Astrological Transits and Intuitive Overview for 2016

Transits and Overview of 2016

Just a heads up that if you think that 2016 is going to be easy, think again. But if you apply the lessons and do 2016 well, then at the end of 2016 you will have a much more solid, stable, and happy reality as compared to right now at the end of 2015.

2015 was a time to deal with the internal stuff that you had been holding onto and avoiding. 2016 is about dealing with the external crap that you have been avoiding and getting your external world into a very different place than before.

This is a year where you have been like an animal in a zoo and you have never felt the real earth, the real grass, smelled the real air, but also never dealt with the real survival lessons that are necessary to be truly free.

In 2016 you have the opportunity to be free. And in all honesty you cannot go back to that constrictive but comfortable cage you had gotten used to. This is your year to “Free Wiley”. But with that is a huge unknown in your life. Bad things could happen. You could die. You might not be safe. You might not find food all the time. You might not know where you are going. You might be alone. These are all very real fears but ones that you will have to face at some point in this journey.

This is a year where you have to look honestly at your personal history. The real one not the one you made up to make yourself feel better. It will make you look at the karmic patterns that you have been dragging along like chains on your feet, trying to pretend that you are not weighted down by that past that you are still carrying. It is time to saw off those chains and free yourself from the burdens that you took on or that you believed you needed in order to live a life that was acceptable to others. Under this years astrology you will no longer have the luxury to carry that, which does not belong to you.

You will see a separation between the two worlds this year. One world is the world of delusion and distortion. The other world is where there will be those who want to live in a world of pure consciousness, honest connection, and truthful grounded merging with others. That split is going to get wider and more severe. If you have been living an “entitled” life where you have to believe that you are always right and can do no wrong then there will be a painful and harsh “wake up call”. I find it is best to go roto-rooting for my delusions before they “bite” me in the ass. But that is my personal way and not always the way for others.

This is a year where you have to learn a new balance between your life, your love, and your inner light. They all have to work together to make 2016 happen with the least amount of drama or problems. If you have intelligence (light) but you do not have your heart in it, things will not work. If you have your life in chaos and you are not taking responsibility for your choices and what comes out of your mouth then it does not matter how big your love is because the distortion is going to be all anyone sees. You have to find a way to keep your heart (love) open and connected to your intellect, knowledge, and truth (light). You have to have your life reflect the intelligence in your mind and allow the mind to create an organized life that is in alignment with the new demands of earthly living.

For some of you, perhaps you need to look at your carbon footprint and put solar on your house. Perhaps you need to let go of the monstrosity of a car and get something more energy efficient rather than a vehicle that appeals to your ego and desire for a grand stature. Everything and I mean everything has to become in alignment with a balanced mind, heart, and life.

Mercury in Earth Signs is all about grounding. There are 4 Mercury Retrogrades this year and they are all in Earth Signs. Yes, there are 4 of them this year. The first one is January 5-25 in Capricorn after the 9^th. Before that it is in Aquarius (remember to back up the computers before that). The Mercury in Capricorn creates your tolerance for idle chatter to get to an all time low. It is also a good time to check on your financial health and how the money is going. This will be a great time to catch up on work that you let slide. I will go into the other Mercury Retrogrades as the year progresses otherwise this gets way too wordy.

Mars is going to retrograde and this planet of drive and energy is not happy when it does that. Mars only goes retrograde every two years. 3 Months of it Mars will be going backwards in Sagittarius and then it will drop back into Scorpio. This will make you feel like you need to make a hasty retreat. There are some old cords of energy that need to be cut between the dates of April 17th to June 29th because of this Mars retrograde. During that time do not start anything, do not open a business, do not buy a house, etc. It will be a time to get clear on what you want, organize the dream, dissect it down to the bare chunks that you can handle. February into March is great to start things but April through June is not. Even better to wait till the new moon on July 4th before you jump into the creation game again.

The spring of 2016 is going to blow your mind. Saturn and Mars in Sagittarius going retrograde are going to make you cut away old beliefs and fly on to a new grand adventure. The Saturn square Neptune and Saturn square Jupiter, (Saturn rules time.) will make you feel weird and it exposes things that you thought were real but now you are going to see the world from a very different place. You are really going to question which of your beliefs are true. Saturn is not stable under these aspects as it is in mutable Sagittarius, so you will notice where you are unstable.

Just to throw another curve ball into the mix we are also in the year of the Red Fire Monkey, which is a crazy wild unpredictable place. Expect more financial events under this pattern. Monkey is naughty, wily, and vigilant. So you are give permission to be a little of all of those. Combining the Chinese Monkey with this astrological energy creates a whirlwind of leaps from one place to another. Expect change in big ways depending upon how this is going to hit your personal chart.

If you think 2016 is going to stabilize your world then you would be wrong. You are making a new reality and with all processes of creation, there are lots of problems that will come up with that. Getting out of your routine throws the regulated patterns of your life.

Jupiter square Saturn means that in order to expand you are going to have to shift the foundation stones of your life. Your reality is going to change completely. There are many stages of remaking your life and many doors that have to be gone through.

Saturn wants you to get real, grounded, and stable. So that means you need to be prepared for the unexpected. Think knees bend and keep a low center of gravity so you are ready for anything.

Spacing out or being not fully present is really going to work against you. This is not the year to go into “LaLa” Land or to get drunk, high, or to go into any avoidance patterns. Do not allow old habits that have distracted you or made you feel (temporarily) better pull you away from what needs to get done. This is not the place to just slide and not be fully engaged and fully present with your life. If you do then the universe is going to really slap you around. And a lot of things are going to need to get done this year.

You are going to have to deal with what you have created in your life; the good, the bad, and the ugly.  You are going to have an opportunity unwind and un-create a few things that are no longer serving you. But don’t despair, change in the physical world and in this dimension is challenging for everyone so you will not be alone.

2016 has not easy place to sit but it will be better than 2015. Saturn is going to force you to awaken if you do not choose to embrace the grounding perspective and reality check of Saturn. There are no more excuses for your bad behaviors. There are no more passes or tomorrows for the issues that are screaming at you to address and deal with now.

On one level this is really good news. You cannot escape looking hard at yourself and your beliefs and values. You will have to own what is yours and what you might be carrying forward from your genetics.

There is another wake up call to all the Spiritual people (and I consider myself one of them) this energy is not going to allow any of us to live in a make believe world. We are going to have to be in the “real” world and learn to deal with changing that on a daily level. I know that sometimes the “spiritual” people love to live in a place of human potential. But right now the raw and real is forcing all of us to wake up to life that is right here and right now. For myself that seems a rude awakening as I see the harsh reality that is plaguing so many right now and my gentle heart despairs at understanding human nature and why it has to be in such a way when we have so much potential for the world.

