Here we are in July and lets just say that during the Month
of Cancer with the Neptune in Pisces, there is a tremendous amount of water
happening and there are many of you out there who are feeling as if the
emotions that have been happening are giving you the “bends”.
You feel discombobulated and out of sorts with all the
intensity and that intensity is stirring up the deep sands in your ocean and
bringing things to light that have been buried for a long time. That is not
always pleasant and yet within that revelation there can be some treasures that
emerge if you are willing to look past the story of the wreckage from moments
in your life and instead choose to sift those sands to reveal the things that
you have forgotten and that also lay buried deep in your past.
We are in the month where we move from a Lunar (Moon) based
sign (which is Cancer) to a Solar (Sun) based sign (which is Leo). Whenever you
have that extreme of a polarity you can expect a lot to happen in a short
period of time. Just as fruits ripen quickly in the intense heat of this time
of year, you too can ripen to your full potential if you are willing to do the
work and get up in that tree to pick that fruit when it is the ripest. If you
get lazy and are not willing to do the work the hesitancy will cause you to
loose the moment and that which could be relished in its sweetness, will rot
and you will not be able to enjoy the fruits and bounty that the Universe
offered.
In the area of Major Transits (where the big planets are
moving) there is not a lot going on but in the area of aspects, the energies
happening in that area, there are quite a lot of things happening. This can be
somewhat confusing as we associate the big planets moving as having greater
impact and while that is true, when you have so much small stuff happening you
can have a more radical shift that will feel as if you are less in control and
that you will have a harder time predicting what might be happening.
Now some astrologers will see this as being an easier month
and August (which has a lot more major transits happening) to be more intense.
And while the height of summer (August-The Dog Days of Summer) is notorious for
its intensity, I believe that this month has more impact than the astrology obviously
shows.
Venus and Mercury are entering Leo and that brings a fun,
playful, exciting flow of connection and communication to your life if you are
willing to navigate the wild waters of Neptune’s illusions. It is also a
recommendation to not take things so seriously. But I am afraid that this
potential will not be recognized as the planet Neptune is the second largest
planet in the solar system and it’s gravitational pull and impact on Earth
right now is stronger than anyone in memory has experienced. The last time
Neptune was in Pisces was 165 years or so ago.
I believe that the level or our self-delusion is so deep and
it has been so blindly numbing to our soul that bringing your awareness out of
the illusion and into the true light of the reality could be very difficult. And
there will be those that take the fiery expression of the Venus and Mercury in
Leo the wrong direction and lash out with all that fixed fire energy, as they
will feel as if they are fixed, right, and certain of their position.
But what Neptune is teaching all of us, is that nothing that
we have perceived is accurate. We have been deeply asleep for a long time and
waking up after you have been put under anesthesia is difficult and
discombobulating to say the least.
The Sun, with its best friends, Venus and Mercury in Leo is
a bit of an overload in the Leo reality. I am a Leo and I believe that there
can be too much of a good thing. When there is just so much fire the tendency
to explode and overreact in a self-righteous way increases. I find it is
essential right now to keep the fire in check with the compassionate attitude
of Neptune if at all possible.
We have a full Moon in Capricorn on July 19th and
this is the second one we are having. We had another one, at the end of June where
it was technically in Sagittarius but it was all the way at the edge and I say
that when something is close to that edge it bleeds a little bit both ways. And
it did go into Capricorn for 2 ½ of those days. So there will be a bit of a
test to see whether you can control your life in a way where you don’t allow
your emotions to take over, but that you also don’t get locked down into a
self-righteous position.
On July 29th Uranus goes retrograde and that will
unfortunately magnify the impact of Uranus rather than diminish it. That alarms
me as with the Sun and it’s best buddies (Mercury and Venus) are all dancing in
the fire of power and pushing that potential out into the world but they do not
understand that Neptune is actually pushing the illusions to the surface for
you to see.
When you do that, thinking that you are so correct, right,
and awesome, you are going to take some big hits rather than see that everyone
is going to go into agreement with you. Yes, the Sun is bigger than Neptune but
the force of Neptune is bigger than any other of the other planets besides
Jupiter. So you may not notice in your expansion and desire to express that you
are actually showing your distortion and delusions in a powerful way for all to
see. It might be a real shock when you take that leap feeling that you are safe
in your assumptions and instead of acceptance you will get the explosiveness
and fire of revolution instead.
This is like taking an oil fire (Sun, Venus, Mercury) and
putting a bit of water (Neptune) on it. You know what happens… the oil explodes
and fire goes everywhere. I am nervous about that potential and how that might
express itself this month.
