Just Back from Utah and Getting Ready for the Adventure to Come

I love this image of the cat facing its fear to walk right in front of all the dogs.

I feel life is like this image right now. We have to walk a difficult road astrologically right now and there is no way of knowing the outcome.

But we are going to go regardless.

Take a step into your courage and confidently walk into the unknown. It takes huge courage to be in this place right now. We do not know what might happen. But we need to find out.

Take a risk. Be different. Do not be afraid. Your boldness just might take all your enemies by surprise. You have parts within that are stronger than you know.

I just got back from working in Utah. What a great time I had with everyone! I was crazy busy and it was fabulous weather. I am so grateful to Helen Schumann for putting up with all my lovely clients and me during my time there. I am looking forward to having some time to take a break starting on Fri March 9-19th as I am going to the Margo Anand workshop at Harbin Hot Springs. I am looking forward to being a student rather than the teacher for a week. It will be wonderful and I am sure enlightening.

I hope that all of you are navigating the powerful energetic shifts happening right now. I know that many have been very stressed and these energies are designed to put us back on course to our authentic self. I personally feel much better than last year. 2011 was a massive year of releasing grief, anger, and resentment. As a result I feel clearer and more aligned. I am looking forward to the bigger changes as we all get into April and May of this year. For me personally it will catapult me into another arena and I am looking forward to that change even though I am not sure what it will look like.

That is part of the magic of life. To feel that something is coming. To not know what it will look like. And to jump regardless. At this moment I feel more ready to take a leap of faith. It is so much easier when you do not feel paralyzed with old emotions and stuck energy. Sometimes you just have to shake it off in whatever way works.

Personally, I needed to sit and observe the feelings and attempt to not judge what I was feeling. But I also reminded myself that feelings are temporary and not necessarily real. They move through eventually in their own time and in their own way.

So I am putting this blog out for everyone to remember to believe in himself or herself. Believe in your own divine guidance. Believe that all the patterns can be eventually worked through and integrated in a way that allows you to open and become the gift that you are.

These intense energies are designed to make us uncomfortable enough that we shift. I wish that we could learn without struggle but struggle is a great tool the universe uses to make us wake up and see the illusion in which we have been living.

Have the courage to be who you are deep within. Know that as you become authentically whole others will see that and respond in their own way to your opening. For some you could just be the reflection and permission they have been looking for to also jump. For others you might represent the part that is so afraid that they will need to judge and point fingers at. Either way we all will learn and grow. We cannot open when we are safe. We must be willing to take the risks that our soul yearns for. Others may not understand. Honestly, we may not understand as we are doing it. Clarity comes later. It is often as if our higher self shoves us off the cliff of the old realty and we do not even know we are going off the cliff until it is too late. Then there is nothing to do but deal with the new circumstance and environment in which you find yourself.

You know that you are feeling something big coming. It is your opening and a new perspective of awareness that is creeping up behind you. Enjoy the dance. Enjoy the intensity. Enjoy that this moment is breathing new life into you.