves towards a square to Saturn (exact tomorrow), there can be some reservations. It is challenging to get what you want under this influence, either because you may feel temporarily unworthy or because you’ve been wanting far more than is possible at this moment. Try to not let your insecurities cloud your judgment and make you feel less than.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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I have come to accept the feeling of not knowing where I am going. And I have trained myself to love it. Because it is only when we are suspended in mid-air with no landing in sight, that we force our wings to unravel and alas begin our flight. And as we fly, we still may not know where we are going to. But the miracle is in the unfolding of the wings. You may not know where you’re going, but you know that so long as you spread your wings, the winds will carry you.

~Maya Angelou~

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I was gifted from a very early age that I knew all the major points that were going to happen in my life from about the age of 4 years old till about 35 year old. After that I had no pictures or clue. What was wonderful about that was it gave me confidence because I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that some things were set in stone. I translated the unknown after the age of 35, as perhaps, I was not going to be on the planet. Boy was I wrong. In truth, I did die. My old ego died. My old self was like a cloak that I took off and my true essence emerged from my depth. I recognize that often when people have the feeling that they are going to die earlier that predicted I find that two things are a factor. Sometimes you have died in past lives around a certain age and as you approach that age the cellular memory surfaces like an echo. But more often than not you pass that moment because you are not in that life you are in this one and circumstances are different. The other one is the one I described at the beginning, when you are going to go through a major life shift. Now, that shift can be ego death, spiritual awakening, major life changes, etc. But regardless you are not the same on the other side of that moment. So today, if you feel called, let the ego go, it is okay to not know where you are going next. Let your experience shift your perception and priorities. You might just like it.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 1/27/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 1/27/15

Today is the number 9. It is time to put some things to bed and finish up those projects whether they are personal or professional. There are moments when you just need to say, “It’s good enough!” There are always more things to perfect and to redo but it is not about making things perfect. It is about moving forward and allowing the next lessons to surface. Your intuition is ready to go on to the next thing and there is a yearning to shift with the tide. This is great news! When you listen to the universal flow over your minds chattering, then you will feel as if you are one with the universe. And that always feels much better. The Moon is in constant Taurus all day, and you will be more aware of your need to enjoy the sensual pleasures of life--eating, drinking, listening to music, and so forth. After all we are in the day of the number 9 so celebrating how far we have come with a great dinner, some wine, and good company are just what your soul needs to move forward. Your emotions are steady and common sense rules when it comes to handling domestic matters, money, and work. Venus enters Pisces this morning, where it will transit until February 20th. This will give you more compassion (and perhaps attraction) for those who are left out, overlooked, or victimized. You might want to help others as act in self-sacrificing ways, which will help the walls come down that have been challenging to figure out how to get around. You may have a hard time saying no, as Pisces is so compassionate, but you will also fell like avoiding all things that makes you feel uncomfortable. Wishful thinking is one expression of Venus in Pisces. Be careful to not become too gullible as in these moments you can too easily believe what you want to believe. People can be hard to pin down and love is hard to define under this influence. Venus in Pisces is tender and affectionate, although hard to reach, as there is a longing for something that is hard to define and hard to satisfy.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Sensitivity is a sign of life. Better hurt than hardened. I bow to those who keep their hearts open when it is most difficult; those who refuse to keep their armor on any longer than they have to; those who recognize the courage at the heart of vulnerability. After all the malevolent warriors destroy each other, the open-hearted will inherit the earth...

~Jeff Brown~

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Completing the cycle started 2 days ago about the 3 types of wounds, (abandonment, betrayal, and shame) today we are going to have a discussion about shame. When others make you feel bad about yourself in any way that is how shame lodges in the body. Shame is strongly associated with bodies. At this point you should recognize that your body is just a shell that is holding your soul on the planet and giving you the opportunity to have experiences in the physical. You are not your body, nor are you the upsets and traumas that you body has experiences. Your soul is beautiful and magnificent regardless of if you are fat, thin, less pretty than others, or if you have physical limitations or mental weaknesses. Therefore there is nothing to be ashamed of. When people do something to you or your physical body the karma belongs to them. Do not make up a story about why they did it to you because there is only a few answers and they are that this person was not present, not feeling beyond themselves, wanting their own immediate gratification, or projecting their wounding onto others so in their own misery they do not feel alone. Notice that all those answers are about them. When people are unconscious, unaware, not awakened to the truth that we are all connected, and that we are all one then they gap out and act out in ways that are chaotic and unpredictable. Sometimes we are just in the wrong place at the wrong time. Sometimes we become a refection of a type of karmic awakening for them. Therefore let go of the density that was projected onto you. It does not belong to you. It belongs to them and as long as you hold it they do not get the opportunity to fully have to face themselves and what they have done. When you do not take the responsibility on then the karma goes back to them. And that is where it belongs. So today, release yourself from the history that this body has endured. Let the wounding go and let your divine nature again shine through the cracks and breaks that you have weathered. Because in the end, every one of us has battle scars. When you love the strength of your soul and acknowledge what you have endured, then you no longer see others in negating ways, all you see is their heart, strength, and the power with which they have overcome.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 1/26/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 1/26/15

