INTUITIVE PATTERNS FOR THE MONTH OF JUNE 2016

Osho Zen Tarot: Ice-olation, Totality

Medicine Cards: Weasel, Dog
Mayan Oracle: Muluc, Chuen, Adventurer’s Quest
Ancient Egyptian Tarot: Four of Swords, Eight of Cups, Five of Wands
Aleister Crowley Deck: The Fool, Oppression, Queen of Cups
Healing Earth Tarot: Tower, Man of Rainbows
Words of Truth: Health, Pushing, Overview, Expansion

Neptune is going retrograde this month on the 13^th of June until the 20^th of November. This should aid in fine tuning your intuitive senses and allow you to feel into the more subtle places that need to be addressed. During this transit you have to really pay attention to the messages and act on them quickly because if you have not done the work necessary by the time Neptune goes direct, then your feelings of missing the mark and not being in the right place at the right time actually get stronger.

The negative side of this aspect is that addictive patterns can worsen so it is going to be important to reign in those out of control urges because those too will bite you if you are not careful.

Neptune is the second largest planet and it is also the planet of illusion so there may be a feeling of not knowing what is true or correct for you during this time. The choices may seem so diverse that you cannot seem to know what is the correct door to walk through.

On June 17^th Saturn and Neptune will be at 12 degrees and you will experience the second of the three squares (the third one will be September 6^th). Saturn wants to restructure your philosophical outlook and free your mind to travel beyond the old boundaries. While Neptune wants to dissolve away what seemed so real from your past. So this combination can be very shattering for the psyche. Just remember that there is always liberation when the blinders come off and you see what is really there rather than what you had created as an illusion.

To move through this month you need instinct and intuition. As both Saturn and Neptune are in mutable signs (Sagittarius and Pisces) the game is choice, to gain confidence, and to learn to adapt to a constantly changing landscape called your life. The most important aspect of this square is that it will show you that “Knowledge is Power” and that is going to allow humanity to finally let go of blind faith. Expect some people to have their foundations rocked, shattered and then washed away by a tide of Neptune’s change. Each of us is being asked to grow up and allow the cold hard and honest truth to mature us out of the place where we get caught up in the illusion of disinformation. You will not be allowed to stay in denial and you will not be able to escape the hard truth and choices confronting you this month.

Yet, there is a playful quality to this month with the Mayan Archetype Chuen. Play is essential to allow you to move through this challenging game of “Real Dungeons and Dragons” but if you have the attitude of childlike enthusiasm and fun that so much is shifting around then you can get on top of the energy and play the game rather than feeling played. Just remember that there is going to be a lot that you cannot see so plan accordingly because you will have to adapt at a moments notice.

What you can say about this month is that it is dynamic. There is a type of intended risk that is present throughout the month and you will want to have with you the most loyal friends surrounding you as well as those with great ability to see into the great beyond to give you insights to the next potential steps in this developing game.

Let this month be one of such movement and expansion that you are enthralled with just the feeling of no longer being stuck. You may want to know what is happening to you but it would be better to live in the space of moment to moment. Let the wonder and childlike enthusiasm take the place of fear. Let the adventure be so enticing that you know you will step on the path even when you don’t know why you are choosing that particular path. Don’t push, but just go with what presents. You might just discover that you are braver and more of a hero in your world than you realized.

June 2016 Astrology Update

Starting over is the question on everyone’s mind as we move into June and how that is going to look and how the outcomes are going to be experienced. All positions will get magnified under this June Astrology so pick carefully.

We are still dealing with lots of planets still retrograde and they are mucking up the patterns very personally. I am sure at this moment that you are wondering “What the ….. is going on?” And I will attempt to sort that out from my perspective.

Pluto is still retrograde until the 26^th of Sept and that is making people’s bad behaviors worse. You might feel like your “Negative” Self got out of the closet and is running through your internal and external home messing with everything. And it is. The question is; “Why are you doing some things? Why are you making certain choices?” This aspect makes you take a hard look at your personal motivations in your choices and actions. Intent is very important and yours is being questioned right now. You need to look below the surface of the conversation you have been telling yourself to make you feel better and get to the root motivation of your actions. And that look in the shadow mirror might not be as pleasant as you had hoped. Catching yourself in a lie or an illusion is never fun but it is essentially necessary for your forward progression.

