Tuesday, March 31, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 4/1/15
Today we are in the number 7. The number 7 is associated with structure and the patterns of consciousness that are universal truths. Therefore it includes religion, beliefs, philosophy, etc. Our beliefs help us to cope with situations that are beyond our control or those that we cannot make sense out of. Today you are trying to make sense out of something. Take a look at the story you created and unravel it a bit to discern if it is actually true or if that is the story you tell yourself to make sense out of things that seem random and upsetting. Stories help us keep a sense of persistence with purpose. They help us bear hardships that are in life. In this moment it is essential to re-discover the truth under the story. This is a day when you can step out of the story that makes you feel better and see into a much bigger picture where you do not need to be right or the hero. Use the structure of the number 7 to analyze the facts, uncover the beliefs, and reclaim a more logical perspective on things. Time has passed and it is always essential to allow the reactive mind to relax so that objective awareness can come back into the game. The Moon is in helpful, resourceful Virgo all day, and you are focusing on fixing things and being useful. A semi-square between Mercury and Venus can point to your becoming distracted quite easily, as your mind can wander away from the tasks at hand. Your social life tends to take precedence, and you can be quite sensitive to what's said or left unsaid. With Venus sextile Chiron, however, you tend to be open to learning from one another and from past mistakes, and giving each other the benefit of the doubt, even if things are not expressed perfectly.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“In the sky, there is no distinction of east and west; people create distinctions out of their own minds and then believe them to be true.”
~Buddha~

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As a psychic I find the human mind a fascinating creation. My job is about listening to the subtle messages that are moving through the distortion that is causing the person confusion and upset. It is often the lies that we have told ourself that create anxiety and fear. Inside the person knows that something is off. They know that their thinking is not following a rational path but the story they have created to protect themselves and to defend their position is blocking the awareness that they are seeking. That place of inner knowing and clarity only comes when you are able to tell yourself the truth. When you are not in your own center and not telling yourself the truth, there is a constant underlying stress or anxiety that surfaces which disrupts the feeling of clarity and calm resolution. Today ask yourself the question if you are really ready to tell yourself the truth or if you are really willing to discover the truth. Sometimes that means that part of your upset is that others have not been willing to tell you the truth for fear of loss of your love or upsetting you more. People that love us also try to protect us but in the long run that only creates more confusion. Remember, the truth shall set you free.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, March 30, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 3/31/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 3/31/15
Today we are in the number 6. We are here to care for each other and all things. Being human is to recognize the power and potential in all life. The number 6 reminds us of that most sacred duty. To be conscious is to choose compassion at all turns and moments. When you own the power that you hold within you must learn to have sympathy, grace, and to be reliable. With power comes responsibility not in the way that you need to save or rescue everyone but you must learn to stay present with what is, to listen, to offer compassionate suggestions and to accept the choices of others. In each moment we can offer our deepest love and humanitarian service. Practice tolerance, unselfish expression and find the places within that are still restless and that feel weak. Then love those places into wholeness and find the internal balance that allows external simplicity. The Moon leaves Leo at 2:14 PM EDT, when it enters Virgo. With the Moon in Virgo, you will be instinctively drawn to helping others. You will feel most secure when needed. Remember in each moment there is always something that you have to offer the world. You might feel a little more reserved or self-contained than usual, as you are tuning in to the details of your life right now. You may be especially sensitive to criticism, particularly tonight when the Moon squares Saturn. Mars enters Taurus this morning, where it will transit until May 11th. With Mars in Taurus, it will make you determined, stubborn, and resolute. Mars in Taurus can be passive, and is at its strongest when resisting or defending something! In stark contrast to the impulsive Mars in Aries cycle, it wants you to pursue your goals by plodding along patiently. Priorities are longevity and long-term satisfaction now.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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We're all going to die. We don't get much to say over how or when, but we do get to decide how we're gonna live. So, do it. Decide. Is this the life you want to live? Is this the person you want to love? Is this the best you can be? Can you be stronger? Kinder? More Compassionate? Decide. Breathe in. Breathe out and decide.
~by Richard -Greys Anatomy~


