Numerology/Astrology for 9/1/16 - Solar Eclipse In Virgo - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 9/1/16

9/1/16 is the number 10. Here we are at the eclipse day. Most of you have been feeling the energy coming on and there is a distinct shift in the way you are experiencing reality. That is good but also very difficult. It is hard to step out of illusion and into reality when you have been so energetically hooked into a pattern of perception that is not grounded in truth. Each of us is awakening out of some sort of perceptive illusion and that is essential to becoming who we really are not who we think we are. I always find it fascinating how this works between the numerology and the astrology. Switching months and beginning again with the number 1 we suddenly shift from the number 3 of yesterday to the number 10. And how perfect that is. It is a power day and there is nothing as powerful as a solar eclipse and this one is a doozy. We have not seen one like this in our life with the North Node in Opposition to Neptune in Pisces. Shifts on many levels are going to unfold over the next year, as solar eclipses have that long of an impact on us. It is a power day (number 10). It is a day for change (the number 1) and this heavy dose of realism seems forced upon us. It is up to us to measure up to our own expectations in ways that allow a new confidence to open and a place where we own up to the responsibilities that are ours and ours alone. At 5:03 AM EDT today, a partial Solar Eclipse occurs in the sign of Virgo. This powerful New Moon may be felt as much as six months from now and is the final Solar Eclipse in a set. The Lunar Eclipse in February 2017 will be the final eclipse in a set that began in March 2015 and fell along the Virgo-Pisces axis. In the sign of Virgo, work and health matters will be a major focus on a personal level. This Solar Eclipse is about new beginnings regarding work, attention to details, fitness, health regimes, and daily routines. This is a time when your focus shifts to the places of how to build personal power, to learn discrimination, to become more pro-active and to create routines that actually help you manage your life in a more mindful and conscious way. You are now in a time you must learn to master the "little" details of your daily life in a more organized manner so that you can free your mind of clutter. For some of us, circumstances are such that we need to pay more attention. Flaws in your reality are revealed around the time of the eclipse, prompting you to redo or to start fresh. You may find yourself completely re-working a pattern in a very new way. Expect to wrestle with your ego’s expectations and perceptions as the eclipse opposes Neptune and squares Saturn. The Sun squares Saturn tonight, and as you finally and squarely face the obstacles to your goals, you will begin to see the tools with which you have to overcome them.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“This task was appointed to you, Frodo of the Shire. If you don’t find a way, no one will.” (Galadriel in Lord of the Rings) ~Tolkien!

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I picked this quote because this quote is the theme for this pattern astrologically with the Solar Eclipse and the North Node (in Virgo) in opposition to Neptune in Pisces and that Squaring Saturn in Sagittarius. Each of us can see a task that needs to be done. It will not be an easy task. It is going to take all your energy and will power to shift your reality from illusion to truth. And it is going to take more time than you wanted to put into it. That is why you have avoided it and tried to put it off and hold it away from your consciousness. It is not fun when you recognize how off track you have gotten and how much energy you have wasted wallowing in the stuck places and complacent projections of others and your own mind. It is now clear that it is you that has to change. You cannot wait for others to see what you see or to act upon what you need. Everyone will be consumed for a while in their own patterns that are unraveling faster than then can manage. This life is your assignment. This pattern that is presenting is your challenge and task to find a way through and to discover something about yourself that you did not know. You have a strength (like a Hobbit) that is not so obvious. But that power is a power that others may not have and even a small power such as Frodo’s where he does not get caught up in the darkness of a ring of power is a very formidable power. You have to discover what is less than obvious inside you. You have to find a place that is perhaps not flashy and noticeable but a power that holds a place in time and space that can change the course of your life. And in doing that, you change the course of others lives also.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Let yourself climb up the trellis of your life in a peaceful and content way. Let life guide you to the appropriate timing and flow. Know that you always get there in your own way. ~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 8/31/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 8/31/16

8/31/16 is the number 3. It is great training to stay positive with the number 3 before we hit the eclipse in Virgo tomorrow. We have been feeling the energy of the Mercury Retrograde hitting but you also feel the eclipses before and after they hit. This one is in a lot of Virgo. The Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, Jupiter and the North Node are all in Virgo really making us take a look at things. Just be aware that it may take a month before we completely understand where the Universe is pointing us. We have to do a change and as much as we want to get clear about it all the Neptune in opposition to all that Virgo would beg to differ. There is a lot of uncertainty and confusion so you will have to go slow and rework and reorganize your beliefs about yourself, your work, and how you stand in the world. Something will be coming to an end by September 10^th so release any fears and let the positive light shine out from your heart and guide your way slowly though the turbulence of all this astrology. The Moon continues its transit of Leo until 11:23 AM EDT when it enters Virgo. While we crave a sense of order and organization under the influence of a Virgo Moon, a Sun-Uranus sesquiquadrate aspect can point to some interruptions to plans or changes in schedules. We may feel the need for action, but if we don't know where we're headed, we might take the wrong turn. Right now it is better to stop, look, and listen. Then recognize that the shifts that need to happen are going to take a lot more time than you think. Don’t get discouraged. Make a plan. Recognize that that plan is going to change again and again. It is not personal. The universe is helping you create a totally new reality and that means that many of the skills and lessons from your past may no longer apply or be valuable in this new creation you are embarking on. Minor disruptions can test our patience but they might also stimulate us to try new approaches and they certainly act to cut boredom. This transit could offer us the drive to do something new, but avoid making hasty major decisions for the time being, particularly as the Moon is Balsamic and a Solar Eclipse will occur tomorrow morning.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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I have often regretted my speech, never my silence.
~Poetry Language - Xenocrates~