Saturn Retrograde till the 13^th of Aug is making you ask the question; “What are you really willing to put the time and effort into? More things are being dissolved away and broken down than actually building up at the moment and most things feel as if you are in a storm that is messing up all the structure that you worked so hard to build up. And you would be right. But trying to clean up a storm’s mess in the middle of the storm does not really make sense either. Yes, you are going to have to rebuild. And that will be fine when the storm is over. But you need to let the storm do the work and clear out what is no longer needed. Then afterwards you can make a better assessment of the damage and figure out the next steps. Using brain power now is a waste of time and energy.

Neptune goes retrograde from the 13^th of June until the 20^th of November and so you feelings are going to be heightened and your intuition is going to get much louder. You want to take heed of the advice from your right brain this month and begin to follow that flow rather than the analytical side of your mind because if you don’t you might just have to go over the same place when Neptune goes direct in November.

Mars is retrograde and has backed up into Scorpio and this emotion roller coaster you feel like you are on is very real and even when Mars goes direct on June 29^th if will not feel better until August 2^nd when Mars will finally leave the volatile and intense sign of Scorpio and go back into the mutable sign of Sagittarius. Though you will get a lot of internal work done here while the Mars in Scorpio rules. Mars in Sagittarius tends to let things slide and as much as that is what you might want right now, it is better to stir that emotional pot and bring what is still stuck in the bottom of your consciousness to the top and deal with it now.

This June with the mutable T-square between Saturn in Sagittarius, Jupiter in Virgo and Neptune in Pisces, which is going to occasionally and briefly become a mutable Grand Cross, my suggestion is to accept that you are loosing grip with your old reality.

Yes, that old reality is crumbing right out from underneath you and the faster you accept that the better you are going to feel.

We are prepping for the second square between Saturn in Sagittarius and Neptune in Pisces on June 17.

Saturn represents cold, hard reality, exacting time clocks, physical aging and death. Saturn is all about the structures that hold your life in place.

Neptune represents unseen reality, time dimensions outside our own, the continuation of life after death and the dissolution of barriers between ourself and the unseen spiritual forces.

As you can see there are very different functions and a square is like a tug of war between them causing a lot of friction over what exactly is the “reality”.

You can see in the news everyone has an opinion and the frustration is that no one is agreeing with each other so nothing is getting handled and that adds to the intensity that people are feeling.

Saturn in Sagittarius wants a strong adherence to certain principles and ideology.

Neptune in Pisces wants those principles to be open hearts and inclusive and wants humanity to wake up and have us really see the big picture not just our narrow desired perspective.

The key to get through this is to be fluid and open hearted. Neptune trumps Saturn in size and gravitational mass. So as much as those old structures are going to fight for their very survival, they are going to have to change and bend to the will of humanity. Then answer is in finding the fluid flow of Neptune.

We are no longer in the Piscean Age where rigid religious structures rule governments and people.

We are in the Aquarian Age, which is about a better balance with overview that makes sense for the greater whole not the rules of the past patterns.

Know that what you believe is not the only way and be willing to see things from another perspective. Be very wary of those who seem to have all the answers and act like a “know it all”.

This month you are getting emotionally geared up for action.

There is a square between the Sun and Neptune on the 1^st of June and this can confuse your direction temporarily. You may have a hard time defining your actions and your goals, perhaps losing sight of reality and reason for now. This can be a time for increased spiritual awareness, imagination, and inspiration. There might be moments when comprehending all this might actually be a bit difficult, as your consciousness is opening to a new and previously unperceived reality.

It can be difficult knowing where or how to direct your willpower under this influence. It will also be a challenge to know where you stand with others. Avoid such things as scheduling surgery, important appointments, job interviews, or launches of new projects at this time, if possible. Venus will soon form a square with Neptune, and both bodies will oppose Saturn and square Jupiter, forming a Grand Cross from an ongoing T-square involving Saturn, Neptune, and Jupiter. The coming days call for adjustments of your expectations and can be big reality checks for your life.

June is an opportunity to connect with others and there is a great need to be more attuned to others right now. The Grand Mutable Cross at the end of May and into June is going to challenge what you think is reality.

This is especially difficult from the “Falling in Love” perspective.