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Always pick the person who opens your heart. You want to find the person that regardless of the situation they have the ability to generate your heart to open and that you can feel the kindness within their soul. That is who you say “yes” to in life. I had a teacher of mine say, “The easiest relationship is hard enough.” So true. All relationships have challenging moments. Life creates situations where we become not our best self. But hopefully we pick a mate that knows how to shift us quickly back into our best self. All they have to do is feel into our heart and know that we are reacting because we are hurt and they recognize that the anger is not true anger but a protection of the hurt we feel. You want a person who at moments knows us better than we know ourself. And regardless of the situation they hold us in the light of possibility and remind us to be the highest possible self. In your life you may not get everything that you want but you will discover through the losses the strength of your soul, the compassion of your heart, and the determination of your spirit.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Sunday, March 29, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 3/30/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 3/30/15
Today we are in the number 5 and it is all about the earth, our connection to the earth and how to give back to the earth. When you are awake and in touch with your true nature you cannot help but to want to serve and show compassion to all of life. Those that are cruel to animals and life and lacking that connection to their own heart and have lost touch with their true nature within. We are all connected. When you harm something in nature it has a ripple effect across many levels of life. It is also about how you honor life. As Dr. Joseph Campbell said, “Life is about consuming or being consumed.” Understand that we are all dependent on other living things for our life and well-being. But you can respect and honor that at the same time. Today, honor what the earth has given to you. Honor that to survive you have to consume other life. Respect the balance. Respect all that have sacrificed so you can have this experience on earth. The Moon is in Leo all day. Yippie! Creativity blossoms and this pattern will tend to make you feel more romantic and generous with your feelings. You will take pride in your work and accomplishments. Shortly into the day, Venus forms a trine with Pluto, pointing to a strong time for finances and for relationships. Your feelings are intense and impassioned but not in an offensive or destructive way. The need to share on deeper levels is strong now. A spiritual regeneration through love is possible. You are more strategic in your approach and can see the value of being patient. New insight into business and personal relationships may be had now. Mercury enters Aries today, where it will transit until April 14th. During this cycle you will feel less concerned with objective viewpoints and explanations, and more concerned with reaching a decision...quickly! Your thoughts and ideas are pioneering, and you tend to speak more spontaneously and directly with the planet of communication in bold and assertive Aries.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Let's take our hearts for a walk in the woods
and listen to the magic whispers of old trees...
~Wild Woman Sisterhood~

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I am getting ready to leave for two weeks to Utah and we have been invaded by hummingbirds. It is so lovely! We must have 20 plus flying all around. I put out 3 feeders and they have finally learned to work together and sit on the perches without too much fuss. I now have my husband to do the assignment of keeping the feeders going. He is being a great sport about it. As we shift the ecology because of our presence it is important to give back to the wildlife in ways that make an impact. This last year we had two hummingbirds that never left at all. They are supposed to go to Mexico but the weather patterns have changed so much that they did not feel the need to head south. I checked with the experts in this area on such things and they said that hummingbirds were going further north than they ever have on the west coast and to keep feeders up until you do not see any for two weeks. Then take them down. Well that never happened. And now we are the one stop fill up place for the birds going through. They have been tanking up for a few days and then the next round comes in and one group leaves. I can tell because of the variety of colors. My favorite is the one male with a gold head. He was here with his group and then took off further north. He always shows up heading the other way in the fall. Nature is marvelous.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Saturday, March 28, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 3/29/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 3/29/15
Today we are in the number 4 and the clarity of Neutral Mind. Staying calm in the midst of change is always the challenge. Center takes practice and so you have to be tested to discover that within you there is a place of balance that will allow you to observe life without feeling trapped by your circumstances. Life is about noticing that in-between moment. You inhale and exhale. But today recognize the pause between those moments. There is always a small stop and it is that moment that is the place of peace, center, and gives you an opportunity to reclaim the clarity. Step out of the drama and into the knowingness that is within you. You are that bridge between heaven and earth. When you stand in the center you have access to all. The Moon leaves Cancer and enters Leo at 1:49 AM EDT. The Moon harmonizes with Saturn and then the Sun today, encouraging productivity and cooperation, although a dynamic aspect between Mercury and Jupiter can create some difficulty keeping things balanced. Don’t be tempted to go over the top or exaggerate now. A Venus-Pluto trine forming tonight, exact early tomorrow, can bring back focus, concentration, and shrewdness. Today you will be able to relate to others in a more intense and meaningful way.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Never escape from life. Escaping is suicide. Live life - its’ successes as well as its failures. Defeat and victor - both are necessary. Flowers and thorns - passing through everything one reaches the temple of existence.
~Osho~


