Numerology/Astrology for 6/1/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 6/1/15


Today is the number 6. The completion potential today has an element of artistic genius. You have a doorway to connect to your integrative self. This is a day of the 2, 3’s. It is about bringing the physical, intellectual, and spiritual world together. It is about bridging the mind, heart, and body. It is about aligning with forces that allow you to be the bridge and connection between heaven and earth. Let yourself out and let yourself be free to shine your brilliance. Do it from the place of humility and benevolence. When you learn to have compassion for yourself and your journey then you can have compassion for others. The Moon is in Scorpio until 2:40 PM EDT, harmonizing with Venus in Cancer this morning. This is a warm, easy, and sincere energy that helps you to get close to one another. You are perceptive and may not need many words to express your feelings. The Moon enters Sagittarius at 2:40 PM, and aligns with Saturn shortly after. This is a good influence for the ability to put your emotions aside in order to take care of business, or for situations that benefit from keeping a cool head. You might become more aware of your responsibilities. Once past this influence, the Sagittarius Moon is brave, adventurous, tactless, and moral. Tomorrow, a Full Moon will occur in the sign.
~Suzanne Wagner~



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"Within us all there are wells of thought and dynamos of energy which are not suspected until emergencies arise."
~Thomas J. Watson~



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Many years ago I realized that I personally did not have enough energy to do what I really wanted in my life. That realization changed everything for me. I knew that I had to seek energy outside myself. My first choice was to move towards the divine light and love that was outside, everywhere, and inside myself. I chose to tap into a bigger place of energy. From opening to allowing that energy in and not thinking that I needed to do it all myself, life radically changed. Astrologically, my chart has a huge challenge in it by the Vedic system. Rather than allow for that limitation I chose to know that I could only do what I intended in this life by opening bigger and bigger into a force of energy that was obviously greater than my small representation. You can do this too. Right now, so much more is available than you could possibly realize. Trust in something bigger than just your own mind or reality. Discover the unlimited resources of energy that are there only when let go, open, and let something in that is beautiful, loving, and compassionate.

Numerology/Astrology for 5/31/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/31/15
Today is the number 8. There are so many places where we hide our deepest sadness and pain. We are often so good at it that, that we conveniently forget where we put that pain and where we store that in our body. It is a survival instinct so we can keep on … keeping on. But the stress of holding density in our body over time drains the precious life force within. You need that energy to transform yourself and then eventually others. But the first step is always you. Without learning how to allow your full expression to be in your body and allow that energy to expand your aura you cannot have a great impact in the world. It takes discipline and practice to let go of all that no longer serves you. Dense emotions are all about attachment and the things that your human condition is holding on to. Today, allow the force of life and emotion to flow through the body and let it all go. You will discover a vast resource of energy that was underneath all that repression and resistance. You will be amazed at how much more energy you will have to give to the world.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Go within every day and find the inner strength so that the world will not blow out your candle.

~Unknown~

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The Leo King – Uncut Astrology for May 27 through June 2, 2015.

Numerology/Astrology for 5/30/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/30/15
Today is the number 7. The name of the game is putting structure to your thoughts. It is all about the plan and the refinement of that plan. This number really helps out the astrology. Today you have a genius mind if you are willing to endure and perservere. It is a wonderful day to manifest your dreams in an independent, and individualistic way. If you are willing to take the tiger by the tail this is a day that can manifest your fortune if you play it right. Mercury retrograde aligns with the Sun today, bringing illumination to your thoughts. This is a good time for processing recent events and ideas, and for beginning to look at problems or issues from a new perspective and with a new understanding. Significant new ideas can be birthed at this time, and these are likely to have real staying power or importance in your life. What you say or write now has impact, for better or for worse. Mercury biquintile Pluto suggests stronger problem solving abilities and the chance to get to the bottom of a matter. Your ability to hone in on meanings is increased now. However, you’re also likely to experience some temporary waning of enthusiasm, letdown, or feeling of discontent as Venus and the Sun approach hard aspects with Neptune, exact tomorrow morning. This is a time for checking in with your dreams, wishes, hopes, and spiritual needs that may have been overlooked recently.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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We can let the circumstance of our lives harden us so that we become increasingly resentful and afraid, or we can let them soften us, and make us kinder. You always have a choice.