Let’s just say that what you think is true about someone is probably your fantasy not the reality. So don’t make decisions on the dating front while these aspects are twisting truth and fiction around in such a dramatic fashion. Your own enthusiasm of feeling the freedom that is happening can override your more common sense aspect. Remember that nothing is what it seems for probably the whole month of June. At the end of the first week of June, the Sun and Venus start to angle up to Uranus (the surprise planet) in the sign of Aries (the “Go get it” sign of the zodiac) and this may create some changes in your plan or force you to deal with some more spontaneous choices happening in your world.

The Ruler of Gemini and Virgo (where the Sun, Venus, and Jupiter are right now), is Mercury and this is opposing a retreating Mars. The suggestion here is that there could some tussles over money, assets, or differences in values.

I expect a lot of direct political heated arguments but know that this aspect can also affect you personally.

Thank Goodness we have the charm of Venus to help you respond diplomatically. But even if you do your best, it might not be enough because Mercury is in the fixed and stubborn sign of Taurus and Mars in the volatile fixed sign of Scorpio.

This pattern is all about appropriateness. With all this intensity it may not work but at least it will be worth the effort in the long run. Learning to stand up for what you believe is important regardless.

The second Square between Saturn in Sagittarius and Neptune in Pisces is on the 17^th of June and this is where you know that you are going to need a plan (of sorts) to make it through all this chaos and confusion.

This is designed to create a Crisis to Break Free of Limitations. It is time to use the knowledge you have gained and you also need to break free of old beliefs by dissolving them away and recognizing that they had value in the past to get you to this place but now they do not have the value that they used to. It is time to move on, move forward, and embrace the new ways. It is time to find the harmony with your intellect and your flow.

When these forces are out of balance and when knowing is heavily emphasized you need to know and are not willing to trust the intuitive part of your nature. When you trust the unknown and intuitive pattern more than your cognitive side you will not be able to translate that into the real world. When there is too much structure the needs of the people are not met in a spiritual and religious way. Religion, journalism, higher education and sports are going to be radically shifted. The old rules and patterns that are not longer important are blocking the flow and they will have to shift in a big way.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 6/1/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 6/1/16

6/1/16 is the number 10. The number 10 asks if you are willing to stand up and stand in your personal truth? It is essential that you discover the core principals upon which you wish you build your life from this point on. Starting over is the question on everyone’s mind at the moment and how that is going to look and how the outcome is going to be experienced. All positions will get magnified today so pick carefully. This June with the mutable T-square between Saturn in Sagittarius, Jupiter in Virgo and Neptune in Pisces, which is going to occasionally and briefly become a mutable Grand Cross, my suggestion is to accept that you are loosing grip with the old reality. Yes, it is crumbing right out from under you and the faster you accept that the better your going to feel. We are also prepping for the second square between Saturn in Sagittarius and Neptune in Pisces on June 17. Saturn represents cold, hard reality, exacting time clocks, physical aging and death. Saturn is all about the structures that hold your life in place. Neptune represents unseen reality, time dimensions outside our own, the continuation of life after death and the dissolution of barriers between ourself and unseen spiritual forces. As you can see there are very different functions and a square is like a tug of war between them causing a lot of friction over what exactly is the “reality”. As you can see in the news everyone has an opinion and the frustration is that no one is agreeing about that. Saturn in Sagittarius wants a strong adherence to certain principles and ideology; Neptune in Pisces wants those principles to be open hearts and inclusive and that we are really seeing the big picture not just our narrow desired perspective. The key to get through this is to be fluid and open hearted. Know that what you believe is not the only way and be willing to see things from another perspective. Be very wary of those who seem to have all the answers and act like a “know it all”. The Moon is in Aries most of the day, until 10:48 PM EDT. While you can be emotionally geared for action, a square between the Sun and Neptune today can confuse your direction temporarily. You may have a hard time defining your actions and your goals, perhaps losing sight of reality and reason for now. This can be a time for increased spiritual awareness, imagination, and inspiration. There might be moments when that is actually a bit difficult as your consciousness is opening to a new and previously unperceived reality. It can be difficult knowing where or how to direct your willpower under this influence. It's also a challenge knowing where you stand with others. Avoid such things as scheduling surgery, important appointments, job interviews, or launches of new projects at this time, if possible. Venus will soon form a square with Neptune, and both bodies will oppose Saturn and square Jupiter, forming a Grand Cross from an ongoing T-square involving Saturn, Neptune, and Jupiter. Today and the coming days call for adjustments of your expectations and can be reality checkpoints. The Moon enters Taurus at 10:48 PM EDT.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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She lived in the moment, for the moment. Because this moment she knew held all the great truths and the answers she was seeking. She knew that if she could understand this moment then that was all that mattered.

