Numerology/Astrology
for 12/9/17
12/9/17 is the number 4. When
life seeks its own balance and nature calls to point out what mankind has
pushed too far out of the realm or alignment the world shows us by bringing
nature phenomenon strongly into our world. The world right now is showing us
something strongly. The question is will be listen. Now I know that a majority
are listening but there are those out of balance inside that have the power on
the outside to put fingers in their ears and choose to listen to their own
thoughts over the raging of Mother Earth. I don’t worry though because Mother
Earth is more powerful than any of those egomaniacs and she will ultimately
win. It is the cost that concerns me in the long run and of the many that will
suffer because of a few that would not listen.
The Moon spends the day in helpful, earnest Virgo. Mars enters
Scorpio this morning and will transit the sign for just under seven weeks
(until January 26th). In Scorpio, Mars is driven and focused on getting what it
wants! Expect those around you to be persevering and single-minded under this
influence. The emotional depth is pulling you deeper than you have ever gone
before and is compelling you to penetrate the surface of life to explore deeper
levels of existence. Question what you think you know. Question what you
believe. Then ask if it serves the greater whole of life. If it does then
follow that pathway. If not change your direction and path. What others tend to
repress is bubbling to the surface. You want to experience and understand these
things. You can no longer avoid important issues now. There is a feeling of
something coming and unfortunately there are those that are attracted to crisis
looming in our future. The emotional impact is one of such extremes that
everyone is feeling a bit PTSDish. As this cosmic awakening is happening more
and more people seem to want to feel the extreme emotions. Mediocrity or the
"middle road" seems unsatisfying, unfulfilling, and represents a type
of placating that is associated with the past that got us into this mess. When
you are awake, (even with the intensity of the emotions), you feel more ready
to nurture others and thinking progressively. Congratulations you are not in a
box. And now there is a type of shocked awakening happening as if you awoke
from a long sleep into a fully waging war. Today, this Venus-Neptune square
might try to convince you that happiness is outside of yourself (which it is
not) and something to pursue rather than create (which again is an illusion
created by Neptune. Avoid speculative ventures, purchases, and promises now.
Lines can blur when it comes to the pursuit of pleasure, money matters, and
relationships. You might be able to can convince yourself to believe what you
want to believe but it would be wrong.
~Suzanne Wagner~
Quote
Let people feel
the weight of who you are
and let them deal with it.
~John Eldridge~
Blog
Liberty means responsibility.
That’s why most men dread it.
~Bernard Shaw~
Everything alive has a soul. Everything… Including the trees and
flowers. Yes, all things here are evolving and learning how to become more
complex and capable of doing more things. So, all life deserves respect.
Part of evolution is in understanding the laws of action and
consequences. The more you understand that principal the more you must ask for
forgiveness when you are wrong or when your genetic history has passed down a
false piece of information. It is up to each of us to unravel the lies that
have been perpetuated in our genetic line and ask forgiveness. That is how you
learn to move forward with more conscious awareness.
In studying my genetic line, there are so many interesting
things. The bad is that one side of my Kinslow line went back to Kentucky from
the 1700’s and it is clear that they owned slaves. So, I formally apologize for
my family’s participation in the suffering of others. And send love out to all
those whose have experienced a lack of compassion and understanding from my
ancestors. I am sure there are more of those but at this moment we can only go
so far back.
Fortunately, I also know that in my genetic line that I am 18%
Eastern Asian and that makes it from the 1800’s when both sides of my family
worked on the railroads so someone must have married a Chinese worker on the
train lines. There seems to be this “family secret” from that time where the
information is sketchy. Is seems to be like that because someone wanted to hide
the fact that I am from an early integrated family.
I am proud of that.
I am proud of my family that tried to break down barriers.
I am proud of my Great Grandmother who was an Oklahoma Sooner. She
had lost her husband to a railroad coupling accident and then lived on the
trains for 3 years feeding the trainmen to save money for her children to claim
land in the Oklahoma territories. By herself she took 3 children in a covered
wagon across the line and set up her property along the place where a train
stop would be build and she built a small hotel for the trainmen with her bare
hands and her children. When I get down on myself, I think of her kicking me in
the ass and telling me that she did not go through all that for me (her great
granddaughter) to collapse in the face of a challenge.
I also have another Great Grandmother who at the age of 13 got
on a boat to go to America from Ireland. She went to New York by herself and
figured out how to make her way and her life.
Remember, that you have ancestors that you are proud of and
others that you know have perhaps not been the best and most kind of souls. Own
it all. Love it all and forgive all that needs to be forgiven. Ask for
forgiveness because all that your ancestors have done and been is in your
genetic code. You are here to awaken and become the best version of your
genetic makeup that is possible in this life.
~Suzanne Wagner~
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