Numerology/Astrology for 7/1/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 7/1/16

7/1/16 is the number 8. This number 8 is attempting to break down the barriers that you have between spirit and matter. It helps you understand where in your psyche you have blocked your spiritual awareness because of a lack of faith and courage in the higher forces. How many of you desire peace and want the love of humanity and this earth to transform the world? But then how many of you have done the inner work to have the awareness of whether your words and actions reflect that desire truthfully. When you want peace but speak words that do not align with that goal you create a push pull that creates a pattern of no movement. How often does your ego get in the way of your core essence? The ego can highjack your mind and spew negative things out your mouth that counteract many of the good things you might be trying to do. That creates an environment of distrust in others. Ego makes is seem like you are not out of alignment when you often are. Today, really take a look at what you want and what your ego manifests on a daily level in your life. Where are you reacting with anger, fear, and negativity? Can you choose to not let that out of your mouth? Words are powerful and often show your true beliefs under the surface of the reality you keep attempting to present. Others will not trust your direction if you are split internally. Often they obviously see what you cannot objectively observe in your own actions and behavior. The Moon continues its transit of Taurus until 7:46 AM EDT, when it enters Gemini. The Gemini Moon is playful but a little flighty as well. Venus forms a sextile with Jupiter today, promoting cooperation, consideration for others, cheerfulness, a positive attitude towards relationships, romantic opportunities, and the desire for harmony. Optimistic spiritual energy may be brought to relationships now. You seek a higher purpose or meaning through your connections regarding your values. There is more ease experienced in social situations. You are freer with your affections (and money). This is also a favorable transit for entertaining and socializing.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me,

Searching my reaches for what she really is.

~Sylvia Plath~


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We want to know who we really are but are we willing to really look and go on the quest to discover the truth. Sometimes on that journey that blaring truth can be a rude awakening. The realization of where you are sabotaging your essence and then how that saboteur has highjacked your reality is a shocking pattern to observe within yourself. If you do not have the life you believe you want and deserve, take a look at what you are saying and how your actions are impacting your reality. Everyone has places inside where they are off or caught in a pattern of duality. One part of your brain can see only one side and that is the dominant part operating at the time. But often there is another part operating in a completely different way or one that desires a different outcome. Then within you are fighting dogs seeking the dominant position. It takes great courage to observe your own actions and see that it is time to make a change to be in alignment with your highest self rather than to allow your essence to be the slave to the distortions of your ego.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 6/30/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 6/30/16

6/30/16 is the number 9. This number 9 says, “It’s time!” It’s time to make a choice and change. It is time to step away from the things that do not allow you to become your fullness and it is time to begin that thing that you have wanted to do so you can have a positive impact in your life. Mars is finally out of retrograde and even though it is still in Scorpio until August 2^nd you can use that emotional motivation and depth to grab your courage and step out of the old and into the new. The Moon is in comfortable Taurus all day, forming easy aspects to Jupiter and Pluto this morning. This is especially good energy for business ideas and activities. However, later today, the Moon opposes Mars, and this can stimulate tension and impatience, particularly with others. Venus opposes Pluto tonight, and there can be intense emotions and attractions, as well as confrontations or events that bring complex feelings and fears to a head. You may be making uncomfortable discoveries, and while some may be helpful in the long run, you may be pushing too far for answers right now. Manipulative behavior can come out of insecurities or fear of betrayal, so be kind and recognize where you are using energy to get what you want or if you are using your energy for the highest good.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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You will never be able to escape from your heart. Sot it is better to listen to what it has to say.