Today is the number 8. Take the potential power of the Sun which represents the number 8 and combine it with the qualities of strength, professionalism, good judgment, and discernment and you will be able to navigate today with more grace and flow. It is a day to connect all the dots and to take control of the mental chaos of this Mercury Retrograde in Aquarius. Use the mental clarity that is presenting to break down the barriers to your transformation. Life takes courage to follow your vision. If each of us was willing to have the courage to not just have an opinion but also had the courage to research the truth rather than repeat information from others without checking the facts then the conflicts in life would be much less. All this fire and air right now is giving you the power to get the clarity that you are seeking. The Moon continues its transit of Aries until 11:38 AM EST, when it enters Taurus. Venus semi-squares Pluto this afternoon, which can stimulate underlying tensions in social interactions and relationships. There can be hidden agendas, jealousies, or power plays. A First Quarter Moon occurs when the Sun in Aquarius forms a square with the Taurus Moon late today, at 11:48 PM EST. There is a crisis theme surrounding any quarter Moon phase, as you feel compelled to take action. Shortly after, you will be made aware of how your actions affect those close in your life. There is a feeling of learning through trial and error. Whatever project or initiative you began around the New Moon is now off the ground but you may face your first obstacles in relationship to it.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Peace is more than just a feeling. It's the mental and physical frequency where you'll find all your real power.

~Martha Beck~

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Continuing the conversation that I started yesterday about the 3 wounds, (abandonment, shame, and betrayal), today I want to focus on abandonment. When your core wound is abandonment the feeling in the body is coldness. It is shocking how each wound will affect the body in different ways. Yesterday’s wound “betrayal” heats up the body because of the need to defend your position and the anger that is the reaction internally and how that activates certain centers in the body. Today’s word “abandonment” affects digestion. When you feel abandoned you literally cannot “stomach” the feeling and so you will tend to feel cold internally and it activates patterns internally that cause fibromyalgia, thyroid problems, colitis, anxiety, and fear. That is because if you were not deeply loved by your family when young you may not have ever felt safe. We all need safety to grow and thrive. But in households where there is not enough love and acceptance then you never feel like you are completely on the planet and if you never felt welcomed here you will feel like your grounding was never stable. Not feeling safe is the core issue of around anxiety disorders and the problem lies deep in the psyche from the childhood patterns of family and how we interpreted the emotions of love and acceptance all around us. Today, feel into the places where you felt alone and abandoned. Then reach beyond this life and feel into the support of your angels and guides and realize that you are never alone and there is energy all around you holding and supporting you on this journey. Claim the power of your own grounding and choose to not abandon yourself when you feel afraid or not safe. Talk to yourself and find the place of safety and security inside and see that you can exude that feeling of love and understanding to others right now. Often the lesson is to realize that what you did not experience in your childhood becomes the gift that you can give to others. When you see that others are safe with your heart and your love and you choose to never abandon yourself in any situation regardless of if someone is putting you down then you break the cycle of abandonment and healing will open. In that moment you will feel like you do belong, you are fully here on this planet, and this place could be a wonderful playground for discovery.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 1/25/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 1/25/15