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Upon reflection and the wisdom of age I can see that all the upsets from when I was younger were perfect in their own way. Things that I thought I wanted and that I strived for arduously were never really mine to have. But it was the journey and the stretching that was where the greatest lessons were for myself. I learned to love myself. Not because I succeeded but because I failed. Not because I did something wrong but because the universe had another and much better plan for me. I learned that I had a strong and pure heart. I learned that I could love things and others deeply but that did not mean that there was any permanence in those things but that life was going to throw at me a myriad types, styles and flavors of love to show me the infinite possibilities. Life was going to show me that even my dreams where shallow and limited compared to what was actually possible. To do that, life gave me lessons that opened my heart and then broke it over and over again. Each time my heart expanded and grew to accommodate more and more depth, width, and height of love that was available. I learned to flow with what was happening and trust that the next thing would be greater than anything I could have previously imagined. I let go of a childish illusion of getting what I wanted and discovered that most of the time I did not actually know what I really wanted or needed. And sometimes the universe had to give me some big lessons to show me my own limitations. Thank you universe so being so relentless in showing me a much fuller expression of life than anything I could have imagined. I now know I was so much more worthy of so much more than I could have ever imagined.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Friday, March 27, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 3/28/15
Today we are in the number 3. Getting up on the right side of the bed is what the number 3 suggests. Wake up slowly and just feel into the miracle it is to have this body right now. Then stretch your mind to feel the warmth and safety of your home and the love of those around you. Then feel into the nature and how you co-exist with the life forms around you. Such as; the trees, the flowers blooming, and the birds, etc. Feel into the appreciation of life in all the flavors and forms that manifest around you. So much love and positive energy is flowing at all times. It is time to notice that miracle and let that awareness create a pause of appreciation and wonder. The Moon is in the sign that it rules, Cancer, all day again today. You will feel especially concerned with your family or close loved ones under the influence of a Cancer Moon. This aspect gives you a security-conscious perspective that wants to seek out familiarity and safety. It can make you feel especially protective and nurturing of others. You may tend to respond to challenges by retreating or withdrawing. This evening's Moon-Mercury trine can encourage you to think about and discuss your innermost feelings and the Moon-Mars square tonight can stir up a need for action but it could also stimulate defensiveness so stay aware.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Real transformation requires real honesty. If you want to move forward — get real with yourself. Change will never happen if you lack the ability and courage to see yourself for who you really are. Begin to elevate yourself today. Try to make better decisions. Become a beauty seeker. If you can begin to believe in your own beauty, you can then begin to believe in the beauty of others. The transformation of the world takes place in your heart. Once you reach the summit of your own heart you will see beauty is everywhere.
~Bryant McGill~

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I love this quote because when I was in my 20’s it was uncomfortable for me to be able to compliment others on their beauty and light. That was because I could not see my own or know how to compliment myself. However, age is a wonderful thing. As you get older you notice that it is a waste of precious time and energy to not notice the wonders that surround you all day. When you love yourself it is easy to appreciate the beauty that is all around you. Judgment disappears, criticism releases, and you are left with the compassionate appreciation of what is this moment. So challenge yourself today to appreciate 3 things. Really stop and see those three things. Pay attention to the details and the refined subtlety that makes each thing unique and special. When you can discern the specialness in each small thing you life will become more full and alive.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, March 26, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 3/27/15
Today we are in the number 20/2. A First Quarter Moon occurs when the Sun in Aries forms a square with the Cancer Moon at 3:43 AM EDT. There is a crisis theme surrounding any quarter Moon phase. And this complements the “Negative Mind” quality of the number 2. There is a feeling of wanting to go forward but being pulled back. You want to leap ahead (Aries) but the “Good Mother” of Cancer wants you to feel into all situations before you commit fully. So you might feel like you are in a tug of war with your heart and your head. This inner conflict can make you feel sick, exhausted, overwhelmed and generally unsure as to how to proceed. The advice is to take it slow. Remember that all your actions have a consequence right now so do not randomly make decisions as you will be generating a wave that affects not just you but all those around you. One part of you wants to take action. And within days we are made aware of how our actions affect those close to us. Whatever project or initiative you began around the New Moon is now off the ground and it may feel as if you are facing your first obstacles related to this idea. Venus squares Jupiter creating feelings of elation or restlessness in love. It can also lead you to overdo, overindulge, overspend, and overstate your feelings, so think carefully before you speak. Try to avoid impulsive spending and making decisions that show you to be arrogant and unfeeling. These aspects can cause you to procrastinate and yet you may be a little braver socially.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“It takes courage…to endure the sharp pains of self-discovery, rather than chose to hate the dull pain of unconsciousness that would last the rest of our lives.”
~Marrianne Williamson~

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Life is tricky. What you believed that you were when you were a child, you still are. It is just that stress and situations pull you away from your authentic self. But if you look backwards with a discerning eye you discover that even when you thought you were not doing your “mission” or  “purpose” you actually were. It is amazing how the mind and ego can make you believe that you are not what you think you are, that you need to be something that you are not. When all the while there it is, your true self shines through the muck and mud of life in glimmering moments of pure heart and love.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, March 25, 2015

