Numerology/Astrology
for 9/9/18
9/9/18 is the number 11. The number 11 is
represented by the Moon. The Moon illuminates those things that hide from the
light of day. It is at night in the moon light that many animals come out to
seek food and others. Today, can illuminate something that might have been
hidden in the shadows. But now you have a greater ability to see it in its
natural clarity. Sit as the silent knower in the darkness and feel the energy
of the life all around you. From a calm place, remain aware of all things happening
around you with a detached perspective. If you can sit in your own darkness and
face what frightens you the most, you learn about your own duality and then can
become whole. You cannot be whole by polarizing only towards the light. Denial
will not help you find enlightenment. Let go of your fear of making a mistake
and from your center do what you are compelled to do. In that way you will have
no regrets.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Astrology
Today
The New Moon happens at 11:01 AM PDT (18 degrees Virgo). So if you had
any rituals that you might want to do to release and let go of the old. That
would be the moment to do them. I like to write them out, dig a hole and bury
them. The earth element is very strong at this time so using it in the ritual
is in alignment with the greater good. Earth advises you to be practical and
the water from Neptune asks you to pay attention to your emotional needs. The
season is changing so it is time to clean out and clear out things, inside and
out. Look at doing some cleanses and getting organized and efficient in your
world. There are challenges to your relationships, values and ambitions that
have been building energy for the last several days now. In the light of this
new moon, perhaps some clarity will be revealed. Venus has moved into Scorpio
early this morning and will be in this sign until mid-December. This is quite a
long time compared to her normal three weeks in a sign. The goddess of love,
marriage, money and diplomacy (Venus) will turn retrograde on October 5th. In
this moment you get a peek into what is coming later in October. The astrology
wants you to ask if your actions are in alignment with what you say you value
(or are you saying one thing and doing another? There was a similar energy
going on over the summer when assertive Mars was retrograde. Uranus is rattling
your cage to get you unstuck so you can open to innovative new possibilities.
The fog is attempting to lift off your eyes to
reveal the course that you need to follow. Make sure you understand before you
shift. The ground underneath you is soft so it is a time to step cautiously.
Notice if you are repeating yourself. It is all
about focus. If you are focused and directed in your energy then one word or
phrase should be sufficient. If it isn't then the person is not ready or able
to hear you. So then it is wise to be still and wait for an opening.
As so much in the world is unsettled and strained,
do your best to relax and not obsess. That reactive restlessness cause lead to
poor choices. Restraint now will give you clarity and rewards later.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Quote
As Albert Einstein once said to me: “Two
Things are infinite: the
universe and
human stupidity.” But what is much
more widespread than the actual
stupidity is the playing stupid, turning
off your ear, not listening, not seeing …
playing helpless.
~Frederick Salomon Perls~
Blog
I
remember years ago that when I was in my 20’s I decided that because I was
letting go of being a ballet dancer that I needed to do a ritualistic death
process. I needed to let the ballerina go and find out what was under that ego
projection of that archetype that I had lived and loved. So I literally dug
myself a grave in the backyard. Now, the backyard was one street below the BLM
land and we had many small and large creatures that would move through our
property. I dug this 2-foot hole shaped like a coffin and decided to bring
blankets and a pillow and spend the night there. It was summer, and I thought this
would be a great way to be in the New Moon and be born into the new light in
the morning. Well, let’s just say that nature and my own divine guidance had
another idea. The clouds came in and the wind with it. The leaves were rustling
like in a scary movie and I found myself getting more and more scared. I felt
vulnerable, exposed, like I was going to be someone’s dinner. I knew this was
ridiculous because I was in my own backyard and while it was shaped in a way
that really did not need fences, I still felt very vulnerable. I have always known
that I have had a lot of fear inside and my life seems to be this dance to
understand and embrace fear. I had grown a lot already. At least I thought so
until that moment. Facing the elements at night suddenly had this almost primal
terror associated with it. And I felt my ancestral line that had faced the
unknown cowering around fires together to keep the darkness at bay. I wondered
what is was that made darkness so frightening. As I contemplated my fear I hear
a sound of something coming down the hill towards me. It seemed to crash
through the underbrush and my mind exaggerated it out of proportion so that by
the time it was on top of me it was going to be something like a bear in size
and weight. I was afraid that it was going to step on me. So before it did that
I sat up abruptly in front of it like a poltergeist rising from a grave and
said, “Go away!” My heart was racing, and my blood was pumping. The wind was blowing,
and I saw that in front of me was a very startled raccoon. I recognized later
how lucky I was that it had not been a skunk, because that very frightened
raccoon went tearing up the hill, like I was the biggest bear chasing it. Then
I realized how silly I had been being. How fear makes everything into something
that it is not and that how much I had lived a very safe and protected life. I
spent the rest of that night sleeping soundly in nature, oblivious to any other
sounds after that. The adrenaline had wiped me out and I need to go
unconscious. But I did feel how the earth did support me and that from that
point on I knew I was safe.
~Suzanne
Wagner~
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