All of us have to work together to make this new world happen. It means that even though it is great to meditate and I highly recommend that tool for this year, it will also mean that you have to practice what you preach. You have to go out there into the real world and deal with people not concepts. You have to respond to the real emotions of people not spout philosophical “Bla Bla”. If you are not living in the real world then the suffering of this human condition could feel like a rude awakening.

Again, the truth of this time, this place, these problems, and this reality are screaming at all of us to notice and to do something about it. The times of complacency and just allowing others to do the work for you are over. If you feel strongly about something then you are going to have to do the work and put your energy into changing the world piece by excruciating piece.

Mars is going to hang out and create challenges as it hits at 8 and 9 degrees of Sagittarius, which is where Mars is going to go retrograde (April 17) and where Saturn is going to station and go direct (July28-August 13). If you have any planets at 8 or 9 degrees of Mutable signs then you have to watch out during those times! Expect a bumpy ride.

Eclipses are the “Bringers of Change” so there are a few course corrections that will be happening this year. There is a solar eclipse March 8, in Pisces (Mutable), which is going to make you look at where you have been compassionate and loving or harsh and unbending. It will give you an opportunity to look at how you move emotions in your life and make you question their effectiveness or lack there of.

The solar eclipse in the summer is going to be at 9 degrees of Virgo (September 1), Mars is retrograding at 9 degrees and 8 degrees of Sagittarius, Saturn is going direct at 9 degrees of Sagittarius, and Neptune is going to be opposing the solar eclipse at 9 degrees of Pisces. If you have anything up to 15 degrees of Mutable signs then you have to pay even more attention. Just about anything can happen when all of these planetary aspects combine. This one could be a doozy and it is bound to bring up many patterns of structure and make us look at the effectiveness of the patterns and tools that we use in our life.

Jupiter is going to oppose Chiron a couple of times this year so there is the potential for great healing but it is also important to not overdo the healing or take anything to an extreme. Healing is about doing the physical therapy to get better. That means you have to do the work to regain the strength after the healing process. You cannot just have a major surgery and expect to get perfect results without getting out of bed and doing the exercises that will allow you to reclaim the flexibility and stamina. Yes, that means you are again, going to have to work for it. The universe is not being mean, it is making you address the hard patterns that you have let slide under the rug. Now the foundations of your life are falling apart and you are going to have to do major work to stabilize or redo the pieces that will give you the grounding upon which you want to build the rest of your life.

Belief structures this year might not have a lot of truth behind them so before you grab hold of an idea and take that as truth, do the checking of it and be sure that it is real or it could cause you more embarrassment and others looking at you funny. It is important to not get caught up in the lies and false stories of others you know or from things on the Internet or television. There is a strong lure of the darkness trying to twist you into a place of ungrounded upset and strife. If you get caught up in that you will get a harsh head slap from the universe and it will be so embarrassing to have to admit that you were an idiot for believing something that was not just false but horribly false and something that caused suffering and hardship for others. It is a year if that you don’t know you don’t go. You have to stay clear with the facts.

Relationships this year are going to have the Sun and Venus conjunct this year in Gemini as it squares, opposes, and does a crazy dance over of Jupiter in Virgo, Neptune is in Pisces, and Saturn is in Sagittarius so relationships are going to be built up by looking at the facts of things and having the same communication and the same mindset. You are being asked to close the old doors and open to the new place in your intimacy and that will give you a chance to really let the old wounding go and embrace what you have co-created together in your love life.

There is also going to be two full moons in Sagittarius this year. So get ready because this spring and fall are going to have some crazy. It is going to be a wild spring but in the summer things are going to notice a calming down of the intensity, which is helped along by the shift of Jupiter into Libra on September 9th. So in the fall the solar eclipse in Virgo is going to allow you to have a break from the craziness. You are leaving the sensitivities of the past behind (finally) and finding a way to embrace this new future.