Today is the number 7. With the number 7 the stresses have built up to the point that you begin calculating a way out, through, or within you present circumstances. It is a day of mind games. I personally love a mind game because it feels much better than navigating the intense emotional drama that this astrology is stirring up. So as you begin to dream and figure a way into an alternative reality just remember that those mind games can also be a tool for avoiding what you are feeling. Instead today, try allowing the truth of those feelings to come completely into your awareness and then figure out a way to be authentic in the moment without blame or upset. There is a way to be authentic about your situation and allow the cool calculating process of the number 7 to guide you to a pathway that is not avoiding the moment but expressing that moment in a way brings better balance to the situation. With the Moon is in Aries all day, aligning with Uranus and squaring Pluto this morning, this aspect is going to stir up frustrations, restlessness, and make you want to react. Instead know you need to “act, but be very careful about the “react” part of that equation. You want to get things going but know where you are going and the direction that is appropriate to head are two different things. Uranus and Pluto are getting closer to their final square; exact in March so there is this invisible inner tension happening. Stay conscious of that so you don’t snap. Venus semi-squares Uranus today is stimulating unusual attractions (to people and things), which can prompt acting on whims. You may feeling the back and forth of the issue of freedom versus closeness in your relationships. Avoid impulse buys at this time, and hold off on decision-making with regards to finances. It is time for change and you know that doing the same old thing right now is not working. Regardless take a moment to think first before you go leaping off that cliff of the old reality. All of us need to make an adjustment. Use the number 7 to give you the steps in a clear and calculated format and you will feel less caught by the energy swirling all around you.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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In the space of no-mind, truth descends like light.

~Osho~

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Reflecting on my life I want to share a reality that I have learned and that is that there are really 3 major wounds, abandonment, shame, and betrayal. Each of us has all three to a greater or lesser degree but usually one dominates your mind. When you have a wound your mind is desperate to heal it, understand it, and to transcend the situation from your past. In my case, the big one has been betrayal. The situations of my childhood taught me to be alert to people who say things or promise things that are not true and then they change or do not follow through and I would feel left holding the bag. What that did to my psyche was to always have to be alert to lies, whether a person was obviously lying or they were believing another’s lie and simply reflecting that untruth. On one level this pattern has served me well, it makes me a great psychic as I can easily see the deception that is in a client that they have perhaps habituated to and wonder why they cannot seem to break out of some pattern. But personally that has made me feel like I had to do everything. That wound then becomes reflected and projected everywhere. If you are always looking for the place where others lie and betray themselves and others it is not a very fun reality to play in. What you have to do is to see where the wound originated and see the gift in the wound. Then own that you wanted that gift deeply. So deeply in fact, that you wanted to be able to practice the opposite position everywhere in your life. When you get that you do almost everything to not betray others trust but in doing that you sometimes betray yourself, that is the next level of understanding. Now it is time to become aware of your own self-betrayal and forgive yourself for making others have more value than your own essence. Once you do that the issue begins to unravel and you have a heightened awareness around this subject. Now, you no longer betray yourself or others. You see that the betrayal of others is simply a reflection of their own childhood wound around trust. Their betrayal is not about you, it is about them. From that place you can forgive and let it go. When you take on the responsibility of another person’s karma not only do you get stuck but you also do not give them the reflection of another option. Today, be the reflection of “betrayal healed”
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 1/24/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 1/24/15

Today is the number 6, which make a very introspective day. Then having the Moon in Pisces, till about 8:30 am will add even more intensity as this is one of the most emotional places for the Moon. For myself when emotions are heightened it is always wise for me to slow down, regroup, and do some meditation. My suggestion is to wake up early, do some yoga and meditation and then get on with your day. You might gain some great insights with this double whammy. Afterwards the Moon enters Aries and you will fee much more decisive and certain as to the direction and the next steps that need to be accomplished. But even with this drive to get going and the pull to be assertive the Sun is in the cool head of Aquarius and sextile to the Aries Moon this afternoon, Thank Goodness. Then the Moon is trine to Saturn and will help to ground the whole thing. This will make us focus less on our emotional needs and more on the material and mental concerns today. So starting this day out with the heart-centered practice the number 6 and of yoga and meditation will add depth and clarity to this day.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"Enter any moment devoid of agenda, with an absence of posturing, and with your only intention being to send love to everyone you meet or even think of...

Happiness, miracles and inner peace will follow."

