Numerology/Astrology for 12/1/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 12/1/15
December 1^st is the number 3. Does it feel like chaos and emotional reaction is the pattern that is enveloping you at the moment? What a cycle this has been. So many are in a place of feeling over the top in a reactive sort of way. It is exhausting to navigate such emotional intensity during an already intense holiday season. There will be those of you that just want to go to bed and sleep because the stress is too much to handle. Things are not going the way you expected and you are seeing that the choices of the past are clearly up for review but now you are stuck because of agreements that you have previously made. Fortunately, this morning, Mercury forms a trine with Uranus, helping you to re-negotiate your choices and hopefully make more satisfying decisions. Help comes when you attend meetings and other organized group activities, to communicate online, and to take part in activities involving computers, scientific projects, and metaphysics. Your intuition is strong, new choices need to be made, and insights seem to come from "out of the blue". Original, creative ideas are easy to come by but you may find others are not as happy about those choices you are making. A square between Mercury and Chiron will point out a lack of confidence and possibly create misunderstandings as a result. You should try to avoid shooting yourself in the foot with communications that might provoke. Know that others are tremendously touchy and the insecurity that is happening is causing everyone to second-guess himself or herself. The Moon is in creative, demonstrative Leo all day giving you the energy to keep going and to have confidence is the forward progression that is being asked of you.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Grace sometimes touches life in such a way that one's whole being is set on fire in such a powerful way that one becomes filled with a confidence and urge to throw one's whole existence into the abyss of the Self.

You may find yourself saying, 'Remove everything. Save nothing. Remove every falsehood from my being.'

Then everything is thrown aside, including one's self, the 'thrower'. Unexpectedly, one finds a sense of great unburdening, a completeness, peace and quiet joy within one's heart. Now there remains an effortless silence and stillness. And it’s not that there remains an 'I' that received this. There is nobody to receive.

Inside one's being, one quietly knows: ‘I am neither a “receiver” nor a “giver”. I am no one.' And yet, one finds oneself saying, 'Thank you, Beloved.'
~ Mooji ~

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Grace is my word for today. I have been attempting to walk through the chaos of this present moment with less emotional reaction and move from a place of finding a balance that serves all. It is difficult in moments of change. We become accustomed to a particular pattern of awareness and certain habits within our controlled circumstances. If you have noticed, all the certainty has gone out the window and all the feelings of control over our environment have gone with them. The raw and rude awakening to the distortion in our reality is becoming horribly clear and this has broken those rose-colored glasses each of us has been wearing. It is not fun to see that many Americans are not aligned on the basic principals of the core that has formed, established and sustained this country for a long time. But in truth as a country we are consistently being asked to reach out of our prejudices and back into the deeper principals that our forefathers have established for this country. Many times we have fallen short of the ideals that our forefathers saw as the beacon of hope that American was to stand for. In this moment we have failed in the hope that our Founding Fathers fought and died for. It is time to regroup, come back to the deep truths held in the words that were placed to guide the American potential forward.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 11/30/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 11/30/15
November 30^th is the number 4. Balance with this number 4 is going to be challenging today. So much is attempting to pull and push you into extreme positions and perspectives. It takes really consciousness and clarity to choose balance over the energy being thrown around through the news and this holiday season. Thank goodness that the Moon is in Leo all day and finds support from Saturn, the Sun, and Mars. In Leo, the Moon is "sunny", dramatic, and generous. This is a self-expressive position of the Moon. It makes you want to have fun, play, entertain, and get noticed. This is a time when you seek attention--when you want to stand out for your special qualities. Pride keeps you from acting petty, but it can also prevent you from opening up and revealing how you are truly feeling. This is certainly a feel-good, energetic day, with some practicality and attention to detail this morning to boot. With the Sun in Sagittarius trine this Moon, honor and ethics are especially important. This is an attempt by the universe to realign the patterns that have been radically out of control on the planet. Regardless it will take great effort to first bring yourself back to a place of alignment and then an even greater effort to choose to bring things in your world back to a place of restraint. If you cannot control your own mouth and mind then having the world come back to a place of clarity and objective, and mentally stable truth will be impossible.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Don’t remind the world that it is sick and troubled. Remind it that it is beautiful and free.

~Mooji~

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It is those to whom we give power that have the capacity to keep the voices of the disturbed in humanity in check. When those in power speak from a place of negative rhetoric which separates, divides, and feeds those who are fear based into actions that cause harm to all of society they put not only those who hold the American standard in danger but they put the entire country and the influence of our country around the world also in danger. Such negative talk cannot be tolerated because of the safety of a society that our forefathers have so valiantly striven to create and it is a great disrespect to those who have fought and died for this country. We are presently seeing the American extremism that has been festering below the surface of this country in the form of bigotry and prejudice. It has been allowed to grow by turning a blind eye to it and allowing it to have its pockets of poison to fester and grow. Education is the only answer to this toxic mix of intolerance. Only through education that shows many viewpoints, perspectives, and allows the mind to move out of only one way of seeing the world, can we counteract this negative influence that is poisoning the American way of life.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 11/29/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 11/29/15
November 29^th is the number 3. You will feel as if you are being pulled into opposing directions by fate, karma, and others ideals. What ever you were managing fairly well over the past week is going to be tested. It is important to keep a positive attitude and to allow the forces that are moving to shape and shift your reality into a more refined space and place. Everything is in flux and it is difficult to see the end result so just allow all the energy and all those involved to find their own connection to the whole and a new place and form will eventually emerge. The Sun forms a square with Neptune this morning and a conjunction with Saturn this evening. Saturn and Neptune's influences are contradictory. While a part of you is attempting to see things for what they are, another part is hanging onto dreams and ideals. Some disillusionments and reality shifts are likely now.  This can be a confusing time when you struggle to define your paths but you are not sure where you are headed. However, making new commitments to old goals, shouldering responsibilities, and making careful use of your resources could feed your need for structure and order in your life. The Moon continues its transit of Cancer until 7:48 PM EST, when it enters Leo.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Be easy. Take your time. You are coming home to yourself.