The end of the year is intense with Jupiter Square Pluto so don’t let your guard down even then.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 1/1/2016 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 1/1/16
January 1^st is the number 11. Oh, my goodness! We have leaped from a 6 to an 11 in one shot. Welcome to the New Year. This year is going to be filled with the places of completion and the expansion of your intuition in ways that give you depth rather than width. With Neptune continuing to deepen all of us and pushing us further and further into our right brain rather than our left-brain, we are being asked to look at the places where we have been horribly out of balance in our life. That balance is asking to be reconstructed so that you can live a more full and happy life. Today, being the first of the month is (all together) a number 11, which is about transcending the old and embracing the new. It is all about looking at what the new way is asking of you at this moment. You have to let go of the negativity of the past year and embrace the potential future fully. Change is necessary and part of life’s journey. Change is positive though at the moment when you have to change it is often fraught with anger, resentment, and fear that the old way is somehow better than the new way. In truth, change evolves and improves as it is tested. So things get smoother as they move along. Think of all the shifts you had to do just in the world of cell phones to smart phones. Think of all the glitches, problems, and frustrations that had to be worked through. Never expect perfection as the change happens. Remember that in creation there are always modifications that make things smoother and better. You often do not know where there is a problem until you implement the new thing. This is a year of learning new things, letting go of old ways, and discovering the joy is working through the kinks in the constantly evolving world that is what life has always been about. The Moon leaves Virgo early into the day, at 1:42 AM EST, and enters Libra. So many are desperate to balance out life in a new and significant way. Today is a gracious, friendly energy. Mercury enters Aquarius, where it will transit until January 8th. Mercury will only work its way through the first degree of the sign before it turns retrograde and then will retreat back into Capricorn, returning to Aquarius on February 13th for a more "proper" visit. When Mercury is in Aquarius, you will be hungry for knowledge and open to new and original ideas. You are finally beginning to think outside of the box, and your thinking becomes more progressive and objective. Your communication and thought patterns are spontaneous though somewhat fragmented and liberal. This is a time when inventive thinking is at a peak. So take advantage of this moment and use what is being offered while it is there. Jump on the wave and right it for this short burst of awareness. If you kept catching those short bursts of energy you can still progress very far. Sometimes waiting for the big wave is way to much to handle when it shows up and then fear makes you hesitate and miss the doorway. This year, I want to show the small short bursts of energy so that when the big waves hit you are not caught in the place where you face plant into the coral reef but are a bit ahead of the wave and so you don’t get caught in the slamming energy but you will have done the work to be just a bit in front so you are scooted along for a more peaceful and playful ride.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Your pain is where you are holding on to something that is not yours or is no longer valid for who you are becoming. Water that energy with your love and generosity. Allow your mind to figure out what it is that you need for information, knowledge, and skill to allow yourself to release the past and embrace the future. Learn to love and embrace your weirdness. Let the life-force within you transform your history into embodied wisdom.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Hold on tight! We have made it to 2016 finally! And as much as all of us want to breath a sigh of relief I am afraid that the break everyone is looking for is still quite a ways off. Check out my 2016 Overview and Transits to get more detail of all of that. But here we are just to be in that place of new energy is good enough. I hope all of you had a wonderful New Years Eve and celebrated in proper fashion with those you love.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 12/21/15 - Plus more about January 2016 Astrology in the Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 12/31/15
December 31^st is the number 6. The number 6 takes us once again on an inward journey just before the New Year. There is a mystery to this new place where 2016 wants to take each of you. It is up to each of us to be willing to open and swan dive into the fullness that will be a year of completion. You may not know what you need to complete or let go of. You may not know where this next year is leading you but what you know for certain is that it is important to take this moment to be in gratitude for coming out of the “dark night of the soul” of the 2015 (number 8) and to finally be coming out of the darkness into the light. All of us are all in the journey of awakening and learning to return to the purest essence within and to let that out into the world. Yes, 2015 broke us down and tore down the walls of our ego and our old beliefs. Yes, you are feeling vulnerable and unsure as you embark on a journey that you cannot see the end result of at this time. But this is a good thing to be stripped from all veils of illusion so that pretense, illusions, and false selves no longer distract you. Venus, newly in the sign of Sagittarius, forms a sesquiquadrate aspect with Uranus, stimulating unusual attractions (to people and things) that might prompt you to act on a whim. You may deal with freedom versus closeness issues in your relationships. Relationships or finances can be unpredictable. Changes now can create fresh opportunities, however, that can add to your sense of joy and freedom. The Moon is in Virgo all day, turning your attention to practical concerns nevertheless. This is a good time to see what needs fixing, and perhaps to find your joy in service and support as the Moon aligns with Jupiter shortly before noon. The parts of your charts where Virgo resides can be expanded and enjoyed more fully with Jupiter here until October 2016. Get ready for the New Year with a more expanded version of your potential, your energy, your hope, and your love. Open up and let life fully take you for a ride in 2016. Discover what happens when you are not in control of this reality. Discover that magic still exists and that something beyond your minds understanding has a greater wisdom for who you are becoming.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Why are we afraid of silence? That is because when you let all the distractions go you come face to face with your own inner self that has been trying to get you to pay attention to something that is usually not aligned with your essential essence. In the silence you will recognize that you will have to change and change can be hard. In the silence you have to face your own distortion and that can make you feel bad about yourself. In the silence you have to face the realization of those you have hurt in your desire to be right and listen to your ego. Be in the silence…and let the truth in to create peace in your soul, to let healing begin, and to let the awakening of you’re potential to take precedence over this life’s distractions.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Be aware that 2016 is going to have moments when things will seem to move at a very slow pace. It is in these moments that the universe is asking you to look and I mean really look and pay attention to the small moments that are activating in your life at all times that make up these seemingly big shifts of awakening. Recognize that 2016 (even through it is a completion year), is not going to be easy. Completion for any of us can be very difficult. Take each moment as it comes up and just choose to deal with each small piece at a time. This is the only way to work through the huge pile of patterns that are going to require your attention. Recognize that for the first 6 months there is going to be a continuation of upheaval, which can spill over into violence. So recognize how on edge people are and do your best to not push them over the cliffs, as it may not take much. Taking responsibility for your own experience and knowing how your body language and tone will either support a calm reality or put fuel on a fire is essential to how you are co-creating a supportive environment or one that explodes into a storm of words and agendas. We are in a major changing of the guard. The old guard and the old patterns of life no longer apply to this changing reality in which we are finding ourselves. Therefore, recognize that the fires of social justice are gaining strength and momentum to force those in power who have selfish needs to loose ground rather than gain ground. But remember that those with money and power will not go quietly into the abyss of change that is happening as we move towards the 2020’s. Make a note that in March and again the end of June there will be a Jupiter/Pluto Trine, which is a positive aspect but it can also put those who want power into a place of unstoppable drive for power at all costs. So I expect the election stuff to get very nasty there. Notice the candidates who support the development of their leadership potential as well as addressing issues around spiritual balance and well-being. Right now until the 9^th of January we have a Mercury/Mars square, which will magnify anxiety and inner stress. To get through this moment see that uncertainty is the place you need to sit with and just allow the feeling of “not knowing” to be still in your awareness for a moment. Realize that Mercury is going retrograde January 5-25, 2016 so back up your computers and gadgets now. Jupiter is also going retrograde on January 7-May 9^th and even though it is not as bad as it sounds, it will reconnect you to look backwards and behind in your life to see what or who you may need to reconnect with. 
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 12/30/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 12/30/15
December 30th is the number 5. Getting the normal daily things done is the name of the game. Taking a walk in the crisp air and then taking an aromatherapy bubble bath will make it even better. The Moon is in practical-minded Virgo all day, and you tend to focus on creating some order in your life. Early into the day, Venus forms a semi-square with Pluto, and there can be some tendency to have, and/or look for, a hidden agenda. Feelings of jealousy and possessiveness run so close to the surface that others can almost feel the heat, and they are in direct proportion to your fear of losing something or someone dear to you. Venus moves into the sign of Sagittarius early today, where it will transit until January 23rd. Moving from Scorpio to Sagittarius, romantic energy shifts from intense to buoyant. Sagittarius, of course, has its intense moments, considering it is a fire sign. However, its energy is considerably less focused; and, while Scorpio is most concerned with intimacy with a specific person, Sagittarius' love is of a more universal kind. Romantic adventures, as well as a straightforward--even blunt--approach to love, are on the agenda. Gone are the intricacy and complexity of Venus in Scorpio. Truth and higher meaning are things that take priority with Sagittarius. You can also be attracted to more exotic or adventurous objects, art, and pleasures during this cycle.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Never discourage anyone…who makes continual progress, no matter how slow.
~Plato~