~Suzanne Wagner~


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June is an opportunity to connect with others and the need to be more attuned to others right now is important. The Grand Mutable Cross at the end of May and into June is going to challenge what you think is reality. This is especially difficult from the “Falling in Love” perspective. Let’s just say that what you think is true about someone is probably your fantasy not the reality. So don’t make decisions on the dating front while these aspects are twisting truth and fiction around in such a dramatic fashion. Your own enthusiasm of feeling the freedom that is happening can override your more common sense aspect. Remember that nothing is what it seems for probably the whole month of June. At the end of the first week of June, the Sun and Venus start to angle up to Uranus (the surprise planet) in the sign of Aries (the go get it sign of the zodiac) and this may create some changes in the plan or some more spontaneous choices happening in your world. The Ruler of Gemini and Virgo (where the Sun, Venus, and Jupiter are right now), is Mercury and this is opposed by the retreating Mars. The suggestion here is that there could some tussles over money, assets, or differences in values. I expect a lot of direct political heated arguments but know that this aspect can also affect you personally. Thank Goodness we have the charm of Venus to help you respond diplomatically. Even if you do your best it might not be enough because Mercury is in the fixed and stubborn sign of Taurus and Mars in the volatile fixed sign of Scorpio. It is all about appropriateness. With all this intensity it may not work but at least it will be worth the effort in the long run. Learning to stand up for what you believe is important regardless. The second Square between Saturn in Sagittarius and Neptune in Pisces is on the 17^th of June and this is where you know that you are going to need a plan (of sorts) to make it through all this chaos and confusion. This is designed to create a Crisis to Break Free of Limitations. It is time to use the knowledge you have gained and you are also trying to break free by dissolving your old beliefs. The game is about finding the harmony with both. When these forces are out of balance and when knowing is heavily emphasized you need to know and are not willing to trust the intuitive part of your nature. When you trust the unknown and intuitive pattern more than your cognitive side you will not be able to translate that into the real world. When there is too much structure the needs of the people are not met in a spiritual and religious way. Religion, journalism, higher education and sports are going to be radically shifted. The rules and patterns that have not been important and are blocking the flow will have to shift in a big way.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/31/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/31/16

5/31/16 is the number 9. The number 9 asks the question, “What are you completing?” For me personally, I am learning how to be a complete human being. Now, I know that sounds strange but being a part of this earth and becoming one with this place and time has always been challenging for me. I have spent my life running ahead and challenging myself again and again. Learning how to allow my human-ness to be okay and acceptable has been difficult. I have always wanted to be exceptional not ordinary. But there is something wonderful about the ordinary life. There is something wonderful about being fully embodied and connected to this amazing planet we are on. Today, recognize that right now you are perfect just as you are. Now, I am not saying that this place and space is your final result but what can you do that would allow this moment to completely fill you? There are blessings in not being at your goal yet. There are blessings in being a work in progress. But there are also blessings in seeing that right now, this is who you wanted to be to learn and grow. This body, this form, this consciousness, these yearnings, these drives, these longings are helping you evolve into a more awake and higher state of awareness than when you first came to this earth. Let the evolution of who you are be a completion today. Let this journey be full and life fulfilling right now. See the perfection and completion that is happening today. Enjoy it. Become one with it and celebrate what you have accomplished. With the Moon in Aries all day and harmonizing with the Sun in Gemini, you can be sharp, feel on top of things, and enthusiastic towards your future. There is a strong sociable quality to today but there is also a detachment that knows you can go it alone as well. This is a great day for marketing and selling your ideas. The Moon also harmonizes with Saturn, gently and pleasantly fueling your ambitions. A Pluto-Ceres square reminds us to avoid holding on too tightly to things that no longer serve us well. If there's a project or method that needs to evolve, you should recognize this and let it grow. The Aries Moon encourages initiative and starting fresh. What do you need to allow space and time to begin?
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"You can choose to be afraid but why?
You are here. You are on the wave
whether you like it or not.
You are going to have to choose a way
to get back to shore.
So why not choose with energy, gumption,
vitality, love, compassion, trust, and courage?"
~Suzanne Wagner~