We have talked about 5 planets being retrograde a while
back. Now there are 3 planets retrograde but with this Uranus going retrograde
we go back to 4 planets again. 5 planets retrograde is very explosive also and
you remember the intensity of April/May/June clearly… I am sure. So instead of
continuing the diminishing aspect we are again, stepping towards a bigger
explosion.
If you add the energy of Chiron being retrograde (from June
27-November 30 in Pisces) into the mix, that adds one more planet
and a volatile one on top of it, in an emotional water house.
So Yes, I see that there is a healing potential for Chiron
to be there in our emotional distortion wave (Pisces) but again, the healing
may only happen after an explosion of emotion.
July 7th is going to be a big day. There are a
lot of aspects that are like putting the fuse in a box for dynamite to explode.
The Sun is going to conjunct Mercury, Mercury is in opposition to Pluto, Venus
squares Uranus, and the Sun opposed Pluto. This causes a breaking down of the
ego. The levels of transformation that are needed to get this going are huge
and unpleasant.
July 11 is another big day. Mercury is going to trine Mars
and Mercury is going to square Uranus, making the news a big deal and huge
stories are going to come out of this pattern.
Again, expect to be upset and do your best to not get caught
in the conflicting energy that is explosive and that others may get caught up
in a revolution mentality.
In all revolutions innocents die. In all revolutions social
structures break down. In all revolutions more suffering happens rather than
less. It will take many calm and cool heads to be able to navigate this intense
energy.
My hope is that on July 12 when Mercury and Venus enter Leo
that the overview and creative potential that is Leo will give each of us a new
way of seeing things and bring some solutions to the problems presenting.
On July 19 there is a full Moon at the end of the time of
Cancer (which is going to be a major mood test) However the Full Moon is in Capricorn.
And this energy pattern acts like a dampener on the positive potential that is
trying to happen.
Then on July 29-30 the Uranus retrograde and Mercury enters
Virgo. So at the very end of the month the energy will actually get more
intense. That again is a bit alarming to me as the beginning was a pretty wild
ride emotionally so each of you need to brace yourself and discipline the mind
around your emotional expression for what is up and coming at the end of the
month.
What does all this mean to you? It is okay to express what
you feel but do not let your temper control your mouth. Practicing feeling what
you are feeling and then also feeling what others are feeling at the same time
might be a new experience but one that you are going to need to practice
because this Neptune in Pisces is going to be teaching us about our emotions
and the proper expression of them until 2028. Yes, I did say, 2028! So take a
breath on that.
Neptune is a creative planet. Leo is a creative sign. At the
end of the month those have the potential to join up and work together in ways
that can serve the greater good but not if you are all bottled up and stuffing
old crap in your body. You have to move it to loosen the grip of dense emotions
and allow them to flow in ways that are organic and in alignment with a higher
purpose. Most people don’t feel for years at a time, so that when those
emotions finally flow, they explode and unfortunately that is the negative
potential of this month. I would love to minimize that if I can with this
knowledge and words. You cannot be creative if you do not know what you feel.
I take this back to when I was a dancer. If you are asked to
be a character but you have not tapped into that inner archetype within you,
then accessing that character can be quite traumatic. I remember doing
Carabosse and recognizing that the director wanted a nasty, twisted, mean,
slightly demented hag and I had wanted to do an evil but elegant character. The
shift to do what he wanted rather than what I wanted was traumatic. I did not
see myself as a hag. I had to reach deep inside to discover my ugliest self and
then express that on stage. It worked and I learned to love my darkest and most
demented self. It was a great lesson in embracing the truth of what is, who you
are, what you really feel, and love it regardless. This month is going to be
just like that for each of you.
With all this water and all the tides of changes moving in
and out of your life you will have no choice but to go with the flow that is
presenting. This is a month that I want to call the “Rip Tide” month.
Repeatedly you will find yourself caught in a powerful emotional wave that is
pulling you out into dark and dangerous territory. If you panic you may drown
in your own emotional turmoil. If you relax and let the wave take out you, it
will spit you out at some point and you will be able to swim back to shore
safely. Fighting the flow will only exhaust you and get you nowhere. Observe
your fear and trust that flow. Learn to not fight when the universe has all the
control. All that control you thought you had was an illusion anyway. By the
end of this month you will know that as a certainty.
This is a month to purge out the old and clear space for the
new.
Will you let it?
Or will you fight to the point of exhaustion to make others
see your viewpoint?
The choice is yours.
~Suzanne Wagner~
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