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Numerology/Astrology for 3/26/15
Today we are in the number 10. Life is about beginning again and again. Power comes from the willingness to step forward and take life in a powerful and confident way. Mastery comes from repetition and fine-tuning the things that draw you into feeling excited and loved. Just think of how much you have improved from when you were in your younger years until now. Learning to stand in power and presence without feeling uncomfortable, nervous, or being afraid of being seen takes practice and feedback from others. Whether that feedback was good or bad it all shaped and molded you into wakefulness and you are better now because of it. Let the number 10 give you the confidence you seek to try again. And yes, you might fail but you will at the very least learn something. The more you are willing to try and to not fear failure you will regardless of circumstances overcome whatever obstacles arise on your path. The Moon is in inquisitive Gemini until 3:46 PM EDT. Under this influence, there is more movement in your daily life and you can experience a stronger desire to communicate and connect. A Moon-Mars sextile this morning pleasantly awakens your impulses and feelings. You will feel resourceful and independent. It will be easier to adapt to change and in fact the surprise, novelty, and intelligent responses in others will make you smile. The Moon enters Cancer at 3:46 PM, and you can finally move from wanting to mingle to desiring more peace and quiet. Belonging is what will make you feel safe under the influence of a Cancer Moon.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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If you hear a voice within you say, “You cannot paint”, then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced.”
~Vincent Van Gogh~

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Whenever I hear inside my own head that I can’t do something I know it is a lie. I thank the Universe every day for my mother who told me relentlessly that I could do anything I wanted and anything I set my mind to. And she was right. Gifting others with the reminder of their limitless capacity is a great gift and one that I try to share with my clients, friends, and those that touch my heart. Today, give someone the gift of that same reflection. We all need for someone to believe in us especially when we are down and feeling like the world is against us. When just one person can touch us in a way that feels real, loving, caring, and authentic and they show us the possibility that they see when they look at us, that can be enough to give us the faith to keep going.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 3/25/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 3/25/15
Today we are in the number 9, and as such it is time to finish some things up and to let the go. You are only willing to complete if you have faith in the Universe and the Spiritual Laws that govern this world. You let go when you choose to follow the destiny that is laid out in front of you rather than the illusion of your ego. Only when you step into a higher perspective and find inner strength can you find the tolerance and benevolence to embrace all of your experiences as a form of artistic genius. Life is not about getting what you want; it is about what you create from the pieces that are offered. Today, embrace all the strange and wonderful pieces of life that molded and shaped you into creating this life in which you live right now. Once you do you will be able to see clearly a much bigger picture of what this life was all about. Let the perfection of this moment dissolve all ego attachments and allow you to embrace the beauty of what is. The Moon is in Gemini, stimulating your desire to reach out and communicate with others. However, there is also a huge focus on getting things done. The Sun forms a trine with Saturn today. Become more aware of your limitations - and choose to accept them. Acceptance takes some of the pressure off your mind and gives you more room and options. It is time to accept the reality of certain situations in your life. It's easier to stick to a specific task. Especially one that you know has long-term benefits and will make headway. Productivity may be slow, but it's steady. You have tremendous common sense and an objective perspective available at your disposal if you are willing to use it. Today, just be willing to look reality in the eye and to take responsibility for each choice and option presented.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Love is the freedom of the sky and marriage is the bondage of the earth.
~Osho~