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Yesterday, I spent what I consider a very lazy day. In the morning my husband and I did some outdoors work to mow, weed, and clean up an area of our property. The sun was out and the air was perfect. We were working together in silence with a few words here and there. We chipped away at a big project and got a lot done, then came inside and did lunch and had a lovely relaxing afternoon with really nothing to do except enjoy the views outside and feed the birds. And yes, there was one small break to go feed the neighbors cats and dogs as their daughter got married this weekend and the whole family was out celebrating for the weekend wedding. I can’t tell you how lovely that was. To have a relatively normal day without a ton of things to do and to just work in a way that you see some small and tangible results but to not have to push or feel overwhelmed and overloaded. I was raised by two perfectionist parents who did not really know how to stop and so the times I have really slowed down and just enjoyed the moment are not as frequent as I would have liked. I have learned how to take very good care of myself and get massages, go to meditation retreats, personal growth workshops, yoga retreats, shamanic retreats, and in those I have learned how to stop and observe my thoughts, feeling, and to reflect on my actions without judgment. But just having a moment like yesterday was very life fulfilling and made me realize how far I have come and how much I have transformed by parents pattern into one that is more authentically my own.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/30/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/30/16

5/30/16 is the number 8. The number 8 brings in a feeling of hopelessness and despondency if you have not been dealing with things in your life a bit at a time. Hiding your head from the responsibilities that is life catches up to you eventually and it is in such moments that the reality hits hard as you wake up out of a place of illusion and suddenly see all the work that has to be done in your world. Life is what you make of it. That does not mean that you can fix everything or everyone but it does mean that the meaning that you give situations is either going to lift you up or pull you down. Today the potential pull down into the depths of despair are hard so you have to be ready to find the deeper meaning in what seems a potentially negative situation or event. Instead of asking “Why this is happening to you? Ask; “What can this event show me that will help me grow into a better person?” Events that do no go the way you planned are there to give you strength and courage. They are there to show you that life is full of many failures and few successes. And that each of those moments is wonderful if looked at from a more open pair of eyes. The Moon continues its transit of Pisces until 9:10 PM EDT, when it enters the first sign of the zodiac, Aries, and each of you has the opportunity to begin a new cycle. A semi-square between Venus and Uranus today can stimulate a desire to shake up the routine in your relationships, although if you are not aware of this, you may act out or act on whims. There can be unusual attractions to people and things. You may deal with freedom versus closeness issues in your relationships. A trine between Mercury and Pluto suggests an opportunity to gain a mental advantage. Your mental faculties are attuned to otherworldly impressions, offering you increased insight, psychological understanding and awareness, and focused attention. You are drawn to looking for truths and to unexplored topics and ideas in your sphere and reality.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Life is like a piano. White keys are happy moments and black keys are sad moments. But remember both keys are played together to give sweet music.

~Shinzoo.com~


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What would bring you joy today? What would help you step beyond the confines of the mind’s melancholy and help you reach beyond the past events and into the joy that can be found in this present moment? Take a moment to breathe into this moment now. See the beauty that beacons you to find the answers not in the past and not if you are able to find some future illusion… but in the now. This moment right now is a turning point if you wish it. This moment right now can become a resting point for the mind. This moment can change the course of your life if you listen to the calling of your heart.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/29/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/29/16