~Paul Coelho – The Alchemist~


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As you all prepare for the 4^th of July weekend celebrations, remember to stay safe and to protect the environment with all the fireworks. Take these moments to celebrate family and country and know that your thoughts and prayers are needed to help the call for global peace. What is needed even more is for your appropriate action. Women you need to come together and not allow men to abuse you or to be inappropriate in public. If you see another woman in trouble with someone harassing her, it is time to stand with her and not allow harassment to continue. If you see anyone being bullied and put in a compromised situation you have to learn to not be complacent. It is time to stand up and say, “Enough!” Change happens because enough people will no longer tolerate certain behavior. It is the mass agreement field that keeps unsuitable behavior in check. Culturally we have to train those who are taking advantage of others that such behavior is now no longer suitable on any level. Just as on planes we have learned to not be like sheep going to slaughter, and passengers have learned that you can overpower a person with enough people, it is time that we go through plans in our mind and begin to prepare how we would respond in certain situations. The people doing attacks right now are not acting in rational ways and therefore they cannot be handled in rational ways either. You have to learn that there are moments that you have to stand up what is right. You have to take a stand and you have to not allow those with mental instability to use fear and anger to destroy our country or the world. We have to stand up for those who are not as strong as us and countries that need structure and help to make their countries more secure.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 6/29/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 6/29/16

6/29/16 is the number 8. This number brings your awareness into feeling how the fear and conflict in the world causes and promotes sadness and suffering in the world. Yes, your fear manifests as causing suffering in other places. That is very important right now as you look out into the world and see how when fear is allowed to grow and fester it causes changes that impact everyone and everything around you. The vote in Britian should cause everyone to reflect before they speak. We are a one global system and our choices and decisions impact everyone. Britian is a small country but notice how one vote is causing huge ripple effects throughout the entire world. If the United States (a huge player in the global economic patterns) decided to become a bigoted, fear mongering country instead of the model of cooperation and global acceptance, what do you think would happen? It is something to carefully contemplate as we move forward in our choices. The Sun and Mars form a minor challenging aspect this morning, aggravating frustrations if things don't seem to be moving fast enough and this is likely the case with Mars at a station today. The Moon leaves Aries and enters Taurus at 6:05 AM EDT. Mars has been retrograde since April 17th, and this evening this fiery planet is stationary as it begins direct motion. Mars energy hangs heavy in the air today and in the next couple of days as Mars changes direction. Slowly but surely over the coming weeks you are likely to regain your enthusiasm, projects that have stalled will finally move forward, and you will begin to feel more confident and assertive. You may change your mind about recent decisions or projects as priorities become clearer or new information emerges to point you in new directions. Mercury enters the sign of Cancer today where it will transit until July 13th. This is a time for getting to the heart of matters. You move from the desire for quantity to the need for quality in terms of the information you are attracted to. You think, speak, and take in information on a deeper, more instinctive level. Your thoughts are coloring your emotions so it is more challenging to be objective about things happening as a result.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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I just need my smile back. My mind has been under attack. I need to reclaim my peace and let this pain be released. I need to be calm and collected. This storm must be rejected. I need to straighten out his rope and re-tie myself to hope.

~Matthew D Eayre~


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There are those out there that have become the bashers of hope and progress. There are those out there that are so unhappy inside that they want the world to reflect their pain and suffering. But there are so many critical moments in life that the only thing that keeps you going is hope and the reaching out of your limited self and finding the faith you have in your dreams. Each of you has a responsibility to not let those with the loudest and most angry voices win. Right now those that have been lulled into the negativity of the dark forces have a choice. That choice is to recognize that you have been infected by energy that is not aligned with life on this planet. You do not want to live your life and be known in such a dense and dark light. You do not want your legacy be about how angry you are. You do not want that negative energy to darken hope and the infinite possibilities that are always at your fingertips. But you do have to choose and admit when you were caught and manipulated by your own fear. If you chose into fear you can also choose out of it. Life is about those choices. When you do not choose from the place of what is life fulfilling, karma steps in and gives you huge consequences later. You are here to learn how to be a steward to life. You cannot be a steward if you choose to become a destroyer of hope, life, and unconditional love.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 6/27/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 6/27/16