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As the energy of this eclipse and the Mercury Retrograde have been building up, this phrase has been one of my guiding principals. It is hard to practice the art of stillness and silence in the face of other people’s insanity. But when someone is off center, it is unwise and unhelpful to try to reason logically with someone who is set in their mind to a particular position and feeling. Talking often inflames the issue more and is like putting wood on a raging fire. This is never the best way to help the other person return to sanity. Often you have to wait, patiently, until a more clear moment. It is unwise for me to add in any conversation if I have even an ounce of a trigger inside my body. It is better for me to sit with the discomfort and feel into it completely so I can own what is mine and let go of what is not. Only when I fully understand and can come to a conclusion is it wise to connect and see if there is an opening for that conversation. Each person processes upset in different amounts of time. I have learned that certain people close to me have a timetable that I have from experience grown to know and understand. Others that are less close to me I have to feel into delicately because just because I am ready and clear to have the conversation does not mean that they are in the same place and state of time. Pushing to have a conversation when one person is not ready only inflames the problem again, potentially causing more damage that will have to be dealt with at a later time.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 8/30/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 8/30/16

8/30/16 is the number 2. Can you feel it? Can you feel the Mercury Retrograde coming in and the eclipse on the horizon? The energy is intensifying and I personally am taking things slow and steady. Learning to work with the energy of life and not against the currents and flows is the key to a happy and content life. There are maps in life that help us navigate and astrology and numerology are just a few of them that are out there that help us understand the cosmic order of things. Rather than contract into the duality of Negative Mind or Critical Mind (the number 2), just learn to not push when you are supposed to flow. Recognize that things are not what the mind wants and the flow is not moving as quickly as the mind would like. So let go of your time table and just let the universe show you how to enjoy while you are being asked to be patient in getting the results you want. The Moon is in Leo all day, encouraging a playful, passionate approach to your life today. Even so, cloudy thinking or confusion can figure strongly today with Mercury moving to a station and turning retrograde. Communication can be tricky, and it can be hard to focus on cold, hard facts. Mercury will remain retrograde in the sign of Virgo until September 22nd. During this time, your thinking is turned inward, as you review and re-assess matters. Mercury retrograde periods can be times of heightened inner awareness, when meditation, benefiting from keeping a journal, reworking old plans, and reviewing past work are favored. Minor breaks in the mechanical aspects of communication can actually re-connect you to other, possibly more meaningful, means of communication. The more difficult times are the periods of the shifts themselves - near the stations (today and September 22nd), after which you grow more and more accustomed. You should be observing and reviewing rather than making critical decisions with this shift and a Solar Eclipse occurring in only two days. This is a moment to really ground in and know that something is attempting to throw you off your center over the next few days so stay calm, keep in alignment with your essential self, be kind to others struggling, and know that this too shall pass.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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The only people I would care to be with now are artists and people who have suffered; those who know what beauty is, and those who know what sorrow is; nobody else interests me.
~Poetry Language~

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So much of life is about being willing to accept your life in its totality without avoiding the painful parts but also not making those painful parts bigger than the positive ones. Suffering gives us depth and compassion for others. Joy gives us energy to share and give back to others in the ways that others have inspired us forward. It is the love and compassion we share with others that is what makes this world go around. Love is the energy and fuel that allows the lessons of growth to allow all things living to continue to strive forward, upward, and into a greater self than from where they started.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 8/29/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 8/29/16