~Nayyirah Waheed~

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Are you struggling to find that flow and grace? Is your life in another upset or drama with others? Know you are not alone and that these times are designed to find a new balance for your life. It is difficult when you feel as if you are bending over backwards and you are doing what you can to downsize, simplify, and accommodate others. However right now it is difficult to find that common ground and that perfect alignment that supports those around you, as well as, yourself. There is that feeling that you are doing all the essential things to make life flow but that grace and ease just does not seem to be there. That is extremely frustrating and causes you to feel as if all the organic places in your life have evaporated into the hot and steamy air that is life at the moment. Ironic that we are in winter but the temperature of human emotion is highly volatile right now. Stay calm. Do only what is right in front of you and know that things will not go as planned. For those of you out there that are into control this is going to be a very challenging moment. For those of you that are seeking your space and place you will not feel as if there is a feeling of settling in. That is extremely frustrating I know. Allow for the possibility to emerge slowly. Allow for options that you did not foresee or anticipate. And know that the universe has a plan; it is just that your mind has not yet conceived of this new possibility yet and the universe is creating a road to this new you.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 11/28/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 11/28/15
November 28^th is the number 20. There is so much duality swimming around and many feel overwhelmed with that polarity in the news and in life. Keep your feet as firmly planted on the ground as possible. Yes, it is going to be a challenging next 6 weeks but you can do it. Pick your battles and let things go that really do not matter in the immediate future. This energy threatens to pull you under and you cannot let circumstances beyond your control pull you into places of mental and emotional chaos that disrupt the cultivation of inner peace, calm, and clarity. Yesterday, Mars began its aggressive square to Pluto where it will be until December 6th. Mars is activating you to physical move in some way. Uranus is the sudden volatility and spontaneous movement that is unpredictable and unstable. Pluto asks for a change at the very core of your being, one that brings to light the process of death and rebirth. I wish this holiday season was one of peaceful interaction but I am afraid it will be more the opposite of that. There is a pronounced T-Square agitating everyone and everything and I expect a collective upset triggered by acts of aggression throughout the world. The way through this is to seek a new spiritual approach or the willingness to concentrate again on your existing spiritual practices or paths. Venus aggravates the Saturn-Neptune square early today, and you could be moving between seeing what you wish to see in your relationships (or with money) and seeing the worst, and the truth likely lies in between. As you wrestle with what's real and what's an illusion, you could be feeling quite overwhelmed or dissatisfied. The Moon in sensitive Cancer forms squares to Mars and Uranus and an opposition to Pluto, furthering a theme of misunderstanding and/or self-protectiveness. You are particularly focused on family and domestic affairs, but should watch for latching on to illusions or impossible expectations with the Sun and Neptune approaching a square, exact tomorrow morning.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Change develops slowly. At its own pace. Even our perceptions are slowly coming into are more real and authentic view. They have currently been based on a past memory..an event that is no longer happening.. ..a fear, maybe, that is not real. Slowly though, this view is being seen for what is …like clouds that dissipate into a more clear day.. ..we begin to see. There is a silence that emerges ..we are finally understanding this …We are becoming who we have always been ..and it is so good. The distance between what we are and what we have allowed ourselves to believe is becoming shorter. We are not the past perceptions ..we are not those fears that have been with us all of these years. We are beautiful in our ways. Change moves at its on pace. For once we can feel who we are now and again.. ..it is good. And we smile.

~Parkstepp~

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I am in Utah feeling the huge canyon winds of November 27^th (as I do these blogs a day in advance). I can’t help but notice how nature tries to warn you of the energy shifts getting ready to happen. So pay attention to what nature is attempting to tell you. For me the winds of change are strong and they are tearing down old structures blocking the free flow of ideas. I feel into the protection that is coming with the changes so I know that regardless I am being protected in miraculous ways but that life as I know it is not going to be able to remain in the old places and energetic patterns. That is good. I know the universe is molding me into a perfect form for the spiritual awakening and intuitive awareness that is going to be required for my evolving future. Find the places you are shifting and moving into. Take the stance of willingness and things will move as gracefully as possible.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 11/27/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 11/27/15
November 27^th is the number 10. This power number comes from being willing to take charge of yourself and your life. Power comes not from someone handing it to you but it comes from handling obstacles and finding an internal adaptability and personal determination to continue to move forward regardless of circumstances. Leadership happens when the fear of others takes over and there is a moment when someone needs to step up, take charge, and turn a potentially disastrous situation into some sort of win. It does not mean that you are not afraid. It just means that you recognize the need for someone to step into a place where you can inspire, motivate, and move others through a situation that looks hopeless. Today, how can you lead in a way that is optimistic, creative, and determined? Perhaps you need to lead yourself out of a bad situation. Perhaps you need to help others move through something. Pay attention to where you can direct this extra vitality out into the world and make a difference. The Moon forms no major aspects with the major bodies today, and moves through Gemini until 2:27 PM EST, when it enters Cancer. The Gemini Moon is curious and communicative, and with the Moon moving into the sign that it rules, Cancer, restlessness gives way to an instinctive need for peace and quiet. You tend to respond to challenges or stress by retreating or withdrawing under the influence of a protective Cancer Moon, and you are especially concerned with family and close loved ones. Chiron is stationary and turning direct minutes into tomorrow, and there can be some emotional vulnerability. Emotional truths about matters that you have been avoiding or confused about begin to emerge now and in the coming weeks. These may not always be comfortable, but they serve to motivate you to take appropriate action.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"The only way to make sense out of change is to plunge into it, move with it, and join the dance."