~Dalai Lama~

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Everything in life is about opening to the possibility of your greatness. It is the human condition and the mind that sabotages the full opening and expression of your divine self. Yes, it is difficult to open in this density of Earth but it is also so fulfilling beyond your wildest dreams. It takes courage to leap beyond the known into the chaos of the power and passion of your soul. You are beautiful. You are magnificent. You are greater than your most cherished illusions but you may not be what your mind has told you that you are. Are you willing to become the explorer into the miracle that is you? Today you have the insight and the energy to uncover a few precious pieces. Let the journey begin.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/29/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/29/15
Today is the number 6. The world is going to feel a bit swirly and chaotic with all this astrology. The numerology indicates that you need to reclaim your center by finding that place of inner calm. The positive way to navigate this Neptunian energy is to use the expanded perception to dive deep into the subconscious and the metaphorical imagery that is possible today. The messages may come into you consciousness in a confusing mix of possibilities. The message is more complex than your mind can unravel right now. But this is the beginning of a cycle that will take a while to unfold. Be patient and trust that if you stay true to your nature clarity will come. Mercury squares Neptune early into the day, and you are challenged to see things differently. You can find it hard to follow facts, directions, and instructions, as your mind tends to wander. Consider that you may not need to know the answers now. Conversations can be confusing, evasive, or unsatisfying now; or, you might enjoy sharing unusual ideas and fantasies. You could be dealing with self-deception or deception. This is a time for letting go of strict attention to the rules, only if appropriate, and to entertain fantastical or unusual possibilities. Mercury first squared Neptune on the 9th, returns to this aspect in retrograde motion early today, and will square Neptune again in direct motion on June 23rd. Today, you could be returning to a problem or conversation that first occurred around May 9th. The Moon is in Libra all day, and you may be particularly interested in seeking out harmony and balance in your relationships and personal environments. You are especially aware of the points of view of others and the opposite side of the coin, which can increase your understanding but could also leave you feeling indecisive for the time being. However, you’re regaining focus as the day advances, and thinking can be both practical and inventive tonight and tomorrow.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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True teaching is not an accumulation of knowledge; it is an awakening of consciousness which goes through successive stages.

~Egyptian Proverb~

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In life rarely do you get instant full answers to your questions. That is because life is much more vast and complex than any of us want to understand. Guides and angels give us bits and pieces that we can handle without too much resistance or fear. Because of that life feels like a giant puzzle full of pieces that at times feel like they do not fit or that you cannot see or understand what the bigger picture is until most of the pieces are in place. That process can take years, sometimes decades. I had a teacher of mine say that you can only understand about ½ a level above your present state of awareness. That is why things come in piecemeal. Be patient with your process. Give permission to the pieces to fall into place and allow for time to naturally unfold and give you the insight and awareness when your full conscious is ready to leap into the higher states of awareness.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/28/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/28/15
Today is the number 5. You might notice that there is some resentment coming up around the restrictions in your life and where you have too many responsibilities. You will feel like you want to run away from all the restrictions but instead it is better to adapt and become more versatile and flexible in your approach. Move from the place of understanding and courage. There will be moments when it feels as if life is overriding and overwhelming your senses. Take a moment and close your eyes and mantra, “I am safe.” Let that feeling calm your nervous system and ground you back into your body. The Moon is in Libra all day. There are nice exchanges between the Moon and the Sun, Mercury, and Mars, all in Gemini. This can be a strong idea day. You are flexible, optimistic, and flirtatious. Your mind is working overtime, and you can be quite focused on finding answers and enjoying yourself in the process. Retrograde Mercury is returning towards a square to Neptune, which first happened while Mercury was direct on the 8-9. There can be some tendency to overlook or misinterpret facts and instructions under this influence. Because of this you might want to wait before you make any big decisions. You are seeing through a veil because of Neptune’s illusionary quality so what you see may not be what you get. It would be best to not sign on the dotted line right now and wait for this square to not be exact. If you do you will notice something that you did not see later and you will be glad you waited.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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One must be willing to stand alone—in the unknown, with no reference to the known or the past or any of one’s conditioning. One must stand where no one has stood before in complete nakedness, innocence, and humility. One must stand in that dark light, in that groundless embrace, unwavering and true to the Reality beyond all self, not just for a moment but forever without end; for then that which is sacred, undivided, and whole is born within consciousness and begins to express itself. That expression is the salvation of the whole. It is the activity of an inward revolution brought down into time and space.