8/29/16 is the number 10. How do you start over? How do you begin again? Move with the sun. Each day the sun rises again and again to give the light it has to offer. Even when other people perceive darkness the sun is actually still shining. You are always being the light that you are. You are always shining that light out to others. Just because someone is in his or her own perceived darkness does not mean that you are not light. Do not believe the projection of another’s darkness onto you. Remember that the light inside of you actually is a constant. It never lessens. Your belief in yourself needs to be stronger than the projections of others. When you know that to be true then your light will always shine and each new day is a dawning of the light that you carry for those ready to see it. Shortly into the day, Mercury and Venus come together in the sign of Virgo, stimulating a desire to express, quantify, and make sense of what you are feeling. Verbally you are also being more diplomatic than usual. You want to consider others' ideas and points of view. There may be moments where you fall into superficiality. When you notice that do your best to open your heart to a deeper place. The Moon leaves Cancer and enters Leo at 4:12 AM EDT. A Leo Moon tends to be showy, confident, and outgoing than a Cancer Moon. You might find that you are drawn to more drama and need more attention now. Venus enters Libra tonight, where it will transit until September 23rd. You use charm and diplomacy to attract what you want during this cycle. Venus feels at home in Libra - a sign that it rules. There is a stronger desire for companionship, but also some cool detachment to Venus in Libra energy. You are very obliging with others and willing to negotiate and make compromises.  There is a strong desire to get things are done the "right" way and you may be turned off by aggressive people or uncouth behavior. The shadow traits of this position include dependency, inconsistency, and superficiality. Be careful that in an attempt to avoid unpleasant situations, you might gloss over deeper issues that are at play in your relationships. You are more artistically inclined during this cycle, seeking out harmony and balance in your personal environment. Mercury is moving towards its retrograde station (it will turn retrograde tomorrow morning), so you might want to watch for confused directions and perceptions over the next 3 plus weeks.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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It is amazing when the masculine
can be strong enough inside
to be the stability
for a woman
so she can let her insecurities go.
A woman wants a man
that can look deep in a woman’s eyes
and witness all her fears,
taste her dreams,
and allow her to rest in the deserving of love.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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I wonder if you could train your mind that when something in life blew up you could imagine it being like a piñata or that confetti would come exploding out of the old. So as one thing broke down you could feel the joy, freedom, and celebration of the new thing happening at the same time. Because that is how it works. Something that you created actually has a treasure inside if you are just willing to break down what you created and actually see the gifts that were inside from the universe all the time. In every creation the universe has a gift. Often we get so attached to our creation that we do not see what is underneath that is often of even more value.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Suzanne Wagner Quote - Make life like a Pinata Exploding the Old and Joyously Embracing the New

Suzanne Wagner Quote - You are Always Being the Light

Suzanne Wagner Quote - Masculine Stability allows the Feminine to Rest in the Deserving of Love

Numerology/Astrology for 8/28/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 8/28/16

8/28/16 is the number 9. Sometimes completion is also about permission to relax and not try to figure it all out. You cannot know all the intricacies about the universe sometimes while you are down here in this density. So you have to learn to trust and flow with what moves in your direction so you can in moments get a glimpse of the bigger picture and plan that the universe is offering. Egos want to know all the information. Your essence wants to feel as if you are one with your life and this lovely world. You want to feel like you fit and you belong. Today, there is no need to feel special. You just need to feel connected to this life you have chosen and allow that life to fill you up. It is about what we let in that sustains us. See how much you can open and allow into your world. Discover that right now you can feel completely full and content. The Moon is in Cancer all day, stimulating your desire for safety and a sense of belonging. Venus and Chiron are parallel today, and this also boosts your ability to recognize loving feelings. Mercury moves to a conjunction with Venus, exact early tomorrow. Lighthearted conversations, sociability, humor, and cooperation are finally more in focus. It's a good time for socializing and for communicating with ease, telling others how you feel, and negotiating agreements without feeling like you have to give in or collapse. Mentally, you are not as disciplined as usual, because this energy has the quality of chatting with others and to think about more "pleasant" things than work. You may be analyzing and attempting to understand your feelings rather than feeling them deeply. This is a cooperative influence that stimulates your desire for harmony and balance. So digging deeply into knowing all the dark secrets is not what you want to achieve.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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It is about what we let in that sustains us.
See how much you can open
and allow into your world.
Discover that right now
you can feel completely full and content.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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This morning the season is clearly changing. The Marine Layer of the ocean has filled up the valleys below me and it looks like I am sitting on top of an ocean of clouds. The 20 plus hummingbirds are ravenous for their morning sweetness and the neighborhood skunk came for a visit in the early morning sometime as the lingering aroma of his presence is still piercing my nose in the soft humidity. The bees are searching for the last flowering sweetness as they concentrate on having enough to sustain them through the wet season and the upcoming winter. What a beautiful world we live in. There is such a peaceful flow and a graceful nature all around me. Especially when man does not intervene in the natural order of things. Or when we only assist in small ways to compliment that natural order and support the life that is right in front of us. The more we can step out of our own anguish and suffering, the more we can connect with the natural rhythms that is this life.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Astrology for September 2016

Intuitive Patterns for the Month of September 2016

Numerology/Astrology for 8/27/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 8/27/16