~ Alan Watts~

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It is the holiday weekend and I hope you are all having a wonderful time with your friends and family. Reconnecting those bonds of love and connection are a ritual that we all have to practice and reinforce because at the end of our lives it is the love and kindness of others that gives support in times of struggle and meaning to our life. We are communal beings and as such we need that connection and (more important) the mirror for us to see ourself more clearly. Notice the reflections in your life that challenge you still. What parts of yourself are you still trying to learn to love? How are you doing the pattern of those that trigger you in your life? If you can have compassion for yourself in this moment, then you will be much more able to have compassion for others. I love to notice the trigger and say inside to myself, “Wow. Do I do that? Do I do that pattern internally or externally? Why am I doing that pattern? Where did I learn that or what beliefs and circumstances taught me that pattern? How can I love this part? Now, How can I love this pattern in this person and where does their pattern stem from?” And finally, “Are they ready to love themselves also through this pattern?” People are not always ready to let habits go. But I find if you no longer respond in the habitual way to their behavior the pattern can often quickly unwind.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Happy Thanksgiving!

Take the time to open your heart in love with your family and friends. These are precious times and moments to remember. The laughter and excitement of family coming together. The dance of cooking and the jostling of bodies in a full kitchen. The connections of familiarity as smiles come to your face hearing old jokes, stories from the past, and the unique voices of those we love. May the smells fill your senses, may the laughter ring your hearts into spontaneous openness, and my you remember forever these times and pass on the traditions with love and grace.

Numerology/Astrology for 11/26/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 11/26/15
November 26^th is the number 9. The number 9 is a cardinal numbers and it is designed to point you into a direction shift on many levels of your life. The number 9 asks you to have a more globally conscious perspective. It is a symbol to offer sympathy and compassion. You are being asked to find the reservoir within that is giving and generous. This is perfect for Thanksgiving Day. The 9 is a connection between yourself and all mankind. It is the number that asks you to be tolerant of others. Saturn forms a square with Neptune this morning - the first in a series that will recur in June and September, 2016. Pretty much everyone I have been talking to have been feeling this energy in the past weeks and unfortunately, it will stick with us for much of 2016. Some feelings of disillusionment can come now as your dreams and ideals can be put to the test. Questioning your faith in your dreams can lead to lack of follow-through or wasteful activities and avoidance of responsibilities. Ideally, this crisis leads to a realignment of material goals and spiritual ideals as you are being asked to assess what is truly meaningful in your life. Financial restrictions may seem to block your plans, or you could feel a sudden lack of inspiration. You might be forced to face issues you have been avoiding or putting off. This aspect will ask you to deal with addictions, money drains, and other behaviors that have been dragging you down. Sacrifices may need to be made in order to gain materially or spiritually. It's important to simplify and detoxify but also reach out to others for support and guidance. Over the coming year, it will be important to take a hard look at patterns, addictions, fears, and attitudes that have you chained to situations and that keep you from growing and moving forward. The Moon is in Gemini all day giving you more clarity as to the duality in your inner and outer world. That can be difficult to stomach as waking up to your own illusions and places that you judge and separate is never fun.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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You could probably boil down all your psychological suffering to this: “I want to control this moment, but I can’t!

~Jeff Foster~

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I am sending prayers out to everyone in the US as this astrology can create crisis and the potential of a huge drama and upset over this Holiday weekend. So stay awake and stay safe. Remember that together we are strong and it is a moment when we need to be unified around the American way of life and the freedoms that our country has created for us. With the north in Virgo there is a seriousness that is happening in the world right now. Saturn likes to have control, it likes to have its feet firmly planted on the ground but with all the Neptune in Pisces happening there is a feeling that you are swimming and there is no ground and that can be quite scary when you feel like you are paddling for your life and can’t find any solid ground to set your feet. The last time there was a Saturn/Neptune aspect was in 1987/1988 which for me was a big transition from being a ballet dancer to being out in the “real” world and shifting radically my career. This pattern will follow a sequence, which is today November 26^th, 2015, “The Confusion”. Then on June 18^th, 2016, “The Renunciation”. And September 9^th, 2016, “The Withdrawal and Resolution”.  There is an infinite amount of water coming to break apart, to dissolve, and to crumble the old structures of your life. This can cause depression to become more intense, addiction to get out of control, and radical religious groups to push ever harder to manifest their idea of control and boundaries. But Neptune is a much bigger planet than Saturn and regardless of how much you want to control your world with your old beliefs it will not be possible. What is being called for is an esoteric exploration of a universal empathy and compassion towards all things, in an ever more refined and sophisticated way. Saturn in Sagittarius wants to seek the truth the hard way; wars, bombs, and pushing of a belief onto others. Saturn only believes in what it can experience through its own senses. Neptune has a penchant for a higher dimension that asks you to find first your inner truth rather than a linear three-dimensional reality that Saturn prefers. This results in a rather messy expression at first and creates feelings of increased confusion and despair. A deeper and more complete version of ultimate truth is up for an uncomfortable gestation. Ideas that are deceptive, poorly conceived, misguided, or are about delusion are going to be exposed and debunked paving a way for a great rise of mysticism and a deeper understanding of our universal connection. The old exterior empire is going to dissolve back into the sea and all you will be left with is your compassion, forgiveness, gratitude and cooperation. Remember your own inner world holds the key to your future.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 11/25/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 11/25/15
November 25^th is the number 8. We are coming upon the Thanksgiving Holiday season as well as the square between Saturn and Neptune. It has been a busy time in Utah working as so many are feeling this intense energy and are seeking answers to explain the non-stop emotions that are hitting everyone. Today, is the number 8 and it is a year where you will reflect back into the past holidays and you cannot help but make comparisons between where you are now and moments in the past. You will be missing those that have moved on in their life. Some of those have transitioned and are looking down at us from the spirit realm and others are those who have left our life in the present moment and are experiencing their life and their own karmic lessons. Regardless there is a feeling of missing those that have touched our life and heart. Take a moment to put your hand on your heart and be grateful for the lessons and love that those people have given you. See that those who have impacted you the most have been and always will be your spiritual family. Notice the roles that you have chosen to step into with others and how much you still care even though you may not have contact with those people now. Mercury forms a sextile with Mars this morning, and you are especially alert, energetic, and enthusiastic. Tempers are short and you may quickly jump to the point or to a conclusion around things that you feel are very important. Know that your opinion is just that, an opinion. That does not mean you are right or your perspective is true. Right now there is too much storminess and fog to really feel crystal clear about very much. Most things are moving through like a perspective wrapped in a desire and presented as a warning from your fears and old mindsets. You may find it rather easy to "talk" about things and you will have a huge desire to put those ideas into motion. You are productive and will get a lot done today. The Moon enters Gemini shortly after midday and then reaches full at 5:44 PM EST. This Full Moon in Gemini brings out your curiosity and stimulates your need to communicate and connect. The Gemini-Sagittarius polarity is a mental axis, where Gemini represents the "lower mind" and Sagittarius represents the "higher mind". A Gemini Moon encourages you to think logically, while Sagittarius persuades you to think in a broader manner. Sagittarius symbolizes the quest for meaning and ideas that expand upon the here and now. Gemini is quite comfortable in their immediate environment or neighborhood, while Sagittarius stimulates us to venture beyond. Neglecting either end of the axis will surely backfire today. Ideally, a balance should be found between the two energies, and this is what the Full Moon invites you to do. This Full Moon is about communication, attitude, and your sense of adventure. Something has been building inside, and now it is the time when the energy of the cosmos fairly demands that you let it out. Over the next while, you will discover what this means for you in your life. Regardless you can't sit on your feelings. You need to express them. With the Moon full and bright in the sky, symbolic "illumination" occurs in your own life. However, these feelings and revelations are big, as there is a sense of emotions bursting forth into our consciousness. It's time to get things out of your system. Of course, you might want to exercise some care while doing so, knowing that what is coming out of you is not particularly rational as yet. With the Sun aligned with Saturn and Mercury around the time of the Full Moon, this can be an especially vocal and idea-filled time, particularly on practical levels. A square to Neptune suggests some struggle with finding a meaning or purpose to what you’re doing.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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We must face up to the old emotions of resentment, anger, jealousy or blame that we are holding on to. We must notice when we are telling that same disempowering story on repeat. We must catch our inner critic when it beats the crap out of us. And we must choose to make a shift.