6/27/16 is the number 6. This number reminds you that in the face of conflict and controversy, stillness is essential to maintain clarity and appropriate decorum. It is important right now for each person to learn how to feel what they are feeling but to not project it onto others in a way of demand that others conform to your beliefs. You have the right to believe what you believe but as American’s you are also charged to allow freedom of expression for others who believe differently. That is what makes us unique and it is what makes us a beacon for all of humanity to reach for freedom and permission to live their life the way they want to. With Chiron stationary and turning retrograde this morning, we might be flooded with energies that are hard to make sense of, and thus important decision-making is best avoided for the time being, as our thinking can be skewed. Mars is also moving towards a station - a direct station on the 29th - further reinforcing a need to take it slowly with decision making. It's better not to jump to conclusions. However, while the station can bring some feeling of overwhelm, Chiron's retrograde cycle itself, which lasts until November 27th, is a good time for introspection. We might reassess mental and physical health programs in our lives during this period. A trine between Venus and Neptune occurs this morning, we are more attuned to the world of beauty, the arts, and the imagination. Compassion, harmony, kindness, and openness characterize this transit. Gentleness with others is the best way to harness this energy. The pleasures of life are experienced fully. We see the very best in people now, and this eases our interactions and takes the pressure off in personal relationships. Romance is highly favored. Even so, we may not be expressing ourselves quite as sensitively as we are feeling with a square between Mercury and Chiron. It can be hard to read the intention behind the words used to communicate now. The Moon enters Aries at 3:09 AM EDT, and we can feel a strong urge to start fresh and look forward.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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A sweet heart, a nasty mind, a playful spirit, and a loving soul. That is what opens the feminine to deeper places of trust and joy.

~Suzanne Wagner~


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In intimacy a sweet heart is a juicy, yummy quality to want to dive into. But that nasty mind is what makes sexuality fun and exciting. You need to be willing to dabble in the darker energies even if that is just with a look or a put on attitude every once in a while. Variety is the spice of life and seeing someone you love try to lean into an edge (regardless of whether it works or not) is very endearing. It is that vulnerability to show places where you are not comfortable that makes hearts break open. It is not about where you are strong all the time that you need to constantly express. It is with your mate that they get the joy and permission to see you in all your quirks and twists, insecurities and playfulness. Don’t shortchange your intimacy. Let yourself play, let others in, and discover that it is okay to be your full radiant self with a few chosen few.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 6/26/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 6/26/16

6/26/16 is the number 5. Things are getting very real, very quickly with this number 5. The five senses are very awakened to another powerful shift in the making internally and externally. You have the energy and force necessary to make a choice and stick with that choice. Now is the time, seize the day, and discover an untouched part of yourself. The places you hold away from the light and love of your true self are asking to be integrated and allowed to show you the pathways you have been unwilling to follow. In this moment there is a newfound clarity and understanding as to the path laid out in front of you. Things are beginning to make sense. The choice becomes clear. The final Jupiter-Pluto trine in a set that began in October 2015 occurs this morning. This is a strong influence for business, the law, and commerce. You might enjoy increased influence, faith, and insight now. The desire for more personal significance can lead you to give of yourself or motivate you to ambitiously pursue personal or professional goals. The ability to sway or persuade can be enhanced now.You might solve a long-standing problem, or capitalize upon a resource in a new way. A Mercury-Mars quincunx and a Venus-Saturn quincunx occurring today can point to difficulties making decisions and getting things together without some feeling of guilt or unrest. What you do and what you think or say are at odds. Instead of listening to what others have to say, you end up interrupting them and making assumptions. A sextile between Mercury and Uranus can help. Original, creative ideas are easy to come by. You can take advantage of your ability to see things in a new light by breathing life into old projects or solving problems in new, creative ways. Varying your usual routine may be especially rewarding. Still, you can be sensitive in social situations - anxiety might inhibit your expression of delight or love.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“Tomorrow may not bring you what is being offered today. Learn to gracefully accept all gifts that present in your life. In that way you will live with no regrets.

~Suzanne Wagner~


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Each moment is a potential shift towards your authentic self. Allowing each moment to mold you takes surrender and trust. Resisting what is true only delays your reaching that human potential in this lifetime. You get to choose how fast you move. You can move slowly by resisting what is obviously repeating in your life and is a constant grating reminder of what you cannot completely surrender to and therefore discover your true self or you can see the reflection and consistently try something new. Repeating things may be comfortable and allow the ego to remain in control but it will not make you happy nor help you find your wholeness in this lifetime.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 6/25/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 6/25/16