8/27/16 is the number 8. We are in preparation for the Mercury Retrograde happening on the 30^th and Mercury is appearing stationary in the sky. So while you should expect some delays and to not have things go as quickly as you want know that right now the emotions are heightened and you may be a bit nostalgic for your past and feel reflective on the choices you have made that have gotten you to this particular position. Remember there are no wrong choices there are just choices that magnify the distortion you are attached to or choices that help you unravel the pattern so you can get a handle on where you need to go next. Yes, it is feeling emotional and no there is not a simple fix. Accept that and just take it a bit at a time. The Moon is in Cancer all day where it functions especially well. This is a day where you want to get in touch with what you need to feel more nurtured and safe. Venus aligns with Jupiter today, which helps to ease recent tensions and promote cooperation, although it can also elevate expectations. This influence can promote optimism, forgiveness, and generosity. You can also be indulgent and could be tempted to overspend or overstate your feelings now. There is a tendency to be more sociable, fun-loving, and desirous of sharing your happiness with others. You have a large appetite for love and pleasure. This can be an excellent influence for beginning a new relationship or moving in the direction of a financial undertaking, or for kind gestures and efforts to renew or refresh existing ties with others. With Venus and Chiron moving to a parallel aspect, you are more open to love, closeness, commitment, and enjoying or celebrating one another's differences.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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From  Bruised But Not Broken

“And then I learned the spiritual journey had nothing to do with being nice. It was about being real, authentic, having boundaries, honoring my space fires and others second. And in this space of self-care being nice just happened, it flowed not motivated by fear but by love.
~michelleolak~

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The big question that is up with this astrology is illusion from delusion and “Sanity” from “Insanity”. It is shocking how much it is showing up in so many people. It is hard to have your feet grounded into a reality that is completely not your fantasy. It is painful to recognize the work that the fantasy will take and to own that logistically, deep inside, you will not do the steps necessary to actually have that “dream” Dreams are wonderful but you have to sort the ones that you actually came to do from the childish illusions and fantasies that are a distraction from your actually mission and purpose. One of the reasons I so believe in past lives is because of all the dreams each of us have. Often it is impossible to do all those dreams in one lifetime. You have to pick and choose which ones will give you the most energy and help you express your best self. There is always a process each of us goes through in our 20’s and 30’s where we recognize that certain illusions are just that….illusions. And you have to let them go and move forward with what life is presenting. It is always hard to let the illusions go but it is a part of growing up and becoming mature. When you live in a fantasy that your soul is not destined to create you end up miserable. Take this moment to choose. If you really want that fantasy, then do the work to get the information so you know what it will take and see if you are willing to do that. If you are, then go for the dream. If you are not or the universe puts up a lot of blocks then that illusion is not yours to do in this life. Then the only choice you have is to let it go and ask the universe to have that skill set in another life. Your intentions in this life will help to create that dream (potentially) in another place and time if it is for your highest good.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Numerology/Astrology for 8/26/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 8/26/16

8/26/16 is the number 7. With all the astrological changes coming up it is good that today in the numbers it is preparation time. There are moments when you can prepare and other moments when you can only prepare so much because you cannot see really where you are going you just know you are going. We are in that later one. The churned up water of Neptune in Pisces has all of us caught in a flow and right now the water feels dark and ominous. We cannot see what is ahead but we can feel the current that is pulling us rapidly in a direction. This may feel a bit unnerving and justifiably so! It is hard to plan when you do not know what to plan for. In this case, the plan you need to rely upon is the inner center and clarity of believing that you are awaken enough to weather whatever is coming your way. The belief in that even though you are right at the edge of the comfort zone and in a place of discomfort that you are at the very least going to learn some new things and at the most you are going to grow in tremendous ways over the next two months. I wish that we did not need to learn by being challenged but that is the way of life. Take this moment before the storm of eclipses hits and remember and appreciate who you are, what you have done, and how far you have come. You are a very different person than you were a few years ago. You are deeper, more authentic, and more vulnerable and it is perhaps that vulnerability that has got you a bit nervous. Being this open and exposed naturally brings up fear. But sometimes the transparency is the only way to get through higher vibrating doorways. You do not need to be perfect. You only need to be authentic. In the end it is the only thing you get to take with you to the other planes of existence anyway. The Moon is in Gemini most of the day - until 11:07 PM EDT. A Gemini Moon is curious, busy, watchful, and sociable. The Moon's squares to planets in Virgo (Venus, Jupiter, and Mercury) can point to some overstimulation or restlessness. There can be disagreements about work, health, logistics, and plans or methods now, or an inclination to worry about these things. However, Venus and Jupiter are moving towards a conjunction, exact tomorrow evening, and there is a general tendency to give one another the benefit of the doubt, as well as to strive to cooperate and harmonize.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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When was the last time you had a “real” conversation with someone? When was the last time you drop all pretenses and let someone in? When was the last time you did not care how you looked or what others thought about you? Those types of moments are what make life worth living. Without taking those risks you can only feel and experience on a narrow band of reality.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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I can see that from the beginning of this life I wanted to feel in huge and magnificent ways. That did not mean that it was always pretty and wonderful. It was often painful, messy, and highly reactive to situations. But it was dynamically expressive and filled with depth. Sometimes that depth was my ego fighting to be seen and heard. Other times my authentic self managed to break through the distortion of my wounding and shine authentic light out into the world. Regardless of all the haphazard permutations I have manifested I have to say that shallow is never what I have managed to experience. And I believe that is a good thing. I have not always expressed things with consciousness but I have always expressed them with depth and sincerity. As I have aged I have managed to sort truth from illusion, pain from ego, and fear from prejudice. For that I am grateful. The harshness and angry edges of my expression have softened into an artistic movement of musical harmony and grace. That I believe is the gift of aging and the flow of integrative wisdom. Each of you will have that experience also to the degree that you are willing to live in the full expression of who you are. You learn by making mistakes as you lash out at the world or others when you feel you have been wronged. You learn to take responsibility for what you feel and to not expect others to behave in the way you need in your narrow reality to feel good. You recognize that those in your life are not here to make you feel comfortable. They are here to push you into your edges so you have to take responsibility for what you feel and how you express that in the world. You will never have your world the way you want it. You will have the world the way you need it to break you out of your illusions so your authentic self can shine brightly out into the world.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Suzanne Wagner Quote - Ancestors