~Connie Chapman~

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We are in the time of giving thanks and with all the things going on in the world I want to shift the energy off the negative an attempt to crank a bit of positive out of everyone today. So what are you grateful for in this moment of your life? I am grateful for a safe and comfortable home. I am grateful for a family that sticks by me no matter what. I am grateful that I have a job that I love and that I feel makes a positive difference in the world. I am grateful for my clients who are still by my side throughout all the ups, downs, and changes that we have all gone through. I am grateful that I have found true love and that I have a husband that I know I can count on and that will be with me through thick and thin. I am grateful to my parents that worked so hard to allow me to have the opportunities in my life and that have given me my values, determination, and loving heart. I am grateful for my challenges and upsets that have broken me open and have helped me learn how deeply compassion and love can go. And I am grateful that my life will continue to open me when my eyes become blinded by old fears and perception. What are you grateful for today?
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 11/24/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 11/24/15
November 24^th is the number 7. This number is one of my favorites because it is about determining the strategy and patterns of forward movement in your life. It is the number of sacred geometry and the tools that help map the subtle energy realm. The number 7 is calling you to become the seeker, the thinker, and the searcher for truth. It is the number that reminds you that things are never exactly what they seem and under this astrology with this square between Neptune and Saturn it is wiser to assume that you cannot see the whole of the reality right now because the storms of life are making you shortsighted in the chaos of the moment. It takes self-esteem to go slow, take your time, and uncover the hidden truths in the moment rather than react and then over-react to the situations being presented to you at this time in your life. The reality right now it making you look at life through metaphysical eyes because only through this particular lens can you access the ambiguous, abstract world of questions for which the mind has no answer. Life is a game of presence. Constantly having a knee-jerk reaction to situations never gives you an outcome that is reliable. You have to always remember that your reaction is a result of your history and a story that you carry in your mind. Rarely are you reacting to the real situation from a place of clarity and objectivity. If you know that then you simply do not allow the vitreous words to come out your mouth. You might think them but thinking them and then spraying your energy on others through sharing words that are destructive and cause others suffering are very different karmically. Hate needs others to feel safe. It tries to include as many as possible to align with its particular negative perspective. Hate cannot stand alone. It fears it tremendously. Love never needs others to feel safe. Love is grounded in a place where you see more deeply into a situation and beyond the moment into the essence of the person or situation. Love acknowledges that bad things happen to good people. But love knows that the goodness of life is stronger and more powerful than hate. Mars forms a sextile with Saturn shortly into the day, and you can be especially focused on getting or seeing results. Traditional methods work, and thoroughness brings rewards. Later this morning, the Sun and Uranus form a minor dynamic aspect that stimulates you to make changes. Unexpected changes in plans or events can test your patience but they might also stimulate you to finally try a new approach. And Mars and Neptune form a quincunx, and you can feel a little stuck, as well as, uncertain about what you truly want and where you are going. Tonight, however, Mercury and Saturn come together to form a conjunction, which tends to have the effect of forcing you to find a reality, an answer, or a solution. There is a need for tangible results. However, Mercury also forms a square with Neptune, and uncertainty or illusions muddy the picture. Saturn and Neptune are closing in on a square, exact on the 26th, and all of us will feel likely to experience some sort of conundrum related to this theme. The Moon is in Taurus all day.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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To find your way, you will need courage. Lots of it. If you don’t have it, fake it until you make it. Soul shapers are artists, but they are also warriors. It is no easy feat to shape the inner world. You need the heart of a lion to overcome the odds. You need to fight for your right to the light.

