Numerology/Astrology for 11/30/16 - Plus Personal Blog

Numerology/Astrology for 11/30/16

11/30/16 is the number 5. The number 5 is again attempting to get our feet firmly on the ground and to find the doorway to healing and personal transformation. The path ahead is rocky, hilly, treacherous, and filled with unknown twists and turns. But you have this one path and that is the path that you must walk. Each person will feel challenged in the way that is aligned with his or her karmic lessons. All paths lead home. Some are faster and some are slower. It is up to you to determine how quickly this difficult time will take. Choose willingness over resistance. Choose to open and listen to all positions and perspectives and recognize the suffering of others even in the face of your own suffering. No ones pain is more important than another.  With the Sun forming you must consider your spiritual needs first, which might at this point seem to contradict your plans and goals; or you may need to confront the ways in which reality is not measuring up to your ideals. It is time to find ways to incorporate imagination and spirit into your life. Know that this energy can create problems feeling motivated. This influence takes away all security and all sense of certainty. You can either go with that flow or resist it and feel lost and without direction. Concentrating on artistic or spiritual pursuits is better than focusing on things that require straightforward, factual thinking because right now nothing makes any sense. Chiron is stationing direct, exact tomorrow. Launches of new projects should probably wait. The Moon is in Sagittarius all day.
~Suzanne Wagner~

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How like herrings and onions our vices are in the morning after we have committed them.

~Samuel Taylor Coleridge~

David Simon – Possibility Right Wing Ideologues
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You cannot open a closed mind. You cannot open a mind that is defending itself. Understand that defensiveness is an indication of a deeper internal conflict is happening. Being “right” in our world is a very important thing and to have validation makes a soul feel good about themselves. But learning to defend that position in the face of obvious distortions, over time, always becomes more and more difficult.

My father used to say, “People most of the time don’t change. Most of the time what you see is exactly what you get.”

It is our illusions and projections of change onto others of our own internal darkness and our desire to make that emptiness whole again inside that creates an atmosphere of self-deception. You are not defending that person’s actions on the outside, you are defending your own desire to evolve and change your own darkness into consciousness. I support the journey of each person to heal his or her own darkness. I support and understand you wanting to defend your ability to evolve and change. Now, it is time for you to separate your own personal journey from a projection that you have on another person. Stop defending a person who is doing things that cause others obvious harm. Stop defending a person who lashes out like a small child when they do not get their way. Stop defending a person who is clearly only interested in their own welfare and not the integrity of the institution that they are supposed to be defending.

I had a dream last night and it was about a bunch of politicians all rushing around like children with those Big Wheel Tricycles. They all had out of proportion heads and small child bodies and they were yelling and whining just like 2 year olds wanting their way and pushing and punching the other kids to get what they wanted. I remember even in the dream thinking, “This is what we have come to as a country. We have people in charge still on and evolutionary level where they are on the playground pinching, punching, and scratching the others in order to claim dominance. None of these politicians ever got past the 2 year old stage of development and now they are going to run the country from a perspective of that immature place. We are a country with a lot of people in charge with big heads, big egos, and only a desire for power and to win.”

Like the Avatar movie as the main female character (Neytiri) said to the human (Jake Sully) in the avatar body, “Don’t Thank! You don’t thank for this! This is sad, very sad only. All this is your fault. They did not need to die. YOUR FAULT! Your fault. You’re like a baby making noise. You don’t know what to do! Stupid! Ignorant like a child!”

This is our country right now and these are our leaders. It is sad….very sad.
~Suzanne Wagner~