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Love is expressed in all moments if you just open your eyes and feel into the divine dance of life spiraling all around you. I like to think of the Earth and all the planets in this solar system are attracted (and in love) with this glorious sun, which shines and gives us life. We all are attracted to the light inside and outside of us. Even the earth and the power of the love and attraction it has to the sun have created a type of bonding to the sun. It is a marriage of sorts and all of life is connected to the power of that love. Whether you recognize it or not our love is what drew us to this planet, drew us to each other, and bonds us in deep connection to all of life and all those who have touched us. It is almost like a vibration of sound that is attracted to all things that make us resonate higher, or help us magnify our own light and love. We are married to the things we love; art, music, nature, gardening, children, pets, etc. It is that bonding that creates a link of devotion and that devotion awakens us to look and feel beyond ourself and into something greater than our own narrow world.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, March 23, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 3/24/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 3/24/15
Allow the emotion to flow. There is healing with release and that is what the number 8 is creating permission for. If you are going to feel emotions then it is always best to use it as a doorway to your personal power. Confidence comes from owning what you feel and finding ways to share and express that in ways that serve others and create a space of permission and the wisdom of clarity. Compassion is learned by going through your own hard times and surviving things that you thought would literally or metaphorically “kill” you. Emotions break down the ego and the barriers that you have conscious created that have causes separation. We are all human. We all feel deeply and have been through trying times. Those moments shape us but it is in the sharing of them that we gain a deeper understanding and sometimes we are gifted with a perspective that awakens us to a larger truth. Venus sextiles Neptune early into the day and you are especially tuned in to the creative and romantic sides of life. This morning, Mercury and Chiron align in the sign of Pisces, and this can serve to give a flash of insight into the deeper understanding of our life, our choices, our challenges, and the situations that have molded us. Our intuitive understanding increases. This influence can stimulate us to open our minds and to learn from circumstances. Sudden awareness spurs us to grow and improve. We are also more open to new ways of looking at problems or at life in general. There may be some hyper-sensitivity to what is communicated now, however. This is a time for honesty and self-honesty that can be a little uncomfortable at first but necessary in the long run. The Moon leaves Taurus and enters Gemini at 9:23 AM EDT, stimulating our curiosity. There is a stronger need to communicate and to express our ideas now.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“We danced too WILD, and we sang too long, and we hugged too hard, and we kissed too sweet, and howled just as loud as we wanted to howl, because by now we were all old enough to know that what looks like crazy on an ordinary day looks a lot like LOVE if you catch it in the Moonlight..
~Pearl Cleage~

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The last two days I lounged and healed at a wonderful Hot Springs in Northern California. Whew! I have so needed a pause in the midst of this intense astrology. We are between two eclipses and life feels a bit like being tossed on a stormy sea right now. I know that I am not alone in this energy as my phone is ringing and many of you are reaching out in small and large ways. It is in these moments that I find my deepest compassionate side for humanity. Regardless of how we look or what we believe we all feel the same deep emotions. And it is that place of recognition that breaks open hearts and we know that we are not alone. Together we walk this earth and together we share heartbreak and deep connection. That is something that makes life so beautiful. Cherish the moments that break you open whether in pain or joy. Let yourself be shaped and smoothed into a place of deep inner comfort and acceptance of who you really are. There is no greater gift that you can give yourself.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Saturday, March 21, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 3/23/15 - Plus Personal Blod



Numerology/Astrology for 3/23/15
Structure is the key with the number 7, as well as the ability to bear times of hardship. Everyone goes through hard times. Everything that lives, experiences some form of loss and moments when the difficulties seem to outweigh the good things. Humanity has that misperception that if you are awake and aware then you will have only good things happen. Which is (of course) not true. What does change is how you respond to those challenging moments. When you expect things that are unrealistic you will get disappointed and take situations personally, when in reality it is just life teaching you to bend, adjust, and open to another way. It is always our response to situations that give it meaning. That means every situation that happens you have an opportunity to give it a meaning of depth, awareness, and a potential surrender to an old way. Or you can contract and make up a story about how you have been wronged and how bad the world out there is. The challenge today is to look for the good, to find the deeper truth and meaning, and to discover a strategy for seeing the world through the authentic eye of life seeking the diversity of ways to express, live, and thrive.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“It’s impossible,” said pride.
“It’s risky,” said experience.
“It’s pointless,” said reason.
“Give it a try,” whispered the heart.
~Unknown~

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Ask yourself the question today, “What do you think is impossible?” Then ask the question, “Is that the story that you tell yourself in order to stay stuck?” Is it really impossible or is it just hard and will perhaps require you to do something very different? Look at the stories you tell yourself as to why you do not take certain risks. The mind is infinite in finding excuses to stop you from breaking out of your “norm”. But is your “norm” working for you? Today with the astrology the answer would be, No! Okay then, listen to your heart and try what seems impossible. Things are impossible to the mind because they just have not been done or seen yet. Every great thing in this world that has had an impact was accomplished by those who did not believe in the word, “Impossible”. They believed that risk was a possibility that could lead to an accomplishment that gave joy and light to others. There is always a point in anything that comes from your heart that wants to be shared with others when it is about love.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 3/22/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 3/22/15
Here we go into the space and mindset of the Hermit with the number 6. Things are all stirred up and the numerology is coaching you to go within and connect to the energies that really serve the unfolding you. There is perfection in this moment, see if you can discover that meaning. It is also a good day to take responsibility for your choices. Dive deeply into your love of home and family and circulate that love, grace, and balance that is needed today. Above all try to keep it simple. Overdoing will only exacerbate the stress and who needs that? The Moon leaves Aries at 6:41 AM EDT, when it enters Taurus.  Slowing down may be the best approach today. The Taurus Moon stimulates craving for more security and comfort. This morning's Mars-Neptune semi-square can point to a need to take a break or realign ourselves before moving forward with your plans. You may feel a little disheartened or you may simply need some rest from too much activity. Watch out for carelessness in yourself or others. Impracticality seems to be the norm today and possibly passive-aggressive behavior also. As the day moves forward, a Mercury-sextile Pluto can stimulate more goal-oriented thinking. This is a time for benefiting from focus, concentration, research, analysis, and strategy.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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I love this world because it is imperfect. It is imperfect and that’s why it is growing. If it was perfect it would have been dead.
~Osho~