Numerology/Astrology for 8/25/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 8/25/16

8/25/16 is the number 6. Oh My Gosh! I can’t believe we are at the end of the month of August. We are prepping for a Mercury Retrograde in Virgo August 30-September 21. And right now we can feel the crimping beginning to happen. We are also beginning to feel the last square between Saturn in Sagittarius and Neptune in Pisces which will happen on Sept 6^th. Mars is still conjuncting Saturn and these two big heavy planets makes things feel tight and constricted. And Neptune is also squaring it all. Mars is getting ready to speed ahead as it finally moves into its fast stride after coming out of retrograde and there is a tendency to want to rush ahead. We are also in the time of Virgo and it is ruled by that speedy planet Mercury also, so I know everyone wants to grab and go, get things finished and handled but unfortunately it is just not going to go the way you expect or as fast as you want. With the Neptune Square you should look both ways before crossing that highway. And what you think you want may not actually be what the universe wants to give you. You are actually still in the haze and illusion of Neptune and things are just not going the way you expect still. With Mercury stalling in the sky as much as you want to leap into those new ideas and plans, just know that they are not yet as clearly formulated, as you believe. I like to think of this week as a “redesign”. In houses and interior design there is a pattern called “redesign”. That is about you taking what you already have and moving things around so it is fresh and feels better. Whereas, interior design is often about throwing things out and starting over. We are not starting over from the beginning but we are taking what we presently have and shifting it around so we can make the energy fresh and new.  It is important to take a look at where you are rushing and to choose to slow down and move instead from your highest place of consciousness and clarity. There is still a lot of murky, churned up water because of Neptune and so as much as you think you are clear, in actuality you are really not. In such a circumstance it is better to move slowly. With everything moving towards the big moment when Jupiter goes into Libra on September 9 and with Venus going into Libra on Aug 29^th, we are feeling desperate to find some sort of balance internally and we want to find some emotional relief from all the intensity that has been going on. Unfortunately this often creates you wanting to do a short cut. Short cuts are the ego’s desperate attempt to release itself from what it is feeling as quickly as possible with no ability to see that the short cut is not only going to make things worse but allow you to miss the lesson that the universe is presenting. Be warned that turning to drugs, alcohol, sex, etc are not the right way right now but that Neptune is going to try to lure you into that old trap if you let it. Recognize that everything is in Virgo, the Sun, Mercury, Venus, The North Node, and Jupiter. This is to make you take a hard honest look at yourself and the reality in which you are places yourself. It is time to get “real” and see things as they are not as you want them to be. There is an unveiling of your real life attempting to happen. And no, that “real” life is not going to be that “fairy tale” that you keep dreaming about. It is hard to honestly evaluate yourself and your life, your capabilities and talents, your fears and drives and see the truth that is staring you right in the face. Besides the illusion is really quite distorted if you tell yourself the truth. Maybe you can make the reality into something amazingly real and something that others will be inspired to also move towards in their own life. What you are aiming for is going to take time. I know that no ones going to like that answer but if you look at it with an objective eye you will see that none of this is going to work as quickly as we want. Part of it today is that there is a ¾ Cross of the Moon in Gemini and Mutable T-Square, which is making Wednesday evening-Thursday the most intense. There are going to be 9 energies in Mutable places and the Moon are going to oppose the Mars-Saturn conjunction and squaring Neptune. It shows some intense internal and external events happening and who knows what this might look like but be prepared to handle things with as much flexibility as possible. Be very clear and careful about what you are saying out into the world. Be careful, as the potential that things can be misinterpreted is high and volatile. Remember, you are in the middle of a huge storm and in such times you have to be consciously clear and your mind calm and directed. Otherwise the energy will overwhelm your senses and make you fall into reaction and you will get caught in the drama of it all and be at the whim of the energies rather than having a small ability to guide your craft through the storm.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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This person, this self was created by your highest self to explore and expand your genetic predispositions into something new and more expanded than the previous forms of this energy. Your goal is to take what you have and make it better and more beautiful, smart, understanding, or compassionate. Perhaps you wanted to do all of those and more. You can do that. You just have to remember when you hit the edge of those limitations, that it is your unique soul that is enlivening those genetic patterns into action. You are more than just the genetics. Your spirit gives new energy and flight to those things that your ancestors perhaps only dreamed of.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Reflect back on your ancestors and appreciate them for all they have done to make you into who you are. Their struggles gave you a deep inner strength that shows up when you need it the most. Their integrated understanding of things gives you ease and flow in learning more about that subject now as those ideas evolve and change through time. Your health and ability to know how to take care of your body is related to the study and effort of many before you. You are never alone. You have a huge tribe of ancestors supporting your movement forward. Trust and give those things you yearn to accomplish a try. Even if you don’t achieve it in this life, perhaps the knowledge and skills you learn now will give your children and grandchildren the tools needed to succeed later.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 8/24/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 8/24/16