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I have a motto in my life and for friends. That motto is that as long as someone is willing to grow and evolve, willing to continue the conversation, and willing to consider another’s perspective (outside of your own), then, even if they move like a turtle then I am solidly behind them. I know how hard it is to grow and change behaviors. My father used to say, “People don’t really change.” I would modify that and say that it is really difficult to change and that change comes slowly over a lifetime. Change takes great discipline, personal determination, a strong integrity, as well as a curiosity about yourself to keep uncovering the hidden treasures within your being.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 12/29/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 12/29/15
December 29th is the number 4. Let’s set the tone today by making a mindset of determination for 2016 to be one of constructive passion and dependable drive. We are in the card of the Emperor in Tarot and as such it is about claiming your territory and holding true to what is important in your life. At the end of all things you look at what you actually completed in life that made your life better, more congruent, or helped to establish your integrity and core. Take the time to look at your life and decide what you have done that will live beyond your own life. At the end of this life what have you done? Did you help others become better or happier? Did you leave this world in a slightly better way that how it was when you were alive? As we finish off 2015 make a commitment to do something that changes someone or something in a way that makes it better. The Moon continues to transit Leo until 2:00 PM EST. This morning's Sun-Neptune sextile can help you tune into your imaginations and intuition.  Instinctual judgment is enhanced under this influence. You are able to see matters, and people, from a different perspective--one that allows for, and even finds beauty in, differences. However, with Mercury square Mars also exact later morning, there is an inclination to quick speech, movement, and decision-making. You can be irritable and say all the wrong things. You may be competing for the floor when it comes to expressing your ideas, thoughts, and opinions, making it difficult to engage in healthy dialogue. Mental agitation could dominate. You may stir up controversy with what you say, or how you say it. The Moon enters Virgo at 2:00 PM, and you’re inclined to want to keep busy, finding things to do that make you feel useful. Later today, a semi-square between Venus and Pluto approaches, exact very early into the day tomorrow. This influence can point to some underlying tensions in social interactions (looking for an ulterior motive or an agenda, suspiciousness) and relationships (possible jealousies). Avoid power plays and manipulation with friends and lovers.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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When you shift your focus from what is absent to what is present, from what is missing to what has been given, from what you are not to who you are, from the ravages of linear time to the immediacy of Now, you are reconnecting with love, truth and beauty, and abundance is yours, effortlessly.
~Jeff Foster~

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It is a great gift to be able to reflect on your life. It is a greater gift to be able to reflect on that life not from the standpoint of the story you told yourself about an event but to be able to look honestly at that event from a detached mindset. Then you can see your own reactions and responses to events and see the lessons that your angels and guides were trying to give to you. In my life, from this time of age and hopefully some wisdom I can see how those angels and guides were trying so desperately for me to see something beyond my ego’s projection and distortion or right and wrong. How patient my angels and guides have been over the years! In this moment I send them the gratitude that they have deserved throughout my life. Repeatedly they have tried to open my eyes and so often I fell back into the pattern of behavior that was not authentically me. Struggling to find that balance in my life between pleasing others and giving them what they need to open and yet staying authentic with my core and truth at the same time has always been a bit of a challenge. It is so easy for me to feel into others needs (as it is for most people) and yet be aware of my own. Today, become hyper vigilant is what it is you need as you move forward into 2016. Take great care of yourself and honor the bright spirit that you are. Let that out and let that shine forth as we come into 2016.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 12/28/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 12/28/15
December 28^th is the number 3. The swings are wide and intense between the number 3 and the astrology. Know that there is a great joy in feeling the wildness of life. Admit it, all of us love a bit of drama every once in a while. So let the world be a fun and exciting place and you will discover that perhaps you signed up for this and you really wanted something less boring. When you embrace that joi-de-vivre, then you relax into the constant changing equation of reality instead of resisting the change. With the Sun In Capricorn till Jan 20th there is a feeling of responsibility, ambition, and a need for some law and order in life. Accomplishing tasks and setting a new standard as we go into 2016 is a driving force. You are feeling like you want to get some results out of your life and establish a framework that over the long haul will create some long-term goals that satisfy your expanding self. Mercury is in Capricorn and you want to have a sober and practical approach to things. Directness and a no-nonsense approach to things are important. Just be careful to not get too rigid in your approach. Venus is finishing up in Scorpio on the 30th and you want to go deeply with someone. You desire a passionate and sensual life and intensity is especially yummy at the moment. Be aware that this desire for an all or nothing energy can make life a bit of a roller coaster so don’t create a crisis to fulfill that desire. The Moon is in Leo all day, harmonizing with Saturn and then Uranus. A Leo Moon is warm, generous, whole-hearted. This is an outgoing position for the Moon. The desire to impress others is up at the moment. You want to have fun, play, entertain, and get noticed. This is a time when you want to stand out for your special qualities. Your mind is awakening, and you more readily respond to a higher state of awareness with a Moon-Uranus trine midday. Intuition is at a high, and you are especially open to progress and improvement.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Real freedom lies in wildness, not in civilization.

~Charles Lindbergh~

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We are coming to the end of the 2015 and it is time to prepare for 2016. What are the things you really need to complete? Do you need to go back to school? Do you need to finish that project that has been hanging over your head? Is there a pattern within your being that needs to be released and evolved into something that works better for you and those around you. It is up to us to change. I look at myself and my own history and I find that really the only “sin” (if there is such a thing) is when you recognize that you are doing something off and refuse to change it. Expecting others to just “accept” you instead. Changing behaviors is hard. Those behaviors are hot wired into our neural network within our brain and body. It takes great effort to make those shifts and to stay awake and alert to the behaviors that separate us from the love that is offered out there. Today, take a look at the behaviors that push others away. Become aware of them and when you do the behavior, tell the person that you are working on changing a behavior and are open to feedback on how to improve connection with them. Tell the truth that allowing others to get close to you is difficult and that it is scary to be vulnerable with them. You will see the compassion open between both of you and a different type of connect begin to weave into a new stronger tapestry of love.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 12/27/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 12/27/15
December 27^th is the number 20/2. With all wonderful days there is always a bit of a contraction or a let down afterwards. The number 2 reminds us that the mind loves to find problems so it can manifest the solutions. You might be looking at the problems right now but know that it all works the way it is supposed to work in the bigger scheme of evolution and growth. If you feel a bit of a let down just sit with that. If you want to take a break and rest then let that happen also. If you need to get some exercise for yourself then by all means do that also. Make yourself the priority today, as you have been dealing with family, meals, messes, and just the normal chaos that is this holiday. Remember, that everyone loves you in the way that they love you. And their love is real even if it perhaps does not go as deep as you long for. It is easy to find the problem but much harder to recognize that others are always doing their best even if that is not what you wanted or expected. Always take the love offered and remain in a state of joy. Don’t let the mind twist it into something else. Always know that you are loved and appreciated. The Moon leaves the sign of Cancer at 5:32 AM EST, when it enters Leo. A Leo Moon is affectionate, showy, and proud. Mercury's semi-square to Saturn tonight could point to some misunderstandings, dealing with red tape or redoing of tasks, edit work, problems getting from one place to the next straightforwardly, and possible communication delays. The energy is best used for focusing on fixing errors rather than harping on how irritating they are. It's better to edit and refine rather than trying to push something through.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Remember that nobody is who you think. There is no person walking this Earth that you will ever fully know for you each have a different experience of each other based upon what it is in you that connects or does not connect with the other person. Know this. The truth is that the more you connect to your love and to who you are, the more clearly you will be seen by all. Some will not be able to see this. You will be invisible to them. Trust that. Allow them that. Just be you, unashamedly, and gloriously. You came here to experience being you; and the more you give yourself to the highest heights of that, the more you give change to the world.