~Marianne Williamson~

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Whenever I am attached to a situation or an outcome most of the time it never really goes that way. The end result might have some components of the vision but almost always the flow is very different than my intention. That is because the Universe has much better ideas as to what I think I want and what will actually give me the longer-term goals, insights, and abilities that my life is actually going to require. When we are younger we long for the lives of others or of famous people. But that is another’s life not my own. In truth, mine is a complex web of intricate subtly and magic and in my view has a mystery and fluidity that not only is mesmerizing but pulls me in again and again. That is true of your also. Today, look at the miracle that is your life and appreciate all the moments when the Universe saves you and gifts you over and over again. Recognizing the gifts that show up is a huge breakthrough in awareness and changes you from the place of longing for someone else’s life to being enthralled with your own.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 1/23/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 1/23/15

Today is the number 5. Mixed with the Mercury Retrograde the number 5 can make things feel a bit confining, inconsistent, unreliable, restless, stagnant, and lacking in vitality. Ugh! That does not sound very good, does it? Mercury’s desire for movement is restricted in a retrograde and that forces everyone to re-visit issues about finding greater stability. It is time to take responsibility for the change that you so desire. The number 5 is the pivotal point between the numbers 1 and 9. You have to be in life to find the true meaning of life. Now, everyone will find a different meaning to that life because each of us has different things to learn. That is why sharing is so important. When I gather with others and hear their stories and journey I learn not just about my world but the infinite possibilities out there. It helps me expand even further. I become willing to try things that I did not know were possible. I learn that I have tools for situations in the future that have not yet happened yet. The stories of others are gold and very precious. Their stories give me options, which I may not have thought of. Another’s stories teach me about earth and how to survive here; after all, the game is adaptability. Very early into the day, the Sun sextiles Saturn, framing your responsibilities in a positive way. Patience is increased as you focus on things that will make you feel secure in the long term. The Moon is in Pisces all day, encouraging you to take the walls down, so that as the day advances, you tend to your spiritual needs more than your practical ones. We are inclined to daydream and perhaps stray from our regular routine a little.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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The beauty of life is that it does not have meaning. It is totally devoid of meaning...Our task is to bring meaning. Not to search for meaning, but to bring meaning to every situation you are in.

~Alberto Villoldo~

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Yes, Mercury is retrograde and you will find yourself reflecting on something. You will be revisiting parts of your life from the past and reviewing the situation. Take a look at the meaning that you have given that event. Observe the story and recognize that you automatically make yourself the hero or heroine of your life. That is fine but is it the truth. Most of us make up a truth to live with the consequences of our choices. Enlightenment means that you unravel the story and see the raw and real event without embellishments. I love the television shows and movies now where they show the stupidity, frailty, and flawed logic of the human species and also show that regardless we all deserve love. That is the truth and that truth will set you free. It takes huge amounts of energy to consistently create illusions of ego all around you. What do you tell yourself right now about your life and experiences? If it requires your own energy to maintain then step back and take a look at it from a more objective viewpoint. No matter what you are still lovable, even if you are flawed and have made mistakes. That is the gift of this life. Mistakes do not make you more or less. Hopefully they make you more compassionate.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 1/22/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 1/22/15

Today is the number 4. As the number 4 is all about creating balanced energy and space in your life lets address the fact that integrity and commitment are huge factors in establishing a state of alignment within your core. When you are clear about who you are and what your life is about then regardless of what others think you learn to stand in alignment with your self and thus find internal balance rather than needing situations or circumstances to bring you to balance. When you are aligned from your own center then the chaos of the world can manifest all around you but you are still in a place of contentment. You become your own stabilizer and relax into the spaces of your deepest self. Most of us get so caught up in the external that we forget to connect to our internal. When you think that “things”, “houses”, or “getting your own way all the time” is what it is all about you loose contact with something so precious, that spark of the divine that is always within you, loving you, and wanting you to remember. You are so powerful if you would only remember that within you is all that you are seeking. When you understand that truth a blissful calm flows over your life and the pattern of acceptance and trust exudes from you in waves, gifting others with a feeling and an option to play in the calming waters of your presence. The Moon continues its transit of Aquarius until 7:49 AM EST, when it enters Pisces. While the Moon's transit of Pisces stimulates your dreamy, imaginative side, its square to Saturn midday reminds us of our responsibilities, and you may prefer to escape the reality rather than deal with it. However, as the day moves forward, you are more inclined to feel good about tending to your practical affairs with the Sun and Saturn moving towards a sextile. You will feel more grounded and stable. Then the astrology will make it easier to stick to a specific task and make headway. Productivity may be slow, but it's steady. You are more able to maintain a state of discipline and put your egos aside in order to get the job done. This transit can teach you that humbling ourselves in order to accept constructive criticism and advice can be beneficial.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Whenever you find yourself doubting how far you can go, just remember how far you have come. Remember everything you have faced, all the battles you have won, and all the fears you have overcome.