6/25/16 is the number 4. The numerology is screaming for balance as the world is going to erupt in a chaotic wave of anger and contemptuous frustration. As Mars prepares to come out of retrograde on the 29^th you will feel internally and observe externally how the anger and senseless violence will continue to aggravate situations. Mars is the God of War after all and that feeling that you need to do something about it is infecting the world with a helplessness and frustration that no one is going to do anything about it. That is going to push people to take things into their own hands and I am afraid the outcome is not going to be pleasant. Economies may tumble and people are going to begin to push back. Think of it as if the world is going into its “terrible twos”. The last several years of an almost unbearable upheaval, personally and politically, individually and collectively have taken many to the breaking point. Many are going to want to ride high on the wave of rage but remember that underneath that rage is a tremendous amount of fear and despair. With the number 4 you need to protect your 4 walls, meaning your home, family, money and health. Sometimes for things to move back into a place of neutrality they have to explode first. I hope that is not going to be the case here but the patterns tell a different tale. The Moon is in Pisces all day, harmonizing with the Sun and Venus, aligning with Neptune, and forming a square with Saturn. Decisions or commitments may not be easy now, but tapping into your intuition is. You are inclined to daydream and perhaps stray from your regular routine a little. Boundaries dissolve and you are more idealistic than usual, although the Moon's square to Saturn can remind you that need to follow some rules. You can also be evasive and shy away from conflict, especially direct confrontation. Jupiter and Pluto move towards their final trine in a set that began in October, exact tomorrow morning. This helps you to focus and prioritize, and can also stimulate ambition and desire to improve, grow, and expand. During this time take care of yourself, find your center that is calm because around you there are going to be people ranting and raving. Watch that your communication is fair and just because everyone is at his or her limit and the fatigue factor is making rational choices go right out the window. The next two weeks will be a wild ride.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“Who dares to judge me by what runs through my blood…”

~Arabic Quote~


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I psychically hear the stomping and frustration of nations and cultures that have had enough of all this political stalling. And that is not just in this country. The tension has been building for a while and not there is going to be some sort of shift. I always want these shifts to be consciously moved rather than moved from the heated reaction of anger. But I know that most of the time that humanity is not conscious enough to choose from a strong mental and moral center. So much of humanity is driven by the animalistic tendencies of the primal brain and there is a good feeling as the emotion that has been stuffed and thwarted for a long time is finally released. Sort of like a volcano finally erupting or an earthquake shifting the ground and releasing the built up tension. But sudden shifts always bring destruction. And I am looking out in the world today praying for those who are choosing to do the wrong thing to consciously choose to do the right thing and stop the destructive tendencies that are about to be expressed. Even as I know that will not be possible because those choosing to do the wrong thing are locked into beliefs that have outgrown their usefulness and now they are using their own anger and justification to try to force others to do what they want. It is a toxic soup of negativity that unfortunately has a very predictable outcome. Stay strong, love your family, and keep true to your heart and values.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 6/24/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 6/24/16

6/24/16 is the number 3. The number 3 reminds you that in every moment you can find something positive to focus on. No, it may not be what you want to be positive but there is something that is life affirming and supportive to your growth and to lift you out of the places of despair. The Moon spends most of the day in Aquarius, and you are attracted to the unusual, extraordinary, and unconventional. Independence, equality, and freedom are vital to feeling emotionally satisfied with this position of the Moon. The Moon enters Pisces at 10:32 PM EDT. With Venus and Mars forming a sesquiquadrate aspect this morning, there can be potential tensions in relationships. There is an air of competitiveness under this influence, which need not be difficult - it can be stimulating and invigorating. However, the impatient side to this aspect may be aggravated by a Moon-Mars square.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“Space is the breath of art”

~Frank Lloyd Wright~


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Are you courageous enough to solve the mystery of your self? Are you willing to step out of the numbing reality that paralyzes you into complacency and step into the quest of the understanding what makes you what you are? There is so much you can do to open and discover how amazing everything in your life really is. Take a look at that part that chooses that no matter what you will not feel good enough. Notice that saboteur that puts you down again and again, crippling movement and shattering dreams. The potential within you is always calling, whispering, coaxing, and nudging you forward. It is time to listen and heed the many promptings asking for space, air, and life. Let that dream fill you and take over your mind’s restrictive tendencies. Let the power of your potential override your reasoning and bring excitement into the numbing repetitiveness that has been your life up till now.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 6/23/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 6/23/16