~Adyashanti~

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Learning to move from the place of organic, authentic, essence requires you to be willing to stand in your darkness and feel into that which is hidden inside. Are you presenting your full energetic expression? Are you hiding something that is actually more fabulous than you can imagine? Do you even know what you are hiding? The willingness to look inside with the eyes of innocence and wonder is what is being asked for today. Decide that you are willing to be your fullness. Decide that you are going to be a great explorer into the mystery of your life. You are beautiful beyond belief. You are holding magnificence that you are not aware of. Discover what you have overlooked within. Discover how much more you have to gift this reality.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/26/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/26/15
Today is the number 3. So think of it that attitude is everything. Your attitude is what will make or break this day. Yes, I know that after Memorial Day Weekend it is a drag to get back to work, so Tuesday is like Monday but it is going to be a shorter week and the Wild Women Symposium is next weekend! Yea! Start your Summer off just right and jump start the energy by unlocking the part of yourself that wants to be free, wild, adventurous, and full of new ideas and perspectives. Everyone needs a little “Me” time. Explore all that you are. You are way more than your present experience and reality. You can be very interested in producing, analyzing, fixing problems, and sorting things out today with this Virgo Moon and Mercury and Mars approaching a conjunction. Taking care of business is a major theme now. There is a lot to get done. You will want to get organized and get back to basics. Clean out that garage, closets, and get that garden going. Once you do that you will feel as if you are back on top of your reality. Keeping busy and making headway satisfies tremendously and it will be especially important to channel excess mental energy constructively or you may feel nervous, impatient, and irritable without a good channel for expressing this energy.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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If there is anything to get used to on this path, it is repetition of pattern. The fall back to habitual ways is a natural part of the journey home. Like turtles, we stick our head out until it becomes too uncomfortable, and then we retreat to the safety and familiarity of our shell. The time we spend under the shell can be just what we need to integrate new experiences into our usual ways of being. So long as we persist in sticking our head back out a little further each time, we continue to grow. Three steps forward, two steps back, is still progress...
~Jeff Brown~

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It is a great day to stick your head out of that shell and try something new. Every experience you choose to have adds wisdom. Remember that the story you make up about an experience colors that piece of information throughout your life. Choose to create stories that support your compassionate heart to open. Remember that there are always many sides to all stories. Allow for all perspectives and remain open for more information to shade and color your own story to give it depth. There is always another kernel of truth that you can glean from every experience. Allow your experience to not be static stories but to be an evolving process of growth.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/25/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/25/15
Today is the number 20. Today there is a great danger in making unbalanced decisions and realize that you must learn to work carefully and bide your time so that you make appropriate choices that manifest the positive outcome your heart really wants. In this moment your head, mind, and ego will probably lead you to the “dark side” of your personality. Before you let it out of your mouth you might want to take a pause and rethink it from the perspective of your heart instead. The good and evil inside may want to express in any situation. It is important to hear both sides and look underneath to the attachments motivating those choices. Before you decide, ask the question, “How will I feel about this decision 10 years from now?” I know that during outbursts sometimes you want to release stress. And getting heavy energy out of you feels good. But look to see if you are spewing it all over another. That would not be the way to move today. The energies of the day are complicated. The Sun semi-squares Uranus and Venus squares Uranus, so that you will feel especially sensitive to situations that feel too confining or limiting. There can be interruptions in schedules and unreliability, but these can prompt you to take interesting detours from your usual routines. Impulsive attractions to both people and material goods might lead you off your path, so be careful. And desires can have unusual or misleading consequences, particularly with Mars square Neptune also in play. You may have a hard time staying focused and organized, and both energy and motivation levels can be variable. You may be seeing what you want to see rather than what is really there. This is not an ideal time for new beginnings or major decisions. The day's energies encourage you to let go of rigidity.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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"The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion."