~Perceptive Artista~

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Appreciate your personal journey today. Each of us has chosen things that we wished to learn and understand. We have also certain behavioral challenges and karmic lessons that we also signed up to experience and learn to stretch out of our narrow opinionated world. Everyone’s personal journey is filled with huge things that seem impossible to overcome. When you look at someone else and his or her journey seems so simple, all that means is that in some place and in some time you already learned that particular lesson. You are not better than them, you just understand their particular circumstance and you chose an outcome that seemed to work for you. What is wonderful about life is that there are always many paths to discover awareness and none of us take the same path. Therefore there is no right or wrong there is only the knowledge and information you gained by going the way that you have. Let others have their lessons and life. Let go of thinking that your way is better, because it is not. Each of us is on a journey to discover where we have hidden our heart and blocked our perception. Sometimes you have to give birth to your karma to be able to rewrite the history of your own childhood. That is wonderful and that will naturally have a different set of challenges and joys. All you have to do is to stay awake to the reflections and allow the mirror to help you heal your own inner self.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 1/21/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 1/21/15

Today is the number 3. This number reminds us that when you focus on particular thoughts you give energy to them and that is like feeding a plant water, light, and food. So today, look at the thoughts that you are focusing on and determine if you want to keep giving that thought energy to keep it going. Do you like the results in your body/mind/spirit when you are caught in that particular thought? Do others around you like how they feel around you when you are running those thoughts? Are you pleasant to be around or do you drain others energy by endlessly going over and over those things. The number 3 is calling for you to reconnect and focus on that Divine Spark within yourself and others. Why not focus on growing faith in yourself and life? The number 3 in Tarot is the Empress. And this card is all about learning about loving yourself and then loving are caring for others. It is only by cultivating positive thoughts (number 1), then allowing the fertility and creativity of that thought to ground into the real world (number 2), can you then learn to share that joy and happiness with others (the number 3). Oh, God! Can you feel it? That cloudy thinking and confusion that shows you that Mercury is standing still and turning retrograde. Personally I seem to keep forgetting small things. Thank goodness it is not big things but remember that all the Mercury Retrogrades this year are in Air Signs so expect a few hiccups in the memory, brain organization, attention to detail reality. Needless to say with a Mercury Retrograde in Aquarius, communication can be tricky and it can be hard to focus on the facts, especially if you have been fuzzy in recent days. Mercury will remain retrograde until February 11th. During this time, your thinking is turned inward, as you will need to review and re-assess matters. This period is best used for re-organizing and reflecting. You will notice that the world is going to look a little differently, through different filters, but you might come up with some very important inner revelations. Mercury retrograde periods can be times of heightened inner awareness, when meditations deepen, and you might benefit from keeping a journal, reworking old plans, and reviewing your past choices. Minor breaks in the mechanical aspects of communication can actually re-connect us to other (possibly more meaningful) means of communication. A New Moon just occurred yesterday, so that in many ways you are looking ahead and moving forward, but with Mercury retrograde now, we're also in a state of review. The Moon is in Aquarius all day.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Never trust your tongue when your heart is bitter.

~Perceptive Artista~

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Okay, here we go with a Mercury Retrograde. Know that if you are an Aquarius, Gemini, or Virgo, this might feel a bit bumpy. I am going to put this out ahead to remind all of us to back up computers and when you are working with electrical things to start by grounding yourself before you touch things, that includes driving your car. Remember to look out for spaced out people that are not paying attention. This is not the moment for playing chicken with someone on the road. Defensive driving is the name of the game till Feb 11^th.  For those of you with Aquarius or Mercury prominent in your chart with may be a bit bumpy, so make lists, stay organized, pay attention when around mechanical equipment, and keep calm. Because we are in the depth of winter (technically) some of you might feel a bit numb, which is how you are forgetting things and tripping over things. “Presence” is the motto and mantra for the next 3 ½ weeks.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 1/19/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 1/19/15