~Lee Harris~

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Reconnect and fall into the love within your heart. Discover and reconnect to your intent, joy, inner peace, and deep gratitude for this opportunity of life. Notice how the gifts you are become the gifts you give to others in many forms. What you can see within yourself you can see in others. What you can feel within your own experience you can then relate to others when they have a similar experience or reference point. Let yourself be deep. Let yourself be wide. Let yourself be connected to many others. Let your heart love deeply and let your soul fall into that abyss of possibilities. Yes, you will tear down those walls of denial. Yes, you will discover that you are not alone. Yes, you will uncover those hurts that you buried and did not want to feel. And yes, you will become a better person because you will become more integrated with not just with width of your life and the scope of your vision but the depth of your essence and the expression of your most creative self.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 12/26/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 12/26/15
December 26^th is the number 10. Now that the Christmas day has passed we wake up to a new beginning and a day where we can powerfully begin to move forward with a new clarity and intent. Uranus is moving forward and there is so much to do over the next year. As you step into a place of change you cannot help but notice that you are different and in many ways that are better. Your walls have come tumbling down, you are more vulnerable, and you are more willing to consider others feelings in making decisions. And yes, it was difficult in 2015 to make some or all of those changes but made them you have and now you have more energy freed up to work with. It is amazing how much energy we can use to keep ourself down and blocked. With a freed awareness and a fresh perspective there are fewer limitations and more options than you previously could have realized. Enjoy the reflective opening and relish in the movement getting ready to happen. A Mars-Saturn semi-square this morning might point to some resistance to plans and efforts. You may be called upon to solve problems. Patience is necessary now, although frustration is very likely. It can feel like more effort than usual is required to complete tasks. The Moon is in Cancer all day, where it feels right at home as its ruler. Although more insular than usual, your feelings run deep, making it an ideal time to get in touch with what motivates your soul. You may respond to challenges or stress by retreating or withdrawing under the influence of a protective Cancer Moon, and you are especially concerned with family and close loved ones.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Maz Kanata: [to Rey] I have lived long enough to see the same eyes in different people. I see your eyes... I know your eyes!
~From Star Wars – The Force Awakens~

Star Wars – The Force Awakens Clip

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Today, take a look in the mirror at your eyes. Take a long look. Who do you see? Who is longing to come further out into the real world of this reality? Can you allow this to be the day and this to be the time when you also awaken that powerful force inside your being? Can you see the history and lineage of all the ancestors through your eyes? Are you willing to become the most powerful force for good from your lineage now? Why not? What do you have to loose? These moments will pass by and you will not have another opportunity such as this one. You will have many others but why not take each one and use them as a way to open you out of the closed container of your potential?
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 12/25/15 - Plus Personal Blog - Merry Christmas Everyone!