6/23/16 is the number 20. The number 20 asks you to take a leap of faith out of your mind and into your essence. It is time to step out of the known and into the wild reality of the new potential. There is a force at work that is greater than your mind can control. That force keeps this planet spinning and this bubble of an atmosphere in place so we can all experience this place, space and time. Let the wildness within be the guiding principle to a new reality. Let go. Let something bigger than your ego move you to a greater place. That bigger self has always been there waiting for you to open. Under the influence of an Aquarius Moon all day, we have an emotional need for freedom and independence. We thrive on intellectual stimulation, change, and unusual or unconventional experiences. There is good energy, particularly in the middle of the day, for team effort and productivity. There is a more peaceful, fair approach to one another that makes it easier to connect. Even so, there can be some mixed signals given off in terms of whether we want closeness or freedom today.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Let the impossible take your life over. Do not let the chaos and negativity become the only reality. This projection is but one option of many. Choose to live from the biggest place your heart can hold. Choose to opt out of this delusion that manifests suffering for so many. Hold onto your greatest self and hold those around you to their highest self also. Then watch the world shift.

~Suzanne Wagner~


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Within the moment that a thought emerges, an entire world is birthed and dies. You are a melting pot of energetic potential learning to discipline and hone that energy into forms that serve to open others to more than they perceive in this moment. As you let go and allow your heart to serve others you discover your goodness and your real power. When a thought has staying power and longevity it begins to pull energy from all around it and thus is grows beyond the container of the mind and into the physical world to find its place and how it fits in with the other pieces and contributions of others. We are each creating pieces of this world and learning to weave them together into a form that becomes a tapestry of life that is beautiful, deep, and enriching. What do you contribute to that matrix today? What thought asks to be moved out of mind and into form? All you have to do is to decide and allow that dream into the present reality.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 6/22/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 6/22/16

6/22/16 is the number 10. The number 10 calls for us to take a look and see what is ready inside your life to be born. You are ready for that next step, whatever that is. There is always power in choice. You cannot wait for the universe to hand you something. That is not how it works. Life is not handed to you. It is brought forth as a game of chance. There are moments when options are presented and you are not ready to leap and then there are moments like today where leaping finally seems doable. Do not waste this moment. Yes, life will always give more options but they may not come back exactly like this one. Take a risk. Try something new and discover new skills that will allow you to open to that next thing. The Moon continues to transit Capricorn until 4:09 PM EDT, when it enters Aquarius. Mercury forms a square with Jupiter and a quincunx with Pluto, and there can be some nervous tension and misjudgment. Information overload is possible today. You may be missing or neglecting important details and/or harping on those that don't matter as much. You may exaggerate, have a hard time putting your ideas to practical use, or overstate. You could have a hard time convincing others of your point of view and you could too easily jump to conclusions. Decisions made now are unlikely to be objective. Re-assessing decisions you have made already, or adjusting your plans, may be in order. It's a good time for thinking big but refinements will likely be necessary later.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Even when the world shakes with hate and stomps it’s feet in frustration…Don’t become like it. Don’t become them.

~Alfa~


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Let go of the addiction to drama, the news, and negative rhetoric. Your mental addiction to the need of constant stimulation is preventing you from dropping into your real self. Your mind is drama not your essence. Your essence is like a piece of music. It may have its crescendos and softer moments but it has an organic flow to it that reflects who you really are. Addiction to the news and negative information is a distraction from your own deeper internal process. Worrying about things that are probably not completely true that rile you up and make you fearful and unhappy only serve those that want to control you with the media. They put something out and you become like a puppet in a marionette play. They pull your strings and you react every time. In such a situation you loose. They win. They have you reacting in such a way that they can control your behavior and over time they learn how to control many through these techniques. The way out of this is to learn to not react. Use your discerning mind and gather up more information. Uneducated people are easier to control. Educated people learn to objectively look at things, gather up information, and come to a conclusion. All of that takes time. There are those out there that have become very schooled in tools of manipulative communication and know how to say things and intimidate you to the point that you back down, disown your truth, and buckle to the force of a perception that they want you to believe. It is like force feeding you garbage and telling you that you will like it the whole time. Anything can become tolerated over time. But it boils down to if you want to become a minion of forces that want to control you or if you want to become an autonomous free self that has a mind of its own and is willing to take the time to learn the truth.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 6/21/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 6/21/16