~Albert Camus~

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Think of your life as a constant rebellion to patterns that no longer serve your greatest self and highest expression. Think of how much our world would grow if you refused to maintain the dysfunctional patterns presently in your life. If you thought beyond the present and looked to the greater future you would probably do things differently. Look at those of us that bought organic way before it was the norm and more popular. Our slight discomfort in our wallets severed the process to support organic farmers struggling to survive in a world where cheap food was more the norm. Through the good force of will and the slight discomfort to our wallets we co-created a movement that served a greater world shift. What can you do today that makes you just a bit uncomfortable but that might help create a major shift into the future. Little things you do can over time create a huge shift in the reality. Instant gratification is perhaps no longer the socially acceptable place to stand.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/24/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/24/15
Today is the number 10. Each one of us needs to be able to pick ourself up and begin again. There is tremendous power when you can let the past go. Life is to be lived. Wallowing is not worth the waste of precious energy. Step up to the next level of reality that is calling to you. Everyone needs to wake up and recognize that locking up in a pattern causes physical stress, emotional upset, and spiritually does not allow for the higher vibrations to infuse the moment.  The Moon is in creative Leo today, stimulating your desire to share and create, and aligning with Jupiter minutes into the day, boosting your confidence in yourself and in life itself. You tend to be more romantic and generous with your feelings, and you take pride in your accomplishments or creations. Today is strong for camaraderie, cooperative action, domestic activities, and strengthening relationships with people you love. You can feel especially confident in your ability to take on challenges and solve problems.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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“As I walked out the door toward the gate that would lead to my freedom, I knew it I didn’t leave my bitterness and hatred behind, I’d still be in a prison.”

~Nelson Mandela~

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If the position you hold firm to does not allow for you to feel spiritual freedom then you are locked in a battle of egos. If what you say or do leaves a bitter taste in your mouth and creates a negative response in others you are not free you are locked in the duality of right and wrong. Today, look for the place where everyone can stand in acceptance and awareness of each other. Find the place where you share a common ground and a shared experience of love. You can love others but not completely agree with them. Look for the love always. It is easy to find the problems but much harder to find the place where the journey is always about the solutions.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/23/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/23/15
Today is the number 9. As such it is a good idea to pay attention to your intuition and the small messages that are coming to your awareness. Subtle is better that overt today. Little things mean a lot and people are going to a little hypersensitive. Err on the side of love and kindness. Everyone has been through a lot for the last few days and remember that you are not walking in their shoes. You do not know the stressors that are happening in everyone’s life. But know that normal has not been the dominant energy. Be creative and let the winds of change dance around you. Venus sesquiquadrate Saturn this morning can stimulate some feelings of being unappreciated or alone. There might be some concerns about money or social matters. However, as the day progresses, you will feel less burdened. The Moon is in Leo all day, harmonizing with Mercury and Mars, and with Mercury and Mars parallel today, you can be especially resourceful and willing to diversify, but perhaps a little impatient. You want to get things done and put ideas into motion, and can be especially productive in your studies or work. You may be anxious to analyze or resolve a past problem. You can be rather short or insensitive in your communications, so remember to be kind.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Slowly but surely the drums that are playing in your soul will tremble loose everything that no longer honors your highest truth.

~Sharona Lautoe~

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I know you hear those drums beating things loose in your reality. There is a magnification happening that will force us all to make some changes and choices that allow for a major shift over the next few weeks. Life has to keep going. Love has to be broken open at times and the walls that we have built up need to be broken down to let that love out. The walls that you are using to keep out those who love and care about you, do not serve who you are. It is the vulnerability that is the sweetness in life. It is perfect that you are not perfect. If you were perfect your ego could take you for a ride but that ride would be a lonely one. Do you really want to be alone? I don’t think any of us really want that. But knowing how to let others in when we are hurting is very difficult, especially in moments such as these. Let go. Open to you feelings. Let others know what is happening for you right now. You are never alone.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/22/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/22/15
Today is the number 8. Grief, death, transformation, sorrow, and loss are in the flow today, so take a breath and be willing to dive into the free fall of the abyss. Change comes from your willingness to admit the truth to yourself and to reach out for help. The Moon continues its transit of Cancer until 5:43 PM EDT, when it enters Leo. The Sun's annual opposition to Saturn occurs today, and you may experience a reality check of sorts. Interventions of all sorts and flavors will manifest when you least expect it. Your confidence may be undermined by feelings of doubt, pessimism, or guilt. Admit it you are feeling blocked, encountering obstacles to progress, and inhibitions feel right on the surface. While there can be some a feeling of being letdown at first, in the end you will discover that there is more love available if you are willing to reach out your hand. Your efforts to measure up to expectations can ultimately increase your confidence in your ability to be responsible for yourself. Focusing too much on your feelings may not be very productive right now. This is a time for reevaluating goals, taking into better account the limits of time and energy. It can be a good time for developing real solutions to long-term problems. At this time, you may recognize the need to adopt a humbler, more mature, and possibly more conservative approach.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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Question to Adyashanti: “Isn’t liberation ultimate stopping or resting? If one never lands, what does that life look like?”

