Getting Close to July, 2011

I am slowing integrating being back in the U.S. My trip was not what I expected but all journeys are valuable in ways that become clear as we continue to grow and evolve.

I can say that I have never been so grateful for an American salad. Funny what you crave and appreciate. The intense heat in India is not so conducive for lettuce and cool leafy vegetables. I did have my moments when they had cucumber salads and I gobbled them right up but an American salad with all the great greens and vegetables was not there.

I think I have had a salad once or twice a day since being back.

I am appreciating the quiet of where I live and work here in Northern California. The weather has been perfect which is so wonderful because we have had so much rain since January. But now it is clear, sunny, and the perfect temperature. Even the coast is not socked in with fog. It is so beautiful.

Last weekend I went up north to the Redwood National Park and just played tourist. It was wonderful. Wide open roads. Not a lot of traffic. Sunny days. Cool nights. Fresh air. Ugh! I am such an outdoors girl.

After the chaos of a billion people in India, I could so appreciate the wide-open spaces of America. I stayed in these cute cabins that were probably made in the 50’s or 60’s and they were like a time warp transporting me back to my younger days when my family went camping in Colorado, New Mexico, Wyoming, and Utah. These cute cabins were amazingly empty.

Does no one go out and away from a television any more?

Regardless, it was peaceful and relaxing. I suggest it to anyone who has a love for wilderness.

I am getting my energy going to start looking for spaces to teach workshops in Napa, Sonoma, Santa Rosa, San Rafael, and Ukaih. It will be interesting to see how it all works out. I am so grateful that so many of you continue to call me for psychic sessions over the phone. I love my system where I can send an mp3 file to each client after the reading that they just click on and download to their Itunes or computer. It is working really well. Clients really love it over the tape. And it is so much easier for me also.

I feel I have more quality time to spend with clients and that I can connect more deeply with each person.

I am keeping my prices lowered to $80 per hour and $50 per half hour as an incentive for each of you to call and connect through a phone session. I am so grateful to have this opportunity to be in California and do the work I love.

I am learning how to relax and go with a new flow. The northern California flow is so different than anything I have previously experienced. I feel as if I am learning how to enjoy and appreciate life in a totally new way. Perhaps it is the process of aging that makes us want to stop rushing around and instead slow down and smell the roses. This had been an interesting process of knowing and trusting that everything will be as it is supposed to be. All I need to do is let go and allow the flow of life to take me new places. I do not need to strive or stress. I just need to feel the natural order of things and allow something bigger than myself to carry me forward.

Have a beautiful month and a fabulous 4^th of July!

Intuitive Patterns for the Month of July 2011

All we have in life are our choices. Each choice propels us down a pathway that becomes the unfolding that is to become this life. What life has chosen to manifest for us has many contributing factors, such as: what did we come into learn and accomplish in this life, what past life experiences color and mold the flavor of this life, do we break through issues of emotional blockage and break through to an authentic expression of our being, learning acceptance and trust in the flow of appropriate timing for our soul, and have we become appreciative and present to the magic that is constantly reflected in this life’s expression?

Those are huge issues to learn to navigate while somehow managing to survive, make money, deal with the complexities of children, be responsible, contribute to life as a whole, and plan for the future.

There is a fine balance between knowing that what is supposed to come to you will manifest and actively working on becoming aware of patterns and issues that need to be healed, let go of, modified, and matured.

The astrology of the past few years has hit everyone in ways that have changed us in a big way. You probably do not feel the same way about your self and your life.

Illusions and delusions have dissolved. That has been replaced with a more mature view of reality that has required a tremendous amount of patience, communication, planning, structure, and owning of the responsibility that is your life.

That doesn’t sound so glamorous, does it? I am sure it has not felt as fun as living in the illusion of “What if?”

Though what is does give is a taking charge of yourself in a way that serves not only yourself but also all those you touch. When your head is not in the clouds you project a more grounded, reliable, and stable possibility for others. You become a person upon whom they can depend.

There is peace when you are in the present moment and not chasing cobwebs in your mind. There is also a slowing down that comes with acceptance of this moment as perfect that allows you to enjoy the simple things and just be.

Do you want to live a life where you are constantly trying to get somewhere and never feeling as if you arrive?

Of course not!

In life there is always one more thing to do, one more issue to address, or one more problem to solve.

There is no “there” to find.

Life is just a constantly evolving equation of choices and actions that become the description of your life.

It is you that has to find the meaning in each of those actions. When you can find meaning in your choices and actions, then you arrive at some degree of wisdom. When you can hold your own wisdom in the present moment, you can then impart that wisdom to others and assist them in also finding their own truth.

It will never really be your exact truth. They may not come to the conclusion that you did. They have their own energetic patterns to unravel and understand. That is what makes it so interesting.

I personally love hearing about what others discover about life, consciousness, and truth. It often enhances my own understanding, even deepening it. Sometimes it challenges me to take another look at a perception or conclusion that I believed to be true.

No matter what I know that I have to stay in the present to gleam the bits of awareness from others and integrate them into my life.

Or not.

I know that my way is not the only way. However, sometimes I am not able to completely connect to someone’s experience in a way that I can integrate successfully into my own patterns.

Historically I have found that things that made no sense at one point will often make sense later on, often years into the future. That is when I get those breakthrough moments and my brain suddenly understands. I love when I can experience the sublime momentary clarity for the complex dance that is my life. I then can appreciate what I had to do in order to have certain personal, physical experiences before I could come to a place of understanding.

There are no quick fixes. There is only the pathway that aligns with your present state of awareness and your willingness to accept it and move towards your own flow.

Listen to that calm place inside and know that you will find the way.

Trust life and your heart to follow a pathway that allows for your continued growth.

Let peace and presence become the guiding force of your being.

"Tantra says that there is nobody above you whom you have to follow, through whom you have to get your pattern."

Osho