Numerology/Astrology for 12/25/15
December 25th is the number 9. Christmas and the number 9, how perfect! On top of that we also got snow on Christmas Eve! Completing the cycles of life and love. Learning to listen to that deep inner voice in the silence of winter. We have arrived at the moment when Uranus is going to finally leap forward and allow this energy to productively move in a direction that allows for more opportunity and growth. I am excited to see what 2016 will bring also. Life and its mysteries will always be a task that the mystics and teachers will try to find tools and maps to explain and help humanity understand. The more I learn the more I understand there is to learn but that is the joy of it all anyway. If you could easily figure it all out what would be the challenge for growth and evolution? Let yourself leap into the possibilities of 2016 and say a fond farewell to 2015. Celebrate your accomplishments and honor the wisdom and patience gained through 2015. The Moon finishes its transit of Gemini at 12:28 AM EST, when it enters Cancer. A Full Moon occurs in Cancer at 6:13 AM when the Cancer Moon exactly opposes the Capricorn Sun. This Full Moon is about balancing your commitment to your career and families. Something has been building inside and now is the time when the energy of the cosmos fairly demands that you let it out. Over the next two weeks, you will discover what this means. For now, you can't sit on your feelings - it is time to express them. The Full Moon is a time of culmination and the promise of fulfillment of that which was started at the New Moon. It is an emotional time--a time of romance, fertilization, and relationships. While a semi-square between Mercury a Neptune can point to some misunderstandings or fuzzy thinking, a trine between Mercury and Jupiter later today points to clearer, positive thinking, new insights, and general cooperation. Your ideas are big and your intentions are very noble. You might receive good news today to shift the way you have been holding something.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Merry Christmas to all. May the New Year bring positive shifts in all the ways that bring you more love and connection to yourself, the planet, your family and all those you touch. I am so grateful for all of those people who have loved and touched me in my life. I look back with gratitude and joy for the deep connections, powerful conversations, heart felt sharing’s, and the simplicity of being with some of you in silence and wonder. There are moments when you know that life will never be the same and in truth that would always be true but in this moment there is a deeper awareness and understanding of the transparency of life and the fleeting moments that are so precious and dear. Perhaps it is the age that I am and that this year I have witnessed so many leaving to go to the other side. Perhaps it has opened a doorway more to that other side and I recognize the impermanence of this moment and I want to anchor it into memory for the future. Regardless, I appreciate all of you in my life and I am sitting in wonder and the many gifts I have received from all of you. Thank you for the many memories. They will live in my heart in the most cherished of places. They give me the light and the courage to go through any darkness that confronts me.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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What is Christmas? It is not the literal time of a child’s’ miraculous birth. Every continent recorded the super nova that went off in the sky that heralded this great spiritual teacher’s birth and that was in March when the lambs were being born in the Middle East. As a researcher of religion it becomes clear that the Catholic Church wanted to take over the pagan holiday of Winter Solstice and so they chose December 25th to mark the birth of Jesus to celebrate the “Return of the Light”. And so we have this beautiful holiday that becomes a celebration of many religions and a time when we come together and share the year’s joys and abundance. And we celebrate the return of the light out of the darkest time of the year and we remember that a great soul came to show us the way through the density and to bring us the hope for all of humanity. Rituals have power and value as we connect to something beyond our small self and into the bigger whole that is the mystery of life. Take these rituals to heart. Bring them into you family and create traditions that have meaning, joy, and love. Then take it one step further and remember to be that loving self all year round. What a wonderful world it would be if we learned to live Christmas in our heart and let that become our normal world. Let us dream of that moment and manifest the potential of humanity by creating a world where all life is respected. All religions are honored. And love becomes the conscious constant forever.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 12/24/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 12/24/15
December 24th is the number 8. As this is a day to reflect, take a moment to connect energetically with those that we have lost over the past year. Whether you lost people, situations, or jobs, just think to where you were on January 1st of 2015 and see how much has happened, how far you have grown, and how much you have shifted your perception of the world, your life, and who you know yourself to be. It is okay to grieve the old to clear the way for the new to come in. It is okay to feel into the enormous amount of transformation that has happened. Then take a moment to tell yourself how brave you are, how kind you have tried to be during one of your most challenging times, and how you will never give up on your own personal journey of evolution. Remember Uranus turns around tomorrow (on Christmas Day) and right now the energy is going to act like a Mercury retrograde where things, plans, timing, computers, and schedules are going to get disrupted. You are being asked to get ready for a new type of personal freedom. So on one side there is the disruptive influence of Uranus getting ready to leap forward so expect the children (and a few adults) to be a bit more excited than usual. But then there is the Full Moon this evening in Cancer and it will also be full into Christmas Day and that is going to ramp up the emotions also but make them very family oriented and hopefully in a very connected sort of way. Remember to be kind and to not show dashed expectations on your face. Feel into the heart and soul of the person not necessarily what the gift is but what the heart behind the gift is trying to say. Venus forms a sextile with Jupiter this morning. Optimistic spiritual energy is brought to your interactions and relationships. You tend to connect to a higher purpose regarding your personal relationships and will attach great meaning to them. You may enjoy a feeling of well-being or ease now. You will feel freer with your affections. You will also feel more generous. This is also a favorable transit for entertaining and socializing (perfect for the holidays). The Moon is in Gemini all day, increasing your curiosity and willingness or desire to communicate and express your ideas. A Moon-Mars trine this afternoon encourages enthusiastic exchange of ideas, although later. Tonight, emotions heighten as the energy moves towards that Full Moon.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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If you were to treat your family like the huge spiritual family that they truly are, how would you act and react over the next two days? Know that family has been and will be your family over and over again. Know that you all agreed to help each other learn some very tough lessons in this life. Look at them with the eyes of awakened recognition. See the soul who risked everything to be with you, help you, and motivate you with positive and negative energy so you would become your deepest and most powerful essential self. For this holiday, see beyond the veil of their human self and into the deepest connections that have existed beyond time and space. Honor each in the way that they can receive your love. This holiday do not give what you need to give to feel good but give what others need to open and to feel loved and appreciated.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Reach out and touch those from your past that impacted you greatly. Make a phone call and come back to your youthful, fun, and excited self this holiday. Become young and joyous in the celebration of the meaning of family. Know that family is bigger than blood. Family are those who have come to your aid at the most critical times. Family are those who held your hand when you were the most frightened. Family are those that you shared your deepest secrets with. Even if you cannot find them, close your eyes and send them love and appreciation for being such a critical part of your life and your journey. Also see who considers you family. Where have you been just the right person in the right place, at the right time? In that moment of compassion and presence you have given hope to others also. Remember, those moments. Feel into the huge heart and love that you are, and then let that generous energy within expand a bit more this holiday season.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 12/23/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 12/23/15
December 23^rd is the number 7. This number 7 will add to your ability to multitask at the moment. You have lists and you are checking them twice. You are making sure you have all the ingredients for the holiday season meals and festivities. Make sure you put on that list a bit of down time for you before the onslaught of family and friends. Go get a pedicure or a massage and give yourself a moment to relax into your body so you will have the flexibility to shifts with the tides of energy getting ready to inundate your world. The Moon is in Gemini all day, and while its challenges with Saturn and Neptune can point to some form of struggle with discerning between fact and fancy, there is generally good energy for learning, communicating, and connecting. Siblings, relatives, or neighbors and community involvement are especially important to your emotional well-being under a Gemini Moon. You adapt easily to change, and you will crave surprises, novelty, and intelligent responses in others. You are moving towards a Venus-Jupiter sextile, exact tomorrow morning. This aspect encourages cooperation, consideration for others, cheerfulness, positive attitude towards relationships, romantic opportunities, and harmony. All of these aspects create a perfect lead up to the Holiday Season.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the bad girls live.”

~George Carlin~

This holiday have an elastic heart like Luna  Lovejoy from Harry Potter.

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We got 5 inches of rain yesterday at my house and since I have been home we have gotten 11 inches total. Whew! We so needed that. I love the quiet and solitude of the rain and darkness. It gives me a chance to slow down the external worlds chaos and drama and just come back to the simple qualities of life, love, and family. As the family starts to come in for the holidays today through Christmas day, I wish all of you a season of bliss and joyful connection to those you love. Don’t forget to play the appreciation game with your family during this season of giving because the best thing you can give others is your recognition of who they are to your life and the gifts that their energy brings into your life. It is so essential that we see beyond the veils of our karma or our DNA and look with the inner spiritual eyes to the essential qualities and familiarities that make up those who have followed and walked with us throughout time. We are all here to help and support each other. We are all here to step beyond the upsets and into the beauty that is each soul who touches us deeply. Remember that even in failure others were trying their best to do what they believed they needed to do. Rarely does anyone do something completely against us. Often they were trying to focus on the chores and tasks at hand and deal with the priorities that seemed to come up at the time. This holiday weekend, step out of what you need and feel into what those in your family need instead. Then take the time to see their struggle and feel their conflicts. Then find a way to give them love in the way that they can receive it fully.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 12/22/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 12/22/15
December 22nd is the number 6. With this number it is a day to take the calmness of the number 6 and enjoy it before the onslaught of the holiday storms. Take a book and let it guide you into another world and relax in the flow and rhythm of that reality for a moment. There is much to do tomorrow with the number 7 so enjoy the quiet and calm while you can. Meditate and allow your mind to fully appreciate the charm and quiet of this moment. The Moon continues to transit Taurus much of the day, until 9:32 PM EST. Under the influence of a Taurus Moon, you tend to preserve your poise if faced with external stresses and pressures. Earthy activities and sensual pleasures appeal now more than usual and you find a sense of peace and contentment with that which is familiar and reliable. Remember, Tis the Season to overindulge and with this moon you will deeply enjoy it. If you feel restless around the Moon's opposition to Venus early in the morning get a little exercise in. Use the nervous energy for something constructive. At this point you should instinctively know that patience is required for matters to naturally move forward. Finances and possessions might come more into focus now. The Moon's trine to Jupiter this morning can stimulate a feeling of abundance. The Moon moves into Gemini at 9:32 PM EST, and you can experience a stronger need to communicate and to express your ideas.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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My mission in life is not merely to survive, but to thrive; and to do so with some passion, some compassion, some humor, and some style.
Maya Angelou