8/24/16 is the number 5. As we are officially in the time of Virgo and the Mutable Earth energy of the Zodiac, I love that we come into the grounded pattern of the number 5. This number points to all things related to body and with it being in Virgo that adds energy and enthusiasm to that feeling. It is time to get into the patterns that help you heal and open your life up to the joys of just being on earth and being human. Remember, that your body is the temple upon which your soul journeys in this life to discover and experience. We have entered into the time of Virgo and so it is time to get back into gear and exercise, eat properly, and to organize the next level of growth that is being offered. We are coming into a time of preparation for the next energy shifts as on the 29th of August Venus goes into Virgo followed ten days later by a Solar Eclipse on Sept 1st (also in Virgo). So get ready for many things to be in the preparation stage for another shift in consciousness over the next few weeks. Right now, Mars aligns with Saturn in Sagittarius this morning, prompting you to take care of responsibilities that may have weighed us down in previous months (some you could have been dealing with since April). You might be noticing where your feelings of being blocked, as your enthusiasm inside meets with a big dose of reality. You could also feel some resentment that things are not moving as quickly as you might like, or that your sense of freedom is somehow blocked or restricted. Work takes on definite shape and the efforts you put forth can lead to excellent results down the road. A plan of action based on your real situation can emerge today and it can be empowering. This gives you a sense of responsibility and a feeling of purposefulness. You might exercise better judgment as a result of circumstances happening now. Traditional methods work better than less conventional ones, and thoroughness brings rewards. Pushing ahead too fast can be costly or could lead to frustration, as "slow and steady" is the only way to go for the time being. Venus opposes Chiron tonight, and disappointments in love relationships can occur now as you focus on the differences and weaknesses rather than the strong points. You are more aware and possibly resentful of imbalances in your relationships. You may be more concerned with whether your affections are returned than with how you are truly feeling. The Last Quarter Moon occurs tonight when the Moon in Gemini forms a square with the Sun in Virgo. This is not the best time to start a major project, as the decreasing light of the Moon symbolizes a descent into unconsciousness. It's time to begin finishing up the details of recent plans and for approaching matters with more maturity and wisdom.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Suffering is not a mistake, an enemy, a punishment, or a 'sign' that you are not 'enlightened' enough – it is a call for ruthless exploration. We are all beginners here.
~Jeff Foster~

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Here in California there is a palpable shift in the energy of the weather, as we turn into the season of Fall. The temperature has cooled down and there is more moisture in the air as the flow of clouds comes in from the marine layer out by the ocean. It is as if the redwood trees are calling to the clouds and the clouds move in to wrap around the trees in their wet embrace. The hummingbirds have multiplied since my trips to many places over the summer and the babies have grown up and are dancing in airy flight in front of my eyes. I even had one land in my hair the other day as I went out to do some much needed weeding. My family of resident skunks came into the yard to nibble on the apples and plums that have fallen to the ground and there is that feeling of change on all fronts. What is it that you need to awaken to? What is your next step to opening to the magic of life? Where are the next doorways that your soul wants to walk through? As we come into this next solar eclipse take a look at the change that you long to uncover and then bravely step into another new world and let life expand your story into something wonderful.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 8/23/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 8/23/16

8/23/16 is the number 4. Neutrality might be a bit hard to come by today but I would say this number 4 is a suggestion to keep in mind as you try to deal with both Mars and Saturn today. With those two pushy planets finding a balance when many things are attempting to make you move in forceful ways can be difficult. Of course there is always a way to blend force with balance. Gymnasts are very good at this as well as many athletes. But it takes practice so see this energy today as a practice moment. Mars sesquiquadrate Uranus early today may stimulate restlessness and give you a desire to take risks and to act on sudden impulses without considering consequences. However, Mars is moving towards a conjunction with Saturn, exact tomorrow morning. These two big Bad Boys of the zodiac can combine in ways that are energizing (which I recommend) or can get a bit testy with each other. Just notice which way they might be nudging you. My suggestion for you is to take practical action with them or to fill a responsibility that you notice needs acting upon. A stronger sense of purpose and direction can come to you as the day advances. The Moon is in steady Taurus all day, highlighting your desire for predictability and comfort.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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In times of universal deceit, telling the truth becomes a revolutionary act.
~George Orwell~

