Intuitive Patterns for the Month of July 2012

July begins with the uncertainty of a vastly changing landscape of our life. Questions abound, “Should I stay? Should I go? What is next on my path? What is the way? What am I to do? Why do I not have clarity? What if I make a wrong choice?”

These questions have been there for months and now with the heightened intensity of last month we are desperately searching for a way through the present feelings of discomfort. But it is only uncomfortable because you are neither here nor there. You are not coming or going. We are all in the space in between realities. When you do not know what to do then you just wait and ask for clarity. It is the waiting that really gets to us. We are so used to knowing and having a schedule to stick to. We have had the incredible luxury for many years that we felt certain and right as to where we were going, who we were, and what was around the next corner. Life had become comfortably predictable.

We are not there now.
 

This is a very disorienting time. For some it feels downright scary. We do not know what to hold on to. We do not clearly see a path in front of us. It may even feel like there is not even a hint from the universe as to which way to go.

Before big changes in our reality there is always a pause. A moment to reflect, to breathe, and to relax. There really is nothing else to do. Treasure this moment because this is the moment of creation. We are in the gap, the void between realities. This is the most powerful place of all, the place of creation itself.

Those of you who have been so consistently working on yourself internally, spiritually, emotionally, monetarily, and physically, please relax into your deepest and most powerful part. We need your wisdom, calmness, presence, and clarity right now. Step out of your own concerns and lend a hand to the manifestation of the greater reality that is being born. You do not need to know the way personally for you to contribute to the greater pattern unfolding. That is because we are stepping out of the personal into something bigger than the individual “I”. We are stepping into the place of a global voice of humanity that values the qualities of humanity, consciousness, and freedom for all.

These are times when we want to believe old illusions, past perspectives, and future possibilities. But perhaps we need to get very real with this moment and see it for what it is. No judgment. Just observation. We cannot change things that we will not look completely at with objective eyes. We must look at the suffering of others and find a way to do something different. This is not about fixing things. It is about changing patterns completely around in our mind. But we need to do it from a place of balance not from a place of fear.

The past is past. We need to let it go. Let go of the anger, the resentment, the rigid holding on to the old feelings of security and safety. Life was never safe. We are not really in charge. Something divine is guiding all of us.

It is in this moment where we experience a deep and profound pause in the flow, listen very closely, you just might hear something else. A voice that is not your ego. A voice that sounds very different than the conversation that has been running in your head for months. It is a voice of the divine speaking softly to the hearts and minds of all of us, asking us to trust, asking us to stretch out of our comfort zone, and to allow a possibility to emerge with grace and dignity.

Acceptance is a great lesson to learn.

Acceptance is not about giving up. It is about getting real and completely present in this moment. Truth is an illusion from the experiences and beliefs of the person seeing and experiencing it. There are many truths. Fighting over who is right or wrong will not get us anywhere. We need to accept the many truths that surround us. We need to lend our truth and perspective to the matrix and allow all the puzzle pieces to be on one table together. Then as one voice and heart, we have to find where our piece fits into this new emerging pattern, or not. If our piece does not fit right now that does not mean it will never fit but we also need to not force our piece to fit where it does not. That again is acceptance. Some of us were here to contribute pieces to the puzzles of the past, some of us are here to contribute pieces to this matrix now, and others of us have pieces for the future puzzles yet to come. It is all beautifully woven and divine.

We do not have to hold all the knowledge and all the wisdom for all the time periods of life. Sometimes we know it is our time and we need to have the courage to jump and step up when called. Other moments we need to let those wiser, stronger, younger, and more capable to be the bridges to the next unfolding moments. And at other times we need to listen to the wisdom of those who have lived longer and see with the objective calm eyes of age.

Do you know where you are in the field? Do you feel called to jump or do you feel as if you are waiting for the clarity to know? Accept what you feel as true in this moment for you. Tomorrow will be different. Change is constant. You will be called upon soon enough. Have patience to feel that sometime when there is nothing changing outside that there is something big changing inside. That internal shift will make your external also shift.

There is no destination anyway. If you got there you would just have to start over again. The final destination of this life is to let go of everything you own, everything you believe you are, and your very body. You will have to surrender up your life and trust a bigger pattern regardless.

That is why we have these moments. To practice graceful surrender, acceptance, and trust. Find a way to contribute your passion and life force into the grid of creation that is attempting to birth this new thing into being. You do that by intending it. When you feel impassioned and centered, close your eyes and choose to give energy to those who you trust and to the patterns that you believe hold the keys to a more balanced and authentic reality.

It does work.

When I am not sure and feeling uncertain that is what I do, I still know I have energy to contribute. When I do not know what to do for myself it often is because I am not supposed to be using the energy for myself but for a greater good. Then I feel into the moment and when I feel compelled and inspired, I move in that direction. Until that moment, I just send pleasure, joy, love, acceptance, and compassion into the big pot of energetic soup in the void of creation and I trust that the divine does have a plan and does appreciate the energetic offering of my heart.

Sometimes through my experience I can feel that I am pulling negative energies off the planet with my love and compassion. As I observe the suffering, accept it, love and hold it in a place of compassion and trust, I feel a doorway opening and a flow begin to happen. It is through being present and accepting of that moment that it then moves through me and off the planet to be transformed into the next thing.

But if you are not present, the suffering can unground you and you can fall into the place of despair that you are trying to release.

So trust yourself. Trust your energy can and does contribute to the whole and bring your presence and awareness solidly into this moment. Your focused presence it a great contribution to the unfolding reality.