6/21/16 is the number 9. The number 9 lets you know that the past is the past and to just let it go. The hardships of the spring have warmed into the summer and now there is a quickening and a ripening of things, ideas, and possibilities. Let those things evolve and grow into something magnificent. There are waves of change and possibilities that happen and you are now, once again, in one. What is the next evolution for your growth? Feel into that possibility and discover a fresh approach to your dream. Just because you had an idea that did not work does not mean that that idea is not a good one. However your approach might need to be defined and refined. Sometimes on a full moon I have trouble sleeping but that somehow is not the case with this full moon. Perhaps it is because it is in Capricorn (which is opposite Cancer) and the Sun is in Cancer so there is a kind bounce between the two. Focus is on home and family, safety and security, nurturing and taking care of others. Feelings are strong and pulling you into your roots whether those are positive or negative. I believe that we choose our family and our family shows us who we are either by empowering us in the directions of our spiritual growth and evolution or showing us who and what we don’t want to be or become. I find that oppositional patterns in families are often stronger than the supportive ones. We look at our parents and see a pattern that they are locked into that is not how we want to live our life. Then we choose to often go in the opposite direction. In this manner we choose our choice over the pattern being reflected to us. That shows the power of your discrimination and discernment. Both aspects that life will require you to use again and again.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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I am but a handful of half fulfilled dreams. Bruised and broken expectations bursting at the seams. A mouthful of words that spend lifetimes trying to get out. A mind in a constant battle between self-love and self-doubt.

~R.M. Broderick~


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When you are in survival mode you cannot break out of patterns and habits that are actually controlling you. Often just to survive you have to block and tune out what is happening all around you to just keep going. The Renaissance in Europe did not happen until they had enough food to eat and clothes to wear. Literally. They had a period of time when the weather was perfect and allowed bumper crops to happen which then lead to abundance; financially, emotionally, and physically. That lead to enough money to create a funny thing…. underwear. Yep! I said underwire. That gave enough for something extra that many could not afford. Those two things historically lead to an explosion of art and creative expression. I mention this here because fear and lack are the two big things that hold us back from progressing. If your life is manifesting in such a way that fear and lack dominate your mind then it will be very difficult for you to find spirituality. The king of Bhutan understands this because he pays for all the monks’ education, clothing, food, and housing. That is because it is almost impossible to focus on spiritual work if you are starving and struggling to survive. It is when we have enough, we feel safe and secure in our life that the mind can begin to let go and find out its true potential spiritually.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 6/20/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 6/20/16

6/20/16 is the number 8. The number 8 allows you to become deeper by recognizing who is authentically inside you. Before the drama caught you, before you believed in limitation, before you identified with your emotions you were someone. That someone is still right there, reminding you to lift your head out of the muck and see beyond this form. That spirit that you are is brave, courageous, and believed in the possibility of what this experience could bring to your awareness. Allow yourself to feel into that place of trust in the process and allow whatever is this moment to just move through you. You are a magical being of light bringing your dreams into manifestation. You are doing an awesome job. Step back and take a look at how far you have come. Yes, you have farther to go but there is always more to express and experience. Enjoy the depth that this moment gives you. And know that you are worth all the effort.  A Full Moon occurs this morning at 7:02 AM EDT in the last degree of Sagittarius. Last month's Full Moon was also in Sagittarius. A Full Moon is a time of culmination, fertilization, and epiphany. The Gemini Sun encourages you to think logically, while the Sagittarius Moon persuades you to intuit, and to think in a broader manner. Sagittarius symbolizes the quest for meaning and ideas that expand upon the "here and now". Gemini is quite comfortable in his or her immediate environment or neighborhood, while Sagittarius stimulates you to venture beyond it. Ideally, a balance should be found between the two energies, and this is what the Full Moon inspires you to do. This Full Moon is about communication, attitude, and your sense of adventure. You can have a hard time sitting on your feelings -- something needs to be released now. You may be getting final word on a matter. There can be a feeling of urgency to announce, close, or to finalize something. This Full Moon occurs shortly before the Summer Solstice and around the time of Mercury's opposition to Saturn and square to Neptune. There can be some criticism, disappointment, second-guessing, and misunderstandings to deal with now. While the Full Moon tends to encourage announcements, you should be very careful about what you are saying to others and how you say it. Negative reviews or feedback can be frustrating but can also push you to improve. The Moon enters Capricorn at 7:55 AM EDT and the Sun enters Cancer at 6:35 PM. The Sun will transit Cancer until July 22nd. You will feel very self-protective and insular under this influence. Your attention turns to your families, homes, and anything that makes you feel safe and secure. Nurturing and taking care of your loved ones and your pet projects come into focus. Emotions run deep. You are also more susceptible to the ups and downs of the Moon while the Sun is in Cancer.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life.