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One of my big mottos is, “What opens love?” It is that simple. Do you notice if what you say and speak opens love or shuts love down? People have an evolutionary pattern that they need to go through where they feel this deep need to say what they feel in every moment. They feel better because what they are actually doing is a form of dumping the stressful energy out of their body and through a creative process of “getting rid” of it internally by releasing it externally. Now, of course they feel better. They are no longer holding the energy. But do you notice the impact of what that energy does to others? When you let raw energy out your mouth it is a type of “birthing”. What you say when it leaves your mouth has a life of its own at that point. I teach workshops and I consistently see people who cathartically release energy and then that energy begins to run around the workshop space and those vulnerable to that belief or pattern will pick it up and begin to magnify the energy by adding their own 2 cents into the mix. That type of pattern can create a “shit storm” is an office or space because most people are very unconscious about the fact that everything you say or do is part of the creation that is manifesting in your life. You are constantly creating what is happening in your life and body with the words and actions you choose to release out into the world. Now, please let me be clear. You can release things but not do it in such a way that they are “infected words” acting like a “thought virus” out in the world. You can do that a couple of ways. One way is to just do it alone. When you are by yourself, you can scream and yell. In your car, get really pissed off and let loose, etc. When you do it alone in a conscious way you can release the energy and when you stay conscious with what you are saying and are really listening to your words as they come out, you can begin to unravel your own distortion and lie. Most upsets are about a belief that you hold inside that you want to be true but in actually it not. Often you are missing a key piece of information or the universe is attempting to get you to see the lie and so it keeps creating the physical problem over and over again until you stop doing the obsessive/addictive behavior that might feel good in the short run, but in the long run is actually contributing to the problem. The other way is to say it but in a totally conscious and responsible way, such as; “Okay, right now what you just said is bringing up huge amounts of anger in me right now and I am trying to stay present with this energy. I am willing to own and hold my own anger and I recognize that anger is life-force energy that is displaced or has been shoved into shadow. I know that I am so uncomfortable with my own life-force energy that right now I want to spew it all over everyone but I am not going to do that. I am going to attempt to hold it and allow my own anger to teach me. I am attempting to allow that energy to totally fill me up and teach me where I am off. I know that I am not going to do this well and so right now I need you to give me permission to be angry and I need you to not pick it up because if I am in reaction it is about me. You happen to be a trigger right now but I am trying to act responsibly with my own energy and learn a new way. Is that going to be okay with you? Are you willing to witness this energy without taking it on?” Then if they are okay with it (and not all people are), you allow yourself to be seen in your most raw and ugly self and discover the emotion that the anger is hiding. It is often weakness, insecurity, and a feeling of not being good enough. It is amazing how different your personal interactions will become when you learn to shift how you express a feeling in a conscious and responsible way. Most of us just want to vent, fume, be validated, and dump emotions on others so we are “rid” of them. But what happens is that they bounce back to us in the most inappropriate ways when we least expect them and when we are at a weak point energetically and physically because the universe is trying to teach you that you cannot disown what you feel but you also cannot infect others with your perceptive slant unconsciously without getting “your” energy coming back to you also in an inappropriate way. What you give out and how you give it out either “opens love” in others or it is a thought virus that ignites others prejudices, fears, issues, and dysfunction. The first one will give back to you beautiful things because it is expanding love the other will give back to you exactly what you have given out often in a stronger and magnified way quickly because the universe is attempting to teach you about karma, action and consequence.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 8/22/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 8/22/16