~Jeff Brown~

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Right now the world needs so much of our courage. It is our courage that holds the sane world together. Those that spout the negative are infecting the world with the poison of their fear, anger, and his or her personal slant for what is right and wrong. That poison seeps into others and can (if allowed to continue) taint everything it touches. It is those that are courageous and those that stand up to the negative that can rally people into a place that is constructive rather than destructive. All I know for sure is at the end of this life I want to be able to look back and say with a clear heart, “I did my best to be love and show compassion for life on this planet.” I know I don’t want to look back and reflect on how my fear infected others and caused them suffering and also caused me to collect more karma that I will have to work through in another lifetime.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 11/23/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 11/23/15
November 23rd is the number 6. With this number you are being asked to reflect on who you have been, what has happened to you to create the beliefs you have at this moment, and to decide if you like who you have become. Ask yourself these questions, “Are you happier and more content because of the conclusions you have come to in your life? Are you more loving and open? Are you more willing to connect on a deep level with others?” If so then you are moving in a direction that will give you fulfillment and a more awakened awareness. Life creates situations to test your choices and decisions. It is really a simple equation. If your life creates an atmosphere of opening, love, understanding, and respect then you are on the right path. If you make choices that create separation, distortion, misery, or blame then you are clearly caught in the karma that has kept so much of humanity from creating a world where we recognize the paradise that is possible in this life. Today, actively choose to step higher and allow that awakened self to motivate your actions. The negative and dark energies are very seductive in pulling you into the despair of human suffering. Today, reflect, and tomorrow, make a choice to take action in some way. The Moon moves into stable, predictable Taurus at 11:26 AM EST. Taurean ruler, Venus, quincunxes Chiron and opposes Uranus today, however, bringing some instability. There could be feelings of discontent in relationships, or a difficult choice that needs to be made regarding personal relationships, money, or possessions. Insecurity involving others might make it awkward for you to express your affections naturally or flowingly. Sudden attractions that may not last can occur now. Similarly, impulsive attractions to material items that later prove to be unappealing can be part of the picture. This is not a good time to start a new relationship nor for any significant financial undertaking. Values and tastes may clash, and group activities may suffer as a result. However, if you can separate rebellion from a sincere need for change, you might open yourself up to new ways of dealing with others. Tonight, you move towards a Mars-Saturn sextile, and your ability to focus on priorities and to appreciate traditional, reliable methods increases.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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True forgiveness is not a lack of discernment or the product of fuzzy thinking. In the words of A Course in Miracles, it is a "selective remembering". We chose to remember the love we experienced, and let go of the rest as the illusion it actually was. This doesn't make us more vulnerable to manipulation or exploitation; in fact, it makes us less so. For the mind that forgives is a mind that is closer to its true nature. The fact that I forgive you doesn't mean you "won". It doesn't mean you "got away with something". It simply means I'm free to go back to the light, reclaim my inner peace, and stay there.
~Marianne Williamson~

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I want to take a look at the word “justification”. That is the word that is standing out to me the most right now around the chaos and news that is happening at the moment. I am fascinated at how quickly humanity can use the present external situations to justify some sort of deeply rooted bias they have within and then express that in an outward direction towards others. They now have a “Justified” reason to spew their internal prejudices in an outward direction. It is actually quite shocking to me as a person who has lived all over the world, in different countries and as a person who has chosen to learn about the cultures of others in an actual physical way rather than a person who has stayed in a small and isolated perspective with no reference points of truth. So much of humanity has this attitude that sounds like, “See, I was right. Those people are dangerous. I was trying to tell you that this is the apocalypse! My fear and mental insanity that I have been internally feeding and harboring is really out there in the world. I have been telling you that I was correct in spreading the fear, anger, and hatred that lives within me!” Okay, for a moment, lets get real. Life is full of scary, dangerous, unpredictable moments. Yes, there are very distorted people out there in the world with perceptions that threaten all of us at some point. But fearing an entire group based on a bias is ridiculous, uneducated, and just plain bigoted. It shocks me to see people of power reflecting that same bias. It shows that what people are attracted to is charisma not intelligence. They are attracted to someone who reflects their own bias so they can “justify” what they have decided is true. Life as never been that black and white. Life is full of subtle shades of energy and you cannot judge anyone based on any method of comparison that you have created by your life experience. People that do that are living in the past not in the present moment. Those types of people pull us backwards into the mistakes of history and do not allow us to move forward into a more conscious and unified world potential that is needed.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 11/22/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 11/22/15
November 22nd is the number 5. It is time to get back to what is important. It is time to recognize that we are all of the earth. It is time to love and accept all as part of the giant soup of energy that is life on this small beautiful planet. It is time to step out of the sleepy, lazy, places where we can be complacent. Everything is calling to humanity right now to change, to stand up with courage and face what is happening in the world as a unified field of humanity. We are so powerful when we are together. It does not take power or money to stand up and take hands with all those who oppose those who would destroy others, cause suffering, and violence. When rich and poor, come together and join forces from that place of standing up for life, we are all equal and one. It does not take money to stand up. It does not take power to stand up. It takes courage to stand up. Courage is an emotion that means when you take a stand, you do not know the outcome, yet you stand anyway. If you cannot find the place to stand in courage for those suffering when you know you can make a huge difference, then ask yourself the question, “Then what is your life for?” I have waited for this moment when the Moon is in Aries to create a call to action. Emotionally you have had enough and when the Moon is activated in Aries it is a moment to step beyond fear and into the growing force of human voices screaming for change. Your have more guile today. You are willing to confront those whose life is reflecting contraction and fear. You have to not turn a blind eye to those who are still spewing bigotry packaged as religion or beliefs. The Sun enters Sagittarius today where it will be till December 21st and this gives you the energy to get up on that white charger of yours and stand up and stand for something. This gives you the desire to reach out to the world and connect with something larger than yourself. While the Sun moves through this fiery, mutable sign, you can take steps to increase your understanding and awareness of the world around you. You will be more able to muster up the courage to expand your horizons and branch out into new ways of thinking. You can gain more confidence and optimism by focusing on the "big picture" as you move away from your focus on the details of your small self. Although you may be prone to overdoing things a bit right now, you have the opportunity to nurture your faith, hope, and vision under this influence. Take this precious moment of energy and use it. Allow the planets to catalyze you out of complacency and into action.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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When we approach with reverence, great things decide to approach us. Our real life comes to the surface and its light awakens the concealed beauty in things. When we walk on the earth with reverence, beauty will decide to trust us. The rushed heart and arrogant mind lack the gentleness and patience to enter that embrace.
~John O'Donohue~

