Intuitive Patterns for the Month of December 2010

December is a month of releasing yourself from old patterns with gratitude and love for all those that have assisted you along the pathway to consciousness. Things are changing and what you thought you were manifesting at the beginning of the year has radically altered and changed in the transformative environment of 2010.

We are at the end and the beginning literally.

The darkness of this solstice may feel tremendously heavy for many. The only choice is to reach out towards the light that will be returning in 2011. The polarity and duality has finally reached a critical breaking point and choices and decisions are happening. Those choices, which happened in November, have taken some of the intensity off the process but you may feel as if you do not know how the next pattern of your life may appear. You may not be able to see the magnificence that is attempting to unfold right at this moment but know that all great things come to those who are willing to risk and believe in themselves when times are difficult.

Many of you have expressed to me that this has been one of the most challenging times anyone can remember. The astrology reflects that and it is during such times that your inner strength and power can reveal itself to you.

You may feel that there is so much duality and shadow that you are not sure if any choice you are making is correct. That is part of the lesson of trust.

Sometimes you have to aggressively make shifts and be left with nothing but your gut intuition to guide you through the complex unraveling that is happening right now.

Things should feel better at the end of December. Unfortunately it will be after Christmas but there will be a tangible shift and things will begin to crawl out of this deep hole.

March will herald a major shift again, and things will move more rapidly at that time. What you are choosing now will seem to begin to make sense in March 2011.

Try to not let the mind stop or paralyze you in the old places that have successful trapped you in the past. The past is truly dead and the future is right beyond your fingertips if you will but reach out of your old patterns of beliefs and behavior to grab what is being offered. It may be different than you pictured. But it also may be more organic and peaceful to the expression of who you want to become.

It is okay to start over. It can be an amazingly exciting time if you just let the fear go and allow yourself to be in the place of a child’s mind of wonder and newness.

You are choosing freedom over fear. You are choosing happiness over responsibility. You are choosing to let go of habitual patterns and find the bliss that is in every moment.

2011 is numerologically a “4” year. A “4” year is about choosing balance above all things. It is about finding the place of Neutral Mind regardless of situations and circumstances. You are not the chaos of the planet unless you choose to believe that. You can practice balance during times of imbalance. After all it is a great test.

The Gift Number of 2011 is the 11. An eleven-year is a gateway if you allow the rebellion of your soul to express itself and allow you to shift beyond the perception of what you know to be true. You can only see what you believe to be true. What if you just let go of your old beliefs and looked at your world with new eyes? How would it be to have the eyes of a child awakening to the magic that is in every breath, every breeze, every look, and in every nuance. It could be wonderful. Let the rebel within you show you that there is always a new and more interesting way to see and experience the world. Let you life be a path that is able to see the beauty and positive in every situation. Let yourself roll with the new experiences that are dancing into your life.

Allow this moment to be a place in which you allowed the master painter within you to paint and sculpt a completely new view of reality for you. Allow your eyes to be opened in wonder and bliss. Allow your life to feel alive again.