8/22/16 is the number 3. Positivity abounds and there is a change in the intensity and stress level that has been affecting you for a long time. Things are finally looking up and there is the feeling like something better could begin to come your way. There is still a lot to do and there are many things on your plate but dealing with them seems more natural now. Mercury aligns with Jupiter this morning, which can help you visualize in broader terms and see the "bigger picture". You feel much more optimistic than you have in a while, allowing you to attract positive circumstances, although your enthusiasm might lead to exaggeration of facts. Expressing yourself verbally comes easily, and public relations and negotiations run exceptionally smoothly. This is a time for making long-range plans, seeing the big picture, and thinking about what is truly important to you. The Sun enters Virgo shortly after midday, where it will transit until September 22nd. Your focus shifts to dealing with the pieces of the puzzle--the little details that need to be handled. It is now time to take care of practical concerns. Tending to the details of daily living may not sound like loads of fun, but it can certainly free you from unnecessary stress that results from "collecting" odds and ends of unfinished business. This is an ideal cycle in which to get organized and to improve communications on the job. There can be some tension this afternoon and tonight with the Sun in minor challenging aspect with Pluto and a tense aspect between Mars and Uranus close to exact. You could find yourself questioning others' motives, and restlessness can take hold if you haven't been pursuing your desires.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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There is power in your potential but to access it you have to step into that space.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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You cannot love without those moments of pain. It is the love that opens us up and in that openness is innate vulnerability. That vulnerability is the cost of openness. That open heart is what makes love so special. You cannot love and have a protected heart. You can have affection but not true love. Can you see where you are being fully loving? Are you aware of where you are still protecting your heart? What kind of depth do you want to experience in this life? To die with never experiencing the fullness of love would be like never eating a fully ripe peach. Your soul should become unafraid to be obliterated by the power of love. You want the refining fire of your love to burn away all things that are the self deceiving illusions that keep you small and afraid. Yes, it will be at times a painful process. Letting go of the egos protective lies is always a painful lesson to learn.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 8/21/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 8/21/16

8/21/16 is the number 2. Do you finally feel really sick and tired of listening to your own duality in your head? I know I get really sick of my own. Today, I choose to put it all to the side and stay fully in this amazing moment. I make agreements with myself to not let the chaos overwhelm me and instead just appreciate this particular moment. Let the whole idea of the past rest in the past and allow the unique to penetrate through the density of this moment and uplift you in new and amazing ways. The Moon is in Aries all day, stimulating your more enterprising qualities. It finds support in steady, realistic Saturn, as well as courageous, action-oriented Mars this morning. The Aries Moon runs into some trouble with its square to Pluto late afternoon, when fears or issues of power and authority can be tricky. Mercury and Jupiter are moving towards a conjunction in the sign of Virgo, exact early tomorrow, and you will be inclined to look for more meaning in your everyday lives, work, and health endeavors.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Not everyone is meant to be in your future. Some people are just passing through to teach you lessons in life.
~Robert Brault~

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Those that have walked into your life and walked away, do you notice if you have learned the gifts of those people in your life or do you still want them to be there even when their path has to take them on their own karmic journey. Not everyone is supposed to be in your life forever. Often we touch each other deeply as an agreement from before we can down to incarnate together. But those were moments to help each other remember. Then each of us have to walk the path of our own growth and that often takes us away from the familiar into the unfamiliar.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 8/20/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 8/20/16

8/20/16 is the number 10. There is power in willingness to change. There is power and energy when you step outside your personal repetitive patterns. This is a day when your mind would love for you to try something new and to change a routine. What kind of shift are you ready for? What would be fun, edgy, different, and something out of your comfort zone? That is what this number 10 is asking for from you. With this astrology, I personally would stretch in the metaphysical, intuitive, artistic, or creative. This Pisces Moon will get your instinctual juices flowing if you let it. The Moon continues its transit of imaginative, compassionate Pisces until 3:19 PM EDT. Under the influence of a Pisces Moon, you may feel a little more sensitive to environmental stresses. Its opposition to Mercury and then Jupiter this morning can pull up questions about the meaningfulness of your communications and recent projects. Mercury and Jupiter are moving towards an alignment in Pisces' opposite sign, Virgo, and today's aspects can seem to pit intuition against logic. The Moon's move into Aries this afternoon can feel on the abrupt side, as is often the case when the Moon moves out of a Water sign and into a Fire sign. However, it can stimulate more clarity and a stronger desire to put something in motion. It's also a time for feeling the need to begin anew. Your pioneering instincts are strong.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Either you believe in change and the possibility of humanity actively and energetically working in that direction or peaceful co-existence or you are a person who is working against manifesting a world where we can all live together in peace and harmony. Can you see how your words, actions, and prejudices keep negativity on this planet and continue the discrimination and suffering of this world? Each of us is responsible for opening to life or closing down to life. Closure is not attractive. Closure is painful not just for yourself but also others. Closure prevents change. Being attached to a position closes you off from an infinite world and limitless options that are actually right at your fingertips.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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When I close it actually hurts. Especially if I am not so angry that my anger makes me feel justified in my action of shutting down the world, others, and the integration of more and new information. Do you notice when you close down and how it feels? Are you more willing to be in pain than freedom? Are you more willing to defend an indefensible position because your ego needs to be right? Can you see what is really the “right” thing to do? Are your actions promoting inner peace and harmony or are they promoting suffering either in yourself or others? I am amazed at how many people will choose to hold onto pain and be “Right” than to have freedom, peace, and harmony by admitting that they were wrong and to change. Which one are you right now? Can you see where you are holding onto pain? Have you talked to that pain and discovered what it is trying to teach you? Let the pain go. Let the ego know that your body is not a dumping ground for its positions and perspectives. The ego has a place but when it is causing your body pain, it is time to do something different.
~Suzanne Wagner~