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I wish so much for all of humanity to have extensive history lessons. It is sad to see how everyone thinks that this situation we are living right now is somehow worse than in other times. It is not. The study of history makes you realize how humanity continues to make the same mistakes over and over again. In this moment I am borrowing a quote used by my dear friend Ralfee Finn a wonderful astrologer on her blog, Aquarium Age;

It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us, we were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct the other way…. Tale of Two Cities, Charles Dickens. (1859)

Dickens was writing about the French Revolution almost 60 years after its end. But these words ring true today.

Yes, the planets are always in motion and these cycles repeat in order to awaken humanity to other possibilities. Neptune is dissolving away your structures (Saturn) of comfort and complacency. This is a cycle to transform the patterns of the past that are not working. You can no longer turn a blind eye and just keep believing what you have in the past. You are being poked and prodded into an uncomfortable awakening. I send a message that we can learn from our history and our mistakes. I believe that we can come together as a human unified field for good. I will not believe in the illusions of the past and fall into the comfort of blaming others. Only together can we find the place where we can influence great change. Stand up and speak what you feel to those who spew hatred and bigotry. Let your rage at the inhumanity that is being projected manifest as a force for good, truth, and awakened change.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 11/21/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 11/21/15
November 21st is the number 4. Balance is up to you and your internal center today. The world is not in a place of center but that is a great opportunity to practice finding your own. If you learn to come from knowing who you are rather than what the news tells you to feel, you learn to have compassion and take action not based on reaction to the drama being presented but from a conscious place of a heart centered choice. Yes, this is very difficult right now. People are suffering all over and the realization of that is enough to throw the best practitioner into a tailspin but this is the moment to move as consciously as possible. Overreacting and putting more wood on an already hot burning fire is not good. Besides then the antagonists win when they cause us to let go of our values and center. How many ancestors in our past have fought for the freedoms we have. Always remember that your ancestors were also persecuted for being new to America. Practice kindness and remember that the energies you put out will come back to you at some point. So put out good things, kind words, and a compassionate heart. A tendency to want to control your life through some intense action is strong this morning with the Sun semi-square Pluto. When obstacles happen in our life, it can force you into using all of your resources to fight back. That process can help you discover resources you never knew you had in the process. The Moon continues its transit of Pisces until 10:13 AM EST, when it enters Aries, the first sign of the zodiac. This will create more initiative and bravery, but with Mercury in minor challenging aspect to Uranus, you might feel a bit impatient as well. Expect great flashes of insight but you might also tend to be scatterbrained. Watch out for people around you being irritable today. Instead use this energy to bring fresh and creative ideas into the forefront.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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When we meet real tragedy in life, we can react in two ways - either by losing hope and falling into self-destructive habits, or by using the challenge to find our inner strength.
~Dalai Lama~

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Remember deep down who you want to be. Act according to your deepest values rather than fear. Notice where you want to attack, react, and be a part of the negative energy going out. Do your best to not get caught in apocalyptic thinking. Conflict always happens. There will always be those who want to tear down the world because of their damage, anger, and beliefs. Do not let the world break your spirit, faith, or hope. You cannot let the negative energy on the planet pull you into the web of fear and discontent. You have to acknowledge what is happening and the truth of the moment but it only needs to control you if you choose to allow it to control you. Self-discipline is difficult under such times but it is where you are tested to see if you believe in the illusion being presented or if you believe in the more positive energy within the human potential. You can only believe in the positive if you can find that positive within yourself in times of struggle.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 11/20/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 11/20/15

November 20th is the number 3. Great ready for a day of emotional swings and frustrating lows. Take the number 3 as a means to recognize your inner emotional triggers and attempt to let them flow but don’t let them out of your mouth. After all, your emotions need to move and it is important to feel what you feel but especially today, letting it out your mouth would be very unwise. Mercury enters Sagittarius today, where it will transit until December 9th. Mercury goes into Sagittarius it is also not in its happy place but that is forcing you to get your mind to expand in new ways. When Mercury is in Sagittarius, your thinking shifts from a need to plumb the depths of any given situation to the desire to learn about a wide range of topics. You know you need more information and lots of it. Ideals are sought, your thinking is more optimistic, and your faith increases. You feel more equipped to believe and to persuade. What is fair and unfair overwhelms the mind as you seek to understand so you can make a conscious shift. However, this pattern makes choices not always very precise and clear. It often feels like trying to fit yourself into a mold that does not really suit your essence. Venus forms a square with Pluto today, and there can be a lot of passionate exchanges. It is important to look to where you might have a hidden agenda. Feelings of jealousy and possessiveness run high and there is a fear of losing someone or something. Social interactions may be intense or could provoke intense feelings. So it might be best to put off that conversation that you feel you “need” to have till mid December. I find it is never good to have a conversation when you are triggered. In a nutshell this is an "all or nothing" energy. Take a look at those around you and know that you may be dealing with manipulative behavior in others. Your fear of betrayal and power struggles is heightened. Treat this time as a chance to understand yourself better. I know you want to put something to rest but it is not really going to happen today.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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When we send love in response to hate, we become spiritual alchemists.
~Dr. Wayne W. Dyer~