Adyashanti’s answer: “Liberation is not stopping it’s cessation. The two are very different. Cessation means extinction. It means the death of identification. Stopping implies no motion, while cessation is the end of struggle. Stopping is what you do when the traffic light turns red. Cessation of struggle is like free-falling through space without a care in the world.”

~Adyashanti~

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Leo King Week of May 20^th

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Numerology/Astrology for 5/21/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/21/15
Today is the number 7. This number loves to figure things out and as we are in Gemini (a mental sign) the mind is going to want to have the answers to the issues that are up. The problem is that it is an intense day and the emotional energies are running really high. I find that when my emotions are feeling a bit out of control the best solution is to analyze and look at this strategically before I do anything. That would be the advice today though it is going to be very difficult to do that. Try to not let the energies uproot you and what you have been working so hard towards. You are going to feel what you are feeling. But remember feelings are always in motion and they do not stick around forever. The Sun enters Gemini today, where it will transit until June 21st. Knowledge and diversity is what will motivate you during this cycle. You may feel more sociable, intellectual, and insatiably curious under this influence. You will tend to scatter your energies as a result of this curiosity and the desire to know all of your options. You are more communicative and versatile, but you can also be unreliable. Three challenging aspects involving Pluto occur today, strongly bringing up issues of power, control, and fear. This is the final Jupiter-Pluto quincunx for a bit while Jupiter transits Leo, and this occurs in the morning. Your belief system could be challenged now, and the need for an adjustment in attitude may arise; or you might have to face narrow-mindedness in others (or in ourselves). Whatever you tackle now will pay off later. A Sun-Pluto Sun sesquiquadrate can bring fears and power issues to the surface. Venus opposes Pluto tonight, and there can be intense emotions and attractions, as well as confrontations or events that bring complex feelings and fears to a head. Today, you may be making uncomfortable discoveries, and while some may be helpful in the long run, you may be pushing too far for answers right now. Even with a the Sun in Gemini, if you don’t know the answer just wait.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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A strong woman, loves, forgives, walks away, lets go, tries again, and perseveres….no matter what life throws at her.

~Spiritual Inspriation.tmblr.com~

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There are moments when you might just want to throw in the towel. But this is not one of them. Something big is up and that something feels like it wants to tear you apart. It does! It wants you to tell yourself the truth about an old feeling and resentment that you have been harboring for a long time. It is very hard to look at your dark side and the parts that are still in upset, ego, and duality. Today you are going to try to make things into a right wrong, he said, she said. Try to not do that. Remember if you are in reaction then it is about you. Others do things that upset us but often they are just unconscious behaviors from their own mechanism and patterns. But when you take things personally you pull yourself into the density of your unresolved issues. Family is always the first to trigger us because family is almost always where we have the greatest karmic hit. Step out of the present upset and see where the root of that plant is hiding. Where did this begin? Is the pattern you are doing a constructive one? If not, try a very new pattern. Stop the fighting. Throw in the towel. Surrender up your old way. Be authentic, tell the truth, and let the past go.

~Suzanne Wagner~

Numerology/Astrology for 5/20/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/20/15
Today is the number 6. Stillness and looking within yourself for the answers is what is being called for. The external satisfaction is not working today. So the only choice is to look inside to find your happiness. Today’s motto is “less is more”. It is not the circumstances in your life that matter. It only matters your reaction to them.  The problem is the Mars/Saturn opposition that is separating and that this is colliding with the Mercury Retrograde in Gemini. You have been feeling for days like you are moving through some energy that is thick and sticky. It may feel like one problem is piling up after another and you just can’t get a break. Everything feels like a hassle and you may have a tendency to drawing a line in the sand and refusing to budge off a particular position or perspective. And we are not done. Over these upcoming weeks we are still feeling the pulls of the Uranus/Pluto squares and the Moon, Mercury, Venus, and Mars are touching on those squares. Translated that means that the issues that have been up for you over the last 2 years are once again rising to the surface making you feel very much on edge. Kindness is always the key. Try to remain calm and listen to others but more importantly read below the surface of the reactive astrology and communicate with that deeper self within you but also within others.  The Moon goes into Cancer today at 9:57 am EDT and as the Moon rules Cancer, it is very comfortable and natural there. This can be a moment of healing if you allow it to happen. There is a final pass of the Jupiter/Pluto quincunx and it can stimulate moral dilemma and concerns. Excess is going to need to be weeded out and unrealistic elements in your life are going to need to be dealt with. This is an essential step because after this in June, Jupiter is going to trine Uranus and you will need to have a clear plate to create the next pattern unfolding.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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Sometimes the worst thing that happens to you, the thing you think you can’t survive….it’s the thing that makes you better than you used to be.