5/29/16 is the number 7. I think the number 7 is the number of the great mystics. It is the number that wants to understand the mathematical patterns that hold the universe together. It is the observer of natural phenomena. It is that overview that there is a rhythm, sound, and pattern that holds all life together. And if one could understand the pattern one could begin to manipulate that pattern into something that shifted the outcome in subtle ways. Then the more you became one with that pattern you could continue to affect the trajectory of life and experience on this planet. Today, I find that I want to put my intention into shifting this infective negativity on the planet in a way that brings humanity out of this darkness of causing each other perpetual suffering and into the exquisite potential that has always been life. I see the pattern of negativity out there but I no longer want to play. How many of you out there are willing to make that choice right now to no longer voice anything negative? This will have to be a group effort as so much chronic destructive energy is being spewed out there in reality that it will take a combined effort and pattern to shift humanity off this edge of destructive negativity. Join me in shifting the consciousness of earth into a place that all of us want to live. Let the number 7 give us a new rhythm that breathes another reality into being. A Last Quarter Moon is exact this morning at 8:12 AM EDT, when the Sun in Gemini forms a square with the Moon in Pisces. The Last Quarter Moon phase points to some sort of crisis of consciousness and I know that I am feeling it today. After basking in the awareness symbolized by the full light of the Moon at the time of last week's Full Moon, it is time to disperse your knowledge and come to a point when humanity needs you to sort out what works from what doesn't--in preparation for next week's New Moon. This is not the best time to start a major project, as the decreasing light of the Moon symbolizes that we are all descending into the darkness of the unconscious. It's time to begin finishing up the details of some projects that have been lingering. It is time to be more mature and to be more objective in what we witness around us for the next few days. The Moon is in Pisces all day, activating an ongoing T-square aspect involving Neptune, Jupiter, and Saturn, and this can suggest some ups and downs with expectations.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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When a certain number of people come together rand they choose at a moment in time to create a precise emotion in their hearts, that emotion literally can intentionally influence the very fields that sustain the life on planet earth.

~Gregg Braden~


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What would it take for you today to see beyond all the negativity that is out there on the planet? What would it take for you to recognize that humanity has been doing horrible things for thousands of years and that regardless of that truth, you can either contribute to the world in a positive way or you can allow the darker parts of human existence collapse you into the lowest patterns and density that is out there. Till my dying breath, I choose to believe that humanity can find a way through this ridiculous bigotry and hatred. I choose to support life fulfilling patterns and concepts and stand up to those spewing negativity, distortion, and words that break down a society rather than build it up to its potential. Will you join me? Will you be a voice in the fear based reality or one that holds the energy of human potential to make this world a better place when you are no longer here?
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/28/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/28/16

5/28/16 is the number 6. I think the number 6 is one of my personal favorites. It is calm, introspective, artistic, uplifting, and autonomous. It needs nothing or no one to be fulfilled. It allows the true nature of self to open to just what is. It is the reminder to be here now and to allow life to show you rather than you impress others with your skills. It is not flashy. It is centered. It is not all knowing but it is willing to be known. Let this number infuse you with wonder and delight. Let it show you what and who you are without needing to push or overriding the moment. It lets all things just be and that is where you find the peace. The Moon is in Aquarius until 5:06 PM EDT, when it enters Pisces. The Sun forms a semi-square with Uranus today, and while you may feel the need for action, you may not be clear on where you really want to go. The second square between Neptune in Pisces and Saturn in Sagittarius is coming up the middle of June and I already see everyone scrambling as they feel and anticipate the upcoming intensity. you could feel a little tense and impatient with routine. Unexpected changes in plans or events can test your patience. However, they could stimulate you to try new approaches and they certainly act to cut boredom. This transit could offer you the drive to do something new, but it may be best to avoid making hasty major decisions for the time being.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Many of us are using our spirituality as a way to avoid life, to avoid seeing things we really need to see, to avoid being confronted with our own misunderstandings and illusions. It is very important to know that life itself is often our greatest teacher.

~Adyashanti~


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Make today a magical day. Do something that creates a unique memory. Be silly, make someone laugh, help out the neighbor, bring a meal to a sick friend, etc. Find a way to share your heart with another. Then feel how that lets your day improve and feel blessed.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/16/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/26/16