~Carl Jung~


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Today I want to contemplate with gratitude all the men out there who love their family and their mate. In this time of transition and change the masculine is shifting also. The Aquarian Age is all about the feminine coming into balance with the masculine. That is a wonderful thing and I want to acknowledge those amazing men out there who have been conscious of the shift in awareness and allowed the feminine in their life to grow and spread new wings. There are men out there who want the feminine to grow. There are men out there who love a powerful woman in their life. There are men who want women who can stand with them in partnership rather than dominance. I salute all those men and want to state that they represent the new masculine that is growing from this emerging pattern. These are men who are very secure within themselves and are in touch with their feelings and have stepped beyond the old mindsets of relationships. These men are the men of the future. These men are shaping human potential in amazing ways that break down the stereotypes of what is masculine and feminine. Thank you!
~Suzanne Wagner~

INTUITIVE PATTERNS FOR THE MONTH OF AUGUST 2016

INTUITIVE PATTERNS FOR THE MONTH OF AUGUST 2016

Osho Zen Tarot: Courage, The Burden, Traveling
Medicine Cards: Blank Shield, Trukey
Mayan Oracle: Transformer, Complex Stability, Resolution of Duality
Ancient Egyptian Tarot: Five of Swords, Nine of Cups, Queen of Swords
Aleister Crowley Deck: Pleasure, The Magus, The Devil
Healing Earth Tarot: Two of Pipes, Eight of Pipes, Six of Shields
Words of Truth: Form, Essence, Inspiration

Your essence creates the forms you experience in your life. The more willing you are to dive deep into your essence, the more clear the reality becomes because you are no longer needing to project your unresolved and buried issues into the external world. When you know yourself and you are clear with yourself, the dramas of the world, while fascinating to watch, (just like a movie that is very interesting) no longer hook you or elicit a strong negative response because you understand this is just the universe attempting to wake others up. Your own negativity is often much scarier to confront than the illusions and projections that others make up in order to feel something and to wake up from their own living nightmare.

This month, how can you inspire others to awaken? How can you give the greatest gift you have? Do you know what that gift is? It is the gift of your clear reflection of truth and your compassionate heart of understanding. It is your faith and belief in humanities ability to break out of the patterns of fear that paralyze them and do not allow them to see the love that they have inside is more valuable and precious than any external illusion that would want to drag them down.

What you fear in others is what you fear in yourself. Your judgment of others is also, right now, judging you … harshly. You project onto others the suffering you are subtly and quietly inflicting upon yourself. Your words of anger and fear reveal how fear based and angry you are at yourself.

This month it is time to resolve this duality internally so the external can grow beyond this pattern of stagnation. You can transform your fear into courage. You can let go of this heavy burden you have been carrying.

Use the energy of this month to allow for healing in a greater way than you have previously been willing to go. It takes a willingness to move in the direction that may shatter your illusions rather than reinforce them. When you are looking for agreement to feel strong in your convictions it means that those convictions are pretty shaky. If you do not know your deepest self then the opinions of others can cause confusion and spiteful conversations.

Reaction is a form of defense.

Truth does not need to be defended… it needs to be embodied.