~Jennifer Weiner~

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Look at your reactive mind today and notice where you are finger pointing. Your external is simply making you look at an internal conflict. The problem is not out there it is inside your own being. Sometimes we need excuses to give us reason to be angry, sad, or afraid. But those situations are being created by your subconscious mind because you do not give yourself permission to feel them. But when your energy creates something “out there” to be angry or triggered by it give permission to express a feeling that otherwise is not allowed to get any airtime. We tend to use those that love us the most as that sounding board because deep inside we know that no matter what, they are going to love us and that is how we learn to love ourself. First and foremost, “Forgive yourself because there are moments that you know not what you do.”

~Suzanne Wagner~

Personal Note from June Newsletter

Personal Note From Suzanne

While June is a month of astrological re-do's with all these retrogrades, I personally want to take this month to reflect on the past few years with the eyes of loving compassion and honor for all those who have walked this amazing journey with me. 

Sit down and write out the names of those who have touched you the most. On the front of a small piece of paper put their name. On the back put what the impact was of this person in your life. Then put them in a big bowl. 

You are going to need a big bowl because you will be amazed at how many people have touched you when you get going on this project. 

After you have this all put together, for the month of June, each day pick on person out of the bowl. Contemplate the impact they have had on you and make a choice to either send them love, give them a call, send them an email, or even a small gift. Do what feels right and organic for you. Because some of these people you might not have come to a resolution with. Know that upsets heal slowly and allow each person to have their process. And let this one be yours also.

So if it was a big upset, you might want to send love and gratitude energetically. That will work and support them in also healing and resolving whatever is the issue left to be handled. 

See what you have done to grow and change from this person's impact in your life. Note that whether it was good or bad does not matter. What matters is that you took energy that was given to you and you transformed it into wisdom, movement, change, evolution, or clarity. See that you have done this over and over again in your life. 

That is the breakthrough. When you begin to see that you have repeatedly empowered yourself to grow, amazing clarity and confidence emerges. 

It does not matter if others change. It only matters that you can see and acknowledge how you have taken the bad and the good and tried to do something different that improves who you are and how you express your energy in the world.

Numerology/Astrology for 5/19/15 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 5/19/15
Today is the number 5 so attempt to keep your feet grounded as the stability factor needs a bit of reinforcement. Find your passion and do it! Bring all your 5 senses into your life and give your attention to the here and now. Let nature nurture your spirit. Trust that when you let go there is something there to hold you up. The Moon is in inquisitive Gemini all day. We are more communications-focused under this influence, and tend to look for extra mental stimulation. It can be difficult to focus on one thing at a time and to be consistent, as you are curious about many different things. Siblings, relatives, or neighbors and community involvement can be in stronger focus. It will be easier to adapt to change, and in fact you crave surprise, novelty, and intelligent responses in others. There can be some chaos as Mercury begins its retrograde.

~Suzanne Wagner~

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When we are willing to step into the unknown and its inherent insecurity, and not run back to anything for cover or for comfort - when we are willing to stand as if facing an oncoming wind and not wince - we can finally face our actual self.

~Adyashanti~

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Life if full of big and small winds that come at us from all angles. Learning how to turn into the storms of life is essential to maintain your direction and focus. There are those out there that would wish for no storms but I personally love them. As a child I would run into the rain and get very excited to feel the electricity of a lightening and thunderstorm. And in life I am that same way even now. There is no logic in hiding from the storms. There is no reasoning with life. It has its own organic flow and regardless of how the mind wants to have the illusion of control, in truth the only way to feel some control is to make the masts of your ship catch the wind and allow it to give you the fuel you need to go somewhere. Today let life carry you forward. You need to let go and stop all the trying and figuring out of things. All you need to do is feel into the wind, steer into the storm and discover the place of effortless movement.
~Suzanne Wagner~