Well today is the number 10. On your mark…Get set…Go! Yes, here we are again in the number 10/1 day. It is time to go for it and leap into the space of your dreams. Tomorrow morning (because of the phase of the Moon) it is going to be time to let go of the old like a deeply needed exhale. You cannot pick up all the new energy being offered if you keep hanging on to so much in the past. Trust that there will be something new offered if you are willing to release and let go. Powerful people accept the past but do not constantly go back to it in some neurotic way in an attempt to change history. The past is the past. Learn from it, accept it, and make the necessary adjustments in the future. Experiences are meant for us to learn something from. They are not there to torture us for the rest of our lives. What happens is that if you do not understand the lesson you will keep playing it out in your mind over and over again. If that is the case, the new beginning is about taking the time to dive deep into the pattern and choose to finally figure out the meaning for yourself so that you can move on. It is time to bring peace to yourself. Venus opposes Jupiter this morning, and your appetite for pleasure, love, or material things is big but you may tend to overdo it so be careful. Inflated expectations and the tendency to overstate your affections are things to watch out for. You may overvalue something (or someone), perhaps in order to feel more important, special, or to feel bigger than life. You will feel sociable, in the mood to party, dramatic, extravagant, and inclined to overindulge as a result of this inner discontent and desire for more from life than the ordinary. Mars and Neptune align in the sign of Pisces today. Your impulses and desires may be confusing, peculiar, hard to explain, or difficult to understand now. Not content with your regular routines, you tend to crave more drama, glamor, or meaning. Concentration on practical concerns and affairs may be lacking. You act on your intuition now, fantasies are strong, you want to strive towards all that is boundless, and your creative impulses are potent. Inspiration can be found now. Creative pursuits that involve physical movement are highly favored and could provide wonderful outlets for excess, undirected energy. There can be much building inside us, but you may not yet know where you want it to take you or how to get there. There is a strong need to release pressure and tension. You may actively seek out inspiration. This influence favors dancing, swimming, photography, arts, and entertainment. The Moon is Balsamic with a New Moon occurring tomorrow morning. It's best to release, let go, and reflect than to forge ahead with new plans.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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The truth you believe and cling to, makes you unavailable to hear anything new.

~Pema Chodron~

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The story is just what you told yourself so that you could make sense out of something in the past that was difficult to understand. It may be the truth your ego told you but there are always other truths and perspectives. Choose to open to another viewpoint and allow your world to expand by stepping out of your narrow world and allow for other options. This does not damage you at all, it actually allows for a new level of compassion and understanding to emerge.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 1/18/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 1/18/15

Another of my favorite quotes is; “Life is a fine balance between holding on and letting go.” Well today is the number 9 and so it is the letting go day. When you let go of things in the past that block you, then you give yourself the gift of freedom. When you allow love and possibility to be the guiding principals of your life then you have faith and belief that the future holds more energy than what is in the past. I know it is difficult for those of us who have had real trauma to rewire our brains because it is our experiences that have literally shaped out mind, how it thinks, and the dendrites that make up our personality. But you are not this personality. You are an infinite being of light having an incarnation and an experience. Who would you be if you let the personality go? Who is under it all? It is time to be complete with the patterns that are perhaps running your life and allow your essence to bring the wisdom learned from the past into your consciousness but perhaps let the story you are telling yourself about it go. I want you to let some of those wild impulses out, release the control pattern you have been attempting to hold and instead just see what the universe has in store for you instead. It might feel selfish at first but when you give your body what it needs to expand you will find instead a generous, trusting, and optimistic self instead. The Moon continues its transit of Sagittarius at 7:05 AM EST, when it enters Capricorn, turning your emotional focus to your performance, goals, and ability to meet responsibilities head on. You will want to find the value and demonstrate efficiency and consistency with this Moon position. The earthiness of Capricorn draws heavily upon common sense when making decisions. This afternoon, the Moon sextiles Mars and then Neptune as Mars and Neptune approach alignment. It will be exact tomorrow evening. While the Moon in Capricorn can be very practical in orientation, its connection with Mars and Neptune in Pisces today encourages imagination and intuition as well.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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When you are ready, Life will know......You don’t have to sit around saying to the Universe “I’m ready! I’m ready!” Because sometimes when you think you’re ready, you’re not. And sometimes when you think you’re not ready, you are. Life knows you energetically, it doesn’t care what you say. When you’re truly ready, it will know.