Look to what challenges you need to undertake at this time. The wisdom of the north is leading you back to the innocence and trust that the south symbolized. It is time to come back to your younger self. He or she has the wisdom and oneness you are seeking at this time.

This month is a time of unity, a time when we need to come together and no longer be separated. You have two faces, the face of experience and the face that is your original face. The face of experience is scarred and aged from the suffering and struggles this life has offered up as challenges for you to grow. Your original face is one that knows this path was chosen and that this life will give you what you seek if you are willing to open to it.

The cards indicate that travel this month is a doorway to reclaim your original self’s face and reflection. It is through being in nature that you may catch a glimpse of your original self and find the doorway to come back home.

What I love about this month is the shift of power from the masculine order to a more feminine fluid power and structure. The feminine is gaining strength this month and the old masculine world is like shattered glass under his feet. It is a major shift in the reality as we prepare for Jupiter to leave Virgo and go into Libra on September 9^th.

The old mindsets are breaking under the pressure of adamant change that has become a driving force of nature that will no longer be stopped. The sword of truth is in the hands of a woman in the Five of Swords and it is the only sword still intact after the battle. Only truth will survive these astrological tidal shifts. The distortion has become so extreme that it has become almost a joke. That is wonderful because the world deserves peace not all this chaos that the illusion has created.

In August the majority of humanity is no longer buying it. Swallowing the truth seems easier like drinking quenching water where as the distortion is like trying to choke down rotten meat. No matter what anyone tells you, you know it is garbage and it needs to be thrown out. Now the only problem is learning to love yourself after awakening to the fact that for a time… you contributed to that distortion is either small or large ways.

Let it go. Forgive yourself and know that you needed to push this energy to an extreme position to awaken from the nightmare of fear you have been living under.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 6/19/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 6/19/16

6/19/16 is the number 7. The number 7 allows us to think in a way that is going to feel more productive than the intense emotional confusion that has been happening for many of us for months. I hope you all can find that place inside that will create from a constructive place rather than from all the fear that is running around in the media. Center yourself in your heart and knowing. When you know who you are and move from that place rather than from the place where you feel manipulated by your environment you regain your personal power and you will no longer be in conflict inside. The Moon continues its transit of Sagittarius all day. Having moved beyond its conjunction with Saturn, the Sagittarius Moon is uninhibited and spontaneous, seeking freedom and meaning. You should watch for where you might be being unrealistic. As the Moon forms a square with Jupiter early today you have an opportunity to wake up from that place of compromise and into the clarity of your own self. Mars forms a quincunx with Uranus shortly into the day and making adjustments to your goals may be necessary today. This can temporarily drain your energy or make you feel restless and impatient. If you are not in touch with your need to make changes, you could feel a little tense. The trine between the Moon and Uranus this afternoon is helpful in this respect, as seeking out improvements comes quite naturally. Emotions tend to run a little higher than usual with the Moon approaching Full (a Full Moon occurs tomorrow morning). Watch for some nervous tension and communication blocks as you move through this day.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Until we have met the monsters in ourselves, we keep trying to slay them in the outer world. And we find that we cannot. For all darkness in the world stems from darkness in the heart. And it is there that we much do our work.

~Marianne Williamson~


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You are a free spirit. Your soul is what should guide you through your life and steady your hand and choice moving forward. Other’s opinions only matter to weak souls that are in that place of needing to fit in and belong. Those souls that seek out agreement for their negativity and enroll others in their fear patterns are not centered in themselves, their heart, and their intrinsic knowing. When you come from a place of centered clarity, the chaos of drama of the world unfolds like a movie you are watching. But that movie is just a story a drama being told from another person’s illusions. It only becomes real when you believe it and contribute to the pattern of distortion and dysfunction. Then that movie becomes a mirror of your own unhealed parts. That movie is never about others. It is about your shadow, your disowned parts, and the places inside you still deny. Right now, the world is an amazing mirror of our shadow aspects. When you own them internally then the external becomes not scary anymore, you recognize that the universe is teaching you to control your thoughts and actions and to come from love….always love.  Everything is a reminder of where you lost touch with the central path of life, which is to love everyone and everything.
~Suzanne Wagner~