INTUITIVE PATTERNS FOR JUNE 2015

INTUITIVE PATTERNS FOR JUNE 2015

Osho Zen Tarot: Abundance, Patience, Playfulness
Medicine Cards: Lynx, Hummingbird
Mayan Oracle: Cib, Chicchan
Ancient Egyptian Tarot: Prince of Cups, Wheel of Fortune
Aleister Crowley Deck: Knight of Disks, Truce, Prince of Cups
Healing Earth Tarot: Three of Feathers, Two of Crystals, Grandfather of Wands
Words of Truth: Support, Aspect, Gratitude

It made my heart so happy to see the Hummingbird in the spread this month. I look out every morning and see about 30 hummingbirds at my 4 feeders. Hummingbird is about joy and love and the sound they make as they fly around is like tiny airplanes cutting through the air. Let the month of June be a dance of joy, love, and gratitude for all the support that you have in your life.

Now having said that lets get down to the nitty-gritty. June is a wild ride of Retrogrades. Mercury is retrograde until June 11^th but it is in the home sign of Gemini so while I would expect the computers to become problematic and things to not go in the expected ways Mercury in Gemini is very joyous and if you play the cards right you might just feel as if the cosmic redo of this retrograde gets you going back to what you really love and what you want to do rather than what you thought you needed to do.

But Saturn is also backing up into Scorpio and it officially gets there, June 16/17 and will stay in Scorpio until September 18^th. And it will be bringing back some of that emotionally intense introspection that you felt last Fall into the early Winter. Becoming aware of what is really going in within and being willing to let the past go will be in the forefront of your consciousness for one final time. Once Saturn leaves Scorpio on Sept 18^th you will not feel this place again for 28 years. Yea!

Neptune also is going retrograde on June 12^th in Pisces and it will be retrograde until the 18^th of November, so expect logic to go by the wayside for a bit. Though your creative and intuitive sides might be expanding in wonderful ways. Just remember that the illusion is close to the surface and learn to stay grounded as you explore the esoteric realms. You could get a lot of creative things done quickly if you stay on track and don’t get lost in the dreamy quality of Neptune.

Mars is in Gemini most of this month so expect people to questions everything. It promotes arguments and the potential to get sidetracked on any new things. You may want to learn everything but you will feel the need to talk it out. This can create a nervousness, tension, and difficulty in focusing on the task at hand. The game will be to stay calm, organize those thoughts and find the appropriate direction after clear consideration of all options. Do not look before you leap.

Okay, now that the astrological update is over lets apply this to the cards and blend this into a plan or strategy for the month of June.

Balance is going to be the key and it is going to take some doing to manage to pull that off. It is summer after all so a great way to handle all this is to escape, go camping or take you and your family out into nature. Find where you are feeling supported and where you can relish in the energy of gratitude and love.

Lynx reminds us that what we are seeking is inward, hidden, or in a place where you will need to uncover your own patterns of self-deception. But the Hummingbird reminds us that even that journey can be filled with love and joy. There are lost treasures within you and it is up to you to dive inward and discover them. This is not the month to be a “know-it-all” quite the contrary. It is a month to listen intensely and to be will to discover that you are worthy of trusting your deepest self along this journey of life. Think before you talk.

Chicchan is reminding you that your body is desperately trying to talk to you and it is essential that you do not do the predictable choices and habits of your past. It is time to bravely and boldly change and assume that you do not know what you are looking for. Surrender into the body by listening and seeking out the help that will allow you to go forward. There is a doorway to awareness if you will listen to the voice inside the density of body. Cib indicates that huge amounts of information are coming to you but you need to listen again to the guidance from Spirit. You are seeking to fin the truest desire of your heart. From that root of truth, something magical can open.

The Prince of Cups wants you to look at where you are distorting the truth to maintain a false sense of self. Ask the question, “Where is your ambition overruling your life and body?” When you discover that answer a whole new reality will open up.

The Osho Zen cards are a clear indication that this is a time to wait. The time is not yet so you will have to sit in a quiet place and discover your own inner wisdom and knowing. It is Summer, play, be outside, and re-discover the simple pleasures.

June is about finding a new balance. One that is not based on your past patterns. You are being asked to find that new place that will give you what you need over the long haul rather than the short satisfaction that illusion gives. Temporary is no longer good enough. You want to find a solution that allows for a whole new you to emerge.

Enjoy June.