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I don’t know about any of you but in the last 3 days, I went from having 2 or 3 hummingbirds to having 50 or so. It is hummingbird heaven at my house. Don’t forget to get to J. D. Redhouse and buy your feeders and hummingbird food. I do have flowers up in my garden and my fruit trees are blooming but my hummingbird flowers are not yet up and running. The hummingbirds just make my heart happy in all ways. There is so much aliveness and joy packed into such a small body. Nature is amazing. I am also noticing that the wild honeybees and other bees around me are very thirsty and going for my hot tub and unfortunately drowning in the tub so I put out some water with a towel in it so they don’t drown. Just throwing out some ideas to support the nature and life that is all around us. Today step outside of your own reality and see what is needed on a larger scale that supports life. Others are having probably a harder time than you. It is good to give a helping hand when you notice a need. Personally it makes my heart happy and every little bit makes a difference.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Friday, March 20, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 3/21/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 3/21/15
Here we go into the practice of presence with the number 5. The number 5 signifies that it is time to change. As if the last two weeks were not making that point perfectly clear. However, now the energy is moving quickly and in an outgoing manner. You feel as if it is time to act, be daring, bend a few rules, and allow yourself to feel into the physical nature of life. It will feel as if you want to indulge in the physical world. Opportunities abound and you will want to feel less confined and break out of your routines. This morning, a quincunx between Venus and Saturn and then Mercury and Jupiter can leave you feeling stuck. You may feel as if you have been put in an either-or position, feeling that if you do one thing, something else will suffer. It can be difficult integrating responsibilities and pleasure, logic and intuition, and so forth. There can be a need to slow down and consider priorities now, although with the Sun and Moon in Aries and this evening and the Moon aligning with Mars (also in Aries) it may be difficult to pace yourself. In fact, this energy can very easily get you riled up, energized, or propel you to take action.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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The mind knows only questions. The heart knows only answers.
~Osho~

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You thought that yesterday the big eclipse was the big moment but I think it is going to be today instead. The 20th, set the energy and now the force of the Sun moving into Aries is going to kick it forward. The realization was yesterday. The movement is today. It is a lot of fire now and you will feel as if you are getting the cosmic hot foot. Standing still is no longer an option. But now, it feels great and you are ready to leap into the unknown. Sometimes life is all about timing. Sensing and feeling into the cosmic flow and moving with it rather than pushing against the current is the way to be at one with this energy. The flow is happening and you can feel it. Let the current carry you forward. And Yes, it will be a fiery current but you will know it is happening. There can be no longer any doubt.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Thursday, March 19, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 3/20/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 3/20/15
Coming back into the balance of the number 4 is a bit difficult with all this intense astrology but the thing to remember is just to practice the discipline of balance throughout this day. With the number 4 it is time to find the new basic form of order that will work for you. Now it really does not matter how that affects others what is critical right now is you and with the eclipse today at 29 degrees Pisces it is time to get all the “shoulds” and “have to’s” out of the way and choose you over others. Now that is going to always be pleasant because when you break the telepathic agreement fields that you have been fiercely maintaining others are going to be upset. Just because you become aware of the choices and situations that have been blocking you does not mean that everyone is going to throw open their arms in acceptance to the new you. If you are a Pisces, Sagittarius, Leo, Gemini, Virgo, or Cancer you may feel this aspect a bit more than everyone else. You can only realize your power if you practice being in alignment with yourself. Sometimes that means you will have to understand difficult or unpleasant tasks. Today, stay conscious of where you are being accepting of others and see that everyone is attempting to find “home”. A New Moon Solar Eclipse occurs this morning in Pisces. Today is a day of new beginnings regarding your faith and beliefs and accepting imperfections in yourself and in others. Each of us is perfect in our own way. You are encouraged to let go of the past in a significant way so that you can move forward. The Moon enters Aries shortly after the eclipse, at 6:28 AM EDT. You’re motivated by a strong desire to start fresh with an Aries Moon and this theme is particularly powerful given it's the day of a Solar Eclipse. A gut instinct to start something new is giving you the gumption to do so. Your pioneering impulses are strong and you will feel energetic, spontaneous, and enthusiastic. The Sun also enters Aries today, at 6:46 PM EDT. In Aries, the Sun is enthusiastic and spontaneous. You will have the energy and motivation to conquer something new. With this aspect you have the urge to initiate that thing that you have wanted to accomplish. Aries is a sign that bounces back quickly. It is brave and pioneering, and somewhat innocent. You will fee direct and rather uncomplicated in going towards what you want. Just be careful because you can also be short-sighted and lack the desire to plan ahead.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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When we send love in response to hate, we become spiritual alchemists.
~Dr. Wayne W. Dyer~