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We are in for 3 more days of rain here in Willits and I am so grateful for the wet stuff in this parched northern California area. When I got here years ago, I dreaded the damp cold but not having acclimated to the area it is so peaceful when it rains and the rain gives almost a permission to be still and drop inside to discover the things hidden within. I am learning to let nature teach me the rhythms of life. I am learning to not override the obvious requests of nature that show me the cycles and the ups and downs of life. I am learning to become part of the natural flow and order. That feeling like I need to push is diminishing and just allowing something bigger that is calling consistently to me to dance with life is becoming stronger finally. My ego recognizes there is less and less need to be on alert and more and more a need to become one with life. Join me at this darkest time of the year and allow the fluidity of life to move though you and teach you what life is like when you finally know that you are a part of a bigger whole and that whether you recognized it or not you are always being moved by a force much stronger than your mind, stronger than you ego, and stronger than your fear.
~Suzanne Wagner~

INTUITIVE PATTERNS FOR THE MONTH OF JANUARY 2016

INTUITIVE PATTERNS FOR THE MONTH OF JANUARY 2016

Osho Zen Tarot: Fool, Going with the Flow
Medicine Cards: Buffalo, Ant
Mayan Oracle: Polarity, Portal of Transcendence, Cauac
Ancient Egyptian Tarot: Prince of Swords, King of Wands
Aleister Crowley Deck: Oppression, Princess of Swords, Swiftness
Healing Earth Tarot: 5 of Shields, 3 of Wands, 5 of Crystals
Words of Truth: Beginning, Peace, Evolution

What a wild ride 2015 has been. Here we are at a new place, space, and time and never has it been more important to surrender into the bigger energy surrounding you and to go with the flow. Yes, everything and I mean everything seems in a very different place. Confusion is beginning to become clearer as the choices made in the middle of December finally feel as if you are moving on a somewhat more defined track. Don’t forget that the Saturn square Neptune is going to hit two more times in 2016, June 17 and September 6. So that unraveling you felt over the Thanksgiving holiday is going to expand your world once again later on this year.

As it is January I want to stand in the place of gratitude for what we have and how far we have expanded in these intense times. Many of you had certain perspectives and now those viewpoints have shifted in enormous ways for you. Letting go of old patterns is never fun. Looking directly in the eyes of your prejudices and outmoded ways of thinking is never pleasant. But you have done it and you are in a place of seeing your way through to a new perspective and living your life from a place that you own rather than the pattern trapping and owing you.

Uranus is moving forward at a rapid pace and over the next few months it will finally move out of the pattern with Pluto that has been causing so many things to feel stuck. In fact, January is going to make you feel like there are finally outcomes that you have been trying for over a year to manifest.

There is still a feeling like chaos has the upper hand but you are in the storm of Neptune and its relationship to Saturn so keep surrendering to the flow and when you are not clear of where to move then don’t move. Because the clarity will come for each of you in the proper time so let the energy of Cauac teach you a thing or two about the power and potential of the Thunderbeings. As I was writing this article there were two owls that flew past my window and owl is one of the archetypes of Cauac (a Mayan Symbol of Transformation). Yes, you feel in the dark and yes, there are many things that are unknown but do not allow that uncertainty to pull you into despair or allow you to fall into the illusion that you are separate from source. You are being put through a process that is designed to allow you to shed the shell of your former existence. When this pattern is done you will understand why you did not understand where you were headed until the magic of the pattern reveals itself to you.

You are being quickened so you can reconnect your highest self with your human self. Unified they are more powerful than you can presently see or imagine.

This wall you feel in your life is an illusion but it holds the keys to your potential. You are being asked to free yourself from limitation and see how your mind has been keeping you down and out of recognizing that you are the master player in your own great game of life. The shifts that are happening are enormous and yet there is nothing to fear because where you are headed is so much greater than where you have been. There is no need to hold on to your past self. It was but a vehicle to take you to this place.

2016 promises to be a much better year than 2015. The number 8 (of 2015) was filled with sadness, despair, upset, and conflicts that pulled you out of your comfort zone. The number 9 (of 2016) is a year of completion, empathy, intuition, and artistic expression. You really can finally let the past go. You really can step into who and what you really want to be. There is nothing holding you back. It is time to notice all the love that is being offered to you in your life and let the gifts of that energy fully in. Let the connections with others support, guide, and invigorate you to move towards that next level.

This month you will feel as if you are caught in a tight place and there is a way through but it seems an incredible leap and one that seems absurd to even try. But something inside you believes that you can do it. As ridiculous as it seems some part believes that the only door remaining has to be the one and there will be a feeling that now is the time. If you do not catch the magic of this moment then it will pass and you will never know if you could have made it through.

Let you motto for 2016 be one of bravery. Don’t give up. You are on a new frontier but one that is sacred for your growth and potential. Accept the challenge, pick up that glove, use the fear to fuel you to new heights and propel yourself towards the challenges of 2016. Cast your old self into the fire and discover that you will rise from the ashes transformed.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 12/21/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 12/21/15
December 21st is the number 5. And the numerology as well as the astrology points to the body and indulging energy that is the holidays. Yes, it is okay to you’re your favorite cookies. Yes, it is okay to give yourself that special gift that you found. It is always important to do things in moderation but the holidays and the number 5 are all about being her now, in the body.  It is a time of food, wine, sweets, connection, laughter, presents, company, cooking together, and helping others. This year bring someone who is alone this holiday to your home and help him or her find the feeling of family also. Reach out with a helping hand, as you never know when you might need one at a later time. Here we are at the Winter Solstice. Yes, it is the darkest time of the year and the perfect moment for inward reflection. You are being asked to look inward and gather up the strength from the deepest places of your being. Just as the tress pull down into their roots to find the sustenance to get through dark times, so do all of us reach downward into the placed of stillness to find our reservoir of energy to move through these times. Sometimes you have to build up a charge of energy and then explode that energy out into the world at a later time. With the Moon in Taurus all day, you will want to indulge in the party season as you discover that you have a need to enjoy the sensual pleasures of life--eating, drinking, and listening to music. A sextile between Mercury and Chiron today is subtle but enhancing energy for communications. It's a good time to speak of matters that are important to you at this time in your life. There is a serious conversation that needs to happen and this aspect gives you the courage to have that conversation now rather than later. You will feel more sensitive than usual and more willing to listen. Getting your point across is easier, as it's not only about which words you choose to communicate; you intuitively express the meaning and intention behind the words. You can effectively use words to heal and comfort others so be kind and help those that show up in your life in that way. You are also quite open to new ways of looking at problems or at life in general, and from learning from one another. The Sun enters Capricorn late today, where it will transit until January 20the. You are motivated by feelings of responsibility, ambition, and respect for law and order under this influence. Capricorn derives much satisfaction from completion and accomplishment. Standards, structures, and an appreciation for order are Capricorn themes. Capricorn wants tangible results, knows what is feasible and what is not, and is most comfortable working within an established framework and known boundaries or limits. Working towards a long-term goal is most satisfying with this influence.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Quote from “A Christmas Carol”
Jacob Marley: In life, my spirit never rose beyond the limits of our money-changing holes! Now I am doomed to wander without rest or peace, incessant torture and remorse!
Ebenezer: But it was only that you were a good man of business, Jacob!
Jacob Marley: BUSINESS? Mankind was my business! Their common welfare was my business! And it is at this time of the rolling year that I suffer most!