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Thank you Wayne Dyer for this quote today. I think I need to engrave it on my forehead so that not only will I not forget but I also will be a walking poster of remembrance for others. We need a world full of spiritual alchemists right now. Such times force souls to awaken and to stand up to the atrocities of the world. And yet, when you do you recognize what a difficult place it is to stand. All of the great spiritual teachers have counseled patience, love, compassion, and humility and yet still on this earth there is such a huge animalistic drive to fight and kill. I believe that we are all down here to learn to find a way to balance our primal (fight or flight) brain with our higher consciousness brain. I see how difficult it is in myself to do that in times where I see others become hurt by those who are moving primarily from their baser reactive parts of their brain. I also see the need for that part of the brain. It is not all bad, that part is very protective of family and is willing to do what it takes to allow for the survival of itself and those that it loves. I understand that we are down here to learn to find that “middle” within our own heart and soul. But how do you get those that are so attached to the “aggressive” and “killing” pattern to shift into another place. Some may never shift in this life. But I believe that without education and proper training of minds to be discerning and skilled in gathering up information and weighing it within their own consciousness it is impossible to shift those locked in particular beliefs and patterns of behavior. If someone is surrounded with a particular belief and pattern and there is no room or environment for active discussion about all ideas, not just the ones from your area, your culture, your clan, your religion, or your slant, then you make choices based on not all the information. But humanity loves simple answers when the reality is that life and all the information out there is so vast that in truth the human mind could spend a lifetime learning and only scratch the surface. That realization can be overwhelming and that is where we all sell out to our places of comfort. It is work to discover the truth for yourself. It is never easy. And yet, it is the most fulfilling journey you can ever take.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 11/19/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 11/19/15
November 19^th is the number 20. The negativity is growing and all of you can feel it. I wish I could say that this is the last bit of negativity but I have to say that that is not the case. At least with this astrology there is going to be a bit more clarity coming but that clarity is like, “Oh, my goodness there is a huge storm ahead! I need to get my boat ready and positioned to be able to handle what is coming my way!” Saturn is a planet that tries to hold things together but as it comes into that square with Neptune it is going to be difficult for any of us to keep our S**t together. And remember it is okay that you are not going to know completely the answers that are moving your direction. In truth when a storm gets so bad you cannot see where you are going you are mostly trying to survive moment-by-moment. The last time we did this pattern with the Saturn in Sagittarius was in 1986-87. And that was a powerful set of years for me, as I knew I needed to transition out of being a ballet dancer but I did not know what I was moving towards. I was seeking. This is again that moment. You are all seeking something. You have not found it and you may not completely find it for a while but the journey is a powerful one and well worth navigating. So take you time. Let the energies shape and mold you and know that the evolution is being shaped by each and every momentary reaction you choose right now. Choose wisely. Allow the growth to happen. Do not say in the same place because Neptune’s water is going to tear down the old structures of your life. It is a good thing. You have been living with a box of old tools that are no longer applicable to what you want to build next. The Moon continues its transit of Aquarius until 7:22 AM EST, when it enters Pisces. Decisions or commitments may not be easy under the influence of a Pisces Moon, but tapping into your intuition is. The Moon in Pisces creates a very emotional day so be conscious that you and others are capable of melting down quickly over the slightest thing. A Mercury-Pluto semi-square today can skew your perceptions a little so recognize that the emotions that are exploding out of you may be remnants of old unresolved issues rather than really related to this moment in time. There is a tendency to doubt or mistrust others now if you allow your fears to interfere with your objectivity. You can feel some mental pressure or stress now. Your willingness to investigate or break through appearances is best harnessed for practical projects. You might pour energy into research, investigation, and devising strategies to get to the bottom of a matter.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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What is it right now that there are so many that claim to be Christians that so obviously do not practice the art of Christianity? It goes back to one of the patterns I have seen in very dogmatic people. They are there in those churches to listen to the sermons and messages in the books over and over again because they do not get it. They are not practicing what they are preaching. Then I realize that they are young souls still searching for the place inside of unconditional love and that they need to be in those organizations because they really do not get it and they need to hear it over and over again so it eventually sinks in. Once you know that you need to practice unconditional love with everyone in every moment, not just the moments when you are surrounded by those that think the same as you, then you are a walking memorial to the teachings of human goodness and truth. You no longer need to belong to a group because you have embodied the practices in your life.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Praying for all of those caught in the horror of others rigidity and beliefs. Sending compassion to all of those on the planet that are in a physical pattern of suffering. Wishing for the hearts of all to open and for them to see beyond their own fears and projections. Crying out for humanity to finally look beyond this insidious way they need to make others wrong in order for them to be right.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 11/18/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 11/18/15
November 18^th is the number 10. A new way is calling to your heart. A new place of personal power is opening you to shift some critical thinking patterns which are not only old but useless in this evolving reality.  You do not live in the time of your parents or grandparents. This world is beyond anything our relatives (a hundred years ago) could have imagined. Why do we think some of the old patterns that worked a hundred or over 2000 years ago would completely apply or work within this amazing world that we now live in. I understand that there are core principals of behavior such as loving others that are essential to all times and places but there are other beliefs and patterns that we no longer have reference points for that made sense way back then but now with the passage of time those meanings have been lost and twisted into distorted patterns that create suffering rather than create uplifting spiritual wisdom. Today, it is time to pull out the old landscaping of your reality and begin with a fresh look and approach to your life. The question to ask is what is essential to your spiritual progression? In all spiritual journeys you have to step away from the familiar and find the truth yourself, alone, and out there in the real world. With strong Neptune energy today, you may have a hard time focusing long enough to really tackle a task. Neptune, the planet of illusion, is stationary direct this morning. As it finally gets moving forward there are going to be some big changes in your life. Now and in the coming few weeks, many of the illusions you have been holding onto are seen for what they are. Confusing situations become clearer and your creativity has the potential to soar. It is time to apply your creativity in the real world. Instead of thinking of this period as a time of disillusionment, see it as a time of illumination -- when the path becomes increasingly more honed and clear. You have more faith in your own dreams and visions, rather than in others, or in old belief systems. You begin to seek inspiration from external sources. Today as Neptune stations and before it finally moves forward, there can be some mental fog. The Moon is in Aquarius all day, and you are attracted to the unusual, extraordinary, and unconventional. Independence, equality, and freedom are vital to feeling emotionally satisfied with this position of the Moon. This will give you the interesting and unusual energy to think outside the box and become the innovator that you need to be as you move forward into this new and uncharted territory. Remember, we are preparing for this Saturn/Neptune square that is coming up and the tension is going to increase as we approach the first one on November 26th, 2015. In total there will be three of these. The other two are June 17, 2016 and September 6, 2016. These squares are all about dissolution of structure. Neptune is a big planet and it is much larger than Saturn so in the battles of mass and energy, Neptune wins just as water eventually wears down any solid structure. So regardless of the strength and wisdom of any structure it has the potential to be taken down all the way to its base under this influence. Old traditions that have loss touch with reality and with where humanity is right now are going to have to change. If you have been living in a drug induced stupor for a long time that also is a delusion that is going to have to change. With Saturn in Sagittarius it is bringing up all our beliefs and philosophical frameworks. It makes you question what you believe and why. This astrological aspect is finally forcing everyone to discern the difference between fact and fiction, fantasy and reality, and truth from bigotry. What I find wonderful is that this aspect is so strong that a major shift in belief is happening all over the planet and if religion is to survive it must shift a major part of its reality out of creating patterns that cause harm, suffering, and making one group right and one group wrong. For that I am grateful. I call out to the hearts and souls who know that regardless of who you are, your skin color, race, ethnicity, or religion…….we all love, we are all human, and we all need to work together. It is time to build some new structures that are not based on dogma but based on a heart centered understanding for all of life.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Give but don’t allow yourself to be used.
Love but don’t allow your heart to be abused.
Trust but don’t be naive.
Listen to others but don’t lose your own voice.