5/26/16 is the number 4. The number 4 suggests that you are in a deep need for balance at this time and that things have gotten a little bit out of hand. Remember to balance you first because when you are in balance then your responses in the external world are also going to be more balanced. Work on your non-reacting. Work on observing and witnessing life and the drama of others going all around you. Do not let small upsets escalate to something you might regret later. Jupiter forms a square to Saturn exactly today - the final one in a set that first occurred last summer (although in different signs), and that perfected again in March of this year. You may be forced to restructure your life or plans now in accordance with rules, laws, limits, and the demands of reality. It is best to breathe new life into old ideas but know that those changes right now might be radical with all these retrogrades. You may need to cut back on something in order to grow in another area. It is important not to overextend ourselves at this time and to avoid attempting easy fixes or shortcuts. The need to adjust your expectations becomes obvious now. The Moon continues its transit of Capricorn until 10:27 AM, when it enters Aquarius. Its harmonious connections with the Sun and Venus this afternoon and tonight encourage cooperation.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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You are not the emotion that you keep feeling in your body, though it is human nature to identify with that emotion and say things like, “I am afraid” or “I am angry”. But in truth the ownership of those words limits you rather than expands you. You are not just one emotion. Emotions pass over and through you like waves of the ocean at the beach. Just let them wave through. Let them roll through you and past you. There is no need to own them as part of your identity.

~Suzanne Wagner~


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When we feel an emotion we tend (as humans) to be very indulgent in the attachment to that emotion. We hold on to it often because we want someone to notice what we are feeling. And if they don’t we exaggerate it to the point that it becomes distorted and expresses a caricature of who we really are. Do not use emotions to hook or manipulate others into your game or circumstance. People know when they are being manipulated and it often ends up giving you less of what you need rather than more.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/25/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/25/16

5/25/16 is the number 3. The number 3 asks you to look at your negative self talk inside and actively do something to change it. Thoughts create reality and it is always so interesting for me to notice how some people’s flow of conversation is always about finding fault, blaming, or putting themselves down. And as a result their life reflects those thoughts. They see things in life as provocations, problems, and they do not see the good reflected around them. And it is also not about being blind to real issues and problems. But it does mean to recognize choice in the words you use and the energy and intent upon which they were used. Today, simply be at choice and choose to use words in the most positive way for yourself and others. Then over time watch your world revamp and realign to that new possibility. The Moon is in practical Capricorn all day. Ideally, the flexible and facile Gemini Sun can gain more thoroughness and determination from the Capricorn Moon. This is a resourceful combination and there can be some coolness or calculating qualities because of the wintery Moon in Capricorn. The Moon-Pluto alignment tends to bring on an "all or nothing" feeling. Emotional entanglements are possible now, although many of these could only be happening inside of you. A dynamic aspect between Venus and Pluto can point to some underlying tensions in social interactions. Feelings of jealousy and possessiveness can be brewing just under the surface of things, and they are in direct proportion to your fear of losing something or someone dear to you.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Do not allow negative experiences to make you bitter, they should make you wiser... and with that wisdom you shall find joy.

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Things in life do not always go as planned. Often there are modifications to your dreams as the universe makes corrections for your future.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/24/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/24/16

5/24/16 is the number 20. The number 20 allows you to see the two sides of your nature and personality more clearly. Today, look at what you think is your dominant personality trait, then look in the opposite direction and see what part of your shadow is expressing itself in ways that you might be in denial or resistance. I have learned that you don’t get surprised if you look at everyone this way. For the part of their personality that is very obvious there is always the other place that lurks in the hidden places and surfaces just when you do not want it to. It is often a protective or defensive position that is holding up a dysfunction. When you can see within you both sides then it is easier to see both sides in others. From there you learn to sort friends by accepting and loving them from that place of wholeness rather than the part of their personality that you like or is the most obvious. I choose close friends by whether a person knows that they have both and attempts to keep both in awareness. Meaning that they know their shadow side and they are doing the work with it to love and integrate it fully. Because in truth, you cannot have a deep relationship with anyone who is in denial of huge parts of themselves anyway. The Moon enters Capricorn early into the day, at 1:34 AM EDT. Venus enters Gemini today, where it will transit until June 17th. Curiosity is the motivating factor on romantic and social levels during this cycle. Your attitude is, “Variety is the spice of life". Life becomes more socially interactive, communicative, and interesting. You can be animated and fun with each other but you may also keep your distance on an emotional level. Attractions show up first with words and deep conversations, as you tend to bond more readily on a mental level with Venus in Gemini. The shadow side of Gemini is about being fickle so watch the swings and try to not give something only to take it away when you do not get what you want. Venus opposes retrograde Mars today, pitting wants and desires against one another. Passions run high and jealous reactions are possible. Impulsive decisions affect your finances so be careful on the shopping level. Also you will notice that you are in a highly reactive state with your established relationships so remember to be kind in words and actions. Many are very stressed right now and a small thing can set off a much bigger argument than you anticipated. This stirring the pot of problems is an attempt to fulfill a need for excitement and a desire to de-stress by projecting the disowned emotions on others. Right now your reactions and your desires may be difficult to understand and even more difficult to satisfy. Important relationship issues and unresolved patterns can come to a head so be aware of how your reactions are affecting others around you.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“The mystery always takes care of itself - as long as we are not addicted to following concepts. This addiction cuts off your access to the mystery. It’s like having a jewel in your pocket but you can’t get your hand into the pocket to pull it out. When you deeply know that you are the mystery experiencing itself, you realize that’s all that is ever happening. Whether you call an experience a me or a you, a good day or a rotten day, beauty or ugliness, compassion or cruelty - it’s all still the mystery experiencing itself, extending itself into time and form. That’s all that is happening.