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This holiday season, have you risen above your money? Have you used your money to help others in foreign countries? Have you given back in any way? At the very least buy products from places like the “Fair Trade” company where the money goes back directly to those in 3rd world countries trying to make a living. It is the small things that you do that make the difference in big ways. Do what you can to make the power of your money to manifest joy and abundance for others. There are so many ways to give from your heart. Create a pattern of forgiveness and reconnect to those in your life that have drifted off because of various circumstances. Let those that have touched your heart know that they did make a difference in your life and that them molded and shaped you into who you are today. Celebrate your life by seeing and connecting to others who are not feeling so fortunate. Let this dark time of the year bring out the best in you and let that love you give to brighten the stars in your personal sky.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 12/20/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 12/20/15
December 20th is the number 4. Balance and the number 4 is the key to navigating this time as we come into Christmas. On Christmas Day there will be a lot of positive changes to move forward but to get there we have to deal with the erratic tempos of the planets as they move at a pace that is going to be challenging for most of us. Regular routines get tossed aside and the uneven pulse makes sleep not very possible either. So the way through this is to find a rhythm that allows for the constant adjustments and a sharp mind that is going to notice things and be able to anticipate to the best of your ability. Do your best to not respond to others reactivity as they are under a lot of pressure and as this Uranus comes out of retrograde on Christmas Day it feels much like a Mercury retrograde and the computers (as well as electrical equipment) are not going to cooperate. The Moon continues its transit of independent, competitive Aries until 7:13 PM EST, when it enters Taurus. While the Aries Moon favors a direct approach to the world, a Mars-Neptune challenge this afternoon can stimulate the opposite. You may feel that the route to your goals and desires is going to take a lot longer than planned and you would be correct. This can cause you to feel disorganized and confused. This can also make you act upon an impractical fantasy or an unusual impulse. With a square between Mercury and Uranus today as well, your senses are stimulated, and you could have sudden flashes of insight and some fresh new ideas. It may be a challenge to deal with routine matters or monotonous tasks. This is not a good time for understanding where others are coming from so you may want to hold off presenting your ideas for the moment. This pattern causes new information to upset the status quo but it can also act to stimulate your mind into new ways of thinking.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“Patience serves as a protection against wrongs as clothes do against cold. For if you put on more clothes as the cold increases, it will have no power to hurt you. So in like manner you must grow in patience when you meet with great wrongs, and they.”
~Leonardo da Vinci~

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I picked this quote today because patience is a hard won quality when there is so much happening in the world. We want others to see what we see and agree with our reality but it is never possible to give others our perspective because all of us have had different lives, karmas, parents, and lessons. We each learn in our own time. We each have to work through the blockages that we came to work through, and we are never done with a pattern until we become so miserable that we finally change. It is us that needs to change in trying moments. The past patterns must be broken down so that newer and better behaviors can come forth. When you stop trying to make the world fit into your pictures and start appreciating the patterns that the world is offering up like a banquet for your wonder, joy, and pleasure, life becomes a much better experience.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 12/19/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 12/19/15
December 19th is the number 3. We have finally moved into a positive mind day. Yea! That is going to feel better for sure. Yes, it is right before the holidays and there is a lot to do so lets get going with all of it. It is a fun-filled expression of busyness and time to get creative in wrapping those packages. Let the world issues go for a moment because you can pick them up again after the holidays. Problems do not go away even during Christmas but you can choose to take a pause and allow the joy of the holidays to become the priority. Family first, Star Wars second, and the world drama third, if even just for today (LOL!). Mercury forms a conjunction with Pluto today, intensifying thoughts and communications. Mental and verbal activity can be intense at this time. You may uncover valuable information or gain new understanding. Your mind is investigative and probing, and you may be bent on revealing secrets and hidden truths. Your persuasive powers, strategic thinking, and observational skills increase, but you may also be suspicious, manipulative, obsessed, or you might be involved in frustrating mental battles if you handle this transit improperly. The all-day Aries Moon can certainly stimulate your more assertive tendencies. However, a trine between Venus and Chiron tends to soften the edges. You may have the chance to heal personal relationships now, as you are more open to intimacy and commitment, as well as learning from one another. You more easily see beauty in human weaknesses, and are less inclined to see fault or to concern yourself with the personality of others. It's a strong time for building trust in relationships and for seeing potential in one another.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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We know what we are, but we know not what we may be.

~William Shakespeare~

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We think we know who we are until the astrology and world issues points out the inconsistencies in our beliefs and life. Each of us is an evolving soul learning the ropes of life on this planet. We are learning how to create and manifest our dreams into the physical world. Our intention creates lessons to be learned in order to build the reality that we dream and desire. But this is a co-creation that we do with others as we learn to weave all of our dreams and intentions together. None of us can really do it alone. Sometimes there are small pockets of individuals that share a belief or ideal and they become a small reality within the larger reality. But if that smaller reality does not quite find a way to fit and blend into the larger reality it eventually dies from lack or energy, faith, or the manifestation outlives its usefulness. If an idea does not have enough energy to be birthed beyond those who gave it life then it just drifts away and becomes a place in the history books if it lasted long enough. But there are big dreams that have been fed by those on this planet for a long time and some dreams take multiple generations of people, energetic shifts, and modifications to evolve into useful patterns on the planet that help and serve all. World peace, freedom, democracy, and others are a few that have such a broad scope that they require such a broad base to grow that they take a long time and many painful growth processes to evolve into something that can serve the whole on the planet. The great teachers have tried for thousands of years to make these energies happen. To do this in the greater world setting you need education, tools of mental clarity, and the learning of critical thinking from such a huge base of humanity so that there is a tipping point that carries over and becomes the norm rather than the place of the precious and few teachers. It is up to each of us to step up, educate ourselves, be willing to constantly learn and grow. It requires each of us to practice mindfulness, compassionate thinking, and learning skills of communication so that we can learn to work, live, and thrive together as a unified web of humanity.
~Suzanne Wagner~