~Wild Woman Sisterhood~

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Look and see what others present and recognize the inconsistencies.
Listen with clarity and discern bigotry hidden behind perfectly placed words.
Read between the lines and judge not based on what comes out of someone’s mouth but on their actions.
Recognize hatred when it shows itself and confront those still in delusion in ways that are effective in awakening them to their own distortion.
But also recognize that there are those that will never change what they believe.
There are those that are so attached to being right that they will kill others to protect their most cherished delusions.
There are those that will hide their heads and fall back asleep into the numb reality of their mental patterns of comfort.
It is up to each of you individually to confront those who have become “comfort monsters”.
“Comfort monsters” want their comfort, routines, and rituals that they have been doing redundantly forever.
In doing that they have denied their innate humanity and heart to do it.
Hate cannot exist when love is present.
When those in charge perpetuate hate, bigotry, and make themselves more special or better, they have chosen to live in their mind over their heart.
They have chosen to listen to ancient words that they do not actually understand over supporting life, love, and connection.
When these people allow their actions to be dictated by mental projections of self-created rules and those rules hurt, harm, and cause suffering they all have become monsters.
Look inside to where you harbor a “comfort monster”.
Within all of us are the seeds of monstrous potential that can explode at any time.
Now more than ever it is essential to own where you have been unwilling to wake up to the delusions in your own reality.
As you choose your heart knowing over your mental patterns of comfort you begin to come into the real world.
Remember, Morpheus saying: “I didn't say it would be easy, Neo. I just said it would be the truth.”
The truth is staring you right in the face.
Do you have the courage to face it?
Do you have the internal trust of your heart connection to step out of the mental prison you have been living in?
Are you ready to face the real world with the vulnerability of your authentic self and be willing to live your truth rather than just talk about it?
Are you willing to let go of the safety of your spiritual community if you have outgrown it?
The first doorway to consciousness is self-love.
The second door is aloneness.
You have to be willing to stand alone.
But what you find is that when you leap off the stone tablets of your past is that there are many others that have leaped with you.
~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 11/17/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 11/17/15

November 17^th is the number 9. Whew, completion for some level of awareness is at hand. You are feeling called to make a decision and to go for it. No, all the pieces are not in place yet. No, you cannot see what is behind this blind corner ahead. But you have committed to a plan and you are going to head off in that direction regardless. The Moon finishes its transit of Capricorn at 2:26 AM EST, when it enters Aquarius. Today, Mercury aligns with the Sun, and both bodies form a semi-square with Venus. You will feel especially sharp, communicative, and open with the Sun and Mercury forming a conjunction, as your wants are aligned with your thoughts. It's a favorable time for solving problems. What you say or write down now has impact for your coming life. It is great to get something down on paper while this energy is running. Take an honest look at the future and create a plan that is going to put you on the path to your greatest heart yearning. This is a good time to fill in the details of recent ideas, and for turning recent emotional discoveries into something useful. However, there can be some difficulty concentrating, lack of mental discipline, and perhaps you might feel a bit hypersensitive. It would be a good idea to pay special attention to conclusions drawn now and to be especially aware of what you are expressing outwardly in the real world. The need to communicate is strong, but there may be a tendency to voice complaints rather than having productive conversations. You are likely to be feeling sociable and a little indulgent, perhaps lacking concentration when it comes to work or mundane tasks today.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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An affectionate disposition not only calms the mind, it’s good for our physical well-being too. On the other hand, hatred, jealousy and fear disturb our peace of mind, they make us agitated physically and mentally. Such agitation is disturbing, which shows that the need for peace of mind is in our blood.

~Dalai Lama~

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Today, I send energy and light to all those suffering on this planet. As a psychic I sometimes can get overwhelmed with the emotional patterns that are flowing all through the planet. There are so many out there feeling deep things that are disturbing and terrifying. Not to mention the choices of people in power who do not have the strength of character to stand up and make changes because those choices are the “right” thing to do. Where are the people who say things not because it is politically correct and the “polls” want them to do it but because it is the right and ethical thing to do for all of humanity and the world? I pray for the strength of the hearts to win over the mental games of politics and the strategic planning of those who do not care really about the planet but they care about their pocket book. I know as I say this that this prayer has been going out for a long time and it may seem to no avail but I believe in the cumulative power of intention and I just lovingly add my energy into that cosmic soup.
~Suzanne Wagner~