~Mooji~

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One of my teachers told me that if you do not have something in your life it is because some part of you still does not believe that you deserve it. At this point I know that is a very true statement. As much as our mind and ego want to be ready often we are not as ready as our mind wants to believe. When you recognize that statement as a truth then you will finally be ready to actively go looking for the part of yourself that is hiding in the shadows of your subconscious and you will want to learn to love that part that is afraid and sabotaging your movement forward. I know with myself that I have had a life (because of genetics that I actively chose and Karma from other lives) that is about learning to deal with fear. Now many of you know me and you would think that I do not look afraid, right? Well that is the point. We often project the opposite of what we are hiding from within. That is why you never believe what someone’s persona is showing you. Always look behind and underneath a behavior. The stronger the external behavior is and the more energy they put into that personality the less true it actually is. Life is about learning to see what is not seen. To look at what you are not being shown. In working with powerful people I have learned that stars are created not necessarily born. Yes, you would have to have a chart that gives you the magnetism and charisma that attracts energy and attention and you have to work at gaining the skills of acting but there is also a careful construction of a stars persona. Look at Marilyn Monroe. That is why we are still so fascinated with her. Her persona managed to also give us a hint at the deep insecurity and vulnerability inside. Amazingly it is that vulnerability that attracts us the most. That subtle hint was the hook because it allowed us to feel that place within ourself but to also give us permission to be powerful and beautiful all at the same time. Today ask yourself the question, “Are you ready to show the vulnerable, real you?” There is nothing more wonderful than to actively choose to let some of that ego go and discover the power you will project when you give your authentic self some time to be seen and recognized.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 1/17/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 1/17/15

As today’s date is the number 8. Are you feeling that cranky pull of the Grand Cardinal Cross as it moves into alignment for its final squares? Between that and being in the shadow of Mercury as it also prepares to go retrograde and add to it the Jupiter Retrograde in Leo and it seems to have put the emotions into a heightened intensity. Just when you felt like you were getting your feet on solid ground and you wanted to again feel confident in your choices this energy happens. It is not a full Mercury Retrograde but it certainly feels like it. Then when you add in the number 8 into the mix it feels as if you are being pulled into that dark place emotionally that you thought you had gotten out of. Yes, frustration seems to be the feeling. There are moments that you just have to do what is in front of you and let go of that list that you thought you were going to get to. All plans need to be adjusted now and then. And as much as we would like the world to move in the patterns that you planned today, you will have to let that go. Remember that when you come from a place of confidence and personal power then you still feel that you have a hold of the reins of this wild horse you are on. You are going to have to make an executive decision based on the practicality and what is being asked of you in this moment. The game is to keep on keeping on. Your win happens when you are efficient, trustworthy, and disciplined. The Moon is in Sagittarius all day, harmonizing with Mercury, Venus and Jupiter. You will feel curious and independent but also cooperative with others. Intellectual and emotional honesty are strongly evident today. You will be attracted to new situations of conquest or adventure and require less prompting than usual to get moving and to experience life. You may also fully enjoy conversing and exchanging ideas. Today is anything but mundane so see anything that breaks the routine as appealing.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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You have the need and the right to spend part of your life caring for your soul. It is not easy. You have to resist the demands of the work-oriented, often defensive, element in your psyche that measures life only in terms of output....how much you produce....not in terms of the quality of your life experiences. To be a soulful person means to go against all the pervasive, prove-yourself values of our culture and instead treasure what is unique and internal and valuable in yourself and your own personal evolution.

~Jean Shinoda Bolen~

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This quote has been one of my great life lessons. I came from a family of perfectionists and spent so much of my energy and time attempting to, “Do, do, do!” Thank Goodness I found my amazing husband who had spent much of his life seeking calmness, nature, and peace. There are moments when you see the magic of the Universe at work. I can just see my angels recognizing that I was clueless as to how to relax and just allow life to move me rather than me move life. At 54 I feel as if I am beginning to understand that. But even for me the last few days have been about being willing to let go of my schedule and deal with what is happening in the moment. Most of the moments that I had planned never materialized in the way or order that I originally thought. I find that interesting as a doorway to surrender and allow the flow to happen of its own accord. There are places where I have learned to do that well, especially if clients forget or need to shift appointments at the last minute. I usually take that as a message from the angels that I need a break or there is something that is more important for me to do but the last few days I have been trying to get so much handled related to taxes, travel, my workshops, the symposium, etc. and then other things have tried to jump into the mix that were suddenly a bigger issue or priority. Fortunately, I have learned more and more to relax into the flow and to not push the river and I just shifted as gracefully as possible and accepted the moment without my ego being attached to the way my mind had planned. Give it a try in your life today. Surrender into what is calling for your attention. Do not be mad. Just let the flow of life catch you up in its current. When you do not resist life, it shows you a way that you did not previously see.
~Suzanne Wagner~