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On you mark….Get set….Go! And we are off and running with this eclipse to discover and unfold our new manifestation over the next twelve months. Let it be glorious! Let yourself learn something different and exciting. Let yourself discover that you are more than those limitations that have finally driven you out of your box and into the possibility. This is a wonderful moment. Fear no longer matters. What matters is finding this inner calling and bringing that out into the world. Welcome to the “Changing Game”. You are changing in ways that will not even become completely apparent until next year. But let yourself discover the beauty that is within you. And don’t forget to have fun while you are doing it.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Wednesday, March 18, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 3/19/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 3/19/15
Here we go into the roller coaster pattern of the number 3. While this number is all about reframing the negative to the positive and I do believe that is critical right now as we come upon this eclipse on the 20th this effect seems to be magnifying the ups and downs that you are emotionally feeling right now. Try to remember, “Better out than in.” There is a feeling that you are running out of time and that it is extremely important to express certain things. That is great, just remember to keep your heart open. I know that I can’t be the only one feeling this intensity right now. Emotionally the feelings are all over the board. Energetically dealing with those feelings is exhausting. The internal strain from this last square seems to be continually mounting just like I warned as we move in the direction of this last eclipse on March 20th. Eclipses magnify the emotional unconsciousness and bring it into your awareness (Sometimes in dramatic ways). Just as the police departments increase police presence 3 days before and after a full moon, eclipses have a similar effect. The emotional sensitivity is increasing and things that have needed to be expressed are surfacing. It is tough for everyone so try to stay calm, listen to others as they attempt to share and express things that have been long buried. The words may not be perfect but the feeling and intention behind them is very real. Do not minimize what another is expressing right now. Try to remember that for all darker emotions there are positive emotional antidotes to shift that energy. So while in the darkness try to look to the opposite perspective and find the inner peace that is possible. Perspective is everything right now. The Moon is in Pisces all day and is Balsamic, as a Solar Eclipse New Moon occurs tomorrow morning, making today a better time for reflection and tying up loose ends rather than new action. Tomorrow's eclipse is a total eclipse occurring in the very last degree of the zodiac, close to a lunar perigee, and occurring on the same day as the spring Equinox, making today especially important for centering ourselves. Tomorrow's energies are likely to clear a path for new beginnings.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"It takes courage to grow up and turn out to be who you really are."
~E.E. Cummings~


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Everyone has a blueprint of how they plan on growing and evolving. We have a plan to learn certain things and grown in certain areas. We also have our transitions constructed and organized as well as our big awakening moments and our death in this life. The hardest thing is to do is to stay present with the extreme waves of change and to not loose ourself, our center, or our inner peace in the process. Life is always a courageous battle that is fought by each and every one of us over time. There are moments when we think that we cannot go on that our heart is going to break. And yes, it is going to break. But it is going to break open. You cannot always be strong. You cannot always have outcomes that are like a fairy tale. Most of us have moments in our life where it is really like a Shakespearian tragedy. Right now that is how it feels. Take a breath, stay present, stay loving, find peace even when you don’t have any control over the situation. Let the universe show you the deepest compassion in your heart.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 3/18/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 3/18/15
Here we go into the expansion of the number 11. Within you is a Master teacher. You have a higher illumined part that is intuitive, psychic, artistic, expressive, revolutionary, and has a vision of what you are. In this moment there is no turning back. There is a form of balance in change and change is the name of the game after the last square between Uranus and Pluto. See yourself as lucky because now you can see the change that is necessary. This is not bad news it is going to give you what you really want and that is worth it. You are aware and also equipped to step into this new self. The value of your life is more important than the value of what others need. It is time to make you the priority. When you give yourself a little energy and you move towards your organic self then in the end you will have more to give others. But today, it is all about you. Mercury aligns with Neptune this morning, and then the Moon aligns with both planets this evening. Your intuitive capacities are stimulated and possibly enhanced now, and you might apply these to everyday issues and problems. Conscious reasoning is distorted or enhanced by subconscious matter, depending on the application and how you look at it. It's not the best energy for detail work and work with hard facts but it's good for visualizing and imagining. Communications can be inspired and inspirational, quite fanciful, or vague and unclear, and possibly deceptive. The Moon leaves Aquarius at 6:58 AM EDT, when it enters Pisces. Impracticality is a strong possibility today, and this is reinforced as you approach a challenging aspect between the Sun and Jupiter tonight, which can stimulate wastefulness. Ideally, discontent prompts you to make improvements and changes.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"I have the impression that many of us are afraid of silence. We’re always taking in something—text, music, radio, television, or thoughts—to occupy the space. If quiet and space are so important for our happiness, why don’t we make more room for them in our lives?"
~Thich Nhat Hanh~