If this understanding is held only in your head, you can know it but you are not being it. The head is saying, ‘Oh, I know, I’m the mystery,’ and yet your body is acting like it didn’t get the message. It’s saying, ‘I’m still somebody, and I’ve got all these anxious thoughts and wants and desires.’ When we are being it knowingly, the whole being receives the message. And when the whole body receives the message, it’s like air going out of a balloon. When all that contradiction, turmoil, and searching for this and that deflates, there is the experience that the body is an extension of the mystery. Then the body can easily be moved by the mystery, by pure spirit.”

~ Adyashanti

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Needing to know is always a red flag for me. I know that my mind wants guarantees and safety but I also know that the universe does not work that way at all. If you want magic in your life and feel as if your life is in alignment with a bigger flow you have to let go of the mind and trust something bigger than your knowingness. I understand that many of you want to KNOW the secrets of the universe, to know all things, and for the great mystery to reveal itself to you as a pattern that you are capable of comprehending. But you cannot while in this form. This human experience as beautiful as it is, is not capable of holding the complex mysteries of the universe within this limited form. So let go of the knowing and instead experience the magic that is that pattern. You can experience something without needing to understand it or to know all the details of how it works. ~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/23/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/23/16

5/23/16 is the number 10. The number 10/1 is giving you energy and spunk to get going on those projects that you have been floundering on over the past few months. Now seems a good time and the resistance seems less with this number and the astrology today. There is power is getting going. I think that humanity loves to do things and loves to create projects that show progress and overcoming a challenge. For myself I think gardening has been one of those things that teaches me patience and to just take one small thing at a time. A little bit of care each day adds up to a beautiful outcome over time. So where it is an internal project or an external one, begin today and give yourself time to work through the challenges a little bit at a time. Enjoy the process because the end goals are never what you pictured anyway. The Moon is in Sagittarius all day, promoting a happy, spontaneous, and curious attitude. You might have the desire to venture out and go on some small adventures. There is something about this astrology that requires less prompting than usual to get yourself up and moving. Bored with the mundane, anything that breaks the routine is appealing now. You might take a philosophical attitude to problems or challenges in your life. A change of scenery is in order today. Even so, the Sun in alignment with Vesta this afternoon can help you focus your energies. You can easily get caught up in your personal interests and projects now, expressing dedication and a stronger focus.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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I am a beautiful work in progress. My life is a journey to express the hidden potential and to discover the untapped resources within. Relax into that potential and allow it to bubble to the surface and find where it fits. You are not limited only to the aspects that you know. Inside you is an unknown creature being discovered and then rediscovered. Let your edge be that unexplored territory and your life’s story a great mythic journey.
~Suzanne Wagner~


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When I was younger I did not know what the journey and expression of my life would look like but I did know that I wanted something unique me and filled with all that life could offer. I was determined to find the doorways to my deepest inner self through facing fear and leaning into the things that I had judged. Some part of my soul recognized that you don’t get anywhere by playing it safe and yet you needed to do it in a way that allowed for growth and did not damage you in such a way that you collapsed into places of familiarity. Life is designed to let you explore and discover but so many of us are afraid of even doing the smallest thing to disrupt the established pattern. Life is about choices and not choosing is still a choice.
~Suzanne Wagner~