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We fear creating space for us to see the truth. We hang onto people and situations even when they do not serve us any more. Over time the guides and angels have to create a circumstance to propel you out of dysfunctional patterns that do not work for you any longer. When that happens it is important to surrender and allow that flow to create the space that is necessary to step into this part within that is awakening.  Yes, I know it is scary but it is not as scary as wasting this life and missing doorways and opportunities. This is that moment when you can leap and catch a wave. These waves are not always available to us and if you miss one sometimes they do not come around again or they come back much later. Why not give it a shot and move towards a different possibility? The universe always gives you an upgrade when you are ready to shift.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Monday, March 16, 2015

Numerology/Astrology for 3/17/15 - Plus Personal Blog



Numerology/Astrology for 3/17/15
Here we go into the power and newness of the number 10. So much is leaving and shifting right now and the way to focus is on the change that is beaconing you forward. Let it all go, the story, the belief, the old rules, the old way. There is nothing to go back for. It has all been perfect in the divine order of things and it has taken the last 3 plus years of aggravation, frustration, and upset to finally come to this place. Seek out only the joy in life. Everything else is just an illusion. If you like it, then do it. If you don’t then let it go. If it serves who you came to be, then go for it. If it no longer serves you then it is time to try something else. You are standing on a precipice and you have to have the courage to go in new directions. Life is about adaptability. Let go of the illusion that if you are a good person that you life will be smooth. Life is full of ups and downs. Life demands you to adapt to it, not the other way around. You are here to learn you are not here to get your way. Today is a critical juncture. The decisions over the next year (and yes it will take a full year) evolve you to your next level of being, allow you to step into the place that you have resisted. It may feel like a death but in reality, staying where you are is the death. Stepping forward is what will give you the life, energy, purpose, and a deeper understanding of your place in this world. And No, it is not going to be what you thought it was. But it is going to break your heart wide open and in doing that you will discover what is most important to you on all levels. The Moon is in Aquarius all day, so this is the moment to thrive on intellectual stimulation, change, and unusual or unconventional experiences. Venus enters Taurus today, where it will calm down some of this intensity. In Taurus, Venus is very sensual, mostly content, and possibly possessive. The drive is to seek security and value longevity. Your appetite for pleasure is strong. Taurus values the "here and now",  as well as, the world of the five senses. Tangible and physical expressions of love and romance are most important now. The shadow side of this is excessive possessiveness so remember that you can’t take things with you so be generous and watch for those places that you want to grab and hang on. Mercury and Neptune are moving towards a conjunction, exact tomorrow morning, bringing imagination, color, and possibly confusion to your thoughts and communications.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"I speak to help you to be silent. I say something so that you can go beyond words. I use words to help you to go into wordlessness. It is just like having a thorn in the foot: with another thorn you pull it out. Your mind is full of words, so many, and so much chattering – yakkety-yak, yakkety-yak – it goes on and on. But then people became intoxicated with my words. That was not my purpose. I continuously insisted, "Don't be concerned with my words. Be concerned with my silences, the gaps between the words, the gaps between the lines."
~Osho~

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Pregnant with this new beginning, stand in the spaces of in-between. It is in the spaces that you discover the possibility. It is in the quiet that you reclaim your potential. You are in there, just not where you think you are. You are not your mind or what you tell yourself. You are so much more than that. The silence is limitless and shows you your infinite self. There is a space beyond time where you exist in total freedom and oneness. Touch that place occasionally. Let that space heal and transform you. Do yourself a favor, open the door, and let yourself in.
~Suzanne Wagner~